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“When I met you, flowers started growing in the darkest parts of my mind.”

— Unkown

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I am not meant for casual love. I was born for soul consuming love and obsession.

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— Howl, Song by Florence & The Machine

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— Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises

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Jane Austen // Nizar Qabbani

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“Unrequited love is like an illness that kills you slowly and painfully every single day”

-By Nyla K.

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The sun's engaged to the sky

And my best friend's found a new guy

I'm only getting older

I've never had a shoulder to cry on

Someone to call mine

Everybody's falling in love and I'm falling behind

-By Laufey

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YOU'RE PERVERTED, TWISTED & SICK… I LIKE THAT IN A PERSON

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I’m constantly surrounded by people in love, hearing about their hopes and connections, wondering if I would have similar thoughts and feelings.

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photos taken moments before disaster

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S05E07: Fool for love S05E22: The Gift

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thinking about the difference between melodramatic, moody angel telling buffy he wishes he could see her in direct sunlight vs. spike just straight up scurrying around Sunnydale with a blanket over his head whenever he gets bored and wants to see buffy during the day

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omg wait it's winter time??? And I have no friends??? This is so Richard Papen almost freezing to death in a warehouse coded

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Thinking about when Henry Winter said “Except that my life, for the most part, has been very stale and colorless. Dead, I mean. The world has always been an empty place to me. I was incapable of enjoying even the simplest things. I felt dead in everything I did.” And when Noah Shaw said “This is what people who have never wanted to die don’t understand: the worst thing for those of us who do is feeling like we have to live when we don’t want to. We have to do things we don’t want to. We have to be where we don’t want to be. What we want is nothingness, numbness, because that seems better than living a life of quiet desperation. Quiet desperation is torture.”

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𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚏 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚜 𝚞𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔.