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sometimes i think about how religious people will go "god is real bc we are designed too intelligently" and my only thought is that a much stronger argument would be "god is real because rabies is not an airborne disease"

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funny thing, according to my father christians are supposed to love god more than anything on earth and that. that includes your earthly family

i'm not sure what to make of this but it's not good, i know that much

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tumblr please stop recommending i follow them. I would have if i wanted to already!!!

i'm not blocking them because they do have cool posts and i dont really dislike them it's literally just one thing that mildly annoys me? ajdhhUWjejfiansja helpp

oh hey this person looks neat! These are some cool posts they have. why aren't i following them- *remembers* oh. Right. That's why

Anyways

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oh hey this person looks neat! These are some cool posts they have. why aren't i following them- *remembers* oh. Right. That's why

Anyways

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worst feeling ever is after youve gone on a reblogging spree in the blorbo tag and most of the posts are under 20 ish notes despite it being a somewhat popular fandom and KNOWING you've made so many artists' day

and then you remember your own posts that got 13 likes and 1 reblog from your beloved mutual and you appreciate those! but GOD i just want people to reblog art and maybe even leave a compliment, if they can! is that TOO MUCH TO ASK

(and then of course, the feeling of ungratefulness like Oh YoU dOnT aPpReCiAtE tHoSe PeOpLe!!!11! i do. i do so fucking much but its so annoying like why cant someone just do what i do but for me :'( i feel selfish but i dont regret it)

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i saw a reel on instagram or something about the movie Luca and it was the scene where alberto is like "look guys, im a sea monster! what do you know!" and luca pretends to be afraid of him to hide his own identity and it was neat and all but.

the caption was something like "when you betray your homie to impress a girl"??! i think i died a little inside when i saw it what the fuckkkkk man

yeah that is Not at all what the scene is about but i needed to share this in order to not lose any more braincells :')

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the feeling of dread when you on-purpose stop trying to get some badge or reward of whatever monthly prize when you KNOW theyve been getting harder and more and more time consuming and you wont be able to keep up eventually and i forgot where i was originally going with this but uhhhh yeah i stopped getting the duolingo badges daily quest things and my brain hurts but i know its better this way. take your two and a half years of medals and leave me alone GOSH

dont worry about forgetting what they were either bc google exists hoorayyyy

bleh

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forgot this blog existed due to never posting oop

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not me making a rant blog separate from my main blog so that i can talk about whatever i want and then being terrified of people finding THIS blog and knowing who i am and as a result not posting anything that this blog would be perfect for

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i feel really annoyed at my brain because i would absolutely love to just be a background character or a side character in whatever story my life is, but i am so terrified of not "reaching my true potential" as people have so lovingly put it that i freak out whenever i do something side-character-y. also when i make mistakes i'm scared i messed up irreversibly and nothing will ever be the same and i am plagued by these thoughts for the rest of my life