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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌ11

Sent ; 2024, NOVEMBER 06th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Samantha

I am so thankful that you are in my life, and I don't express it often enough. With you, every day is a gift I never realized I needed. Even the most mundane situations can become remarkable with your help. You provide a joy I can't quite describe to my heart, from the way you laugh at my ridiculous jokes to the way you support me when I need you most. It's like going home to be with you. It's the solace and warmth I've been seeking yet didn't realize I was missing. I love the way you look at me as if I'm the only person in the room. It's wonderful that you find the positive in everyone and everything, even when it's difficult to see. You give me a reason to improve myself, love more deeply, and live life to the fullest. Please know that I will always be by your side, no matter what life throws at us. Through the highs and lows, the tears and the laughter, I swear to love you with all of my heart. I cherish you being my life's love, my best friend, and my partner. I treasure every memory we have created together and eagerly anticipate all of the wonderful times ahead. I love you so much, baby. Happy monthsary!

Forever Yours,

Cielo

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌ1O

Sent ; 2024, OCTOBER 06th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Samantha

As I take a moment to write this, my mind drifts to you, like a gentle wave leading me to the bottom of my emotions. Every day I spend with you seems like a thrilling tune that stays in my head long after it ends. You impress me in ways I hadn't thought possible. Your compassion, devotion, and mental toughness brighten our shared path. I feel totally at ease and free to be who I am around you without worrying about being judged. I cherish each moment we spend together because of your amazing ability to turn the ordinary into something truly extraordinary. I want you to know I am here to support you in life's adventures and difficulties. I will always be there for you to respect and love you wholeheartedly. I appreciate that you are you, that you let me into your heart, and for letting me into yours. I genuinely look forward to developing our love every day and am incredibly appreciative of the foundation we have established together.

Forever Yours,

Cielo

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO9

Sent ; 2024, AUGUST 06th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Samantha

Happy monthsary, baby! Thank you for all the love you’ve given and for still giving up on this day, despite everything. I promise you, with all of me, that I will never make that mistake again—I won’t put you in a situation similar to that ever again. I’m sorry for all the pain, stress, and internal battle that I’ve caused, I will try my hardest to make it up to you—what I did is heavy and I am willing to carry all of the burden if you’d let me. Thank you for loving me enough to forgive me, I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up for you. I love you with all that I am and all that I am not, again, happy monthsary! We’ll get through this, time can heal most anything—with efforts, we‘ll be alright again.

Forever yours, Cielo

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO8

Sent ; 2023, JUNE 09th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Samantha

Hello, Samsam! Thank you for letting me court you, I promise to win you back and bring back the woman you fell in-love with, I'll give you a new reason to fight for me and hold on to me. I know na sabi mo pass muna ngayon pero I'm sorry if nandito ako ngayon, wala talaga akong mapuntahan and hindi ako makahinga sa bahay kasi nagbabaga 'yung kapitbahay and since malapit sa pinto 'yung corner ko, I've been inhaling those smoke for 2 days straight na plus I really want to see you and be with you today. This day has been hard on us and I made you give up on me, nakikita ko kung paano ka nahihirapan dahil sa pinag-gagagawa ko at nakita ko kung paano mo 'ko pinagtiisan and it crushes me. Ang kapal ng mukha to ask to you this pero can you fight with me for the last time? And I'll make sure na maipapanalo natin 'to. Hold on to me again and I'll be the woman you dreamt of. Hanggang dulo tayo, Samsam. I love you, with all that I am.

Forever Yours, Cielo

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO7

Sent ; 2023, JUNE 01st

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Samantha

The entrance to this month has been rough and you almost gave up on me. I'm sorry if I caused pain and suffering for you, I didn't mean all of that, I love you a lot and thank you for continuing to fight for us. Wala akong pakialam kahit paulit-ulit mo 'kong masaktan, patuloy akong lalaban para satin at kahit ako nalang ang lalaban, tutuloy ako, hindi kita bibitawan. I know lately na I've been falling short and I failed to keep my promise to be the woman you deserve but I can't picture this life without you and for that, I'm willing to change for the good of us. Please stay with me, malalampasan natin 'to. We'll do our best and we'll be better, all of these will be worth it someday baby. Fight with me, for us. Thank you for believing in me, baby. I love you, with all that I am.

Forever Yours, Cielo

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO6

Sent ; 2023, MAY 24th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Samantha

Congratulations, Baby! I'm so happy na you're finally going to be capped and pinned! Whatever happens, I'll be there. I'm willing to sacrifice any event just to see you on that stage, and I'm glad I did. I'm writing this while I was on my way to your school, I didn't get any sleep because I was anxious that if I have slept, I would've missed it. I don't care kung gaano kalayo o gaano kahirap pumunta, pumila, o bumyahe—hinding hindi ako mawawala sa special day mo. I keep picturing you in your cap and I can't help but to have a teary eye kasi I know how hard you worked for this moment and I'm really proud of you, such a beautiful, graceful, and wonderful woman. This part, I'm writing while sitting at the ceremony. The moment I saw you there, with your pristine uniform and your pretty face, I held my tears. You look so good and I keep staring at you kahit na nakatalikod ka sakin kasi I can't help but to have second hand joy. I'm happy na I get to go to events like this and be with you on the most special day of your college year. My baby is officially capped and pinned! I didn't get to go with you on stage like I hoped but I'm so proud to see you with that cap. You look like a nurse, my nurse, and now I'm even more excited to attend your graduation and be with you on your journey to become a registered nurse! Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere and I'll be with you 'til that very day. Congratulations, Baby! I love you, with all that I am.

Forever Yours,

Cielo

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO5

Sent ; 2023, MAY 06th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Samantha

Happiest Birthday, Best Girl! I hope you liked the things I got you kasi I really saved up for this and I just wanted to be able to give you things kasi I want this to be a special day for you. I'm happy that I get to celebrate this day with you and hey this is also our fourteenth/fifth month! I'm really glad na our monthsary and your birthday were on the same day, i don't know why? I don't want to get ahead of us but I knew na we're gonna have a blast and we'll be happy today and the days after. God, what is there to say pa ba? Wala akong maisip pero gosh I really want you to like the bento cake na in-order ko kasi sabi nila masarap daw 'yon (proven and tested by me) and it's PINK! Hindi ko alam flavor tho, hindi ko rin kasi natanong kung ano available eh, at least may surprise tayo kapag kinain natin. First time ko mag-ipon for the sake of someone's special day kaya this is a new thing to me, and I'm also surprised na kaya ko pala mag-ipon ng ganito hehe yes hindi ako kumain and hindi ko nabili mga ine-eye ko pero I bet na walang tutumbas sa saya mo kapag magkasama na tayo and you have our new baby! This is my motmot and birthday gift hehehehe, if kaya ko lang sana bigyan ka ng something every month. I'll try to ipon more para I can spoil you, too, stay with me until then, please? I wanna spoil you as well and I think that my handmade gifts are lame and very low value. Happy Birthday, Best of Lovers! You are the love that I prayed for. I love you, with all that I am.

Forever Yours,

Cielo

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO4

Sent ; 2023, JANUARY 06th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Seinthe

Greetings! I'm so happy to spend yet another month with you, and I can't wait to spend the whole year with you. I know i've said this a lot lately but I still want to apologize for causing you stress and pain, I may or may not have peeked on your priv twitter when you were asleep hehe i'm sorry for invading your privacy I promise to not do that again. It pains me to see how much my actions and words affected you and after all that stress you still came to me and apologized even though you did no wrong. I hate the thought of you crying because of something that I did and it was very stupid of me make things worse. I'm sorry for making you feel that i'm losing interest in you, that will never happen baby. I will always have my eyes on you and you only. And no matter how heavy things can get just know that i'm always here to help you, please don't hide things from me baby we're in this together 'di ba? I want to know every thought, every single and minor detail, every moment, and everything that bothers you. Hindi ako nandito just to give you love, i'm also here to support, help, and care for you and I can't do it properly if you were hiding things from me. Mahal na mahal kita, Sam. I'll try my best to become a better partner and support system for you, I will always be here. I hope I can go to you in Cavite soon baby, I hate that you're the only one who travels far just to spend time with each other. I really hate travelling and i'm very scared of stepping somewhere outside my perimeter, I get anxious lalo na kapag ako lang tapos bagong lugar. Your efforts will be reciprocated baby, don't worry!

Forever Yours,

N. Brielle

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO3

Sent ; 2022, JULY 22th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Seinthe

Hey! As you know, uuwi ako ng province this week. Alam kong nagbibiro ka lang pero I have no intentions on ghosting you, mahina lang ang signal doon pero hindi naman ibig sabihin non hindi na 'ko gagawa ng paraan. As if naman kaya kita ighost, nangungulila nga ako kapag maaga ka nakakatulog eh. I don't know how pero we'll manage naman, odds lang 'yan TashaTheius tayo <3. And also, please 'wag ka matakot na baka one day bigla akong magsawa sayo, hindi kita kaya bitawan at hindi kita bibitawan. I am spending every second of my life with you, wala silang magagawa. The Clyde to my Bonnie, the Jen to my Soo, the Quatro to my Cinco, my partner for eternity, I love you more than anything in this life. You brought eternal hapiness into my life and I am hoping that I brought the same into yours. You are one of the reasons why I'm pushing through life, your existence alone brings me motivation to wake up everyday to read your words. You don't know how much joy your words brings, thank you for constantly assuring me. Sayo't sayo lang uuwi. Ikaw ang tanging tiyak, Theius Seinthe.

Forever Yours,

N. Brielle

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO2

Sent ; 2022, JUNE 20th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Seinthe

Hi! Don't mind me, just testing my dip pens. I have no intentions on sending this letter pero if you're reading this then great! I know na lately we've been having less conversations since malapit na matapos ang academic year, I know rin na you're worried kasi baka mapagod ako ganun. Baby, ilang buwan nating hinintay isa't-isa, ngayon pa ba ako mapapagod? I learned from my past mistakes, at nagpromise ako sa sarili ko na hindi ako gagawa ng kahit ano para saktan ka. I am forever grateful that I got the chance to meet you in this lifetime and if given the chance, I would spend every bit of it with you. Heck, I never wrote this much for someone. Look at what you did to me, damn. Sometimes winiwish ko na sana we are each other's first lover pero I think destiny na we'll drive down different roads pero it led us to each other. I promise to be good, if not, the best girlfriend for you. I'm thankful na hindi mo naranasan ang toxic phase ko though I feel bad for someone who experienced it, deserve naman siguro /j. Nevertheless, I am blessed to have you in this life.

Forever Yours,

N. Brielle

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ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 LETTER ⵌO1

Sent ; 2022, MAY 20th

FOR ; Leano, Jill Samantha

My Dearest, Seinthe

Hello! Pasensya na sa sulat at kung hindi pantay, wala akong talent d'yan emz. Hindi ko alam if obvious pero I like writing and giving love letters to friends, ito yata 'yung unang beses na nagsulat ako for a lover. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na walang araw na hindi ako ngumingiti dahil sayo, at feeling ko hindi ko nasasabi sayo 'yan lagi. So here I am, at 1AM, writing a letter to tell you how much I love you. Alam kong lagi kong binibring up 'to kasi ito talaga pinakacore memory ko sa buong buhay ko, pero naalala mo pa ba nung huling araw bago tayo magkaaminan? Niyaya mo pa 'ko manood ng AUOAD noon, sabi mo gusto mo ng kasama kasi hindi ka sinabayan ni Cloud. Iniisip ko noon na gusto mo 'kong makasama kaya niyaya mo ako, and well tama naman ako. Hindi ko akalain na kinagabihan nung araw na 'yon mahohot seat ako sa moby gdm, napaamin pa tuloy. Nahihiya na takot pa 'ko noon pero ngayon kilig na kilig na sayo, damn the mf glow up. And 4 months later, here I am still blushing to your "good mornings" corny, I know. Hanggang ngayon hindi ako makapaniwala na binigay ka sakin ni Lord, pinangarap ko lang ng ganitong rs noon tapos ngayon ito ako, kumakain ng mga foods na pinapadala mo. I never thought I could change before I met you, akala ko noon ganito na talaga ako at malapit ko na sana tanggapin tapos boom bigla kang dumating. Grabe epekto mo sakin ah, you made me wanna be a better person not just for you but also for me. I owe everything to you, my love. Thank you. Sa lahat-lahat. Thank you so much for handling me, nakakaamaze ka sa totoo lang. Mahal na mahal kita, sa lahat ng katauhan ko, sa lahat ng habang-buhay, sa lahat ng multiverse, sa lahat ng pagkakataon. Kung hindi ikaw, 'wag nalang. Ikaw ang tanging tiyak, Seinthe.

Forever Yours,

N. Brielle

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