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Still love

I have a hole in my heart I'm trying to fill to feel whole.

"It's not you it's me."

Trying to fill the void with souls.

Endlessly searching for this thing called love in a society that romanticizes the meaningless in connection.

Still holding the baggage of my past.

Trying to pretend. "I'm fine."

Slowly dying, exploding, imploding from the weight I hold within.

I want more than anything to not feel.

"Passive suicidal ideation."

Never pulling the trigger but wanting more than anything to make the pain go away.

I just want it to stop.

Life is endless turmoil.

I'm in pain and I don't want to spread that to anyone else.

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School life 😪 waiting for this day to tick tock away 🕐🔴⚫️⚪️

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Louis Vuitton Jasper's and Pyrex shorts shoe credits to @stevenflyboi (at Pomonok, Queens)

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Stüssy tribe rep game strong 💪😝 #stüssy #stussy #stussytribe (at qdoba)

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At the mall with bae #gettinglifted litterally 😂 (at Queens Center Mall)

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Summer ready 🔥🔥🔥 got my bape for summer nights 🐒 and now I got the Pyrex shorts on deck 👌

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Happy 23 months babe💏💑 Almost at that 2 year mark. You're more than just my girlfriend you're my silly best friend too😜 love you 😘💘

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Happy 23 months babe💏💑 Almost at that 2 year mark. You're more than just my girlfriend you're my silly best friend too😜 love you 😘💘

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Time to GET HARD with the squad LOOOL 😁🎥 #movies #amctheaters #gethard (at AMC Fresh Meadows 7)

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Clown or shark Bape® 🔥🔥🔥 #bape #bapelife #sharkhoodie #clownin

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Here's a fluffy bunny 🐰 Happy Easter everybody 😊 #easter #chubbybunny #trixare4kids

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Late night heart attack snack 😋#munchies #omnom #foodporn #heartattack (at Christina's Deli and Grill)

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Niketown reppin heat 🔥🔥🔥 for display only though

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Un-deadstocked 💀 #nikesblife (at Maple Park)

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Beat heat?😕 with the fam #backseatlife 😪