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paroxsysdraw · 4 days ago
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Playing around with pinks
A5, pencil on paper, 2023
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paroxsysdraw · 6 days ago
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what do i have to do to make the right post to be seen by the right person so i can actually find somewhere safe that doesnt also include being used or lied to or threatened?? genuinely id do or give anything to go anywhere safe n not like this but no one even wants my plight to be seen let alone saved and i cant make a post in these conditions and the last post only led to ppl co-opting it to force me into somewhere extremely temporary. is there fucking anything in this world for me or am i just dead already and trying for nothing :((
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paroxsysdraw · 12 days ago
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doporučuju hobo tough life, je to takový... disco elysium odehrávající se v roce 2004 v Praze. jo a hrajete za bezdomovce. celkem vtipná hra, cca 20h sluha. doporucuju :3
Disco Elysium, ale hrajete za Ozzáka, jak v podvečer pádu režimu pobíhá po undergroundovejch klubech a hospodách Prahy a hledá bráchu.
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paroxsysdraw · 12 days ago
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ok im back, i was just rlly suicidal bc i feel like I’m in rlly serious danger, but im so fucking anxious about it I can barely type rn. um. idk could anyone here maybe help me make a post asking for help and donations or whatever? it’s urgent ^^
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paroxsysdraw · 13 days ago
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get yourself a hallucinationship that really brings the meme template vibes to the testicular cancer group therapy meetings
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paroxsysdraw · 16 days ago
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Help Hyam Shehab save her family
@hyamshehabfamile and her family are once again facing an unforgiving winter in the midst of ongoing oppression, disease, a lack of food and clean water, and inhumane conditions.
Their main goal is €60,000 to reach safety, but they are setting a temporary goal of €10,000 by the end of the week to cover the costs of warm clothes, food, and other immediate needs for 6 people.
As of December 2, 2024, this campaign has raised €3,443 / €10,000
Please donate if you can and share! This is a time sensitive short-term goal
This campaign is line 127 on the Gaza Vetters list
tagging for reach
@anamiques @vague-humanoid @andromachos @wutheringheightsfilm @solroja @lesboevils @evilbisexualonline @lovetren @xenomorphique @bedcorpse @keithers @mossymagpie @in-need-of-another-name @thetragiclown @soggy-paradise @same-png @ispyspookymansion @dickmaster @geometric-orcas @angelsaxis @vamprisms @heritageposts @colorisbyshe @mpregbts @dlxxv-vetted-donations @chilewithcarnage @2spirit-0spoons @c-u-c-koo-4-40k @femmefitz
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paroxsysdraw · 16 days ago
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Save our life !!❤️🥹
Note/ A few days ago, I lost my campaign suddenly. The gofundme decided to close it after it had reached $110,000. I only got $44,000 and lost about $70,000. It was not easy after I worked day and night to collect the amount in order to save my family from the war and treat my father. I will now start from scratch and need your support. 🙏🏻💔
Hello again, I am Aseel from Gaza, I live in war, fear and destruction, we have been living for almost a year now but we do not know how long, we have been displaced from our home more than 11 times,
every time I was displaced to another place I prayed that this would be the last, but then came the idea of ​​​​forced exit to search for safety where there is no safety, we got very tired and our bodies were exhausted, we no longer had the energy to continue, we lived hunger, thirst, cold and all the difficult conditions that humans cannot imagine,
we did not imagine that a day would come when we would live all of this, I lost my family and my childhood home, even my friends are no longer there, I was left alone!! I am looking for salvation from death, I fear death and I dread it, the idea is terrifying to leave your dreams, ambitions and the life you planned for and go from this world, we do not deny death but we do not want to live it now,
I had a beautiful life, suddenly I do not know how I lost my life, we live in a tent that can only accommodate 3 people, made of nylon that no human can bear, just standing in it for more than two minutes during the day is enough to melt you, in addition to insects, diseases and lack of privacy, imagine all this!! Can you live??
In addition, my father had a stroke due to the loss, and my mother also needs care due to chronic diseases and the lack of treatment, and her condition is getting worse. I am the only one who takes care of them. I really fear loss and I do not want to lose, as I lost a large part of my family, my home, my work, and my entire previous life.
Things here are more difficult than you imagined, reality is painful
We wake up every day to the smell of death, I have been surrounded by tanks and helicopters more than 4 times, each time I do not know how to survive? It seems that my death has not come yet
I do not want to die!! 🥺
Please help me save my life and get out of here, life is impossible
Your donation will save my life, it is the only way, hand in hand we can achieve the goal please
My campaing vetted by
@90-ghost
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paroxsysdraw · 17 days ago
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I want to tell you more about me and why this campaign has taken a toll on my mental and physical health. I'm sure you understand me if you also suffer from social anxiety. I am living through introvert hell and I just want it to stop 💔
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My exhaustion can't be described with words. Every day I wish I had died when this all started. Everything exhausts me. Please help, please. I'm constantly annoyed with my family because we've been packed in the same room for months while we're all on edge, but they're still my family. I can't let them die. I can't let my younger siblings and my grandmother down🥹
My campaign is now vetted! So please don't hesitate to help me anymore.
✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #347 )✅️
Forgive me, tagging for reach again, please share I beg you @timetravellingkitty @deathlonging @briarhips @mahoushojoe @sar-soor @rhubarbspring @schoolhater98 @pcktknife @sawasawako @appsa @anneemay @commissions4aid-international @wellwaterhysteria @mangocheesecakes @kyra45-helping-others @7bittersweet @tortiefrancis @ot3 @amygdalae @ankle-beez @communistchameleon @dykesbat @komsomolka @neptunerings @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @heritageposts @watermotif @stuckinaprill @mavigator @lacecap @determinate-negation @deepspaceboytoy @paper-mario-wiki @kibumkim @neechees @socalgal @chilewithcarnage @ghelgheli @sapphic-dino @rooh-afza @shesnake @totallynotsilversora @nabulsi @gazavetters @gaza @gazanarchive @palestine @palesttino @palestinianliberator @palestinianrose
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paroxsysdraw · 17 days ago
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Jaroslav Panuška (1872–1958) - Alenčina Ježibaba (Alenka’s Witch), 1900
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paroxsysdraw · 19 days ago
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Donate, if you can! If you can't, reblog. Hyam is close to her current goal, help save her and her family from the horrible conditions in occupied Gaza!
Help Hyam Shehab save her family
@hyamshehabfamile and her family are once again facing an unforgiving winter in the midst of ongoing oppression, disease, a lack of food and clean water, and inhumane conditions.
Their main goal is €60,000 to reach safety, but they are setting a temporary goal of €10,000 by the end of the week to cover the costs of warm clothes, food, and other immediate needs for 6 people.
As of December 2, 2024, this campaign has raised €3,443 / €10,000
Please donate if you can and share! This is a time sensitive short-term goal
This campaign is line 127 on the Gaza Vetters list
tagging for reach
@anamiques @vague-humanoid @andromachos @wutheringheightsfilm @solroja @lesboevils @evilbisexualonline @lovetren @xenomorphique @bedcorpse @keithers @mossymagpie @in-need-of-another-name @thetragiclown @soggy-paradise @same-png @ispyspookymansion @dickmaster @geometric-orcas @angelsaxis @vamprisms @heritageposts @colorisbyshe @mpregbts @dlxxv-vetted-donations @chilewithcarnage @2spirit-0spoons @c-u-c-koo-4-40k @femmefitz
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paroxsysdraw · 19 days ago
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ok im back, i was just rlly suicidal bc i feel like I’m in rlly serious danger, but im so fucking anxious about it I can barely type rn. um. idk could anyone here maybe help me make a post asking for help and donations or whatever? it’s urgent ^^
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paroxsysdraw · 20 days ago
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aggression.
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paroxsysdraw · 20 days ago
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im killing myself soon, i say as i continue to live for years to come
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paroxsysdraw · 21 days ago
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paroxsysdraw · 25 days ago
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hehe hi guyz
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paroxsysdraw · 25 days ago
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paroxsysdraw · 25 days ago
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Theraprism bill….
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