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did you mean to break her?

your fake affections a blur

hell hath no fury like a woman scorned

and yet you see her rage as a meager report

turning a woman to damaged goods

from your lack of care and lack of cures

and when she finally bursts

pray only your past, her waves hurt

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complaining after work or something

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And it felt like meeting the whole world.

Alt version, combined the layers!

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TW: weight gain/loss, body dysmorphia, mental health

Finally working on my weight…

I gained 50 pounds since 2021…..

Gotta work on that.

Of course I’ll tag progress posts accordingly to prevent people from seeing unwanted weight talk.

I just want to be able to wear what I want and feel good in them ya know?

Plus I should be working out regularly anyways since I started testosterone…

Agh, ah!!!! I don’t know!!! I’ll figure it out. Wish me luck!

Tag to block for those who aren’t interested will be #fitkit

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Not saying "Groovy" because this isn't

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will they all be okay? /gen

That's subjective!

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Should I redraw some of my old welcome home art…?

I’ve been thinking about one piece I did last year with Wally playing with an applejack figure… I wanna redraw it

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i feel like being in a fandom long-term has a very specific repetitive cycle that kind of looks like this

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"DISCO-O-O-O-O-ORD!"

my redesign/take on discord (+fluttershy)

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God I need to play Seymour so badly… urghhh….

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mlp redesigns (sort of?)

(rarity is green bc she’s the only mane 6 pony that isn’t a color of the rainbow and it was bothering me 😭)

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Rarijack you will always be famous 🙏

Now I finished the show and I edited the ship template a little more. Added some notes and headcanons.

I listed rarity being more jealous, she has multiple episodes dedicated to her issues but then i saw rolloercoaster of friendship and calm down applejack, nobody is taking your girlfriend from you. So little edit on that one.

Rarity has gift giving as a love language and applejack’s is acts of service. Both got words of affirmation in common. Rarity loves being praised and applejack is happy to tell her how amazing she is all the time.

AND most importantly, rarity has never been in a lesbian relationship before. She’s dated only stallions and always sulks about how her relationships never work out. She’d definitely be the kind of girl that’d say “applejack why couldn’t you be a boy, you’d make the perfect boyfriend for me” before she realized being gay is a possibility and applejack would be pining after her ‘straight friend’ and all her friends would be facepalming because it’s so obvious, until she accidentally confesses to rarity in a element of honesty moment and-

I’d love for applejack to be a super kind and patient gf, helping rarity navigate thorough queerness and giving each other unconditional support 🫶

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The way I type and talk online is so weird cuz it’s always changing, depending on my mood, the day, the topic, even my location, idk!

Does this happening to anyone else? Or am I just insane in the membrane

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Should I make a separate blog for all things otherkin? Or are you all alright with occasional foxkin + plushkin posting?

Same with age regression, how we feeling?

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In my absence I have unfortunately gotten into the 2020 game….

Daganronpa itself…. Woe is me.

Don’t get me wrong, I hate these games, they suck in almost every way, but there is this charm about them that intrigues me…

It reminds me a lot of my favourite book series to hate read called “#murdertrending” so that’s probably why!

Don’t know what that says about my character

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Took a long but needed break from the welcome home fandom…. Are you guys chill now…? Can I return? I hope so, I miss it!

I don’t think I’ve missed anything.. (last update being home warming yes?)

Perhaps I’ll finally get to all those welcome home ideas I had before the fandom er- exploded!

What to do…. What to do!

Is the my little pony collector fan base a thing on here? If so please follow me on MLPTP! Same user as here.

I think I’ll post art here but not as often, it will be up on my insta/twitter for all to see as usual, I think this blog will be mostly brain farts and such! Much more personal