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TW ED

saw one of these on here a little ago but it was clearly for taller people so i mad one accustomed to me to look at and reflect on. (since im 5 foot and a half)

230lbs

no one notices you. you don’t stick out anymore because everyone's used to you being so big. they used to bring the fact you were so fat up all the time, but everyone has just stopped talking about it, you’re invisible to everyone, even those you called friends a couple pounds ago.

220lbs

you are starting to make eye connect with people in the halls, you are clearly losing weight by the look on peoples faces when their thinking about how they “haven’t seen you in forever” and maybe a teacher or two have said you look thinner.

210lbs

your clothes are starting to feel normal on you again, they feel like they fit better than when you were at your high weight. a few old friends have walked up to you to congratulate you on starting your weight loss. you’re starting to socialize with people other than just you’re teacher.

200lbs

you’ve hit your first goal weight and your friend group has started to include you more, and your back to sitting with them at lunch and in classes. mom has talked about the fact you’re losing weight with many relatives and has congratulated you as well.

190lbs

everything is starting to seem exactly like it did before you gained more weight. all you’re old friends have circulated back into your life and the ones you were close with talked about it all the time and are proud because they knew you wanted this for the longest time.

180lbs

all your clothes feel like they used to, and you’re not constantly in the same outfit. you are wearing all types of outfits because everything fits again. you’ve officially became the size you were in the fall of 2019, and you feel an immense amount of pride because of it.

170lbs

the girls you used to envy all the time are now talking to you and congratulating you for your weight loss. every friend group talks about you and are all surprised. you have partners for projects again and aren’t last picked in gym. your clothes are becoming loose and your mom is talking of plans to get you new clothes.

160lbs

 people are starting to flirt with you. the popular people are now talking to you a lot more than usual. the girls you once envied were now taking photos with you, interacting with your posts, and even have you in snap group chats. 

150lbs

your double chin seems as if its fading faster than a sunset. you have more friends than ever and no one is calling you fat anymore. the people you have crushed on would actually consider you as a s/o. girls are asking about what you did to drop all the weight and are frustrated when your answer is eat healthy and exercise.

140lbs

you’re being invited places all the time, and your being flirted with often. your getting close to the people you’ve always wanted to be friends with. you have a completely new wardrobe and people let you try on their clothes.

130lbs

you’re starting to be considered popular by those you used to be friends with. you have over 500 followers now and you get plenty of comments on your posts. boys pay attention to you now. 

120lbs

you’re in multiple gcs and even some of the sub gcs of the “cooler ppl”. you’ve been to many peoples houses now, and you’re always on the list of people to invite places. after not being to the doctors in over a year the next time you see you’re doctors they are impressed, you’re 60lbs apart from your last doctors visit. more new clothes and your mom cant steal your clothes anymore. your mom is fine with you wearing bikinis now.

110lbs

you may be in your first real life relationship by now. and if not you definitely have options. the guy you used to crush over expresses interest in you often. you no longer wear one piece and you even can wear your sisters clothes. you have developed the style you used to rave over and actually look good in the clothes.

100lbs

everything is just how you always wanted it to be. you’re thin. you’re mom can pick you up. everyone adores you. its nearly summer and everyone is talking about plans, and you’re included in almost all of them. you and your sister are the same weight and you don’t feel the need to constantly compare yourself to her.

90lbs 

you made it.

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What to do if you suddenly find yourself homeless

FOOD

Find your nearest food bank or mission, for food

grocery stores with free samples, bakeries + stores with day-old bread

different fast food outlets have cheaper food and will generally let you hang out for a while.

some dollar stores carry food like cans of beans or fruit

SHELTER

Sleeping at beaches during the day is a good way to avoid suspicion and harassment

sleep with your bag strapped to you, so someone can’t steal it

Some churches offer short term residence

Find your nearest homeless shelter

Look for places that are open to the public

A large dumpster near a wall can often be moved so that flipping up the lids creates an angled shelter to stay dry

HYGIENE

A membership to the YMCA is usually only 10$, which has a shower, and sometimes laundry machines and lockers.

Public libraries have bathrooms you can use

Dollar stores carry low-end soaps and deodorant etc.

Wet wipes are all purpose and a life saver

Local beaches, go for a quick swim

Some truck stops have showers you can pay for

Staying clean is the best way to prevent disease, and potentially get a job to get back on your feet

Pack 7 pairs of socks/undies, 2 outfits, and one hooded rain jacket

OTHER

first aid kit

 sunscreen

 a travel alarm clock or watch

 mylar emergency blanket

 a backpack is a must

 downgrade your cellphone to a pay as you go with top-up cards

 sleeping bag

 travel kit of toothbrush, hair brush/comb, mirror

 swiss army knife

 can opener

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THANK YOU!!!

asking this again. kpop fans… give me dances to do that burn hella calories!!! ty <3

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asking this again. kpop fans... give me dances to do that burn hella calories!!! ty <3

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KPOP STANS!!! suggest dances to me. my main two dances are silver spoon and dun dun but i need more (all kpop groups welcome as long as they aren’t super problematic <3)

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mm just ate 5 cold mcnuggets and some dark chocolate chips #meal

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it literally costs you $0 to not be transphobic