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—hurt/comfort, angst, breaking down

XIAO could only breathe.

Then step.

Breathe.

Then step.

“Breathe,” he stammers as he crouches down your height and holds onto your shoulders, “Breathe, please.”

He hated this. Hated when, despite all the strength that was given to him by his Vision, by his master, and even by you, he couldn’t do anything but just watch. Watch as you break in front of him, tears streaming down your eyes and breath turning shallow.

He was trembling the same as you were, eyes wide stricken, and throat dry, unable to speak, unable to do anything else.

What can he do?

His mind rattles on as he could only think back of how you’d always act whenever his karma finds its way to attack him and try to beat him, only to awaken at the sound of your voice and the coolness of your hand on his skin.

Only then could he breathe.

“Shh… shh, love,” he coos, trembling hands cupping your face, gloves discarded, his thumbs caressing your tear stricken cheeks and wipes away any tear that attempts to escape your already puffy eyes, “shh, my angel, I’m here.”

He watches with his gaze, observes whether you’d flinch from his touch or try to pull yourself away, only for you to lean more into him.

He pulls you into his arms by then—not too strong, too fearful he’d hurt you—“I’m here, I’m here,” he heaves out a sigh of relief once he feels the tension on your body ease down, leaning even further into him.

That was all he wanted.

He wanted you to breathe.

The same way you helped him do the same thing.

NOTES. i decided that i’ll probably post a few drabbles here and there while i also focus on answering requests. i couldn’t find a comfort xiao req so i went and just wrote one. i’m not feeling well today… and i almost announced i’ll be taking a break here. though i’m okay now… atleast, so most likely i won’t take a break. anyway, hope this kind of helped to anyone who needs it, because it did to me:)

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note to self never get near ricecookers and airfryers

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ok alys asleep and i verbally destroyed that anon so. mission accomplished 🌟🌟

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“why aren’t you saying anything? dont you care?” I DO CARE. I CARE A LOT. JUST BC YOU SEE A SILENT N BLANK EXPRESSION ON MY FACE IT IMMEDIATELY MEANS I DONT GIVE A SHIT?? WELL PARDON ME i never knew how to properly express my concern in person JACKASS

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uhh you like hazbin righr

yes

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someone needs to teach me how to sleep properly

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WHAT ARE WE EVEN TALKING ABOUT, SOME CRACKWHORE WHO FUCKED UP ALREADYYY?

HE BLEW HIS SHOT LIKE THE COCKS IN HIS MOUTH

THIS DISCUSSION IS SENSELESS AND PETTYYY

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”you can tell us what’s bothering you” like i’d trust you guys with anything.

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f u c k

i left my adaptor in the classroom fuckfkgkgjkgk

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boo !!! i survived bitches

lili jumpscare

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l CSNT FUCKING DO THIS

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im dreading tmrw

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if i see any sort of chiori slander im going to fucking commit mass genocide

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crying im so tired my hand hurts

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putting this on hold for awhile sndjfhfhfh

school is running me over rn

drew half of tortellinis clothes ill do the rest tmrw