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Do you ever take a second to think about a character who you’ve only talked about in a joking context for a while and now you’re crying because like that’s my fucking baby and he was hurt so much for things completely out of his control and we don’t even know what happened to him in the end and HE JUST WANTED A JOB PROMOTION GODDAMN IT it wasn’t his fault he got roped into all of this OUGHHHH or is it just me

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FINALLY!!!!!!!! TMAGP LENT ANIMATION HAS BEEN FREED FROM PROCRASTINATION HELL!!!!!!!!

This took way too long bc the malevolent brainrot got in the way so,,,,,, yeah I hope y’all enjoy!!! started this I mid-march so that’s why this has more first half of s1 vibes :))

also the YouTube link!!

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hey girl. why you so eye

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Twin Peaks, 1990, dir. David Lynch

SE02E01 May the Giant Be with You

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Hey everyone I made this insanely long playlist sectioned into 14 parts using Harvo’s fears album (if you haven’t listened to Panopticon yet please do its soooo cool). Each section is based on one of the fears, in the order in which they marked Jon (Which is 🕷️👁️🚪🪱🪂🔥🐺🎭🪦🔪🥩⚰️⚫️🌫️).

I would absolutely love to hear people’s thoughts on my selection and any recs to add on!

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after a long debate with my friends, we have come to two conclusions.

1. martin has never smoked weed

2. martin was a big stoner as a teen

which is more accurate in your opinion?

(btw i say he was a stoner)

I suspect he tried it once, convinced himself he was having a "bad trip" then accidentally triggered a real anxiety attack then threw the joint out of the window in a panic at which point the people sharing it with him gave him 'a look' but he wasn't listening because he saw a small dog outside had gone up to the joint, sniffed it and then ate it rendering him inconsoleable for at least an hour bekieving he had accidentally killed a saudage dog.

Or not. What do I know?

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Will probably delete later!

Was prentiss today for awa :)

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I love listening too tma in order because it's like

Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,viscerally unpleasant horror,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode, something that touches at the core or what makes you you, puts words to sensation you have had following you your entire life, alters you as person, Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode, viscerally unpleasant horror, Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode,Cool episode, HOMOSEXUAL OCCURRENCES!!!

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thinking about how jonathan sims' parents died of completely mundane causes (a bad fall and a complication in a routine surgery). thinking about how mr spider came to jon during his usual routine of flicking through books. thinking about how he became the archivist because it was just the job he landed. thinking about how jonah disguised the thing that would start the apocalypse as a usual statement.

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Short Jon gender euphoria comic for the soul :,)

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I'm gonna haunt you in your head

The things we did, the last words I said

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« I am not a brave man »

This is a TMA animation i worked on during the summer holidays and i am really proud of it 👩‍🦯👩‍🦯✨

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This is totally NOT because I may be attracted to Jonathan Sims and the voice break in the bridge of this song makes me go a bit weak in the knees… not at all

Desperately need to make some sort of amv/pmv thing of s2 freakathan sims to Stalker’s Tango by Autoheart

Because like this man was having fucking stakeouts at his employee’s houses, with what we now know to be a deeply repressed crush on one of said employees, and a growing desperation to KNOW everything. That man was staring holes into the back of Martin’s head while the poor guy tried to pretend not to notice

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Desperately need to make some sort of amv/pmv thing of s2 freakathan sims to Stalker’s Tango by Autoheart

Because like this man was having fucking stakeouts at his employee’s houses, with what we now know to be a deeply repressed crush on one of said employees, and a growing desperation to KNOW everything. That man was staring holes into the back of Martin’s head while the poor guy tried to pretend not to notice

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sorry Martin I know you want to continue your murder-crusade couples trip but your boyfriend needs to stop to take another hit of his statement weed or else he’ll throw up and pass out for three hours

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I’ve had a lot of people outside tumblr and irl talk about having a hard time discerning what fear they’d be an avatar of/ associated with. Obv I’m not Jonathan Sims but I have this way of thinking about it that I want to see if others agree with.

I personally interpret interaction with the fears as one of three categories.

1. what fears might “take” you aka like the statement-givers that all die or dissapear, often from something they’ve feared all their life but taken to the extreme.

2. which fears could become an obsession, the thing that would consume you and turn you inhuman. What is the thing that will bring out the worst possible version of you, a version of you spiraled so far down that you’d hurt other people to feed this power and fixation you can’t escape.

3. Random accidents often caused by a chance encounter with a cursed item, creature, or person/avatar. The fears certainly have the power to make you afraid of something you weren’t scared of before. I think everyone can agree that each statement describes a situation none of us would want to be in (idk unless you want to fuck a beetle go off I guess). This will always end in the fear taking you, killing you, trapping you in the backrooms whatever.

I honestly realized quickly assigning other people fears for funsies was uhh… not so funsies when the realization hits that you’d have to literally psychoanalyze them and their traumas for it, so I wouldn’t ever really tell someone exactly what fear they are. Which is also why I don’t feel comfortable fully explaining mine here either, but I can be brief for the sake of an example.

CW: very vague discussions of trauma in relation to the corruption.

I think the lonely or the spider could easily take me. Arachnophobia since I was a kid and lots of intimacy/abandonment issues. But the corruption is the fear that I think could turn me into an avatar. In the worst version of myself I see someone who instead of trying to help myself believe I’m clean, I’d accept it as truth that I’m inherently dirty and want others who validate it as a good thing.

You want to know what fear you’d be an avatar of? Look for what terrifies you so much you’d lose yourself trying to convince your mind that you enjoyed it just to not face the horrifying reality of its presence and how it affects you.