pandagalisawesome
pandagalisawesome
Life Is A Journey
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On a journey to be less depressed AMAB nonbinary transbeing kind to myself|20+|they/them/gal/pal
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pandagalisawesome · 13 days ago
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what's shameful about bottoming?
do me a quick favor, ok? go spend 25 years being coercively raised male with every single person in your life from your parents to your teachers to your mentors to your friends to the celebrities and politicians and hucksters on the radio to the books you read and the cartoons you watch and the history you learn, everything, telling you constantly in ways big and small, explicit and implicit, that if you yes YOU or anyone who is like you wants to be receptive in sex, that that makes you a laughable pansy faggot, a joke and an acceptable target, a failure and a disappointment, an object of pity and shame. have them tell you this also about being soft, or scared, or tender, or emotional, or needy, or lonely, or small. believe it. internalize it. try your absolute hardest to live by it even though this act of living feels actually like killing something in you that is small and cannot ever be killed but can die over and over and each time it hurts. fail. really fail. break down. realize that you could never do it. realize that you never wanted to. realize that what you wanted was to be loved. realize you can still be loved. take a lover. try to let her inside you. the feeling in your stomach is your answer. any other questions?
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pandagalisawesome · 18 days ago
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pandagalisawesome · 19 days ago
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😳😅 I suppose it is.... Genuinely tho I'm not even fucking with you.... Please.... If you're down 👀👀 lemme know... I'll even show you when its done
There's a tattoo artist I wanna get a tattoo from and they do this particular style/collection of tattoos and I want to maybe, I dunno use your body as reference cause you're really insanely hot. 👉👈
Not asking for free btw
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That is …. One of the most flattering things a person could possibly do….. idk if you realize that……
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pandagalisawesome · 20 days ago
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swallowing a sword to please my ailing king and i get it down my throat and i start gagging and coughing but im blushin g and shaking alittle and i push it down further and cross my legs for reasons the court does not understand and then i pull the sword out and gasp for air and i like spit on it and my makeups all fucked up and the guards instantly riddle me with crossbow bolts
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pandagalisawesome · 20 days ago
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pandagalisawesome · 20 days ago
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pussy from a guy who was "the weird girl" growing up
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pandagalisawesome · 25 days ago
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They bestest take
to be honest apart from the fact that like, maintaining multiple romantic relationships obviously takes additional time and effort, the whole idea that polyamory is Relationship Expert Mode™ or is inherently more difficult than monogamy is largely just the product of the fact that a lot of that emotional work is sublimated or sidestepped by monogamy & its conventions. rather than work on your insecurities as a person you can always just deign to believe that your partner can only ever love you the mostest, and your relationship is the pinnacle of both of your social lives and histories, and any discomfort you feel about them having other relationships or feelings external to your dynamic is not the product of self worth and dependency issues that can be worked through but instead incontrovertible proof that they're a lying cheating deceitful whore
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pandagalisawesome · 27 days ago
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pandagalisawesome · 27 days ago
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Translation request by @unbridled. English added by me :)
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pandagalisawesome · 2 months ago
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pandagalisawesome · 2 months ago
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Y’all just wanna have boring conversations and then complain that no one is interested anymore. Smh
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Harvard researchers discover new ways for you to sound like a psychopath weirdo who nobody wants to talk to
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pandagalisawesome · 5 months ago
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Soon me I hope
whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3
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pandagalisawesome · 5 months ago
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imagine being forced to do all of the courting in your relationships. now imagine having gendered expectations around doing that courting. now imagine having dysphoria that is triggered by those gendered expectations but still being put in a position where if you do not do the courting you will not have a dating life. text that trans gal first.
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pandagalisawesome · 7 months ago
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We love 💗
Also love the “Chiitan is non binary. She is ally…” lolz
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pandagalisawesome · 7 months ago
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We need more weird people like Jim Carrey. That are also Canadian.
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pandagalisawesome · 7 months ago
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burning text gif maker
heart locket gif maker
minecraft advancement maker
minecraft logo font text generator w/assorted textures and pride flags
windows error message maker (win1.0-win11)
FromSoftware image macro generator (elden ring Noun Verbed text)
image to 3d effect gif
vaporwave image generator
microsoft wordart maker (REALLY annoying to use on mobile)
you're welcome
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pandagalisawesome · 8 months ago
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Turns out that in real life it’s not just the tiny skinny ones who end up actually being trans women. Sometimes it’s the people who are built like linebackers, the people so tall they develop back issues hunching over from trying not to be the biggest person in the room, the people who can’t even find well-fitting clothing at big and tall stores, the people who “thigh-highs” barely go above the knee, the people with broad shoulders and high hairlines that bangs can’t hide. And yes a lot of these features aren’t seen as feminine or cute or beautiful. I’m sorry that I resemble stereotypical transphobic caricatures a bit too closely, and I’m sorry that acknowledging the existence of people that look like me might make getting trans acceptance from cis people a lot harder. But frankly I’m one of the lucky ones who realized things before I started balding, one of the lucky ones who has many years of youth spent taking hormones in my future to somewhat alleviate the problems that make me hate my own body. And I don’t think any of these issues makes me or anyone else less of a woman, and if no one else wants to even try to depict people like us in a flattering manner then I’ll do my damnedest to do it myself
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