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Being on tumblr is like being a stand-up comedian. Except no one comes to your show, and you didn't actually want anyone to come so you just perform anyway

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“women don’t have the capacity for misogyny” have you ever met a mother

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Amy Beager

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Not fictional K-Pop groups charting over real K-Pop groups 💀💀💀

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Maybe it's because I have a weakness for toxic female characters, but I wanted Rumi to crash out even harder and go full demon mode with Jinu

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things designed to become more beautiful with wear>>>>

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Writing characters who don’t know they’re in love

(PS: but literally everyone else does and is so tired)

These characters aren’t clueless, no, they’re not walking around like, “love? never heard of her.” They know something’s going on, they just won’t admit it (not to themselves, not to anyone.) Maybe they’re scared of messing it up, or maybe they think the other person doesn’t feel the same. Maybe they’ve stuffed the feeling so deep even a NASA rover couldn’t dig it out.

Whatever the reason, they’re not avoiding the truth as much as they’re…rebranding it. Calling it “friendship” while giving each other their only jacket and dreaming about each other’s voices like it’s totally normal behavior.

ꕤ They don’t realize it’s love, but they notice everything else. They clock every mood shift, every absence, every little thing. They definitely  know when something’s off.

⇢ “You changed your hair.” ⇢ “You looked upset earlier.” ⇢ “You didn’t text me back and I panicked.” ⇢ “You weren’t at lunch and it felt weird.” ⇢ “Are you cold?” hands over jacket without a second thought

They don’t say “I love you,” but their actions scream it constantly.

ꕤ they get weird when someone else gets close They’re not jealous. No, how dare you think something like that… they’re just keeping an eye out. For safety... Or whatever."

⇢ “Who was that?” ⇢ “Oh, you’re hanging out with them again?” ⇢ “I just think it’s interesting how you never cancel on them.”

They don’t say it, but they hate the idea of being replaced. It stings more than they’re ready to admit.

ꕤ they make excuses to be around each other.

Literally inventing reasons to be in the same space.

⇢ “Wanna study together? I’m struggling with this topic.” (They’re not.) ⇢ “Oh, I was just in the area.” (They weren’t.) ⇢ “You forgot this.” (It’s a single pen.)

They’d rather lie badly than admit, “I just wanted to see you.”

ꕤ  Their friends are so over it Everyone around them is either rooting for them or trying not to scream.

⇢ “You’re in love with them.” ⇢ “That’s not friendship, and you know it.” ⇢ “You made them soup. FUCKING SOUP. Just say you’re married already.” ⇢ “If I have to hear you talk about them one more time, I’m charging rent.”

Friends are the Greek chorus of this situation, like, brutally honest and endlessly tired.

ꕤ  There’s always a moment they almost figure it out That one soft, unspoken beat where the truth almost breaks through.

⇢ Watching them laugh like it’s the first time. ⇢ Seeing them cry and wanting to fix it more than anything. ⇢ Realizing no one else makes them feel like this. ⇢ Thinking, God, they’re beautiful.

Then they blink, panic a little, and go, “Huh. Weird.” And move on. Like absolute fools.

ꕤ  When it finally hits, it’s not cute, it’s catastrophic. Suddenly everything makes sense and feels like too much.

⇢ Flashbacks. ⇢ Internal screaming. ⇢ “Oh no.” ⇢ “OH MY GOD.” ⇢ “Has it always been this obvious??” ⇢ “Wait. Everyone knew?!”

Yes. Everyone. The friends, the neighbor’s cat. You were the only two who didn’t get the memo...

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sharing older art as my Procreate is currently crashing every other brushstroke 💔

Referenced from a J.C. Leyendecker painting

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Guy who's insecure about his big dick bc no one has ever been able to take it before 😵‍💫

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good news i'm the most fuckable person at this vehicular manslaughter

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John Yau, from "Borrowed Love Poems," featured in Boston Review (edited)

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Prom? Yap!

Lookbook ✨YELLOW BETTER PROM✨

Dress 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5

Hair by @daylifesims

CC by @rustys-cc, @sentate, @serenity-cc ✨

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Back with a new set of graphics for a Sims 4 challenge! 😄 This was a commission by @storytellerwhims for their Never Get Bored Legacy Challenge!

Rules are by Meggie, but the graphics are by me, as always. 🖤 For more information on my Sims 4 graphics, check out my FAQ here!

Btw you can help support me & my content by using my creator code “kimba” when purchasing Sims 4 packs on the EA app.🙏 Not required but definitely appreciated! 🖤🖤

What Sims 4 challenge should I tackle next? 👀

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Fic Titles List

Alphabetical titles

Alphabet A-C

Alphabet D-F

Alphabet G-I

Alphabet J-L

Alphabet M-O

Alphabet P-R

Alphabet S-T

Alphabet U-V

Alphabet W-X

Alphabet Y-Z + Numbers

Special titles

Aesthetic German Words Part I

Aesthetic German Words Part II

Song Vibes

Song Lyrics Part I

Song Lyrics Part II

Song Lyrics Part III

Song Lyrics Part IV

Song Lyrics Part V

Song Lyrics Part VI

Song Lyrics Part VII (ESC)

German Song Lyrics Part I

German Song Lyrics Part II

German Song Lyrics Part III

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Ten Titles

Titles: One too many secrets

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