pagahan
Inhale love, exhale hate
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Just a guy who loves Jesus and dances. Sometimes.
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pagahan · 3 years ago
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Happy Valentine's Day Bebeh. You're my greatest support. We edify one another and always push each other to pursue our passions. Thank you for being my best friend. Cheers to just another day of loving you. 💕 . . . . . #valentines #couple #couples #bubandgubadventures https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ_PqOor02x/?utm_medium=tumblr
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pagahan · 3 years ago
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Hi. I turned 28 today around 07:00 in 1993. Sorry I took all night to pop out mom. 😂 Half my age ago I started dancing. I don't have much to say. I suppose I want people to know that I still love dance as much as that fat 14 year old tennis player back in sophomore year. --- I've been reminded this past year to dream big and that's what I'm going to do. --- Here's a video of me moving around to some jams. If you swipe -> you can see how the first piece is supposed to look like by @peekomiko. Don't mind me flopping around. 😂 I posted some hella old stuff of me moving to some jams to remind myself of something very important. I am capable. And if you've read this far, I want YOU to know that whatever talent God blessed you with, know that YOU are capable too. Kaybyeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ✌️ (at Snowglobe Perspective) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXscegXrH1W/?utm_medium=tumblr
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pagahan · 3 years ago
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Day 1826... It's been half a decade that I've been with you. We've had 5 years of memories: laughs, tears, cuddles, kisses, hugs, photos, farts, walks, and talks. You've been nothing short of simply... Amazing. I mean that with every fiber of my being. Thank you. Thank you for listening to me all these years. Thank you for laughing at all of my dad jokes. Thank you for crying with me on date nights when I make you watch rom coms. Thank you for letting me vent about my days when they're too much to bear on my own. When my days are bad you're the one I want to come home to and call right away to cry to. When my days are good you're the one I want to come home to and call right away to share good news with. You're the one that I'll never give up on. We're not perfect, but we were tailor made for one another. We're in such different parts of our lives today contrasted to when this all started. It fascinates me to know that in 5 more years things will be quite different as well. There are a few things I'd like to happen in that time with us, but let's see if I'm right or wrong. I love you Erika Leila Sembrano. Happy 5 years to us. Our relationship is a kindergartener now. I. Love. Y O U & ONLY Y O U my honey baby lover butt. 💏 💕 🍯 🐻 ♥ 🥰 👉 👈 🥺 https://www.instagram.com/p/CXT-4IRvaJE/?utm_medium=tumblr
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pagahan · 3 years ago
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Sometimes it feels like you'd be more proud of me if I died. It's one thing to be treated this way for doing things wrong over and over again. But to be treated this way when you're doing everything right, hurts, a lot more. I've always battled against suicide and you're the reason why. You're the main reason why. If I ever did leave, it would be because of the words and actions you didn't "mean" to say and do.
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pagahan · 4 years ago
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I was caught up with all the festivities of cooking with you @erikaleila_ yesterday so I didn't get to post. You don't always have to post about everything that happens in life. Valentine's is honestly no more special than any other day. I treat you with the love and respect you deserve everyday because I'm in love with you. If anything, holidays are just days we for sure can see one another! 🤗 I hope you had an amazing adventure in the kitchen with me! Let's keep doing new things together Gubby. I laaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhvvvvvvvv youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CLU4KfEBByT/?igshid=1x0i8gcrreu7u
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pagahan · 4 years ago
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Wow. We graduated @erikaleila_. We made it. We've made it many times and this is just another milestone. Think about it. We finished one cycle of high school. When I think about it high school felt like a long 4 years. But with you it's felt like an eternity. In the best way possible. I feel like I've done life with you for decades because of how many memories we've made with each other. Every kiss, every hug, every hand held, every good morning, every good night, every weird face, ever fart, every prayer, every disagreement, every laughter - all of it feels like a lifetime when I try to collect the memories in my mind. You're the best partner in crime I could've been stuck with. Sometimes in life we're put into situations with people we don't necessarily enjoy being around but somehow Jesus found me deserving of being stuck with you. Idk why. But I'll take you. I'll take you every single day over any other Instagram girl, fitness chick, Victoria's Secret model, or any other woman. Like I always tell you, "My heart is open to you and eyes closed to every other woman." You're all I see. I'll take care of you because that's what you do with gifts that you're blessed with. I love you my happy lil sushi roll. 🍥 🥰 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CIoLFu3hOcU/?igshid=ln2u2y6xn66j
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pagahan · 4 years ago
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I usually write Way too much so let's keep this Quite short, I love you. Haiku birthday @erikaleila_. Forever the love of my life. 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CDszHVVBjIu/?igshid=1p02mafneazbp
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pagahan · 5 years ago
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Happy birthday @brianpuspos from your Week 1 students! We freakin love and appreciate everything you did and do for us! You've inspired me for over a decade since I was a little 14 year old. Keep doing you Kuya. PS more stories please. LOL. #daddybrian #brianpuspos https://www.instagram.com/p/B_rHry0nYiz/?igshid=f2b4289e9pdq
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pagahan · 5 years ago
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It's been a while since I've posted. Life's been crazy but this one right here always manages to keep everything down. She's my best friend. Thank you for going above and beyond through love, through your words, through your actions, through your gifts, through your support, through it all. You've made life nothing short of amazeballs. Thank you for an amazing 4th Valentine's, my 5ever Valentine. I love you honey bear. 🍯 🐻 ♥ 🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8rpelrnEG3/?igshid=16iial8cnknk2
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pagahan · 5 years ago
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It's been a crazy couple of days of just spending time with one another ever since my finals ended. Three days ago was our official three year anniversary of me asking her to be my girlfriend. We were able to just spend the day together at the aquarium and Downtown Disney. I know we've both been super busy studying and doing our own thing but the quality time we had was much needed. We've been through so much the past three years but with every up and down Jesus has brought us through it all. I've seen you grow and mature from the woman I first met into the blossoming godly woman you are to this day. I love the way your heart speaks of your kids from kids' ministry and how your heart exudes Christ-like love. Please never change. Never stop laughing with me. Never stop farting with me. Never stop flirting with me. Never stop praying with me. Never stop worshiping with me. Never stop loving others with me. Never stop pursuing Jesus with me. Never stop being the you He made you to be. There is no other woman that is better at being you than, well, you. You are fearfully and wonderfully made by the Creator and I love every aspect that He's put into you. I've never met another woman who is as weird, quirky, smart, pretty, sexy, adorable, God-fearing, and loving as you. I'm privileged to be able to do life with you. I love you @erikaleila_. Happy 3 years to us. ☺ 🤗 😍 💏 💕 🎈 #BubAndGubAdventures https://www.instagram.com/p/B6B7cTbHjg-/?igshid=dzkw5lvtvo6g
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pagahan · 5 years ago
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Crap I meant to put this on my story lols. Deleting soon. 😂 https://www.instagram.com/p/B1EhcYhhHDX/?igshid=15d9gly9c6xyc
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pagahan · 6 years ago
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Happy monthiversary darling. I love the woman you were, the woman you are, and the woman you're becoming. Let's continue doing life together. #Day760 #Day885 (at California Adventure) https://www.instagram.com/p4htr41ck/p/BseNU_bHxAk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kqtqnqr1nw6s
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pagahan · 6 years ago
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Two years ago you followed a trail of rose petals that led to a promise ring. I made you a promise that day that I would change that promise ring to an engagement ring. It hasn't happened yet, but I intend to keep that promise. Erika Leila Agahan™, I am ever so grateful for the memories we've shared the past two and a half years of dating. I can't wait to create more memories with your crazy, beautiful, outgoing, and loving self. Also, let's celebrate once my finals are over. 🤗 😋 🤪 😍 💕 . PS, where's Hawaii and Alaska @erikaleila_? 😂 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p4htr41ck/p/BrOMJviHsZQLFjuYCNOhriybFuAVhJbi-hQu0g0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=u82j6tvj62ae
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pagahan · 6 years ago
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Happy 11th annual Friendsgiving from my whackie family to yours. Thankful for over a decade of memories. 💕 PS, I probably forgot tags because I don't have everyone. 😂 #friendsgiving https://www.instagram.com/p4htr41ck/p/Bqft8krHADiYwWdZdhCcveNBS9btav9kA1zbD40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=186w5lqz0joi6
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pagahan · 6 years ago
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I've always clung to choreography. But I've been challenged to freestyle and show it more. So here's me awkwardly moving. Part 2 of 2 ________________________________________ Song: U by H.E.R. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn-Xjmrn1iRAM6XtvBfF4vqPjtvXOx4vSDeWSs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=d7qxm5id9lr9
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pagahan · 6 years ago
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I've always clung to choreography. But I've been challenged to freestyle and show it more. So here's me awkwardly moving. Part 1 of 2 ________________________________________ Song: U by H.E.R. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn-WveyHULGMgsQl_ZfUarAiwGTmQJnlSuBhiA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=z9ja5zfwala0
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pagahan · 6 years ago
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For some reason I’m thinking about my past a lot.
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