p4thet1cl0ser

[p4thet1cl0ser]

I need to die

[p4thet1cl0ser]

im a drain, drag, waste and not a help to any one ever

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

but im not

im just trying to be useful

and failing

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

im masks upon masks upon masks upon a void of worthless and useless trash trying to be usefull in any way i can be i dont deserve praise

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

i do need to have a use and yet im utterly useless

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

im aware

but im still useless

i have no use

i cant do anything

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

i do

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

because whats the point if i cant be useful

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

im useless and if i dont have a use what is the point of me

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

im useless

[p4thet1cl0ser]

idk why i get so jealous of her

what i would give to be treated like her

[p4thet1cl0ser]

I should just kill myself

[p4thet1cl0ser]

i feel like im going ti crumble at a moments notice

[p4thet1cl0ser]

they say they love me

yet im forever alone

[p4thet1cl0ser]

why cant they love me like i love them

[p4thet1cl0ser]

i try to be lovable and pleasant so much but i never can be

[p4thet1cl0ser]

they hate me

ishould die