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Crying Saeran

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precious! 

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Can I please request number 10 “Would it help if I rubbed your back for a bit?” With Saeyoung please?

Saeyoung experienced nightmares every time he closed his eyes. If it wasn't a dream about his baby brother falling victim to evil, it was the possibility of what might befall you if the wrong person discovered it would only take one kidnapping to render him helpless. It wasn't too often he had a nightmare about his safety.

He didn't think about the fear of dying all that often, far too willing to throw his life away to make sure his loved ones were protected from a monster, but even he wasn't immune to the uncomfortable feeling in the pit of his stomach. He just never wanted to crack in front of you... not like this.

With open sobs that went against his nature, with pools of tears in his eyes that wouldn't go away no matter how hard he tried to erase what dampness he could, and his dry heaves that burned his throat with so much as a tiny swallow. He couldn't afford to have a meltdown during this mission... your quest to save his little brother from the agency he gave his life to for a damned lie.

Weeks of trial and error, of hiding in the shadows, of ducking into old houses, of wearing disguises and using every fake name he fought to create, and of running himself ragged... he couldn't lose it yet. He had to find his brother and take down the agency. He had to hold his head up high and show you he could handle what he promised he could do for not only himself, but for you.

You risked everything to stand by his side.

The least he could do would be to stay strong, right?

“Would it help if I rubbed your back for a bit?”

Saeyoung tensed. He hadn't heard you wake up, but it made sense if his thrashing pulled you out of your slumber. He hung his head. It was not a bad thing that you wanted to comfort him. That was just what'd you do for the people you loved. But, even after promising you that he would try not to hold back, he still didn't know how to drop his guard! It wasn't like a switch he could turn off and on!

He didn't know what was too much and what was too little. If he had given too much of himself away to you, there was a part of him that feared it would have been asking for too much of a gentle heart. You would do everything you could for him, but there were some things he knew he couldn't dump on your plate. 

It wasn't as if he wanted to lie to you for the rest of your lives. He didn't want to hide the truth from you. He certainly didn't want to frighten you with the depths of the depravity he'd faced while in the agency, either. 

Finding a cool middle ground felt next to impossible. If you knew just how close he’d come to death more than once, you might fear ever letting him out of your sight again. If you knew how many times he willfully put himself in harm’s way despite how terrified he was, you might've given him an (understandable) scolding for his lack of care for his well-being. You knew he was that kind of man, but you also... knew he didn't actually want to die like that.

"Saeyoung?"

He wouldn't turn down your comfort.

He refused to turn away from you even if he didn't know how to face the facts of his nightmare.

Saeyoung simply turned to face you and buried his head in your chest to listen to the sounds of your heart and lungs and you gently rubbed his back to ease his woes. He couldn't tell you how terrified he was to have nightmares of that warehouse, but he could let you hold him close when he needed to cry. For that, he was grateful, grateful in a way he knew he wouldn't be able to explain for a long time.

"There, there... 606 is here to defend your heart. You're safe with me, Saeyoung... I'm safe with you, too. Lean on you... and I'll lean on you."

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Cozy.....

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Minor Spoilers for Jude

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Was just thinking about Judes route. When I initially read his haunted house story, the part that stuck out to me was when he went up to kate and patted her back when she yelled for him. It seemed almost out of character for him. Sense his route has come out, It makes sense now seeing how he took care of his little sister, he probably heard how distressed kate was and his big brother instinct kicked in. I bet no matter what, if Kate is distressed enough, he will drop that attitude of his and big brother will come out. He really is just a traumatized softy underneath it all. Was bored and wanted to share my thoughts. nothing ground breaking.

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I was studying but... Oh Leona 🥺😭💗

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you know what’s a good feeling? a real good feeling?

when sunbeams do this.

that is all.

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Mark of the Dragon

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LOVE GAME IN EASTERN FANTASY 永夜星河 ✧ 2024 ✧ Silly Photo Shoot Extras w/ Ding Yuxi and Yu Shuxin (weibo/tl)

🪷Miss Lin, whether you like it or not you have to marry today 😸Strangle me to death then !

🪷What are you screaming for 😸I want to get off work !

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永夜星河 | Love Game in Eastern Fantasy E24 ° I thought you were introverted since childhood because you were immature and willful. I thought you didn't have any friends because you didn't like to make friends. But I just realized today, for all these years, what kind of life you've been living.

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Wishful thinking.

LOVE GAME IN EASTERN FANTASY 永夜星河 dir. Zhao Yi Long, 2024.

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❤

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Only you and this flower...can touch me here.

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Sylus would return home with a bag of groceries in one hand and find mc in the kitchen to lift her with one arm and when mc whines to put her down he'd say something like "you told me to pick anything I like"

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Funeral of a Fairy (Maxmilián Pirner, 1888)