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[ownedbyaman]

Sounds familiar 😅

My sub cockewarmed me while I scrolled on TikTok last night and then she served me dinner.

We went to bed and I fucked her, filled her up and then sent her to bed. She is currently allowed to cum after 60 days denied but I told her that means I have to ignore her more to keep her needy.

She loves it and hates it.

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I love when he feels how wet I am after he cums down my throat.

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i don't just wanna suck your dick, i want to worship it. i wanna make out with it, take it all the way down my throat and lick your balls and drool all over your cock. i want you to slap it on my face and facefuck me, hold my head down and make me choke ugh just use me like a fleshlight.

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10 reasons why i shouldn't cum 2.0

today, Sir gave me the task to find 10 reasons why i shouldn't cum. i did this before in 2018 (here) so i tried to find 10 new reasons why i shouldn't have orgasms, and here they are!

1. i shouldn't cum because my orgasms serve no purpose and are therefore useless.

2. i shouldn't cum because Sir's pleasure and satisfaction stands above mine and not cumming myself reminds me of it.

3. i shouldn't cum because it would make me greedy and less focused on Sir's needs.

4. i shouldn't cum because the denied and horny state i am in currently is good for me.

5. i shouldn't cum because Sir cums harder when i don't cum.

6. i shouldn't cum because it makes me feel more submissive which should be my default state.

7. i shouldn't cum because Sir says so and he has full control over me.

8. i shouldn't cum because it heightens my sensitivity which makes it more fun to hurt me.

9. i shouldn't cum because it makes me wetter and therefore better to be fucked by Sir.

10. i shouldn't cum because Sir loves denying me and i want to please him at all times.

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Relate to this so much!

Giving up my orgasms was the best decision I ever made! It all feels so good, I never wanna cum again if it means this sensitivity ends. I love being melty and brain dead and wet all the time 💕

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Being a good passenger princess 💕

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I’ve changed so much ❤️

it's cute to think i used to believe that i needed orgasms when clearly they're not just useless but even counterproductive. my arousal and horniness is important. the wetness of my pussy is important. the constant reminder of my inferiority is important. my eagerness to please you and receive pain from you is important. my humiliation and degradation is important. my orgasms would stand in the way of all that - so it's best if i never cum. constant edging and denial ensures that i am ready for your cock and amusement at all times.

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Last night Daddy fucked me, tucked me in, and then ignored my throbbing pussy, leaving me feeling used and still horny. I woke up so wet and useful this morning.

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The best feeling 🥰

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My breaks from denial are getting shorter each time because even if I hate admitting it to myself I’m different now.

Now I beg not to cum.

Now I know I’m better when I don’t cum.

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Sitting between your doms legs in front of a mirror, your back to their chest and their hand in between your legs, getting you off. But only as long as you're looking at yourself in the mirror. If you look away or close your eyes, they stop and whisper into your ear: "I want you to look at yourself. Look at how close you are to cuming. Loot at how pretty you look like that. So pretty falling apart on my fingers." while they force you to keep your legs open and make you cum all over their fingers.

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My favorite thing about introducing edging and denial is the predictability of the events that follow:

You’re in utter disbelief that someone would actually deny an orgasm.

Then comes the anger and frustration. How dare someone try to keep you from your orgasm! Perhaps some attitude will need correcting at this stage.

Soon you’ll be begging. Bartering. Negotiating. Trying anything to prove that you deserve that orgasm.

Maybe you’ll cry when you finally realize that it’s truly out of your control. You have no influence. Your body and its pleasure are no longer a priority or even relevant to the conversation.

And when kept denied, you’ll realize: you’re better without an orgasm. You’re a better sub, better plaything, better toy. You’re more obedient. Your partner knows what you need better than you, and you realize they were right: you don’t need to orgasm.

Then the addiction starts.

The neediness in your body settles as a new default state of being… you would feel empty without it. Directionless.

And suddenly, the same sub who said they could *never* handle be denied is confessing that being told no feels better than being allowed to orgasm.

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Going to "but think of how much harder you'll cum later if you just keep edging now" my way into denying your needy little cunt for days, weeks, even months at time.

All with the promise that the release will be worth it. Better than anything you've ever felt. Building and building. Even as I use your pretty holes as a cum dump relentlessly. Even as I make a Fleshlight out of your constantly dripping, denied fuckmeat. Even as I cum over and over while you can only edge. Leaving you to hump my thigh for any tiny semblance of relief after, only to fall asleep yet another night with a desperately throbbing cunt.

Time passes in a warm haze. You wake up wet most days, already rubbing your thighs together in your sleep. Living in a state of near constant arousal. In rut. In heat. That hot melty feeling between your legs grows addicting. You're sensitivity increases, as does your need. Both dialed up to eleven, making it harder to resist sliding your fingers into your soaked panties. To edge and edge and edge. Denial and desire on a constant spiralling loop in your head.

But it's all worth it in the end, isn't it?

Surely, I'll let you cum eventually, right?

Of course I will, dummy.

But think of how much harder you'll cum later if you just keep edging now...

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i’m all for women’s rights and shit but i want to be fucked like i don’t have any