owlbelly
mad with the moon's cold taste
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owlbelly · 20 hours ago
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It has been a great day at Dragon Con. I found this in the Marriot,and when I solved it, a child dressed as a Korok ran out to give me a piece of candy.
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owlbelly · 24 hours ago
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[Text ID: a black and white edit of Gonzo the muppet wearing a suit with his hands up. Gonzo is smiling. he is in an ornate, rectangular frame. on the left and right of the frame are floral flourishes. below him is blackletter text that reads "gender failure". the entire image is textured to look aged and printed. /End ID]
click for quality (my shop) (instagram)
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owlbelly · 1 day ago
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owlbelly · 1 day ago
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waiting for the sponsor overlords to approve my video. got a call saying a last minute appointment opened up and i have to wake up fuck early tomorrow to get a brain scan. eating hummus on the floor. wednesday.
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owlbelly · 2 days ago
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owlbelly · 2 days ago
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Fun fact but according to historians, tamagotchi were a popular commodity for noble ladies in the 14th century
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owlbelly · 2 days ago
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for the new house by Ursula K. Le Guin
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owlbelly · 2 days ago
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M*A*S*H | 2.17 - "For Want of A Boot"
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owlbelly · 3 days ago
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It is done (enough)!
I would hype it up more but this is really really simple. It randomly generates a set of symbols, colors, and a word, and then the expected thing to do with those is you draw some sort of character based off the result you get. So it's just an art challenge toy thingy.
There are also some practical features like you can lock parts of the result in place to rerandomize the rest, or hide parts of the generation you don't care about (like if you want to pick your own colors or hate the words being there)
You can try it out over on itch.io!
It should run in browser, but there's also a downloadable version for Windows if you want to use it offline. (No mac/linux versions for now, because I don't have appropriate computers to test those on and I...don't want to deal with mac's developer accounts or whatever their problem is...)
Here's something I made from one of the results I got for the sake of example:
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(It's a bit of a rushed drawing sorry I just wanted to get the actual generator out there)
I hope everyone has fun with it :]
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owlbelly · 3 days ago
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ITS DOECHII BITCH MISS D-O-E DON DADA BITCH YOU NOTICE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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owlbelly · 3 days ago
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owlbelly · 3 days ago
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I was walking on a rather remote beach when I came upon this Whip eel drying up in the sun. These are intertidal eels that can actually handle themselves out of water for a bit, but it’s not normal for them to be fully exposed in direct sunlight like this. The tide was at least six hours from coming in and I felt like this eel was in distress, so I made the decision to dig him out and return to the ocean. His body was too delicate to be simply pulled from the hole without injury, so I got to digging.
This endeavor took about 40 minutes as the eel was quite long and difficult to excavate. Also had to continually refill my temporary eel pond to keep him from drying out entirely while I worked.
If you are an eel aficionado like myself, please enjoy this silly little video of the relocation process set to some jaunty royalty-free disco music.
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owlbelly · 3 days ago
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(deep gasp out of a sleep) MORE KNUCKLE TATTOOS
BOLO TIES * DIET RITE * BODY WASH
SOLO DUET * DUKE HURL * WINK WINK
BANK TUBE * TUNA FISH * UNDO USER
TWAT TZAR * SKID MARK * SKIN TAXI
TOOT BOOT * SELF SERF * HONK SHOO
QUIZ SHOW * PURE OWLS * PUBE RASH
PORK DORK * TRAD GOTH * WHEN FOOD
TITS TOTS * THIS HERE * FONT FOOL
GIRL WHAT * THUS WRIT * A$AP YAMS
WAGE RAGE * VEER LEFT * WARM TUGS
YOUR TOMB * THUG LICE * NONE OWED
RUMP PALS * FROG OILS * NUNS BUNS
POSH TART * NOUN VERB * MISS MAYO
NEED NAAN * META DATA * MALE GAZE
LAWN CARE * RACK RUIN * LARD LIPS
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owlbelly · 3 days ago
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okay i seem to be gradually leaving the ~24hr period of temporal lobe hell i was just in, so i kind of want to write a little bit about what i'm calling "deja vu panic attacks" in case it's useful to anyone else who follows me. i don't know if there's a real term for this phenomenon somewhere - searching for the symptoms turned up a lot of overlap with a particular type of epilepsy & while i'm 99% sure i'm not having seizures (i had a student with this kind of epilepsy so i've seen them happen! it's pretty different), it was making me feel worse to keep reading all that, so. "deja vu panic" it is
my particular blend of depression/anxiety/PTSD (+ neurodivergence?) comes with very occasional dissociative episodes - mostly derealization & depersonalization, but i definitely think this deja vu panic thing falls into a dissociative category too. weirdly it's only happened to me twice, once back in 2019 & again just now. this is how it goes: i'm minding my own business going about my regular life (encountering no identifiable triggers) then suddenly i'll have the overwhelming sense that i either dreamed this exact moment or lived it in a past i've somehow returned to, which is combined with instant & total emotional certainty that i am doomed. sympathetic nervous system immediately flushes my body with so much adrenaline & cortisol that i feel cold/sick/dizzy/numb. once the acute "deja vu" moment has passed i'm left with a lingering sense of unreality & dread, like my perspective on my entire life has just shifted horribly & i don't know if i'll ever feel normal or be who i was before this ever again. the acute attacks just continue to happen over a period of hours - in 2019 i only had 2 attacks a few hours apart & started to feel normal after ~12 hours, but this time i had 5 acute attacks over a period of 12 hours & am only approaching normalcy after 24. i don't know what to make of that BUT here's what seemed to help:
physical comfort from & verbal interaction with loved ones. this includes cats. thank you cats for purring, thank you Jules for chatting with me, thank you Laurel & Jey for hugging/talking/letting me cry on you.
unusual/unexpected tactile sensations. a lot of the shit people are supposed to do for dissociation doesn't work for me because i'm a vivid dreamer who experiences nearly every sensation while i'm sleeping, so if i feel like i'm in a dreamlike state, naming 3-5 regular things i can see/touch/hear/taste is just not cutting it. however! something weird or intense is useful if trapped in the deja vu state. for example today Laurel dropped an ice cube down my fucking shirt because they rightly suspected it would jolt me (they asked first). it did!
radical acceptance of being in hell. okay hear me out. i noticed in between attacks that sometimes i would start to feel the deja vu coming on & if i turned towards it in my awareness (like "oh what's that? do i remember this?") i would move right into panic, while if i avoided it ("nope! distraction time") i could stave it off for a while but eventually it would catch up with me and i'd panic again. surprisingly, one side effect of being worn down by 12+ hours of this cycle was that i started to feel it coming & instead responded with "yup. that feeling. that's how we feel now. it's horrible" which amazingly led to NOT PANICKING. not panicking over a period of hours eventually led to not feeling so fucking dissociated, which appears to be leading to normalcy??
like, even as i'm writing this & rereading parts of it, i still feel pretty strongly that all this has happened before - everything feels familiar, but it's NOT feeling like i'm going to die or like my life is about to be horribly changed. i'm taking that as progress & hoping that tomorrow i don't even feel the deja vu anymore
as for "why did this happen" - i have no fucking idea. did i just get back from a very stressful trip? yes. am i anxious about the state of the world? always. but it's like my brain just spins a wheel where the options are various kinds of stress response & this one is an extremely tiny but outrageously horrible sliver of that wheel. love that for me!!!
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owlbelly · 4 days ago
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Knuckle Tattoos
The original post got reblog locked sometime after I que'd it, so I'm just gonna make a new post
REAL SHIT
SLOW RIDE
LIFE DEBT
FREE BIRD
DANK JAMS
MEAN DUDE
BUTT FUNK
PIES CAKE
LOVE PIGS
PISS POOP
WHAT OHNO
YA'LL QUIT
BANG BOOM
FIST CITY
FULL TANK
DICK RIDE
YEAH DUDE
HELL BABE
MAKE BANK
BULK RATE
TOLL TIME
BELL TOLL
SINK SWIM
JUNK CRAP
FAST FOOD
LOAD FILE
MORE CATS
TACO BELL (yes I know)
LIKE DOGS
FULL TILT
HARD ROAD
PILL BUGS
NICE HATS
DICK TITS
PICK NOSE
FEET PICS
SICK HOSE
TREE BUSH
LIFE LIMB
LOVE BOAT
SHOE LACE
FLIP FLOP
PROM DATE
NOPE YUCK
BALL HAIR
CONE HEAD
DAMN YANK
LATE NITE
TOES YEAH
FISH LOAF
GOSH DANG
SPIT FIRE
COLD CALL
FLAT TIRE
THAT DUDE
WHOM THIS
FULL TIME
PART TIME
SOUP TIME
LICE COMB
LOOK HERE
HAIR CUTS
KISS TELL
WAIT KEYS
BEEN SEEN
WAIT, THERE'S MORE!
WAIT MORE
CRAN BURY
FEEL OKAY
COOL DOGS
BUTT JOKE
FART SONG
POPE NOPE
TOTE BAGS
SHIN LEGS
DRUM SOME
DONG GONE
YULE LOGS
STAR BUTT
PAID RENT
DOWN TOWN
SHIP SURE
BEND OVER
SEND POST
UNCL CLIT (memorial tattoo)
OHNO YEAH
MEND BEND
FINE LINE
GOAL TEND
WHAT OKAY
FAST PISS
SLOW POOP
BATH ROOM
NECK TATT
SORT SHIT
GIRL FOOD
SAVE FILE
FOUR FOOT
FIVE GUYS
GOOD TAPE
LAME TIME
FLIM FLAM
MOVE SLOW
SLOP HOGS
SIDE WAYS
NINE FIVE
LIVE BUGS
LESS CUTS
DANK MEME
GULP SOME
PIPE WIPE
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owlbelly · 4 days ago
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our T4T queer horror fantasy graphic novel The Vow is now available!! come check this out if you like nasty feelings, nasty monsters, and nasty gay sex 🌹⚔️
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