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what is going on ? everything is so confusing and nothing is clear. I dont know how Walk around this. And I truly know I can do nothing I cant fix it and when I find a solution it will crumble right after. No nothing will stand for more than a 1 year its a lie it will keep crushing down even at 50. ughhhh and doung this alone is horrible

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oh man isolation is my worst habit

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wishing everyone a very good luck getting through january-march without killing yourself

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Leaving all you ever had and own and bought !! and you have nothing but your nun’s uniform and god on your shoulders .

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“Veiled Reverie” by A.F. Vandevorst, Spring 2019

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idle hours lead me to anxiety ! Man did I not miss her !!! Omg

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omg why is it so hard to sit down and Study ???? i cant seem to come around it.

i should had learned this skill as a kid yes stupid me

my Little brother is the best

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im already ruined you come i around im decrepit

You come around I’m ruined

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roam.

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cold wind!!! I missed u!!

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You come around I’m ruined

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i learn one thing and I want to tell it to anyone…

Did you know ???

yes Im sorry yes

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This is very funny to me.

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emotional neglect didnt even affect me that much. it was the being born inherently without value that did most of the work

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Didn't I do it, baby? Didn't I do right? Why you wanna leave me, baby?

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sometimes you just have to dig out the rot with your bare hands 

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didnt i do it right this time?