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A Sagittarius

Tis the season to write about what I know best.

A Sagittarius is like a wild stallion. They resemble freedom, adventure and strife. They’re courageous and always do what others can’t or expect them to.

If you have a Sagittarius and the patterns falls out of whack it’s because every horse takes a break for water and to look around.

Every now and then you may be able to tame one. But in the unfortunate event you break one…you’ll never see the same side of them again.

Having a Sagittarius is like having an ongoing fire. A warmth in your life that you never want to let go of. But fires, they burn in unpredictable patterns, step too close and you might get burned. A fire is hard to capture and control, but can also be blown out.

Sagittarius is a whirlwind of emotions. Unpredictable. Unattainable. Undeniable.

Fierce people who do what they need for survival.

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Sweet November - Naruto x Hinata

My poll isn’t quite finished yet but the numbers are saying this is what you guys want to see most. (Through all platforms not just this one.)

BUT! There were a lot of runner ups and some couples I’ve never drawn before. So much much more to come.

Follow me to see all the couples you guys voted for!

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Heather Havrilesky, How to Be a Person in the World

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Leaving 2022 like

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Put this on so you won’t catch a cold.

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Probably the most romantic movie I’ve seen in a long while.

Shailene Woodley and Callum Turner in The Last Letter From Your Lover, 2021 (dir. Augustine Frizzell)

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Was I ever enough? How could I be when I barely feel enough to myself….

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I have only ever been in love twice and each love was different. The feeling I mean. The first time was sweet, sincere, genuine and kind. The second playful, aggressive, weird and true. I feel like I’m going 100 mph and I don’t know how to slow down. I keep wondering why I stay so strong when I so badly want to fall apart. I want to restart my life i want a due over. Please. I could change so much, be a better version of me….

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Trainspotting (1996)

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What do you do when your struggling to find any reason to live. honestly every day just beats me up more and more. I’m not my mom so the drugs aren’t for me. I just feel like there’s nothing left. No reason to keep really trying. Nothing keeping me happy anymore. Every day brings darkness and tears. Regrets and disappointed in myself....

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I had to lose what felt like my soulmate to understand this. I didn’t understand genuine unconditional love. For loving me as long as he did with all my mistakes I thought he was perfect. But losing him was heartbreak I had never felt. I pushed him away so I could be better today. I am. Better for the people who wish to love me.

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I feel like half of my heart is on fire while the other half is freezing cold. I’m so stressed. I’ve never over thought something so much in my life. Part of my brain wants to lean in and be comforted while the other is saying not to cave in, that I’ll just be hurt again. How can you talk to me like your fine? Watching me cry. I’ve been sick every day. And you post funny things on Facebook while all I do is read devastating quotes about how my life basically sucks with or without you.

Im just so tired. If I let the freezing cold take over my heart... i won’t have to feel anything anymore..

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I’m not sure I believe in fate. But karma got me good for my lies in the past. Should I move on? I wanted nothing more than your touch tonight. I might be going crazy, do I have something to prove to you? Desire. Wants and needs. So tempted to seek others attention but you lost mine. By losing mine I lost yours. Forever spiraling. Where to go, what to do. Who am I?