osamulandmine

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WHERE ALL MY LEMONYDINGO1220 FANS AT??!

and the crowd goes silent!

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Soul of her

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sorry im just a huge sadist

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hey stop tagging me in tag games i wont respond by the way

i only do the picrew ones because i have nothing to say about anyone or anything in tag games

"tag _ people then lie about the po-" i'm going to stop you right there.

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what’s so wrong with getting worse…?

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nah i get it too i think its normal

does any body else's vision start to like.. black out n ur hearing gets all funny like it would when ur abt to faint when ur in a conversation u don't want to be in.? is that part of some mental illness or bigger problem? or is that js me n smth silly I do without meaning to?

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I feel like I'm cosplaying being alive. I feel like a dead rat floating in the gutter. I feel guilty and disgusting for rotting. If I'm a ghost in this house, I want to at least be a quiet one who doesn't go bump in the night. If they think I'm lazing about instead of shamefully sick, do you think they'll be more or less disgusted with me?

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this is me how cooked am i on a scale of 1-10?

how they look at me when I tell them I haven't changed any of my clothes or brushed my teeth for months, i haven't showered for over a week, I can't even remember the last time i washed my hair, I reuse the same dishes without washing them, I've used the same napkins for a week, I keep bloody tissues in my pillow case n I don't even clean up my cvts

hahaha.. I'm so silly guys...

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why do cat scratches hurt so bad omg..

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why do people care so much about self harm

whether you have a positive or negative outlook on it, we don't care, just move on already jeez

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i took to much time off to recover from that puking episode and now my food is cold. sometimes.. we can't all win..

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just kidding about that nap thing! i cant stay away from tumblr too long or ill explode!

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Dont message me about your dying family im 16 years old and thats also the number of dollars to my name i cannot help you

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whatever i dont have the energy to clean this stuff up again im gonna have a nap instead fml

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IS MY BODY SHUTTING DOWN ON ME OR SOMETHING?? i mean.. its about time BUT WHAT??

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I JUST FUCKING CLEANED UP WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??