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Sometimes I get so fucking mad at my sister, like, yesterday our step sis told us that she doesn’t feel comfortable when we treat our step mom as “mom” so we told her that we would stop doing that, the text was in Spanish, so she referred to both of us in femenine and I told her to please refer to me in masculine, instead of using “chicas” (girls) using “chicos” (boys/guys) and my sister told me to shut it, that she’s never going to refer to me as a guy because she doesn’t consider me one, and neither does my dad. In private I send her some audios where I asked her why would I lie about being trans, like, what do I win? Acceptance? Popularity? I’ve lost friends because of being out, I’m arguing with her and our dad almost every single time we see each other just to end up crying bc they scream to me, I just don’t see the point of lying abt this. For fuck’s sake, why would I wear a binder every single day when it hurts so bad? I can’t understand them

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I just did this, and I’m madly in love

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The second GOtober drawing :) (can’t believe I’m so slow, but I need to get good grades this year, so I might end it by November xd)

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Local goth cryptid goes through a tough breakup 😔

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I’ve started the inktober a little bit late, but here is the first drawing, before the fall

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Can’t believe how angry I am, I finally told my sister that I wanna do a full mastectomy and she only tells me “well you know that with your belly it will look awful” like, ok?

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Sometimes it’s just so fucking devastating knowing that for my dad I’m not “trans enough” like, he thinks that I’m a Lesbian girl after four years of coming out as bisexual and two as trans, he’s so transphobic sometimes “what where they before?” Referring to my friends “they’re all trans right?” Like, YEAH DAD! I founded nice people that understand me and doesn’t invalidate my feelings! What does it matter if they are trans or not? It’s the same as if you told me that I have dyed hair and then “all your friends have dyed hair right?” As if it was something bad!

I’m so tired, he always says to me that I might not like my boobs not bc I’m trans, but bc they’re big! Man, I’m using a fucking binder every single day bc I can’t stand seeing myself as a woman. “What do u have that makes you a boy?” Oh dad, I don’t fucking know! I just feel more comfortable! “But I’ve never seen a girl that likes more her boobs” yeah dad, I did that bc when I was 13 I thought I was trans and I told you and your response was “you’re not trans, you’re just fat!” OH MY GOD WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?! Like if after that I didn’t try to “be a proper girl” for years…

So I’m conclusion, yup, I love make up and I love wearing fashionable clothes, but that doesn’t make me a girl ;-;

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It’s been a month and a half and I’m still not okay

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YOOO I’M ON FIRE!!! Just finished this sketch of Crowley and Aziraphale!

Azi was reading when Crowley fell asleep, then he noticed Crowley’s hand and wanted to hold it, but he’s really shy and doesn’t want to wake his husband

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GUYS I’VE FINISHED THE STICKER!

I love the concept of Crowley being walked by Azi with a leash! (For the next month I’ll start printing them depending on the orders)

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Yeah so, tomorrow I’ll be posting the finished sticker design (I wasn’t able to work on it today bc I had classes and tons of things to do). This is what I’ve been doing on class today: Nosferatu :D

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Btw, this is kinda funny, I dyed my hair white and red some months ago (I still wear it like that) and the other day a friend of mine told me “OH ABNER UR HAIR LOOKS JUST AS A FUSION BETWEEN CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE!” We laughed, but that’s not it, we continued talking abt it and we both agreed that I’m their lost son, I just look like Aziraphale with Crowley’s aesthetic

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everyone come look at this fucking AITA post i just saw

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CROWLEY ON A LEASH! CROWLEY ON A LEASH WALKED BY AZI!!! (This is a design for stickers, still a work in progress)

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This is a Love Death and Robots fanart I made last year, I’m really proud of this one (might make prints)

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Yeah so, I completely forgot I have to post here ENJOY MORE GOOD OMENS CONTENT! (I’m just here for making you cry, also this is a more casual style, the other one was just bc I’m practicing realism)