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She needs grey world

She lives in rainbow world trying to find her grey world. 

She comes from adventure, full of pain. Now all she wants just some peace.

She needs her solitude world. Every time. 

But she destined to become warrior in rainbow world. 

No matter how far she run, rainbow world always call her. And she always come to the call. Although she knows and understands the consequence. 

She closes her eyes, try to find her grey world. 

That’s all she need. Grey world.

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Zombie

I read a lot book with character trap in 9 to 5 life. No passion, only try to live day by day to pay the bill. I often think that I’m lucky because I didn’t live that way. But now, I’m the zombie character.  It feels that I live only to survive each day. Doesn’t mean I don’t have gratitude with my life. I have a good job, great parents, cozy home, good friends and sweet spouse. But I feel something missing that makes me feel alive. I’m not some 25  years old so this isn’t some mid quarter life crisis. I’m looking a purpose to live. So I will not become a zombie.

#lifeasabookcharacter #life #lifecrisis #zombie #character 

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Under The Same Sky

We live under the same sky but distance separate us.

We live under the same sky but we stuck in wrong time.

We live under the same sky but we are not together.

We live under the same sky but what we have only same feeling.

We live under the same sky but we have bunch of "what if" Questions that doesn't have the answer.

We live under the same sky.

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Used To

If I can describe us, used to are the right words.

We used to full of laugh.

We used to share everything.

We used to full of adventure.

We used to be a bestfriend.

We used to hold each other hands.

We used to read each other mind.

We used to have deep connection.

So... We used to like that.

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"We live in city you'll never see on screen. Not very pretty but we sure know how to run things" Team-Lorde

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A New Way To Say Your Feelings

I still remember the day when internet is a rare thing. There was no text, no facebook, no social media. People say what they felt with words that came from their mouth. Simple right? but now that way become a rare thing. Nowadays people using social media to express their feelings. Text what they want or just post a status. Sometimes I miss Before-Internet era. I miss the classic way to say your feeling, not a new one.

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2 Hours

I only have time for 2 hours. To talk. To see the sparkle in your eyes. To see your wide smile. Too hear your laugh. Too hold your hands. To have random conversation.

2 hours is all I have. 2 precious hours.

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Currently read. My book of this month. Simple. Capture human daily life.

#book #bookworm

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A Fire in His Heart

He is a man with a fire in his heart. Ready to burn everything.

I love him. I wanna touch his heart. Feel it. And now i'm burning.

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Will you judge me if I say I just make this account?