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by Edmund Blair Leighton (1852-1922)

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nosferatu (2024) dir. robert eggers // kiss of death (1908) by włodzimierz błocki

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Gothic Chapel by Charles Marie Bouton (French, 1781–1853)

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anyway I’m feelin out the sadness

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André Edouard Marty   (France,1882 - 1974)                                                      The Evening Star: A Couple Walking in a Moonlit Winter   Gouache and ink

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Emma. (2020) dir. Autumn de Wilde

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green cat academia 💚

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Ginkgo chair by Claude Lalanne

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Window of an Old Convent in Barcelona, 1860

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sometimes I see pictures from when I was younger and it makes me wonder why I spent so much time hating myself. sweet little baby me. I was still growing. I was still learning. I was still getting used to my own skin. I didn’t deserve that

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i sit down to write and suddenly i am the most distracted human alive. the chair is uncomfortable. my coffee is too hot. my playlist isn't quite the vibe. i need to research what victorian houses smelled like in 1872 for exactly 45 minutes even though my story takes place in space. and yet the moment i'm trying to fall asleep? every single sentence i've ever needed just lines up perfectly in my brain like some kind of creative parade i'll never get back.

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thanks for being nice to me. in return i will die for you and never leave your side and go grocery shopping with you.

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Camille Claudel. The Waltz, 1889-90.

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Maison Margiela Artisanal 2024 by John Galliano

— a theatrical fashion show

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(shaking my 14-year-old self) I was so mean to you but I love you, I love you, love you