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does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

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You are so loved.

Queer people you must live. We have to take care of eachother and support eachother. I love you all. Please stay safe. Take care of yourselves.

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Please, spread this for those who might need it right now

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

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Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ♡

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I feel like I never see anyone talking about traumatising it must have been for Gideon/Kiriona at the end of Nona, like, after she kills Crux to open the tomb (ultimately in an attempt to save Harrow) she has a full on panic attack and frantically asking why it didn't feel good, even afte the way he treated her growing up, and NO ONE ACKNOWLEDGES IT!!! No one steps up to comfort this scared young girl who hasn't killed anyone before, has suffered so much and now can only hope it all wasn't for nothing and harrow somehow survives Nonas death. In htn she vowed she would die and kill for harrow, which she has now done, but the repercussions are getting to her and noone is there to help her deal with it all. However the horrors don't end there. No, she has to watch her girlfriend whom she thought was dead's closest friend's body litterally fall apart whilst trying to hold the pieces together. If all that wasn't enough, Harrow is then finally alive and right there, but Alecto swears fealthy to Harrow, kisses her and separates her from Gideon once again.

I hope we get to see if and how this is still affecting our belowed tower prince in Alecto

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It makes me feral that during the scenes where Gideon is bemoaning about how Harrow hates her and only loves Alecto, we have literally just spent time in Harrow's brain sans lobotomy and know that the truth is the opposite. Gideon got kicked out at exactly the wrong moment to learn the truth, and Tamsyn is so cruel for doing that to her.

Every time I wanna grab Gideon and tell her, honeybun, your girl imagined herself as Cinderella and you as the Prince literally five minutes ago. Despite the fatal plot happening all around you both, her brain is doing cute AUs instead!

But Gideon isn't there for any of it and the miscommunication hurts so much more because of how nearly she got a front row ticket to Harrow's real brain. She can't hear me but I'm still yelling at the book because Gideon, you need to know this! She's so brainrot about you, I swear!

She's in the River telling Dulcinea that she's "saving you the last dance" right now.

She's smiling because she found your imaginary porn.

She's letting you live in her body even if that means she never gets to see Alecto awake because you are everything to her.

All that hemorrhaging was because she told her brain "no Gideon" and her brain literally broke. I can only imagine what Harrow's POV for everything sans lobotomy would have looked like, and it would not have been subtle!

"And you'd gone and left me behind" yeah and at exactly the wrong moment for you both. I hate it, Tamsyn

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So I had this dream/nightmare in which Will Shuester from Glee wanted to teach the Glee club how to ice skate right? But everything went wrong! the rink was the smallest, saddest rink imaginable and he didn't teach us anything he just made all of us collide violently with each other and I yelled at him with a fervor I long to possess in real life for being a shit teacher

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Anyways those audiobooks

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Nor had Pyrrha ever looked at her the way she now looked at the dead corpse with red hair—a kind of soft, guarded want; a hunger—a living desire to take the corpse in her arms like Kevin’s wanting desire with his dolls. To own, to squeeze, to cosset and destroy.

okay but this paragraph in Nona? this is making want to ride 100500 fics just about their relationship

Pyrrha wants this child to be hers so bad yet she sucks at communicating that and Gideon hates her oh god. the whole last sentence? oooh Pyrrha wants to take care of Gideon so badly. I need more of this in Alecto please

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Gideon in the Harrow Nova AU

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Rotating these two in my head like a rotisserie chicken

Disclaimer: I drew this months ago and realized via Pinterest that @cheetomanistrash and I used the same reference picture and thought of the same scene from gtn (great minds think alike or something). I’ve gotten permission to post this from Cheeto and I wanted to urge you all to go check out their art :))

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All of the kisses in the Locked Tomb series thus far, organized chronologically and described accurately

Inspired by @wifegideonnav's post on Tamsyn torturing us:

Suicidal ten-year-old makes out with corpse; gets possessed

^Same kid gets eyebrow kissy and baptism from hometown butch who she's definitely killed a few times

^Same kid sticks vomit-covered tongue into throat of vicious socialite immediately after lobotomy to forget dead girlfriend

Honorable mention because it happens offscreen: Dead Girlfriend's Mom (haunting same kid) (different haunting) vent-reminisces in memories about her unholy thruple-with-two-bodies

Socialite delivers averted cheek kiss with a womp womp womp

Sloppy bisexual thruple (different thruple) fuck God after lemon queen's ex-husband takes her cannibalized nun-wife's name in vain 

Dead planet baby feeling herself; kisses own reflection

DILF distributes daddy forehead smoochies

Dead planet baby perfectly mimics dead bestie's knuckle kiss to codependent bodysharing cousin

Honorable mention because there's plausible deniability: "horrifying noises" made by twins upon reunion 

Dead Girlfriend sees girl who owned/tortured her for years, stares longingly; dead planet baby rolls with it 

DILF gives real kisses to members of thruple (different thruple-in-two-bodies) before besties mutually explode in death-by-codependency

Dead planet back in second body. Bite. 

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can't stop thinking about those skeleton lesbians (pt 1)

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Tamsyn Muir really just sat down and wrote a book from the pov of the character least qualified to have any fucking clue about what’s going on and then proceeded to make sure each successive book was written from the perspective of an even less qualified bitch. Like we go from a jock filling in last minute at an international science competition, to a traumatized teenager with a DIY lobotomy trying to keep up with a bunch of 10,000 year old demigods, to a SIX MONTH OLD operating in a TERRORIST CELL. Pray for Alecto y’all, homegirl doesn’t stand a chance in hell of understanding the story she’s in.

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always your sword, my umbral sovereign

(finished rereading htn and i am not afraid to admit that it made me bawl like a baby… again)

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First base is violence second base is convoluted codependence third base is applying pressure to the vulnerable parts of their body to keep their entrails from spilling out

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Bro, my unyielding loyalty towards you is totally normal and healthy, I swear. It's just that it's definitely my duty to rip out your enemies throats with my bare teeth. You are the love of my life and I am your most valuable tool. Each night, I fantasize about dying in your arms, covered in blood, and then I close my eyes one final time, satisfied because I can feel your fingers on my face as I take my last breath. Haha anyways