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@the fate clique

I had tried my damn hardest to not lash out nor cause any trouble, but enough is enough. This can’t go on like this any longer before you guys hurt someone else again. There’s no excuse for such shitty behaviors, so let’s get this started. 

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blog likely to be archived. i’ve started over fresh on another blog. if you want that blog (provided ure not already following it) please feel free to im me for it! i’m not a blog hopper or anything, but after the anon i got sent, and all the hate/drama people like spewing. i just, feel safer starting over fresh in the fandom.

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blog likely to be archived. i’ve started over fresh on another blog. if you want that blog (provided ure not already following it) please feel free to im me for it! i’m not a blog hopper or anything, but after the anon i got sent, and all the hate/drama people like spewing. i just, feel safer starting over fresh in the fandom.

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me @ arthurian legend: where are my female knights? no i don’t mean arturia i mean actually mythological women not genderbents.

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So as everyone knows myself and @idealsforged​ are very close. We supported each other through the Beren situation (for a lack of a better title), and they have supported me through a lot of things. The anon I received, the false rumours about me and even the incident between Cent and I. (Again for a lack of a better wording style.) I say harsh things when I am angry, or when I feel betrayed. I shall be blocking those who harmed Beren, I feel there is no reason for me to do anything but that. Beren wishes for no drama, so I shall be following my gut in the same style that Kirby is.

As for Cent, there was a lot of misunderstandings on both ends. We both had information out of context, while Cent lost heart to reach out to me, (or Cent has better wording, I’m tired rn sorry), I was too afraid to in fear of being hurt. My trust in people has been shattered more in the fate rpc than any other fandom in my over ten years of role-play. I’ve only been here a few years. Point is, Cent and I are just human, who both felt hurt by someone we trusted. We’re both capable of being horrible, we’re both capable of being kind. 

It’s fine if you dislike me, or Cent, or Beren, or Kitkat, or anyone else I associate with. And if you wish to block me, blacklist e.c.t that’s fine. This isn’t my main blog but peeps know where I am who are close to me. A mutual acted as a mediator, and my boyfriend also did, thanks to them it got solved. 

I don’t know if my actions hurt anyone, I will be blocking those who vagued as my personal preference and comfort. But if I did hurt anyone, let me know!! I want to create friendships, and build a brighter future. I do suffer with paranoia and depression, sometimes it gets the best of me, it’s hard to know who to trust and who not to. Screenshotting is common and while yes I do use them sometimes to ask close friends for opinions, they know to never reveal it to anyone beyond those who would keep it private. But some use it for malicious intent. 

Once I have my new blog’s security set up, I’ll be there most of the time. Due to the anon, i’m setting it up and ‘hiding on there’ for my confidence and sanity. Eventually I’ll promo it here when I feel safe enough.

Also, I know a lot of people don’t like me and shit talk me. (It’s a huge fandom hate to break it to you but a lot of people probably don’t like you either???)

You do you. But, if you bring in my pronouns/gender/ethnicity or my relationship or anything personal into it, you’re in the wrong, and twisted. Regardless of private or not, you don’t know me, or my life, or my boyfriend so kindly shut your trap and as a friend said stay in your lane. 

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EXTREMELY IMPORTANT.

I’m going to be as calm as I can be and simply talk to everyone once again. It doesn’t matter from which fandom you are. It doesn’t matter who you are and what you are doing. It happens everywhere and we may not know it as much as we want.

I’m turning twenty this year, so I’m speaking from my own experience. I’m not a saint nor I am a sinner. I’m not perfect and no one is perfect. There is no person who has only good qualities and nothing bad. Those people do not exist. With that, I speak as a human. And I speak to all people who may read it. There is no one mentioned as I’m speaking of everything that’s been happening in past few months. 

You can agree or disagree with me, it doesn’t matter to me. I’m here to have fun and not abuse my fun. You may call me all-knowing, get angry with me after this post, call me a heartless bitch. Once again, it’s your own opinion and you can interpret it as you wish.

People on this website tend to find haven and a place where they can have fun. However, there is no place on Earth that is 100% safe and there is no place on earth where all people will be happy. It’s impossible on its own as we all want our own things, and if you are only giving you all to everyone — you will die mentally because you will be used without people even understanding it. Simply because you are kind, simply because they feel safe around, simply because they feel happy around you. We’re all succubus/incubus in our own way because we’re draining energy from others also known as emotions and we affect people. We affect each other and it doesn’t matter if we are talking to each in real life or here.

Words affect people. The power of words was what was driving people first and foremost. The most influential speakers have always been followed because they affected people; they made themselves look valuable, strong, independent, someone who could save others. With that in mind, you have to understand that everything you type may affect people. Your good and bad comments. Your critique and your behavior affect people.

We are all humans behind screens. And some people take this life seriously because they can’t find themselves in the real world. Sadly, that is the truth. Addiction to the internet life is a serious mental problem like any addiction, but some people find salvation within this web. Because it’s the only way they can feel happy. And don’t we all wish to be ‘happy’? Yes, of course. After all, deep down inside even the most twisted desires are born from a simple single wish to be ‘happy’.

And you know what is always standing between people both here and in the real world? The lack of communication. The intimidation. The fear. Some people put other people on a pedestal. Some people see themselves superior. Both of those are wrong. We are all humans, we are all here to live on and have fun. We are here to live on and get our happiness.

However, with this, we hurt each other because we don’t communicate enough. On the internet, the lack of communication is drastic, unhealthy, and hurtful. People don’t understand each other, they attack and get defensive. Some people are extremely sensitive to a variety of topics, but that sensitivity and emotional outburst will never help anyone. 

People need to calmly explain themselves and show how they are feeling. We must NOT send anon hate. We must NOT vague about people. We must NOT assume things before trying to understand the other person. We must SPEAK TO EACH OTHER because that’s how conflicts can be talked out and people can come to understanding. The power of words is immense, it’s basically a superpower that we were all given. It can be used for both good and bad things.

People need to understand that words do hurt. People need to understand that you are always responsible for what you are doing. Being toxic, isolate people, blame them… Only weak people are doing that. Only weak can be like that and it saddens me that people are turning that way because of bad experiences and because they think that it’s “alright” to speak such vicious things. I will tell you, it’s not alright. It’s not alright to vague post. It’s not alright to write anon hate. It’s not alright to abuse people with no evidence that they indeed are doing a bad deed. 

Teach people about what they are doing wrong. Teach people about how they can get better. Show people a better path to follow. Be better. Be stronger yourself. Be more open yourself. Be someone who can help other people not repeat their mistakes. Be someone who can explain what bad things other people are doing and what not to do. We are all humans and we are all doing mistakes. 

Yes, there are people who truly hurt others. Yes, there are people who do harm society. Yes, there are people who create such awful things and events that it makes me angry to be a part of humanity. However, we must accept that these things happen and we must understand that a lot of things happen in the world. Same double standards that appear in the real world and here. Mistreatment of people and characters.

So can we just chill out and speak to each other?

You are not showing yourself better if you are doing anything to hurt another person. You are not showing how smart you are by accusing someone. You are not better if you shit talking behind people’s backs. This happens EVERYWHERE: internet and real life. But we need to be better as people ourselves. We need to stop being so defensive and become a bit more open-minded. We’ve all been hurt. We’re all having our problems, but being childish and emotional never solved anything. Being ignorant and arrogant never solved anything.

Let’s all stand up again hate, mistreatment, manipulation of other people, inequality, double standards, and vague blogging. Those are bringing real-life harm as much as mental & cyber harm. We are better than this and we must be strong to overcome it.

If you are afraid to do so and speak out, find power in yourself because life is not easy and people are cruel beings on its own. 

If you are strong, help out other people because you will fall at some point and if you are being a douchebag, no one will help you get up when you will be weak. 

We must work together in order to find our happiness and live on. We all must work together in order to make ourselves better. You know why? Because world peace is a shit idea that will never happen, but we can make ourselves better and just have our opinions without hurting each other. We can argue but not lead other people to self-harm and doubting themselves.

Of course, things are never that easy. Of course, things will never be perfect and logical. It’s impossible, but can we all just try to be more open and talk to each other to solve problems? Can we just try to be less defensive, less (extremely) sensitive and think that everyone is an enemy? Yes, we have bad people in our lives. Yes, we had bad experiences. But that doesn’t have to turn us into the same kind of bad people (or even worse, God forbid!). You know why? Because we’re better than that. I want to believe in it.

Feel free to reblog. I think it considers more than just ‘fandom’ or ‘rpc’. It touches all of us both on the internet and in real life. 

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┏┓ ┃┃╱╲ In this ┃╱╱╲╲ house ╱╱╭╮╲╲ we love ▔▏┗┛▕▔ & appreciate ╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲       billy the kid & his historical factual life of which he died in his 20′s       get your fate hc’s outta my face. don’t force your inaccurate hc’s on people.       popular blogs write actually illegal stuff & no one shits on them??        if it’s historical canon or myth canon respect it & don’t force your hc’s      respect historical facts, respect canon, respect rper’s

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PSA

everyone, please message or send asks to @outlxwking/@sekinetsukisaki as they’re planning to hurt themselves or worse. I hate to see them get hurt, so reblog this if you can for signal boost to show your support!

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PSA

everyone, please message or send asks to @outlxwking/@sekinetsukisaki as they’re planning to hurt themselves or worse. I hate to see them get hurt, so reblog this if you can for signal boost to show your support!

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shuten is possibly becoming archived. this fandom can be so toxic, abusive & downright inhumane. honestly, you all should be ashamed of yourselves. if my friend hurts themselves because of this?? i’m going to help kirby in anyway i can. the anon sent to me almost made me self harm, what is actually wrong with you people??? do you guys just target people who aren’t popular? who wont namedrop you? who will hesitate to call you out due to backlash? i think a lot of you need a long, hard look at yourselves in the mirror. just because you have ‘headcanons’ that go against actual American history?? seriously, go outside, drink some water, breath fresh air, smell the roses, grow up.

i am on another blog, but i’m starting fresh with people i like/trust. so, unless i use this blog for something needed, you probably wont find me less i have 100% trust in you.

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┏┓ ┃┃╱╲ In this ┃╱╱╲╲ house ╱╱╭╮╲╲ we love ▔▏┗┛▕▔ & appreciate ╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲       billy the kid & his historical factual life of which he died in his 20′s       get your fate hc’s outta my face. don’t force your inaccurate hc’s on people.       popular blogs write actually illegal stuff & no one shits on them??        if it’s historical canon or myth canon respect it & don’t force your hc’s      respect historical facts, respect canon, respect rper’s

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here’s tips on how to handle disliking someone or their writing:

Do not talk to them ooc/do not write with them.

Block them.

Blacklist them.

Check to see if they have other blogs/promo’s to blacklist and block.

Sometimes people make new alias’es out of boredom of for their safety.

If it looks like someone you dislike? Avoid the blog. Don’t take that risk.

There is no excuse to harass, slag off, interact with e.c.t someone you dislike be it for ooc or ic reasons. You control the content you see, you control who you follow, you control you write with, you control who you chat with. You control your choices, so put your safety/preferences in your own hands. If someone’s portrayal pisses you off that much? Avoid the blog. If it’s a friend of yours, be an adult, be honest.

ON  THIS  BLOG  WE  RESPECT  EVERYONE  &  THEIR  WRITING  &  THEIR  MUSES  &  THEIR  PERSPECTIVES.  OKAY.  OK.

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She wants to hug Kintoki but she’s going to be a stubborn, prideful oni. No one is going to see her cry or miss him. Nope not happening. She wants Kintoki.

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ancientcalamity:

ben-solo-is-my-only-hope:

Me as a writer: Gotta add a little bit of fluff, a handful of laughter and sarcasm, and just a dash of angst.

Also me as a writer: Just. A. Dash. Of. Angst.

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White day, huh? Don’t blink, or Shuten’ll miss a blushing, golden blue shoving a package into her hands and running off. He knows she’ll likely throw it away, and can’t stomach the sight! The package is wrapped in shiny golden wrapping paper, with a cute sticker of a bear. Various chocolates are hidden within... assuming she even opens it.

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He was...blushing? Of course she easily took a hold of the gift, regardless of her current view of him, an offering was something a King should never throw away. She was the King of the Oni’s, one of the most feared, most evil and most powerful yokai in all of Japanese history. If Tamamo could enjoy this holiday...she could try. Though, she did not expect Kintoki to be the one to bring her a gift. And before she could answer, he was gone just as quickly. Like an evening night wind, sharp and gone in an instant. Opening her eyes, she sighed- of course it was wrapped in golden paper. She enjoyed gold and silver herself, so either were fine. Why was there....a bear on it? 

“...Idiot-”

Don’t open it, don’t open it...do not open it.

“When will I learn, Ibaraki would be most displeased if they discovered this-”

Even so, she unwrapped the gift. One, because it was food and she was hungry. Two, it was an offering and her duty to accept such. The third reason, it was a gift from the man she loved. Even if she continued her facade of hating him. It was easier that way, she was summoned as an Avenger and rightfully so. She wanted humanity to burn, observe as they betray each other. She only fought for the fun of the hunt, the joy of the kill, not for Chaldea. Observing the chocolates, she picked one up and tossed it into her mouth. After all, it was impossible to poison her. “Mhm...alcohol filled-” 

A moment passed, as she slid down from the wall she was resting against, arms crossed and continued to snack. Her eyes were shining...was she tearing up? Best not ask unless you were one of the other two great yokai’s, Ibaraki or Kintoki. If anyone else asked, they might lose their hand. “...Of course he runs again, he was always good at that-” Sniff, she was confused- she hated this feeling, she was not human, she could only understand love in theory but yet hate was natural to her. 

“Stupid golden boy.” Snack. Secretly, she was happy he gave her a gift, but also hurt he ever abandoned her. Her snacks, do not try to take them, she will probably kill you. “Hm, well, cannot thank someone who is not here now.” Or he was sneaking around the corner, and she might throw something at him!

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“White day is such a waste of time.” Besides, which day was Shuten meant to celebrate? One day for girls to give gifts, one day for the men- so, should Shuten just celebrate both?

“Chocolate does sounds good though...alcoholic filled chocolates...”