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Do you remember what life was like before everything went downhill? Because I don't remember anything. It's like I've always felt bad mentally.

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I’m dying inside. I can’t handle this.

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I'm so tired of hurting myself and everyone else in the act of trying to avoid hurting myself and everyone else.

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You don’t need me. You’ve never needed this burden I bring. Just leave so I can finally rot.

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getting bad again is disappointing but also validating because hey i still am disordered and need help right

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the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

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Make it stop make it stop makeitstopmakeiystop

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I wanted to kill myself and you were screaming about a messy room

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not living, simply waiting around to die.

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no no no no no no why did I do that fuck

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Every day i regret not killing myself the day before

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when is it gonna end I’m tired

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having no clue what you're doing with your life and wondering why you aren't dead yet

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your mental health will take everything from your life until it eventually takes your life

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I hope you forgive me for ruining everything

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Bpd is not being able to love yourself unless someone else loves you, but never fully believing that they could actually love someone like you.