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Well guys

I guess this is it.

As much as this pains me to say this, I think it's best if I just drop Sazh now.

It's been a great journey. Since I joined this rp around 2 years ago as Sazh we've been through a lot. While I did deactivate my old Sazh account I ended running back to you guys begging for my spot as Sazh back, and I don't regret any bit of that.

Sazh has been and will always be my favorite video game character. His down-to-earth and fatherly nature is what made me want to rp him so badly. I've made so many awesome plots, story lines, and relationships with you guys, which is why I was reluctant to leave when my life started to get more and more busy. I promised you guys that after x amount of days/weeks I'd be back and everything would be like normal again. But that was never the case. I ended up just postponing my return and became a lame duck and posting sporadically about things that didn't even have that much of a purpose, just to make sure I wouldn't be kicked.

While things in my life have become a lot more controllable(finally finished the SAT and got the score that I wanted), one huge consequence was my losing my entire feel, or muse, for Sazh. I literally could not get a feel for Sazh anymore.

It's kinda sad that only now I'm beginning to realize how selfish I've been to hog Sazh's spot like this. So I'm gonna do what I should've done long ago, and that's drop Sazh. You guys here at FFTumblr deserve a Sazh that actually rp's instead of doing nothing like I am right now. It's kinda useless to have a Sazh account when you just can't rp him.

If you guys wanna keep in touch with me, my personal is followtheoldmanslead.tumblr.com.

I hope that a better Sazh will come and replace me soon enough. I just hope you guys will remember me as a great Sazh that always kept his head up, and was a loving father figure that everyone enjoyed, and not one that just hogged a spot here. But hey, if my muse ever recovers, I might come running back to you guys again. Who knows. So until next time guys, see you all soon!

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Prompt: Sorrow

Out of every moment that Sazh has felt sorrow, there was always one common denominator that linked them all together: they all dealt with him being seperated from Dajh.

When Dajh was taken by Jill Nabaat for testing because of the l'Cie symbol, Sazh was thrown into a state of distraught and depression. When Nabaat tantalized Sazh by showing Dajh being crystallized right in front of him in Nautilus, Sazh was yet again broken apart. When Dajh and Sazh were separated yet again in Serendipity, Sazh was, you guessed it, saddened.

However, even when sorrow knocekd Sazh down, the old veteran never hesitated to retaliate and get right back up. Whenever Sazh was separated from Dajh, nothing could stop Sazh from trying to find his son in one piece, no matter what the consequences. No matter what the circumstances, the tenacity of the father-son relationship the duo shared could never be destroyed.

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Wonder where everyone went...

-scratches back of head awkwardly-

Guess I've got some explaining to do...

Infrequent posting has been the killer of me. Lately my muse has just been in a dump, and I just haven't been posting at all because of that. I'm really starting to consider to drop Sazh atm because of my muse, but I refuse to give up on Sazh just like that. So for now I'm gonna try to forcefully bring my muse back up to shape with whatever I can and see in the next few days if I'll even keep Sazh.

I honestly feel that it's just so unfair to you guys that I'm holding up Sazh's spot like this because this rp group deserves an active Sazh, but I wanna see if I can still bring this old man's morale back up to shape |:

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It's Sazh!

Well if it isn't Noel! It's good to see ya kid! How you enjoying this place so far?

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Guess I've got some catching up to do!

Looks like I got a little too into my studies on that time-travelling whatnot...

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It's about freaking time I get a vacation!

Uncle Sazh is back to kick some time travelling butt!

Or whatever you guys say nowaday

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O-Oh howdy there Hope! How's that research going...?

[hides wig]

….?

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Well uh...

This is embarrassing...

I can explain guys!

….?

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Haha, no worries Hope. I don't mean to brag but wisdom does come with age. But I can tell already that your smarts can beat mine any day, trust me.

Hm, brushing up on my piloting skills might not be bad after all. I haven't rode the Halberd in a long while, and it's practically begging me to fly her!

Well Hope, it's getting kind of late. I've gotta go and tuck Dajh in for bedtime and start refreshing myself with some of the math. You should should get some rest too Hope! See you tomorrow Hope! [waves]

A hundred years!? Boy you’ve got to be kidding me!

[thinks for a moment] Well, now that I think about it, time travel could be possible, what with quantum mechanics and all that jazz. I’m gonna have to refresh myself on this stuff though. Tell ya what, why don’t I help you out with this research cause I’m getting pretty interested myself. Just gimme a few days to brush up on my calculus and physics! [laughs]

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A hundred years!? Boy you've got to be kidding me!

[thinks for a moment] Well, now that I think about it, time travel could be possible, what with quantum mechanics and all that jazz. I'm gonna have to refresh myself on this stuff though. Tell ya what, why don't I help you out with this research cause I'm getting pretty interested myself. Just gimme a few days to brush up on my calculus and physics! [laughs]

T-Time travel???

How the heck do ya think you can do that? Unless you’re trying to rewrite the physics textbooks…

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T-Time travel???

How the heck do ya think you can do that? Unless you're trying to rewrite the physics textbooks...

An old man crying like a little baby… You can’t blame me though, it’s just that you’ve made me so proud Hope! Sooner or later you’re gonna be towering over me while I’m stuck in a rocking chair! [grins]

[Stiffens up and takes a deep breath] So what have you been researching lately? Anything about mechanics or engineering? Maybe computers?

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I... don't know what to say.

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An old man crying like a little baby... You can't blame me though, it's just that you've made me so proud Hope! Sooner or later you're gonna be towering over me while I'm stuck in a rocking chair! [grins]

[Stiffens up and takes a deep breath] So what have you been researching lately? Anything about mechanics or engineering? Maybe computers?

Oho, research?

[puts a hand on Hope’s shoulder] Man am I proud of you Hope. I can’t believe you’ve grown so much since I was gone! Just look at you, you’re a man now! And now you’re doing research? Geez looks like you’ve surpassed me already!

[sniff] Sorry Hope. It’s just that… they grow up so fast!

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Hm? You're going somewhere? Mind if I ask where you're going? Maybe it's time to take that long overdue vacation? [chuckles]

heavens-wrath replied to your post

-! Sazh!

[gives a friendly wave] Ashe! What’s goin’ on? I haven’t seen you in forever! 

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hopu-esutohaimu replied to your post: hopu-esutohaimu liked your post [laughs] Well,...

Sazh, it’s been way too long. *Smiles* Great, just great. Research and everything has been keeping me busy, though. How’s everything with you? Dajh doing alright?

Oho, research?

[puts a hand on Hope's shoulder] Man am I proud of you Hope. I can't believe you've grown so much since I was gone! Just look at you, you're a man now! And now you're doing research? Geez looks like you've surpassed me already!

[sniff] Sorry Hope. It's just that... they grow up so fast!