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Why couldn’t you have just stayed where you were, like a good girl? Oh. You still have his taste in your mouth after all these years, don’t you? I bet it never goes away, even in your dreams.

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kinda curious what characters would be wanted in the cod fandom? i used to rp child dempsey from zombies and have been kind of interested in bringing him back!

i don't know if i'm getting confused or what  buuuuuut i think i remember you?  it'd be super nice to have you back! and honestly, anyone? obviously i cannot speak for everyone in the community but i’d love to see more characters from black ops ( whether they be specialists or main characters heck, even minor characters ) and ghosts, we lack characters from newer games even, i think we need to explore them as a whole, there’s too many mactavishes and simons out there ( no shade to you ghost and soap roleplayes, ily all!)   but yeah, doesn’t matter the character people decide to play everyone is welcomed here :D aaaand  i’m sorry i’m not being too specific haha.

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‘ i don’t sleep much anymore. ’

                     GAZE SHIFTS DOWN           while silence falls upon them,  the lack of words   that  seem  to only  roam   in  the   back  of her  throat   but  won't  make  their  way   out    makes   .     but  she  seems  to  understand  him,   they  may  battle   different   demons   and  still,   words  are not yet  uttered  but  there is rather   a small albeit   warm  smile  etched onto her features                  ‘      what's eating you up?         ’       the  question feels  out of  line  but she  feels  the  need to  ask anyway    /   perhaps  out of habit,   so  she  indulges in the moment.

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* first blood starters

first blood is a novel by david morrell. tw: guns and blood. 

‘ you shouldn’t be walking around. ’

‘ i don’t like being stared at. ’

‘ you’ve got to rest. take it easy. ’

‘ how did i get here? ’

‘ now i want you to stop talking and save your strength. ’

‘ leave me alone! i mean it! ’

‘ we have to stop the bleeding. ’

‘ keep your fucking hands off me. ’

‘ all right, play it tough if you want. ’

‘ let me be. ’

‘ i don’t feel a thing. ’

‘ but it’s the little things that make a town what it is, that you can watch to make it safe. ’

‘ you’re not tired. you’re afraid. ’

‘ i’m just not happy unless i get miserable every once in a while. ’

‘ that’s the last thing you have to worry about. ’

‘ i just was sorry. ’ 

‘ who does? ’

‘ try and remember. ’

‘ that’s very funny. ’

‘ hold still. ’ 

‘ what the hell’s going on? ’

‘ i have bandages under my clothes too. ’

‘ where’s my shoes and socks? ’

‘ you have to promise me. ’

‘ i didn’t want you to think i don’t care what happens to you. ’

‘ stand the hell up and identify yourself. ’ 

‘ you didn’t pull out the pockets in your jacket. ’

‘ is that plain enough for you to understand? ’

‘ get your dumbass away from the entrance. ’

‘ the gun’s not loaded. ’

‘ look at that sun. ’ 

‘ been waiting long? ’

‘ stay out of it. ’

‘ what the hell was that? ’

‘ sit down here on the floor. ’

‘ that isn’t necessary. ’  

‘ i’m alone. i need help. ’

‘ no, but you promised yourself, and that does count. ’

‘ christ, what’s the matter with you? ’

‘ i don’t sleep much anymore. ’

‘ wasn’t even a chance to go home and grab my rifle. ’

‘ you can’t leave me. don’t leave me. ’

‘ i’m fine. it’s a cramp. ’

‘ well, you sure put one over on me, didn’t you? ’

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HELLO GUYS!

hello!! My name is Valeria or as I tend to go around by the name Eden here on tumblr, I stopped progressively being around due to minor issues with my mental health and some personal struggles. And as you can see, I tend to keep my life private here but allow me to explain to you: I am facing bad financial debt at the moment after being kicked out of my job, I had to resort to selling baked goods at home while I manage to get a new one. I am currently unable to pay for my services such as my rent, water, electricity and internet not to mention, I am being responsible for my grandma right now / she is sick and needs a lot of medications. I’m trying to talk to our landlord but she is threating me to kick us out if I don’t pay and at this moment I cannot allow that to happend because of my grandma…

I am pretty concerned and while this was my last resort and I hate doing all of this I see myself pretty desperate at this point. I can’t do pretty or elaborated photoshop graphics but i am still willing to open up commissions. I CAN DO SIMPLE BACKGROUNDS, PROMOS AND BANNERS & BATCHES OF ICONS . You can find the PRICES as well as some EXAMPLES of backgrounds and promos I have HERE. All payments will be through my paypal (ohvalsource@gmail.com) .

Please please please, if you are not interested in commissioning me please consider donating or hell even you’d be helping me out a bunch if you could reblog this.

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                    feet dangle above the edge,     she's been quietly sitting   up  there watching them  -  like  a   hawk .  an   old habit  of  hers,   perhaps  it makes her feel like  home   (   not sure if she really wanted to.  )     curious,  if that         but  still wary of her surroundings  ,   she is not used to company so  late         ‘       you gotta  be this  LOUD ??     ’

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* things said meme

things you said over the phone

things you said with the tv on mute 

things you said when you were proud

things you said under your breath

things you said with sorrow between your fists

things you said when you were lost

things you said when our world began to crumble

things you said with too many days between us

things you didn’t say at all

things you said that i wasn’t meant to hear

things you said you’ll never forget

things you said with clammy hands 

things you said when fear cut deep

things you said while a fever stole your mind

things you said with rage between your teeth

things you were afraid to say

things you said when no one else was around

things you said when the sun was shining

things you said with blooming bruises and stinging cuts

things you said when we were safe

things you said without thinking

things you said that kept me grounded

things you said you loved about me

things you said you hated about me

things you said when you lied

things you said with scraped knees 

things you said with tears in your eyes

things you said while holding my hand 

things you said in the car

things you said under the stars

things you said at my grave

things you said at the kitchen table

things you said on the porch at 3 am

things you said in a gas station parking lot 

things you said in a hotel room

things you said in the waiting room

things you said while you stroked my hair

things you said that made me feel loved

things you said when i was crying

things you said while i cried in your arms 

things you said when you thought i was asleep

things you said in your sleep

things you said when you kissed me goodnight

things you said after a nightmare

things you said before death snatched you

things you said that i wish you hadn’t

things you said when it ended

things you said when you met my friends

things you said when we first met

things you said when they took me away

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what's outrider's opinion of blackjack ?? furthermore, what's her opinion of the work he does ( it's pretty obvious he's in illegal prosthetic trade, maybe even battlefield pillaging ) ?? is she fixing for a good reason to knock him on his ass, or does she not see it as her problem ??

            okay yes,    alessandra is neutral with him as far as interaction goes     -     her views and opinions on danny are pretty generic.     &   she is not going to come at him for what he does or where does he come from, because in the end she is no stranger to illegal activities herself!  and though, she may have done "minor" thing when younger, she ultimately dropped it to enlist and join the army.

            i think it would be somehow hypocritical of her if she tried to,  and naturally what he does with his job is his problem and his alone, tho, the only problem i see her having is if he were to go on killing innocents that clearly have nothing to do with him or the job, but i don't quite see that happening?? that said, should he make a wrong move or something out of hand she will will put him in his place, but so with the rest and now only with dantheman.

long story short: relates but doens't care about it, and it's partial for the most part.

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OOC. i’m back again, got dragged to a big event by my head chef and now i’m ded ded but still wanting to push out those meta asks ! also please ♡ this for a thang.

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pls send me hc asks, i wanna get more meta out for les tbh (also this is a lowkey starter call wink wonk)

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* headcanon free-for-all

♥ is there an article of clothing that means the most to your muse?

❀ what does your muse’s daily routine look like?

◎ does your muse plan for the long-term or short-term?

◆ what is one secret your muse has?   

 ϟ who means the most to your muse? why?

☛ what is your muse’s biggest regret?

❥ is your muse cool?

✯ which three traits define your muse?

♕ would your muse hug a monster?

❣ is your muse a fighter or a lover?

✎ what does life mean to your muse?

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* (1) word prompts

send a number and i’ll write a prompt about the following!

wounded 

cold

silence

safety

hot

secret

bury

run

loss

nightfall

smile

hitchhiker

blood

laughter

disgust

wrath

remorse

cry

numb

alone

danger

food

matches

hallway

sunlight

forgotten

lie

sleep

scratching

soaring

power

winter

death

panic

insomnia

rain

myth

bury

gun

clown

cult

bug

creature

tire

lost

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I have wandered cold places I do not remember until I wander into a place as cold and silent as the past I did not realize would become the quiet I wish to reclaim.

— Brett Stuckel, “Snow Path,” Outerbridge Shelter

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i'm gonna work on verses/about and perhaps even throw some headcanons cause i'm super feelsy about this gurl.

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Phoebe Tonkin photographed for Soitgoes Magazine — 2017.  

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                     ‘       that urgent, huh  ?   sure                  ’        confusion hints onto her face  while she inquires, eyes fixed on him now       ‘       well   then,   show me.     ’           @aruinedday      ( cont. )