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VELO   /   planetsank·

   “oh- i apologize.” takes a step or two back, keeping their distance.     “i wasn’t… aware of how close i was.”

❝    whatever.    ❞    your  eyes  could  never  meet  his   /   not  when  all  your  eyes  ever  see  is  the  past.   you  know  he’s  trying   /   just  like  angelica.   you  can’t  wrap  your  head  around  it   /   why  do  they  care  so  much  for  a  hollow  beast   ?   (   they  took  everything  from  you   /   there’s  nothing  left  of  you  now   ).   you  want  to  try  too   /   yet  your  decaying  heart  is  too  fearful   (   your  body  aches   /   you  do  not  wish  to  trust  again   /   you  do  not  wish  to  feel  the  knife  in  your  back  again   ).    velo  positions  himself  at  a  more  comfortable  distance   /   you  take  a  breathe.

❝    ...   were  you  saying  something  earlier   ?   i  wasn’t  paying  attention    ❞

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❝    i’d  prefer  it  if  you  didn’t  get  so  close  to  me.    ❞

@planetsank   /   for  velo   !

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❝    is  that  suppose  to  be  therapeutic   ?    ❞   your  voice  is  always  low   /   you’re  not  use  to  raising  your  voice  any  higher.   you  don’t  know  if  you  really  could  scream   /   after  all   (   you  were  not  created  to  fight  back   /   to  scream   /   even  when  the  chains  around  your  neck  are  no  longer  there   /   you  sometimes  feel  like  they’re  still  in  control  of  you   ).

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ANGEL   /   @zapbuds

her  movements  slow   /   closer   &   closer  to  you.   eyes  wide   /   you  hold  an  arm  up  in  a  defensive  manner   (   stay  back   /   no   /   please   /   don’t  get  close   ).   you  want  to  trust  her   /   she  has  no  reason  to  inflict  pain  on  your   (   yet  your  eyes   /   flooded  with  haunting  memories   /  it’s  too  much   ).   you  have  only  known  betrayal   /   what  the  thrust  of  a  knife  stabbed  into  your  back  feels  like   (   twisting   /   only  to  die   &   live  again   /   never  healing  from  the  scars   ).   before  she  gets  too  close  to  your  forehead   /   you  quickly  step  back  a  good  distance  from  her.

coward.

the  twist  of  a  knife  is  not  painful   /   the  guilt  that  gnaws  at  your  heart  aches.   day  by  day   /   she  sings  you  tunes  in  a  language  that  is  foreign  to  you  (   kindness   /   she  showers  you  in  a  light   /   it’s  cold  on  your  fur   /   you  are  undeserving  of  heaven’s  light   ).   you  don’t  understand   /    what  makes  you  so  special   ?   (   what  does  she  see   ?   /   you’re  only  the  hollow  remains  of  a  horrible  beast   ).   eyes  don’t  meet  angelica’s   /   head  shifting  to  look  to  the  side.   she  still  reaches  for  you   /   you  sometimes  think   (   it’d  be  easier  if  she  stopped  wasting  her  time  on  you   ).

❝    ...   sorry    ❞

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❝    cheers   ,   i’ll  drink  to  that.    ❞   you’re  pretty  sure  you  remember  hearing  kel  say  that  once   /   you  don’t  know  what  it  really  means   ,   but  it  seems  applicable   (   you  kind  of  wish  you  had  a  caprisun  on  you  now   /   you  don’t  remember  the  last  time  you  drank  anything   ).

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WELL…   /   anonymous

❝    unfortunately  for  my  omnipotent  visions  that  i  can’t  really  control  i  really  do  see  things  that  no  one  person  should  ever  be  forced  to  see.   like  seeing  your  friends  die   !   &   also  well…   maybe  not  seeing  someone  peeing.   that’d  be  gross.    ❞

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GONDAL   /   nostalgiec·

     ❛  first  of  all—  ❜

     you’re  not  going  to  sit  here  and  be  called  a  gremlin  by  a  walking  broccoli.     not  calmly.     you  squint  your  bright  yellow  eyes.

     ❛  i’ll  send  you  directly  into  the  ozone  layer.    don’t  test  me,  pipsqueak.  ❜

❝    oh   ?   really   ?   i’ve  been  into  the  ozone  layer  before.   there’s  not  really  much  there.   i’d  like  to  see  you  try  throwing  an  immovable  object  though.   you’ve  got  spirit...   i  guess.   i’m  sure  you  can  do  it   ^_^    ❞   how  did  you  say  that  emote  out  loud   /   ashura  what  the  fuck.  this  is  not  what  you’re  suppose  to  use  your  godly  powers  for   /   what  the  fuck   ?

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at  the  moment  i’m  kinda  juggling  between  following  people   &   also  actually  making  icons  for  sonichu  because  i  have....   been  slacking  smh... 

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my  icons  are  drawn  by  me   &   just  look  at  this  cutie   !!!!

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❝    hello  little  gremlin    ❞

@nostalgiec   /   starter  call.

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blake.....  u  are  too  god  for  this  world.......

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starter  call   !   lengths  may  vary   /   PLEASE  SPECIFY  MUSE   !

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ANGELICA   /   zapbuds·

His agreement brought a graceful smile to her face . Hands now clasped , as if she were in prayer – Blake ; a beloved friend – dare she say more , had walls up , closed doors . There was no ease for him , that much she could see . Angelica hoped to ease his pain – help him cope with the torment he endured since his creation . 

“ Wonderful ! I’ll have everything set up soon . “ She would walk away ; except she didn’t . Instead – an idea formed in her blessed mind . “ Actually , would you like to help me prepare ? I’d like to know what sort of food you like to eat . “

❝    i  suppose.    ❞   you’re  not  that  picky  of  an  eater   /   you  were  capable  of  eating  anything  edible   (   you  would  know   /   the  rations  they  use  to  feed  you  were  few   &   far  between   /   always  on  the  brink  of  starvation   /   nothing  to  ever  satisfy  you   ).   you  wish  to  stop  these  thoughts   /   that  wrap  around  your  mind   (   around  your  neck   ).   you’re  suppose  to  be  free   /   yet  your  heart  is  still  shackled  by  these  thoughts.   yet  you  have  grown  numb  to  it   /   you  wonder  what’s  worse   (   being  able  to  feel  sadness   /   or  to  not  feel  anything  at  all   ?   ).

though  the  sight  of  her  smile   /   a  skip  in  your  heartbeat   (   perhaps  you  are  capable  of  feeling  something  after  all   /   however  you  still  don’t  believe  you  deserve  that  luxury   ).

❝    i  don’t  have  any  preferences.   anything  you  make  is  good.    ❞

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tired??? sleepy??? yes, constantly.  ’ ‘  i’m pb&j – petty, bitter, and jealous.  ’ ‘  the fact that sloths aren’t extinct somehow proves that if you go at your own pace and mind your own fucking business you too can succeed.  ’ ‘  i wish i could be the person i want to be, but i’m too tired.  ’ ‘  i always look sleep deprived. is that hot?  ’ ‘  just because there’s always room for improvement doesn’t mean you’ll never be good enough.  ’ ‘  my heart is a soft and sensitive mess.  ’ ‘  all i want is a big garden and no responsibilities.  ’ ‘  honestly someone not liking beyonce is a deal breaker and not for any political reasons, but just like you’re probably, definitely really boring.  ’ ‘  hey guys, i’m a huge fan of genuine love and affection.  ’ ‘  now i’m falling asleep and she’s calling a crab and he’s having a smoke and she’s kissing the crab.  ’ ‘  i’ve been ever since i heard ‘lonely’ by akon at 9 years-old.  ’ ‘  my new years resolution is to stop.  ’ ‘  i’m irritated cause i’m not lovable in a romantic soulmate way.  ’ ‘  i hate knowing that people that ruined parts of me still live and function like nothing ever happened.  ’ ‘  i know i’m cute, but you can remind me.  ’ ‘  hey, just wondering, but are you fucking kidding me????  ’ ‘  i can’t wait to be in love with someone who is also deepfuck in love with me and we love each other forever n’ ever.  ’ ‘  me? clingy? yes. please don’t leave me.  ’ ‘  girlfriend application compatibility question: do you keep your depression pile on the bed or on the floor?  ’ ‘  anything heart shaped is automatically 200% better. this is a fact.  ’ ‘  today’s agenda: screaming into the abyss.  ’ ‘  going from ‘today is a good day’ to ‘i hate my life’ takes me approximately 2.6 seconds.  ’ ‘  everyone needs to wash their face and go to bed.  ’ ‘  i’m worth so much more than the ways i’ve been treated.  ’ ‘  hey, can i claim you guys as dependents on my taxes?  ’ ‘  i really just ignore phone calls. like leave a message. i don’t check those either but like  ’ ‘  i honestly just want to pack my bags and go travel the world and see and explore everything possible.  ’ ‘  remember being little and thinking dandelions were fun or a pretty color or something and every adult in an 80 mile radius wouldn’t let you say that without screaming IT’S A WEED.  ’ ‘  why did we just accept catdog?  ’ ‘  my ‘stay in bed all day’ game’s too strong.  ’ ‘  you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.  ’ ‘  i always forget that i literally don’t owe anyone anything!  ’ ‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on.  ’ ‘  honestly… us girls? us women? we always out here, knowin.  ’ ‘  would an alien think i’m pretty?  ’ ‘  i love boys, but only as a concept.  ’ ‘  why do parents get mad when you sleep in all day? like i’m staying out of trouble and i’m not spending your money like what’s the issue here????  ’ ‘  i identify as an inconvenience to the world.  ’ ‘  i seriously regret telling anyone, anything, ever lmao  ’ ‘  dating me is like dating a five year-old. i need all of your attention and i’m cranky if i haven’t had a nap.  ’ ‘  i’m literally tired of myself.  ’ ‘  don’t introduce me to ur parents unless you plan on marrying me because they’re going to love me and ask about me for the rest of your life lol  ’ ‘  what the hell is a straight person? only straight thing i know about is the edge of my beloved sword.  ’ ‘  i highly recommend never having feelings.  ’ ‘  self care is going into a cornfield at night to get abducted by aliens.  ’ ‘  staying up late with another human is such a weird thing like you get this special bond and a what-is-this feeling  ’ ‘  do u ever feel like ur not even friends with ur friends?  ’ ‘  um no offense but whom’st’ve going to loveth me?  ’ ‘  date a girl who fucks everything up.  ’ ‘  not all who mcfreakin wander are mcfreakin lost.  ’ ‘  i may legally be an adult but don’t be fooled. i have no idea what i’m doing.  ’ ‘  a fun and interesting fact about me is that i’m a fucking idiot.  ’ ‘  you can start again anytime!  ’ ‘  all you can do is learn your lesson. there’s no point in wishing you had did differently. the past is the past.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe an angel like me has to suffer so much.  ’ ‘  you’re all so obsessed with love and being loved. what about just going to sleep?  ’ ‘  i’m smart, but i do dumb shit anyway.  ’ ‘  tbh i never deal with my emotions. i just let them ravage my body and then go to bed and then i wake up and do it all over again.  ’ ‘  first of all: i don’t know shit, so jot that down.  ’ ‘  i’ll just ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯ my way through life.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of things costing money.  ’ ‘  don’t you hate it when you’re dead inside and run out of apps to refresh?  ’ ‘  who cares? do better, move on.  ’ ‘  i don’t need a significant other. just a significant income.  ’ ‘  appreciation for everyone who’s ever talked to me bc i’m annoying and dumb.  ’ ‘  thnks fr th mntl llnss.  ’ ‘  what  hasn’t killed me has just made me overly sensitive and defensive.  ’ ‘  i don’t know shit ya’ll!!!!! i’m just out here.  ’ ‘  binge-watching is great until you run out of the show and have to start watching it weekly like some sort of medieval peasant.  ’ ‘  i’m in the wrong realm and i think everyone can tell.  ’ ‘  this might come as a shock but I’m Not Feelin too good my dudes.  ’ ‘  i’m alive, but only ironically.  ’ ‘  there she goes again being over dramatic and by she, i mean me.  ’ ‘  do you ever feel like have tried Too Hard to a friend and now you have become That Obnoxious Weirdo?  ’ ‘  lgbt: lasagna! garfield’s beloved treat.  ’ ‘  my favorite phrase in the english language is ‘i shit you not.’  ’ ‘  i’m a real boring bitch! a snoozer!  ’ ‘  i honestly look so good lounging in an oversized t-shirt and no pants. when will someone experience the blessing of domestic living w/ me?  ’ ‘  you don’t understand how hard it is to take a selfie when you’re ugly.  ’ ‘  you son of a mumford!  ’ ‘  hi, i’m here to ruin everything.  ’ ‘  you can tell a lot about a person by looking at their hands. for example, if it’s a skeleton hand then they’re dead.  ’ ‘  the year is 2020 and i am found guilty of treason against the united states for vague blogging that i hate someone and donald trump thought it was about him.  ’ ‘  everybody calm down, we’re going to be fine! :))) we’ve weathered worse than this! :) :) :) :) really all this panic just seems like a huge overreaction imho   ’ ‘  no beta readers. we publish our crap writing like men.  ’ ‘  i need $$$$$ not feelings.  ’ ‘  ‘idk imma see’ = i ain’t coming, never was coming, never considered it, never gave it a single thought, only remembered cause you asked again.  ’ ‘  oops, i don’t care lol  ’ ‘  why girls always crop the halo out of their selfies? stop being so modest. we know the truth.  ’ ‘  maurice, you’re not gonna fucking believe this,  ’ ‘  i always get told i look like a bitch bc i’m always glaring while i walk, but i’m not glaring, i’m squinting. i have sensitive eyes. they’re watering.  ’ ‘  concept: it’s 3 am. candle lit room. a record is spinning. you’re kissing me. we have no worries in the world. we’re warm and content.  ’ ‘  i need to go into the forest and scream for an hour and a half.  ’ ‘  pls kill all men who yell at girls from cars.  ’ ‘  life really isn’t what i expected it to be. less quicksand. almost no quicksand to be honest. lots of metaphorical quicksand tho.  ’ ‘  i have a question for u: like are u done… like is it over?  ’ ‘  we all have that one person who ruins your day by being alive.  ’ ‘  we all have that one person who ruins your day by being alive. for me, it’s myself.  ’ ‘  whenever i see police i always try not to act suspicious and fail internally even though i never did anything wrong.  ’ ‘  new years resolution: less bitter, more glitter.  ’

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❝    if  someone  stabs  you  with  a  knife  then  you’re  legally  allowed  to  keep  the  knife   !    ❞

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ANGELICA   /   zapbuds·

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She’d stand a close , yet safe distance away from Blake – making sure not to make him uncomfortable in any way . Even though they have developed a rather close bond with one another , Angelica didn’t wish to get too close , physically . Suppose in a way , it was for her own comfort as well . 

“ Blake , would you like to join me for a picnic this afternoon ? “ She’d speak in a calming , soft tone . Her angelic voice soothing – pleasant to the ears . 

she  is  foreign  to  you   /   angel   (   holy  hands  were  not  meant  to  reach  out  to  you   ).   yet  she  keeps  her  distance   /   knows  of  your  boundaries.   she  has  seen  with  her  own  eyes  the  walls  you  built  around  your  blackened   &   bruised  heart   /   you  are  trying  to  heal   (   yet  life  strikes  tragedy  upon  you   /   ever  since  the  beginning  of  your  creation   /   you  were  never  allowed  to  heal   ).   yet  her  holy  hands  do  not  reach  for  anyone  else   /   they’re  always  there  for  you.   yet  you  were  always  afraid  of  grabbing  hold  of  her  reaching  hands   /   not  again  would  you  be  used   (   betrayed   /   left  to  rot   /   not  again   ).

crimson  eyes  don’t  meet  hers   /   only  looking  off  to  the  side   (   &   a  disinterested  look  on  your  face   /   it  was  not  your  choice   /   you  were  not  created  to  express  emotion   ).   she  speaks  in  a  foreign  language   /   one  of  kindness   (   &   you  know  it  is  not  one  you  deserve  to  hear  sung  to  you   ).   the  comfort  makes  you  feel  soft   /   it  makes  you  wonder  why  she  wastes  it  on  you.

❝   ...   sure     ❞