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episode ?? of alvita attempts to art: three years apart edition

should I be playing catchup to the maratimes challenge? yes. am I doing it tho? no (just like all my schoolwork someone pls force me out of this lazy hellhole-

but uh yeah. this is supposed to be my sandman oc Aphrodite, yet as you can see clearly it’s more like a vapid paper doll with vaguely similar motifs than anything, maybe next time I’ll be able to capture some part of her fc Gemma lol, I am so sorry Aphrodite you deserve better :’))

that being said, I’m pretty surprised that my art changed that much, second half of 2024 was pretty much a creative desert bc of college exams (pray for me I am in FEAR), 2023 and early ‘24 I have no memory of, so I am in shock that I managed to pull together some semblance of front view shoes lmao, it’s probably bc I watched a tutorial I can’t recall anymore and retained some info tbh. also, her head looks better, it looks to be too big tho, didn’t realize that until I finished working out how arms work and at that point I was too Done™️ to redo it. fun story! my friend is also learning how to draw and she saw me sketching out the head and went why tf would you draw it like that?? and showed me the proper (?? I think it is bc a lot of timelapses do it too) way to do it and I used the technique in the 2025 pic, it feels wonky to me tho so I gotta practice more

and that’s basically it! school started last wednesday and I was stressed every single day so I drew a lot, might share them later idk. I should set a reminder for 2028 so we can see if there’s any improvement then lol

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gonna try a workout rn, pray for me

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Hi! I've had these templates sitting with me for a while and never got around to uploading them lol. Here are Google templates for musical artists, a newer style originally seen in this set. Plus, an extra template that goes with my previous layouts, showcasing media titles (seen in this set). As always, my templates are free — all I ask is that you give me proper credit in your caption if you use my template or take inspo from my design. Enjoy! :)

Get the NEW Google templates free via ko-fi: MUSIC TEMPLATE | MEDIA TEMPLATE (Donations appreciated but not required <3) Includes PSD/PSB templates with pre-made layer masks, shapes, and tips for the following designs: – Overview – Members – Songs – Albums – Movies and shows (.psb)

Additional resources: – My original animated Google search overlay tutorial & template – Extended Google template (image search results, biography, related searches, animated "no search results") – Karla Google Font (this is the only font used) – Backgrounds via Unsplash: [Blue] [Pink]

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Shoshannah Stern in This Close, S1 Ep 1-3

By clicking the source link or clicking here, you will be redirected to a gif page of the lovely Shoshannah Stern in This Close, Season 1, Episodes 1-3. Shoshannah Stern is Deaf, please cast accordingly! Note: This pack is a WIP I've been chipping away at for a Shoshannah FC-- but she absolutely needs more resources, so I'm putting it out there half-done anyway.

You are totally welcome to recolor, edit, touch these up, use them in your own projects, as long as it's respectful. Please just don't repost as your own!

Feel free to like if it’s helpful, but no pressure ♥︎

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episode ?? of alvita attempts to art: three years apart edition

should I be playing catchup to the maratimes challenge? yes. am I doing it tho? no (just like all my schoolwork someone pls force me out of this lazy hellhole-

but uh yeah. this is supposed to be my sandman oc Aphrodite, yet as you can see clearly it’s more like a vapid paper doll with vaguely similar motifs than anything, maybe next time I’ll be able to capture some part of her fc Gemma lol, I am so sorry Aphrodite you deserve better :’))

that being said, I’m pretty surprised that my art changed that much, second half of 2024 was pretty much a creative desert bc of college exams (pray for me I am in FEAR), 2023 and early ‘24 I have no memory of, so I am in shock that I managed to pull together some semblance of front view shoes lmao, it’s probably bc I watched a tutorial I can’t recall anymore and retained some info tbh. also, her head looks better, it looks to be too big tho, didn’t realize that until I finished working out how arms work and at that point I was too Done™️ to redo it. fun story! my friend is also learning how to draw and she saw me sketching out the head and went why tf would you draw it like that?? and showed me the proper (?? I think it is bc a lot of timelapses do it too) way to do it and I used the technique in the 2025 pic, it feels wonky to me tho so I gotta practice more

and that’s basically it! school started last wednesday and I was stressed every single day so I drew a lot, might share them later idk. I should set a reminder for 2028 so we can see if there’s any improvement then lol

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⸻ MARATINES 2025

HELLO! here we are again, another year another valentines oc challenge from me, mara, made specifically for me, mara. as always i want to encourage you all to play along with me, even if it’s just for one of the days, and don’t forget to tag me if you do! you can find all of the prompts under the readmore below.

okay love you, bye!

♥ DAY 1 ⸻ ship parallels

( FEBRUARY 8 ) we’re not so different, you and I; which other iconic pairing(s) do they resemble?

♥ DAY 2 ⸻ love songs

( FEBRUARY 9 ) soundtracks, wedding songs, promposal performances; music and love go hand in hand. which song(s) describe them best?

♥ DAY 3 ⸻ dating history

( FEBRUARY 10 ) not every relationship is going to be The One. what does their dating history look like?

♥ DAY 4 ⸻ across the universe

( FEBRUARY 11 ) let’s put those guys in situations. how would their love story play out in a sci-fi setting, a gothic vampire tale, or just a good old college au?

♥ DAY 5 ⸻ love interest swap

( FEBRUARY 12 ) nobody ever said it’s a bad thing to keep your options open. which other character(s) would they date?

♥ DAY 6 ⸻ web weaving

( FEBRUARY 13 ) which quotes, lyrics, and images make you go ‘oh. that is so them’?

♥ DAY 7 ⸻ one true pairing

( FEBRUARY 14 ) there is no other way to say it; this pairing is simply meant to be.

taglist: @kendelias @eddiemunscns @chlobenet @purpleyearning @bravelittleflower @nolanhollogay @raith-way @lovehermioneforever @hiddenqveendom @dragonsbone @kiara-carrera @witchofinterest @heavenlysurf @luucypevensie @ginevrastilinski @partiallypearl @waterloou @stanshollaand @ginger-grimm @endless-oc-creations @rose-of-oz

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🖤 𝒅𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒎 . 𝐩𝐬𝐝 *

hi cuties ! first off , i just wanna let you guys know that i'll be taking a short break from tumblr for the rest of this month & i'll most likely be running a queue to keep my blog active . however , before i go on my mini hiatus , i'd like to present this lil colouring i made that gives your photos a dark aesthetic while simultaneously bringing out the lighter colours . i hope you enjoy this psd ! i'll be uploading weekly content this december though so see u then ♡

✰ a  like  or  reblog  would be greatly appreciated  . ✰ click the source link to download the file .

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okay so after watching that shitshow I feel like it’s my duty to write my own version, so starting with a quick character revamp, I think I’m gonna only keep Mirage as a Main OC™️ to make things more straightforward. also I changed Emmy’s fc again and Telepath’s too

Emmy Empathy Carmi will now be played by Mae Martin

while Teller Telepath Macni-Langley is played by Lucien Laviscount!

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thinking a lot abt how each of the hargreeves’ powers is a stand-in for attributes one might take on when growing up in an abusive home.

luther’s superstrength: the unintentional capacity to harm. being used to a different standard of behavior, to the extent that you have to guard your movements because you might unintentionally harm someone, because you’re used to being swung at hard, and you’ve learned to emulate that behavior, to have such a tolerance to it that you don’t realize it can really hurt someone who doesn’t. you know it’s something you can’t just do, but you can’t not do it, because you can’t turn it off. it’s the only thing your body knows how to do.

see: luther’s body language, for most of the season. he doesn’t mean to destroy things, or hurt people, he just keeps stumbling into it, and has to guard himself against it. and… well. he gives into them. for a good reason, he tells himself, but he gives into them.

diego’s super-precision: an intended capacity to harm, one that you’re so comfortable with, that’s become so easy and natural, that you’re so used to using to guard against someone taking advantage of your vulnerability (which you’ve spent a lot of your childhood having done to you, or being told that it will be done to you), that it keeps slipping out of you when you feel slightly threatened. 

see: his verbal berating of luther and vanya and allison and, to an extent, eudora. he knows exactly where to hit them to make them feel humiliated or alone or angry or disrespected and he can’t help but keep digging and digging at them.

allison’s rumoring: manipulation of others into doing what you want, being who you want, and giving you what you want. something you learn to do because you learn that nothing good ever comes for free, and that if you want love, or success or safety, you’d better claw your way in and make people give it to you, because they won’t let you have it in any other way. or, if they would, the way to get to it is totally alien to you. you have no idea what it is, let alone how to engage with it. so you fall back on the manipulation, because it’s familiar, because at least you can do that.

see: all the shit she canonically does that the show doesn’t want us to think too hard about. rumoring herself a career, a husband (and potentially other lovers, but noticeably not luther), a child. 

klaus’s seeing ghosts: being haunted. literally, being haunted by what happened, or by the people that hurt you, to such an extent that those memories follow you everywhere, that they surround you, that you can’t escape them and find yourself unable to function in everyday life.

see: … i mean. the literal ghosts.

five’s time-traveling: trauma fucks with your relationship with time and space. you become hyper-aware of where you are, and where you have to go to get away from a situation the second it goes a way you don’t like. it happened fifty years ago or a day ago, it’s happening right now, it’ll happen tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that, and you have trouble telling the difference. and you can get as far away from trauma as you want physically or chronologically, but at any second, you can be sucked back into it mentally, or find yourself unable to get yourself out of a location when you need it the most.

see: five getting trapped in the future and the department store. five, having flashbacks to being trapped in the apocalypse. 

and of course the more obvious: because of this strange relationship with time, you feel like you’ve grown up so fast, when you haven’t at all. or you grow up, yet you’re still acting like a child.

see: five’s a physically-13-year-old who’s legally 29 and has a 29-year-old peer group, with a 58-year-old mind.

ben’s tentacles: trauma is ugly. trauma is scary. trauma is nausea-inducing. it’s going to burst out and leave a big mess whether you ignore it or indulge it. and you cannot control it as much as you want to be able to, and as much as everyone around you wants you to be able to, and it feels like it’s going to literally eat you from the inside out.

see: the siblings’ reaction to ben’s powers in the bank robbery. big dead-dove-don’t-eat vibes. 

vanya’s initial lack of power: having your agency stripped from you. being isolated, being made helpless and being taught to suppress. being overlooked and neglected.

and her power itself: an unstoppable storm of emotion that’ll consume everything in your life, because all those feelings you’ve been hiding for so long, that you’ve been taught to hide for your entire life, are on their way out, and you can’t stop it. 

yeah. so. it’s not a coincidence that their powers go on to fuck up their lives beyond traditional repair.

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ADMIRING FROM AFAR

pairing : choso kamo x f!reader summary : suddenly the quiet, alternative looking guy catches your eye in class and you're unable to shake the idea of him. from afar, you start to create a fantasy of what he might be like — and eventually your imagination has made up a character you slowly find yourself falling for cw : university au, non-curse/modern au, fluff, pining, pierced and tattooed!choso, smoking, one mention of a party, yuki cameo, terrible ending bc i suck at writing endings, no use of y/n word count : 3.6k

Hallway crush!Choso who didn’t stick out to you until you were halfway through the semester, on a random Tuesday.

The only reason he caught your attention in the first place was because he actually raised his hand to answer the professor’s question, something he had never done before, or since.

His husky, yet surprisingly soft voice, broke the deafening silence that came after the question was asked. Nearly in a trance, your head shot up to get a look of the mysterious guy.

Never had you been more thankful for the mandatory core courses you were forced to sign up for — you would never have encountered him otherwise.

Sitting two rows in front of you and five seats to the left, you weren’t able to get a clear view of the guy. However, what you did see, did not disappoint. Tufts of black hair was tied up in two buns, and silver jewlery decorated his ear. He was wearing all black, shy lines of ink peaking up the neck of his shirt and past his sleeves.

From that moment, you were hooked on the idea of this stranger.

Hallway crush!Choso who you spotted nearly daily now that you were aware of his existence.

You had an assignment due in one week, so you decided to go to the library to actually get some work done for once.

Three hours into your study session, you had to exhale deeply as your motivation was running low. So you let your eyes roam the peaceful scenery of fellow students, some more dutiful than others — when you suddenly spot the mystery guy from class, sitting with three other people.

He looked so casual, leaned back in his chair, arms loosely crossed across his chest as a chuckle played on his lips as a response to something the person sitting next to him said.

Now that you had the opportunity to get a proper look at him, you noticed how extremely good looking he was — the type of breathtakingly handsome that hid in plain sight by how he never tried to stick out whatsoever.

For the next hour, you would subtly shoot glances in his direction. In all honesty, you felt somewhat embarrassed by how you found yourself a little infatuated by a guy you didn’t even know the name of.

All of a sudden he raised from his chair, having you straighten your posture. He pulled his leather jacket over his shoulders, his bag across his chest and put his headset on — with a smile and a nod, he begged his friends goodbye and left.

Hallway crush!Choso who, despite having his small group of friends, tended to stick mostly to himself.

Yeah, he sat with his little crew for a few hours, but he always left before the rest of them. Not to mention you often spotted him walking from one class to another in his lonesome.

On the days the library was absolutely packed, and it was impossible for you and your friends to find any available seats, you would sit down at one of the sofa groups in one of the university’s many long hallways. None of you complained either, as there wasn’t the same pressure to remain quiet.

It just so happened that the man who had captured your interest, walked right past your designated spot at least three times every week.

His headset was on like always, walking with easy determination. He simply seemed to mind his own business as he smoothly made his way through the hallway without bumping into anyone.

Your attraction to the dark and handsome stranger wasn’t as subtle as you first had thought, when it didn’t take your friends more than a day to notice your admiring gazes hanging onto him for the few seconds it took for him to walk by.

“Who’s that?” Your friend asked with a playful lilt to her voice, leaning forward and placing her chin in the palm of her hand.

“Hm? Just someone in my social science class,” you answered nonchalantly with a shrug just as he was out of sight.

“Just someone in your social science class,” she repeated mockingly. “And what’s his name?”

Hot embarrassment raised up your neck, “I don’t know,” your voice weak as their teasing chuckles filled the space.

“So you’re just ogling a stranger, essentially?”

“Shut up, he’s hot,” you fired back as you fell back in your chair, desperately trying to ignore their laughter.

Hallway crush!Choso who only continued to remain a mystery as the weeks went on.

It quickly evolved into somewhat of an inside joke — a game almost, all of you pitching in with silly little ideas of what he might be like.

“He looks like a cat person,” your friend whispered as he walked by.

“Oh, no doubt,” you agreed, eyes glued on his back. “Probably grew up with a family cat that always sleeps at the foot of his bed.”

“You think he greets the cat before his family?” She giggled.

You laughed along as you slowly shook your head no. “Don’t think so. He greets his mom first,” you turned your attention to your notebook, your pen drawing mindless doodles across the pages. “He’s a mama’s boy. But not in a weird way, you know? But in a green flag way.”

They would all laugh along to the daily chatter that filled the group before turning back to their own work, forgetting all about him until he would walk by again.

You, however, couldn’t shake him from your mind quite as easily.

The more they fuelled your fantasy with their fun and innocent ideas of who he might be, you fell deeper into the spiral of your crush.

When left alone with your own mind, your imagination went beyond the small quirks your group came up with — you started to imagine meet-cutes.

What if you “randomly” bumped into him at the little coffee shop just off campus?

What if you were paired up for a group assignment?

What if you ended up next to each other in the kitchen at some random frat party, and the conversation would just flow so naturally?

However, you kept those made up scenarios to yourself, because it was too shameful to admit to your friends that you were slowly falling for the person you had made him out to be — still without a name to put to the face.

Hallway crush!Choso who broke your heart just a little, though totally unaware of the fact.

“I didn’t know your man had a girlfriend.” You shot your friend a confused expression before following her gaze.

That was a first. You had never seen him walking down the hallway accompanied by someone. Let alone a tall, blonde and absolutely gorgeous girl, pure confidence running through every fibre of her body.

After that, you saw just the two of them more often than you liked. And you knew it was absolutely ridiculous to even be bothered by the pair, but you couldn’t control how the lump in your stomach formed at the sight of how well they seemed to fit together.

Her look wasn’t quite as edgy as his, but they definitely had the same vibe. Not to mention they seemed to be close, evident by how she always leaned in and grabbed onto his upper arm when he made her laugh, or how just the two of them would leave their study session in the library to share a cigarette.

You hoped seeing them together would eventually kill the proximity crush your brain had stupidly nourished — it turned out to be the opposite.

Watching him interact with her only granted your imagination new material to build on. Whenever she spoke, he had all his attention directed at her — genuinely listening to every word she said. You watched how he was gentle with her, careful not to be too harsh in his movements whenever he made contact with her.

He just seemed like such a good guy, who made your heart beat a little faster every time you saw him.

Hallway crush!Choso who one day actually did crash into you in the line in the cafeteria.

At first you thought you were dreaming, because the scene played out exactly how you had imagined it so many times in your head.

It was lunchtime, meaning the cafeteria was obviously packed. You were blissfully unaware of his presence behind you, having stayed up a little too late the night before to try to get some understanding of the material you had been assigned.

It wasn’t until a random bystander bullied their way through the crowd in the opposite direction, causing him to stumble forward into you and he quickly uttered a polite apology, that you realised exactly who it was.

Strong hands had grabbed onto your arms to help steady you. When you turned to face him, you wished you were able to utter your own apology — however, the words never made their way past your tongue, too startled at the sudden close interaction.

“People really don’t look where they’re going, huh?” he said, a shy curve to his lips as he let go of you.

“That’s people for you,” you tried to joke once you found your words again.

Your heart was beating a million miles an hour as you watched his eyebrows narrow. “Hey, don’t we have social science together?”

He recognised you.

You cleared your throat and nodded weakly, trying to serve him a sweet smile but you could feel the waver in it.

“I’m Choso, by the way,” he smiled casually, stuffing his hands in his pockets.

Once again you tried to smile, but your lips only managed to pull into a thin line as you introduced yourself.

You expected that to be the end of the conversation, that he would pull out his phone in an effort to smoothly round it off without it being too awkward for either of you — but to your surprise, you saw him contemplate his options before opening his mouth again.

“How’s the assignment going?”

“Well,” you started, hoping he didn’t notice the little crack in your voice. “The words are, at the very least, being put on paper, if that tells you anything.”

He chuckled.

You made him chuckle. It was low and coarse, but a chuckle nonetheless. “Sounds familiar.”

He continued to keep the chatter light as you moved along with the queue, completely oblivious of the effect he had on you.

It wasn’t much, but just based on the little interaction, he seemed even more lovely than you had imagined, which only did more damage to your already smitten heart. Because being effortlessly attentive when listening and engaging in the conversation though he didn’t need to, only brought a piece of reality into your fantasy.

Your palms were turning clammy as your heart was pounding against your chest so loud you were sure he heard it. He was, after all, standing closer than one normally would a stranger due to the thick crowd of hungry students surrounding you.

“Well,” he sighed once you’d both paid and stepped into the hallway. “I need to get going. But it was nice to finally meet you for real.”

Finally.

Nice to finally meet you.

“Yeah, you too,” your lips twitching in a smile, heat travelling to wash over your face. You had always thought him to be so incredibly handsome, but you had underestimated how charming his smile was up close.

“I’ll see you around.” The curve of his lips continued to linger as he backed away before he eventually turned his back towards you and removed his headphones from around his neck to put them on.

Hallway crush!Choso who slowly started to gain the title of acquaintance after the reenactment of one of your made up scenarios.

It started very casual — he would greet you with a quiet “good morning” as he walked past you in the auditorium before taking his usual seat two rows in front of you.

“Morning,” you smiled in return while he held your gaze for a little while.

Waking up the days you knew you had class with Choso became a little easier when you knew what friendly routine was waiting for you.

After three weeks of the innocent interaction, he decided to disrupt the comfortable pattern you had fallen into. This Tuesday morning, he didn’t continue walking down the stairs after wishing you a good morning.

No, he stopped dead in his tracks, pointing at the empty seat beside you. “Is this seat taken?”

You swallowed the lump in your throat, and shook your head. “No. No, all yours,” you stuttered as you moved your bag for him to sit down.

He uttered a weak “thanks,” and made himself comfortable, pulling out his leather bound notebook and pen.

Hallway crush!Choso who turned out to be a lot funnier than you had first imagined.

Too caught up in the potential romantic gestures that entertained the depths of your mind, you found yourself so giddy whenever he whispered a silly joke during class for your ears only.

Hallway crush!Choso who accompanied you for the few minutes it took for you to walk to your friends after class finished.

“I’m headed in that direction anyways, so I’ll just tag along.” You’d be a fool to decline his offer, cutely biting your bottom lip and clutching your laptop closer to your chest, feeling like a love struck teenager.

When coming around the corner, you avoided looking in the direction of your friends at all costs. You knew you wouldn’t be able to suppress the embarrassment that would flush your face if you witnessed their shocked expressions as a reaction to walking alongside the guy you had fawned over for months.

It wasn’t until he was out of sight that you spun around — sure enough, they all sported exactly the facial expression you had expected, staring wide eyed with their jaws slacked.

“Okay? Something you forgot to tell us, babe?” One of your friends gushed once you had taken your seat. You shrugged innocently, trying not to let all your excitement spill over at once.

“Hope you at least know the name of your stranger now,” the one sitting opposite you teased.

You nodded slowly, “Choso,” you answered simply, enjoying the interrogating looks they were giving you.

“And? Give us the details!” All three of them had pushed their school work aside — this was ten times more important after all.

So you began to explain of the happy accident that had taken place a few weeks ago, and it had eventually ended with the two of you always sitting next to each other during lectures — none of them failed to match your energy.

“Wait, but I thought he had a girlfriend?”

And as easy as that, your girly and romantic fantasy shattered into a million pieces. Guilt was written all over your friend’s face as one could literally see the realisation dawning on you.

Having lived in the pure bliss of your new friendship, you had completely forgotten about the goddess he was so often seen with.

You started to reflect over the fact that you couldn’t remember seeing her in a while, and felt sick that you might have been too wrapped up in Choso that you just hadn’t noticed her recently.

Thus your excitement was short-lived, not ever wanting to be that girl.

Hallway crush!Choso who noticed how your mood was drastically different than normal the next time he met you.

He had looked forward to seeing that sweet smile tug at your lips when he wished you good morning, but instead he was met with a cold “hi”. You didn’t even turn to look at him.

Had he done something to upset you? The last time he saw you, nothing seemed to be off. You were your chipper self, greeting him with a curve to your lips so wide, your eyes would crinkle.

Class started, and you had yet not said another word to him. He shot you a glance, seeing your fingers hurriedly travel across the keyboard of your laptop, and every once in a while letting your eyes flicker up to look at the professor.

Maybe it was just a bad day. Maybe you had an exam in a different course that was causing you unnecessary stress.

Or maybe, god forbid, you’d come to the conclusion that Choso wasn’t someone you wanted to waste your attention on after all.

Hallway crush!Choso who decided to walk you out of the auditorium, despite your cold front trying to push him away.

It was awkward — incredibly awkward, a feeling that really hadn’t been present in the newly blossomed friendship. Still with no words exchanged, you packed your stuff and pulled out your phone.

Once outside of the auditorium, Choso wanted to try and start a conversation to try and disclose whether he’d done something or not. He only managed to catch your eyes when calling your name before a bolting figure came crashing into his side.

“There you are! You’re an impossible man to catch these days,” the girl exclaimed.

Choso saw the discomfort that subtly traveled down your face, awkwardly shifting your weight from one foot to another.

“I’ll see you around, Choso,” you said shyly, about to turn around and walk away before the blonde captured your attention.

“Wait, is this the girl you’ve been talking about?” You quickly spun back around, eyebrows pinched together in confusion as the blonde girl had peaked your interest.

Switching your attention to Choso for a second, you noticed how dusty pink had coloured his pale cheeks, his eyes wider than you’d ever seen them.

“It might be,” he said before clearing his throat and rolling his shoulders, hoping you didn’t notice the stress that was residing in his body.

“Finally,” she groaned, her hand shooting forward to initiate a handshake. “I’ve been wanting to meet you for a while. I’m Yuki.”

You still weren’t able to completely put the pieces together yet, blinking at her as you accepted her hand and introduced yourself.

“Oh, I know,” she mused, flashing you a cheeky grin. “This one right here,” patting a flat hand against his chest, “doesn’t really stop talking about you.”

A shy smile spread across your lips as you quickly shifted your gaze to him. “You’ve been talking about me?” You spoke softly.

“Well-” he stuttered, the pink quickly deepening into red.

A teasing scoff shot past her teeth. “Isn’t he cute when he gets shy,” she said as Choso’s shoulders grew stiff under her embrace. “You have that effect on him.”

When the opportunity to properly observe the dynamic between the pair in front of you, as well as digest the things Yuki was actually telling you, the pieces finally fell into place — they were just friends.

You had worried and spiralled for no reason, having spent the days since you had last seen him to prepare you to distance yourself from him.

But one look at his embarrassed face and tense body as a result of being teased about you, had all the butterflies come swarming back within seconds.

Choso kept most of his attention on Yuki as she went on to ask him what she’d initially come to talk to him about, but he couldn’t stop himself from letting his eyes dart over to you every once in a while.

“My god, you’re my saviour,” Yuki gushed at her friend, tugging playfully at his arm, before turning back toward you. “He’s truly a catch,” she said with a wink as she slowly started to back away. It had you grow a little restless, knowing you would soon find yourself standing alone with him. “Be good to him. And it was great to finally meet you!”

And she was off.

Slowly Choso turned his entire body towards you, his face having done the impossible and gotten even more red.

“What an interesting interaction,” you breathed.

A nervous chuckle slipped out of him in an attempt to remove the immense pressure that was looming over him. “She’s really something.”

“What was that part about me making you shy?” Tucking your bottom lip between your teeth.

“I mean-“ he cleared his throat. “I guess you’re seeing it in action right now.”

“Hm,” you said simply, causing him to narrow his eyebrows in response — both in confusion and slight worry.

“Hm what?” Swallowing the lump in his throat.

“It’s cute.”

Then he couldn’t stop smiling.

Boyfriend!Choso who managed to live up to every bit of your love dazed fantasy.

At times, you were scared you had let your fantasy go to far — that in your desperate hope for something more, you had created a character that no living person would ever be able to live up to.

Yet here Choso was, in the flesh, embodying every scenario you had made up when you had been tossing and turning on sleepless nights, and then some.

Small or big, he never disappointed.

He held the door open for you, he remembered your coffee order, he showered you with compliments and admiration.

It didn’t take long for him to learn how you yearned for grand gestures — so Choso made it a mission to fulfill those dreams.

Not only did he succeed, but he excelled well beyond your expectations.

He made sure to take you on dates frequently, but also spontaneously so you wouldn’t see them coming. He managed to make every occasion feel planned and intentional.

Boyfriend!Choso who was absolutely baffled once you told him about how you had admired him so intensely before you ever talked to each other.

The confession caught him completely by surprise, because he couldn’t in his wildest dreams have imagined you even noticed him before the little episode in the cafeteria.

Boyfriend!Choso who despite succeeding in making you his girlfriend, got just as shy about you now as he did then.

tags : @sad-darksoul

an : i hope it's a universal experience to create proximity crush that drives you crazy... dividers by @/strangergraphics comments and reblogs is much appreciated

©hiraethwrote 2025 . all rights reserved. reposting, translating and otherwise plagarisim is prohibited

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PLEASE do yourself a favour and check out this wikipedia-styled template for google drive, made by @ Rukidut on twitter

I decided to try to sort my ideas and whats canon regarding my ocs with this and ITS PERFECT. IT ALL FEELS SO CONRETE. and i sure as hell AM Going to continue to use this with every single OC I have until google drives is set ablaze- Just!!!!!!!!

Also; link directly to the doc, just copy the file and you have your own lil template!!!!

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&&. TEMPLATE 001 ― * DESKTOP

fully customizable template emulating a desktop with open windows, including a video player, music player, notepad, and a chatbox. ideal for headers!

3 different desktop icon options (modern, retro, sleek)

3 different apps (music player, notepad, chatbox)

all text is editable

clipping masks for every album + playlist cover

optional ui for apps - make it yours! (2 versions of chat bubbles + optional top bars for app windows + optional vhs overlay)

coloring psd included but can be edited/removed as you please

&&. DOWNLOAD (free +) credit required & appreciated. please like + reblog if using! DO NOT REUPLOAD OR CLAIM AS YOURS [ TOU ] FONTS USED: work sans | circular std * (make sure you have them b4 editing!)

&&. if you have any questions, just ask :)

[oneirataxia-girl]

am literally the least motivated I’ve been in a longgggggggg time… someone pls nudge me into doing schoolwork

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PEACHES - MULTIMUSE PAGE !!!

This page is completely free. Please support me and my work by liking or reblogging this post.

[ INFORMATION ]

THIS CODE IS 100% JAVASCRIPT FREE!!!

The theme will adjust to all screen sizes, but with small mobile devices the sidebar will completely disappear.

All colors are easy editable. Not many colors are needed.

The code offers several custom links.

Greyfilter available!

Background Pattern available.

Hover effect over the pictures for more information.

Sidebar (including filters) and Header can be easily disabled.

2 ways of styling filters in one code (1 per row and 2 per row).

Amount of muse boxes per row can be easily adjusted (picture size will adjust automatically)

[ GUIDELINES ]

Do not claim as your own.

Do not remove the credit!

Do not use as a base code or take parts of this code for your theme.

Feel free to edit as much as you want!

Further credits can be found in the code.

I will not be able help with customation of the theme. Editing help and tutorials can be found in the theme itself as comments.

Click the SOURCE LINK to be redirected to the preview and the code! 

[oneirataxia-girl]

♡.⠀⠀⠀rewind⠀⠀──⠀⠀header⠀template.⠀⠀⠀⠀𐫇

click the link to find rewind, a pinned header template. you’ll need to know how to work with text layers and clipping masks. if you need help, i’m just an ask away. please don’t edit in any way, add parts to another creator's templates, nor repost or take credit for it.

download for free on payhip or kofi.

fonts used: poppins, aston script bold.

[oneirataxia-girl]

Happy Chinese New Year

Literally taking every opportunity to draw these two in anything but their default outfits (๑>◡<๑)

I joined a Hoyo OC/Canon collab on Instagram and of course I went with Thoma and Yuna (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) The host is currently creating a video with everyone’s art so hopefully I’ll be able to share that soon!

❌ NO REPOSTING ❌

Other Participants

viperidae_skulle . Emirhan x Shokoufeh

cradlingsongs . Aventurine x Halite

kamiyo_xsan . Blade x ChunHua

ameinatchi . Alhaitham x Samira

kinenlasyh . Boothill x Kii

tollyska . Fujin x Yuming

missmelvi_ . Gallagher x Melovi

nupihanaa . Diluc x Hanaa

shenlyie . Neuvillette x Calista

_kirisai_ . Shenhe x Huang Hun

raira.artz . Jiaoqiu x Qionglin

rena0v0wl . Wriothesley x Colette

x_.artem_kuu._x . Xiao x Sho

aruoku . Zhongli x Shuyan