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Hello: Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Nov 2015

Oh, you are a living love song

Oh, you are a treasure

for which I would give all I own.

Oh, how you are more to me

than the wealth of this entire universe

with its world upon world.

Oh, you are a living love song

that captivates my heart

and carries me away with its haunting melody.

Oh, how I love you sweet angel

and though I had a thousand tongues

I could never tell of this endless longing

that burns in my soul.

Oh, your face and form

has set my heart aflame

with a love that grows ever and ever deeper

and is more than my mortal frame can hold

and I seem to be torn asunder

ripping and tearing away flesh and bone.

Oh, how your deep mystic beauty carries me away

with your dark rolling eyes

that penetrates all the depths of my soul

and makes me forever yours. Oh, to bliss or woe!

Oh, your hair like dark black velvet silk

sends such an ache and pain into my soul

that says, " I must have your love or I shall die!"

Oh, I am jealous of your love!

Oh, how I am jealous for your love!!

My mind is filled with such wild imaginings

of all the things that can steal you away!

And fills my heart with such painful foreboding.

Oh, you are a love song written by God upon human flesh

and Oh, how you tempt and tantalize my heart

that is ever lost to you!

Though you ever think me a fool or an man insane.

Oh, then I am forever condemned an insane fool!!

As you tear and pluck at my heart

and I am laid waste

and become a man of shadows

that must forever live in the darkness of my heart

If you tear your heart from me.

If love there ever be.

Oh, I am run through and through as with a sword

and am slain and lie prostrate and dead.

Oh, how when you speak to me

or give your brief nod or consent

you fill me with such delight.

Oh, of you no angel can sing

for your charms are deeper and wider than the sea.

Oh, let me live in your garden of delight

as time spins in its swift flight

and we pass our endless days

upon eternities shore

and bind our hearts together forever more.

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Hello ~ Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Nov 2015

Oh, how passion's fire burns within me

Oh, how the world

says us two should never be together

that the stars that presided over our birth

has forever condemned our hearts

to remain forever apart.

Oh, that fate is ever so cruel

and the cup of life be so bitter.

Oh, but for God who is love can never condemn love.

Oh, let this love be our guiding star.

Oh, the way can be bitter and the way can be long

for many a path to divine love

is full of sharp stones that slash and cut the feet

with thorn to impale the flesh

and many are the ones both arrogant and selfish

that stand within the way.

Oh, all the answers to all this life's riddles

I find in loving you.

And oh, to me  you are love and life.

And oh, I shall fight my giants for you.

All the giants that keep you from me.

Without you the grave envelops me

and evil demonic hands

pull me down into a dark underworld.

Oh, I am jealous for your love!

Please my dear love let no one steal your love form me.

I am desperate for your love

for the want of you is as the want of air to the lungs.

for without you I would die the death of the damned and forlorn.

Oh, how I hunger for you!

Oh, I hunger for you with a hunger that fills my soul

and sinks down to the marrow within my bones

and infiltrates the deepest fibers of my brain.

Oh, my love for you surpasses all my tongue can tell!

Within you I live and have my being

and without you I am less than nothing.

Oh, the birds fly through the sky upon feathered wing

the fish swim through the deep blue sea

every creature in its natural element resides

and I have my love and longing for you.

Oh, my heaven is not within the sky

or some blessed underworld where the blessed dead go

nor a seat at Odin's side in the banquet hall of Valhalla

nor upon the green Eysian fields.

Oh, my heaven is within your soft loving arms

and within you passionate kiss

so sweet and so filled with love.

Oh, when I inhale your warm breath

a thrill of passion envelops me

and I am filled with a longing

from the core of my deepest being

and I am overpowered and burn within.

Oh, how passion's  fire burns within me!

And I am consumed by your wild beating heart

as it beats above me.

And I am carried away upon a sea of your kisses.

Oh, let me live in your arms for an endless eternity!

Oh, there are no bright and shining cities

nor heavenly harps, nor angels sweet songs

for which I wish and long for

but your soft and lovely body

and an eternity of your kisses

and a heart that endlessly beats for me.

Oh, that heart more lovely and pure

than that of the whitest and purest turtle dove.

Oh, I am lost in your charms

and so shall ever be through this endless eternity.

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#hello #poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Nov 2015

Oh, how you are like a drug!

Oh, how you are like a drug!

You enter my heart and soul.

You enter my body

and the intoxicating potion

of your beauty and soft form

circulates through my veins,

becomes one with my blood and all the fibers of my being.

Oh, my very flesh and bones cry out to you.

" Oh, love me. Love me! Love me!! I shall die without your love."

Oh, how you hold my life in your hands!

And how like a monarch upon a throne

I live or die by your very word

You love me, yes? You love me, no?

Life and death are in your hands.

Oh, how this passion for you

runs through my body like a liquid fire

and my heart races along its way

like a wild horse that no man can tame

and shall never know rope nor tether .

Oh, my heart searches for you as a child for her mother.

Oh, my love for you is as Christ for his creation.

Never in my wildest imagination

could I have ever known a thing to be so deep.

Oh, for you there lives such a warm passionate longing

like whisky that burns the lips.

Oh, you pass through my mind

like some mystic intoxication dream.

Oh, the how the words fall from my lips onto the ground

and are lost in the clay.

Oh, how these world ever escape me

that could tell of my love

and of how my mind is ever haunted by you.

My heart ever sings its silent song.

You pluck these strings

these strings within my heart

and I am forever lost to you.

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Hello, Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Nov 2015

Oh, I have dreamed a dream!

Oh, I have dreamed a dream

and in that dream

You were not by my side

and I was so sad.

Oh, my heart sank

and it was as though

all the world had died.

Oh, how my life was a waking nightmare!

Oh, I searched this world

from pole to pole

searching and searching for you

through a sea of strangers

and finding disappointment in every face.

Oh, how heartache had stricken me to death.

I laid down in the wilderness

but to wither and die.

Closing my eyes to await my death

I did tell myself, no more

Oh, no more my hollow life

no more these myriad forms of this empty world

that pretend to be beautiful

but never are without you.

No more breath!

Be stilled oh you my sad beating heart

for now you only bring me such pain

and prolong my hopelessness

in my hopeless world.

Oh, world be no more!!

Oh, as I lay in a half sleep

of sorrow and coming death

it seemed as though a butterfly rested upon my lips

and tickled them

as she walked about with her tiny feet.

Then I awoke as your fingertips were caressing my lips.

Oh, I awakened from my living death

to gaze upon your bright and lovely face.

Oh,what joy I felt!!

As a redeemed soul

who walks through the gates of heaven.

Oh, you are life,

and my life is in you,

and all my life belongs to you.

Oh, you are like a precious flower

that blooms upon a hillside in heaven

as you sway to a gentle breeze

as your fragrance fills the air.

oh, I am the dew that kisses your petals

and pledges my love to you.

that no man, nor power, nor government,

nor demon in the underworld

can take away all my love for you.

and though the days and years

were to pass like a quickly spinning wheel

you shall forever remain a part of me.

And for as long as time and eternity shall last.

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HePo

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Nov 2015

My heart will sing of you

Oh, you are the only

flower that blooms in my heart.

The only flower

that feeds on my love.

Oh, all my love and all my hope

is in you.

your heart is a treasure

that I search and long for

both night and day.

your lovely skin

is like precious golden silk.

Oh, if all the poems

and all the love songs

were made into one

it could never tell

of the depth of my love.

Oh, let me live in your arms.

Oh, how they are more soft and lovely

than the garden of eden

on the first day of creation,

and I am forever hypnotized by you.

Oh, you are the summit

of my highest hopes

and my deepest longing.

Oh, you are more lovely

than the songs of the angels.

The cooing of the morning doves,

and the song of the nightingale

can never tell of your beauty and grace

in body and in soul.

Oh, how I love them both!

Your love is sweeter than the sweetest honey

and more lovely than the most beautiful song

than this entire world of offer

that has ever been written,

and my heart will sing of you

as all the days of eternity pass.

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H*llo Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Nov 2015

You make my breath stop

You make my breath stop

whenever I see your face.

Oh, I am connected to you

by tiny bands stronger than the strongest steel.

a holy fire connects us

that says that the one heart

that beats within us

is but one heart shared by both

and one love envelopes us both

that our love

was there when time was born

and shall out last

all the endless days of eternity.

Oh, you are a song sung in my heart

more sweetly that any angel could sing

as love flows

upon its melody

seeking you in its holy embrace.



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Very very nice.

“I was quiet; but I was not blind.”

— Jane Austen

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Hello ~ Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Oct 2014

When I was a jester and You were a queen

Oh, do You remember

long ago

down the halls of  memory

when I was a jester

and you were a queen?

Oh, how I put on a happy face

and sang and danced

and juggled

to the tinkling sound of bells

Oh, I could never tell You

of the world You meant to Me

I sang as my heart was breaking

Oh, how I pined My life away

drop by drop

I died unknown and unremembered

by You

in that life so long ago

like a half remembered dream

Oh, do You remember

when I was a reed

and You were a swan

the wind blew

its gentle breath

as I sang to You

and bowed down

to Your lovely form

and then You spread

Your lovely wings and flew away

and left Me so forlorn

as the wind blew

with its cold breath

and I sang a sad song

for a love unborn

in that life so long ago

down the halls of memory

like a half forgotten song

Oh, I remember

when I was a flower

and You a butterfly

and You fluttered by

in Your bright and lovely colors

Oh, you flew with Your lovely wings

among My leaves

and rested your soft

and delicate feet on My petals

as You enslaved Me in a hopeless love

that I knew which was all lost

then You spread Your soft and lovely wings

and flew away

in that life long ago

like a half remembered dream

it haunts Me still

Oh, do You remember

in a life long ago

like a half remembered dream

You were a rose

and I a clod of clay

Oh, you spread Your roots

through me

and with My body joined

I fed you with My very body

and with a love so deep

I know not how to tell

then a lovely lady came

and plucked You away

Oh, a pain so deep

I know not how to tell

in that half remembered dream

so long ago

Oh, if time is a river

and eternity the sea

Oh, whenever will out hearts meet

in a love

that would outlast eternity

Oh, if time were a river

as it flows down to the sea

Oh, give Your love to Me

before the river reaches the sea

and You will be lost from Me

for all eternity



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Hello Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Sep 2014

My soul is stained scarlet red

My soul is stained

scarlet red

scarlet red with the passion

of the blood that flows

through heart and brain and bone

You My love inflame every inch of My being

Oh, how I am lost without You

I am filled with a delirious longing

Oh, the words I cannot find

I search and search

and tear the flesh of My brain asunder

I search the deep parts of My soul

My very being

to find words that will not come

though I had the tongues

of ten thousand angels

I could not find

the words I search for

so desperately

Oh, I am desperate for

that haunting word

on the tip of My tongue

that sacred word

that would tell of the depth of My love

that the depths of hell

and the heights of heaven

is neither more deep

nor as great

as My love for You

if You love me not My angel

take a blade sweet love

and still my beating heart

a release from My agony

however You hurt Me

My sweet love

I only love You more

then let Me lie

in the cold and dark

of the earth for evermore

a poor unloved

forgotten

and failed soul

who exist

nevermore



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Hello Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Sep 2014

Goddess of My soul

Though Your soul

may be scarlet in hue

though You may have

committed sins without number

I pledge My love to You

with the scarlet

of My blood

let it flow

into a cup

this blood of life

My life

I give to You

Oh, I have searched

for a love such as You

if not You

Oh, where do I find her

through this wide world

I could walk

till the skin left My feet

and blood for them did flow

I could dive to the bottom of the sea

or climb to the top of the sky

search for a million years

and down the halls of forgotten time

and never find such a one as You

I give to You

I seal My poor beating heart

Oh, without You

I am like a motherless child

take this My love

as I pour out this cup

of My blood scarlet in hue

a pledge to the gods

for all immortal time

If you cease to love Me

let the sun no longer shine

and the flesh fall from My bones

and I become the dust for which I came

when I walk upon the silent

sacred forest

I hear a sacred song

only My and Your heart

can hear

let our life be as one

My dear love

Oh, how I long for Your

sacred love

no creature

in all eternity

has ever been so blessed

by a goddess

of such a soft flaming fire

a fire of love

Oh, bright goddess

let Me remain

in Your embrace

let love drip

from Your heart into mine

Oh, life to My soul

Your love is a mystery

Your love is a song

a song of ages past

and ages to come

Oh, I worship You

Oh, goddess

goddess of love

goddess of My soul

To You I pledge

this love to ever be true



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Hello Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Sep 2014

Without Your embrace

I cry

for the tender word

left unspoken

take My heart

as a token

of My deep longing

Oh, the universe

dies before My eyes

without Your embrace

and all of nature

has a color and hue

of death

Oh, My heart

returns to the grave

without Your embrace

from which You raised

it to life

by Your sweet smile

and the love that dripped

from You heart

onto My grave

a poor dead thing

without You My love

My sweet angel

let Me return

to a pile

of dry and dead

and withered  bones

Oh, the world is so cruel

It steals

the thing cherished most

let My blood freeze in My veins

or run as a red river

fate curses Me

cursed before My birth

Oh, that night

that a man child was born

let it not see the sun

forever in night

without Your love

and Your embrace

all the world is dead to Me

I the love of the only son cannot redeem

without Your embrace

death has conquered  the world.

for Me

there can be no glad tidings

every man

and every woman

I see is but

a walking bag of bones

Oh, the butterflies

that flew so gaily

there wings have all turned to grey

at night I dream of Your face

a beautiful dream

how, Oh how do I live without You

the soft wind

as it blows through the trees

reminds Me of Your sweet breath

the loving word

You whispered to Me

how it made the world

so bright and gay

Oh, I pray sweet love

let not

an ill wind

blow its icy breath

through My soul

and My bones

Oh, the grave is a deep place

and it calls to Me

when I am lost

from Your embrace

Oh, let the cold north wind

blow not on our love

the world that seems

so bright and lovely

would be but a skeleton

of its former self

nature weeps

the tears of the trees

are on the leaves

and a cold tear

flows down

flows down the face

of a cold stone angel

nature sings its sad song

a song of nevermore

never again with Me

cast Me not aside

Oh, My sweet love

for My soul's forsaken

on that day

it shall die

and I will remain

in My sad cold

grave forever.



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Hello Poetry

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Sep 2014

Without Your embrace

I cry

for the tender word

left unspoken

take My heart

as a token

of My deep longing

Oh, the universe

dies before My eyes

without Your embrace

and all of nature

has a color and hue

of death

Oh, My heart

returns to the grave

without Your embrace

from which You raised

it to life

by Your sweet smile

and the love that dripped

from You heart

onto My grave

a poor dead thing

without You My love

My sweet angel

let Me return

to a pile

of dry and dead

and withered  bones

Oh, the world is so cruel

It steals

the thing cherished most

let My blood freeze in My veins

or run as a red river

fate curses Me

cursed before My birth

Oh, that night

that a man child was born

let it not see the sun

forever in night

without Your love

and Your embrace

all the world is dead to Me

I the love of the only son cannot redeem

without Your embrace

death has conquered  the world.

for Me

there can be no glad tidings

every man

and every woman

I see is but

a walking bag of bones

Oh, the butterflies

that flew so gaily

there wings have all turned to grey

at night I dream of Your face

a beautiful dream

how, Oh how do I live without You

the soft wind

as it blows through the trees

reminds Me of Your sweet breath

the loving word

You whispered to Me

how it made the world

so bright and gay

Oh, I pray sweet love

let not

an ill wind

blow its icy breath

through My soul

and My bones

Oh, the grave is a deep place

and it calls to Me

when I am lost

from Your embrace

Oh, let the cold north wind

blow not on our love

the world that seems

so bright and lovely

would be but a skeleton

of its former self

nature weeps

the tears of the trees

are on the leaves

and a cold tear

flows down

flows down the face

of a cold stone angel

nature sings its sad song

a song of nevermore

never again with Me

cast Me not aside

Oh, My sweet love

for My soul's forsaken

on that day

it shall die

and I will remain

in My sad cold

grave forever.



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HePo

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Sep 2014

Your bottomless love

Your love

is a drug

the fire that flows through

My veins

like a drug

opens up

the windows of My soul

Oh, I can see eternity

Oh, the worlds I see

the worlds!

and the stars and the suns

they are moved

by the power of Your love

as soft as a summer rain

as strong as steel

as cool as the evening mist

Your love is real

more real than anything else in the universe

it pours out

its endless and bottomless

treasures

I am filled with a lovely pain

a pain that says

enough! enough!

of Me

Oh, I am worthless

an exposed thing

in the full light

of Your love

beyond My understanding

how can You love

one as unlovely as I?

Oh, I am a deformed thing

exposed to the blinding light

of Your love

You are perfect

of line and symmetry

you are filled with an inner glow

Oh, the light of Your love

glows like the light of a thousand suns

a shimmering radiant galaxy

and I poor half formed creature

of the shadows

I slink through the world

on all fours

how could You have such

love and grace

like God's only son

My innocent loving angel

You tell Me

" Innocent not I

for I give My love freely

to what creature come

to what creature may"

You give of Your love

overflowing

it flows from its bottomless store

oh, how could You love

such an ugly half formed creature

such as I

as the only son

opened his veins for all

You open the endless wellspring

of Your heart and Your soul

You are perfect beyond compare

no creature

ever drew breath

on earth

or in the heaven's above

who had such

grace and love

as You

you are beautiful My love

beyond compare                                                          ­         

the angels are such ugly and unlovely things

in Your compare

Your love was before

the universe was born

and shall remain

when it dies

out of Your heart comes

endless treasures

untold

beyond worlds

beyond compare

and I half formed creature

can only sit and wonder

at a mystery

kept by the ages

and wonder forever

and evermore.



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Hello P**try

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Sep 2014

The music of Your heart

The life of My soul

dances to the music

of You heart

it dances to a breathless excitement

a quickening rhythm

how your flesh burns Me

not the heat of a harsh flame

but with a burning warmth

heat from Your raging passionate blood

under Your skin

Your sweat

like a sticky perfume

so sweet

I dance to this breathless

excitement

You call out My name

and I Yours

in tender whispers

this dance of love

let it know no ending

let the sun vanish

let it never rise again

let Me never see

the light of day

like an eternal vampire

who forever lives in night

oh, the angels

can have there heaven

I see now

it is but a dull

and worthless thing

how Your sweat

seeps into My pores

an intoxicating potion

I am enslaved

by the taste

of Your sweat

on the tip of My tongue

You have become

My universe

My soul

My very soul

dances to the rhythm

of Your heart

Oh, the music of Your heart

Speaks of mysteries

that  no creature

ever knew

since

creation began

the universe

is but a wavering phantom

and only You

My love are real.



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HP

Olan Douglas Webb   Poems  

PUBLIC EDIT

Sep 2014

I call out Your name

I call out Your name

Oh, I call out Your name

that lovely sound

on the tip of My tongue

come to me My sweet love

My heart flies from Me

as Your name echos

through My mind

like a haunting song

so lovely

a million angels

could not sing

could not sing a song so sweet

as that lovely name on the tip

of My tongue

that sweet song

of only one word

I will sing throughout

all eternity

oh, the angels in heaven

would feel unworthy

to bare a name as lovely

Oh, a living fire

is carried on that name

a name

the angels are unworthy to sing

oh, the name the angels

cannot sing

how My heart flies away

flies from  My chest

into God's starry night sky

oh, it searches in vain

How My soul feel's such pain

searching for a name

carried by a creature

so lovely

the angels dare not name

oh, I am lost without You

without You

I could never sing

such a name.



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You haunt me evermore

Your love is a drug the fire that flows through My veins like a drug opens up the windows of My soul Oh, I can see eternity Oh, the worlds I see the worlds! and the stars and the suns they are moved by the power of Your love as soft as a summer rain as strong as steel as cool as the evening mist Your love is real more real than anything else in the universe it pours out its endless and bottomless treasures I am filled with a lovely pain a pain that says enough! enough! of Me Oh, I am worthless an exposed thing in the full light of Your love beyond My understanding how can You love one as unlovely as I? Oh, I am a deformed thing exposed to the blinding light of Your love You are perfect of line and symmetry you are filled with an inner glow Oh, the light of Your love glows like the light of a thousand suns a shimmering radiant galaxy and I poor half formed creature of the shadows I slink through the world on all fours how could You have such love and grace like God's only son My innocent loving angel You tell Me " Innocent not I for I give My love freely to what creature come to what creature may" You give of Your love overflowing it flows from its bottomless store oh, how could You love such an ugly half formed creature such as I as the only son opened his veins for all You open the endless wellspring of Your heart and Your soul You are perfect beyond compare no creature ever drew breath on earth or in the heaven's above who had such grace and love as You you are beautiful My love beyond compare                                                          ­          the angels are such ugly and unlovely things in Your compare Your love was before the universe was born and shall remain when it dies out of Your heart comes endless treasures untold beyond worlds beyond compare and I half formed creature can only sit and wonder at a mystery kept by the ages and wonder forever and evermore.