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HEY Y'ALL I WROTE ANOTHER fanfic

It's the one I was talking abt in a previous post, abt my oc and Stan going on a road trip lol

I recommend it... and i'm not biased at all <3

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I just realized that Tumblr actually allows me to upload up to 30 images per post (I have no idea why I thought it was only 10), so I figured I'd post the doc presented like this as well ! (mostly for those on mobile, it's probably easier like this than on Dropbox) You can still find the master post with all the downloadable/printable files HERE !

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My Fav Posts

Hi! Just a master-post so I can have like multiple posts pinned :p

Sonar Lore Dump

Art is Meant to Comfort the Disturbed Poem CW: Mature Themes

Haylo Hailey Overconsumption

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Toh Axe AU Masterpost

Short summury: Caleb is alive, he has become an emperor, and Philip is his right hand, the Black Guard. They have a terrible relationship, somewhere between slavery and domestic violence. But Philip has a son, Hunter, and almost adopted daughter - Luz, and they are going to save him.

Fanfic "Where the war axe is buried":

Original text

English translation

Early access to unpublished chapters and some sneak peeks on my Boosty

Arts:

Lore posts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9

Refsheets: Caleb and Philip, Caleb's beard timeline, Hunter, old disigns

Comics: 1 (1,5), 2, 3, 4, 5

Arts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26

Memes: 1, 2, 3, 4

AUs (yes, AUs on AU, I know, we are productive): 1, 2, 3

Playlist

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look at this sick ass pack of Axe doodles, I'm so proud of it, and @angstyhikka did such cool job with coloring it I can't

but if you thought that's it, well jokes on you, there is more of axe doodles ahead, just you wait!

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im gonna redraw this as Sonar and Ford lol

Tucked in. Swaddled, even.

(Based on this tweet LOL ↓)

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dont ever hesitate. reblog this.

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Hey! Saw your post about the fanfic you're working on, you mentioned that your oc is a billford oc? What do you mean by that exactly? I'm so intrigued! Always love hearing people gush about their ocs and projects, tell me more!! :)

OMG YES- I didn't think I'd get a reply lolll

Ok- so I mean that in the sense of my oc is their kid. Sonar (the oc) was made by Bill by mixing their DNA (he stole Ford's lol) and incubating that (picture several timez's test tube situation)

Bill kind of realized Ford was starting to catch on and decided to make a vessel for himself in case he needed something to posses on Earth to get to the portal on his own. Add in the biological aspect of (theoretically) retaining his powers and he was very interested in creating Sonar.

He didn't realize/didn't care that creating an affront to nature would cause the creation a great deal of pain, and Sonar's left eye is legally considered blind as well as when he over-uses his powers he overheats like a shitty laptop and will get very very sick. He has limited powers that include telepathy, dream invasion, and minor clairvoyance. Basically, he can see into the future if he REAAALLY tries but will be benched for like a week if he uses it at ALL. Telepathy is easy for him and dream invasion is second nature. Sometimes it'll happen on accident if he has high emotion, but he can't dream himself. If he chooses to dream while asleep, it's just him talking to himself lol- he's constantly lucid dreaming, and wakes up a little more tired than he would've normally.

I've been playing with the idea of, since he should never ever existed, his powers are unstable. Not powerful, but unstable. When he overuses them to the point of minor-moderate physical harm, it will threaten to create rifts. These are very small and need extra force to expand large enough to allow anything humanoid through.

Another silly idea is him having a third eye when he is clairvoyancing lol. Like Bill's copy pasted onto his forehead- mostly bc it looks cool but it could have story impacts depending on where I decide to go with his powers. If his powers are his own, then I won't do much with it. But if it's an extension of Bill's powers, than maybe I could do something with it- idk lol

(Can you tell I didn't know how to pose Ford for this? ^)

OKAY ONTO HIM AS A PERSON- Sonar grew up in the Nightmare Realm and was born empathetic which caused him to be ostracized by his peers (I added a whole bunch of lore to the NR but we're not here for that) and would stay inside working his way through all the human media Bill had around. He got REAL obsessed with trying to make art, and is sometimes in a band(folk rock/hyper punk) depending on what I want to do with him, but he was always upset his art never felt 'human'. He's a bundle of social anxiety with legs and is generally regarded as strange (which doesn't help him feeling alien). He's very eager to please and tries to stay positive, ending up being the protective one of the Pines family when it comes to the mystery twins (since as a kid he had no one to protect him, so he ends up babying the kids of the shack so he can keep them from ending up like him).

In THIS specific fanfic, he ends up being Stan's right hand man and also pretend son. Stan fabricates a birth certificate and other stuff for him so he doesn't have to worry about the government being like "wait a minute", helping Stan out with the portal but not really being super helpful since (while he has very crazy knowledge about inter-dimensional societies) he has no real knowledge about building a dam portal and is more like a Stan2(who reaches under the couch bc bro's back is too bad lol) when it comes to the portal.

*HEAVILY BREATHING* Okay- *HUFF* I think that's all of it-

Come back anytime you need inane ramblings about any given topic or shitty poetry <3 And thank you for reading my yappening lol, I genuinely got SO excited when I saw someone ask me about my boy and was smiling ear to ear

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More Fanfic

I wrote more fanfic- and it's not finished or released yet- but I wanna try and get chapter 1 out soon with at least 4k words

it's a gravity falls fanfic where my (admittedly cringe bilford) oc and Stan take the trip to Ford in Gravity Falls together (this is set 30 years before the show, before Ford gets portled lol)

I want it to be a fluffy fic where they become like a parent and son duo and Ford is more of an ass than he is in the show before he gets chucked into the portal and Stan and my oc both agree they will take this to their grave :p

ama abt the plot or my oc if you want lol- I'm just excited to yap abt it (and my user's ra5pberry_jam if anyone's curious)

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Understanding Art

[Please understand that this poem is a little disturbing, and has vague references to sa. Do not read if you are not in a safe state of mind. If you know me personally or believe you might, please ask before reading. Thank you.]

When I try to understand art,

I always come back to one quote credited to Cesar A. Cruz,

“Art is meant to comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable.”

This always stuck with me.

When I understand my own art,

Why I decided to make it, think it,

I ask myself;

“Am I truly disturbed?”

This word feels so intense..

And yet I always come back to it.

The way my mind works certainly feels disturbed.

How else am I to rationalize?

The way it handles a human’s touch,

The way it handles a human’s eyes,

The way it handles a human’s words,

The way it handles a human.

I have never been touched like that,

I have never been looked at like that,

I have never had that said to me,

I am just as human as you, sir.

But when these things occur 

I feel how those poor people felt.

I feel burning prints left on my body.

I feel dirty.

Am I born disturbed?

How can someone be born disturbed,

Sure, I haven’t had the best life-

But not a disturbing one.

Please say it’s not a disturbing one.

I can’t handle the fact I could’ve been ruined-

That I am ruined.

I don’t want to know it could've changed.

So I was just born this way.

Simple. Very simple.

I was just simply born this way.

I was born to see the worst in people.

I was born defensive.

And if my family ever saw the way I was born

They’d be disturbed too.

And I could explain it all [away]

But frankly, I don’t want to.

I don’t want to tell you anything!

Let me be.

I don’t want you to know,

Don’t look at me like that!

Let me lie to myself.

Let me lie.

Let me lay down

Let me go.

I want to lay down and never get up.

I never want to face anyone or anything,

I want to feel simplicity-

I want to lie.

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Sometimes, when I close Amino before it can update and recognize I don't have any notifications, I like to say it has dementia

Y'all think this is early on-set, or is Amino a senile old man??

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lol- i have sfx gore makeup on for a school project and a bunch of my friends have already stopped me and been like "bro you good?"

I <3 gore makeup

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GUYS ITS BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I JOINED TUMBLR WHAT THE HELL 😨😨

WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN

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Stupid Wittle Idea

Ok, chat, I had a silly little idea like a day ago I think is funny enough to share.

For context, a long while back, I had an English project to rewrite a scene of Romeo and Juliet with different characters. I chose characters I had made myself and chose Act 4 scene 1 I think, the one where Mercutio dies lol. Then I remembered that one video where someone has people perform R&J without reading it first and given like bullet points of what has to happen in the scene.

So I had a stupid little idea of rewriting the ENTIRE FUCKING PLAy and then having my silly little friends perform it (I'm friends with theater nerds) But it's so unreasonable I won't even give it the time of day outside of telling Tumblr

lmk if y'all want the link

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Fun idea: To keep with the Skelebros' mysterious yet goofy nature, I'll assign the headcanon that they basically have cartoon logic on their side. It lines up with their weird physics breaking/fourth wall smashing abilities anyway, so what's the fuss?

Here are some examples:

Both of them have hammerspace, so they often pull random crap out of their backsides like it's completely normal.

We already know Sans can use offscreen teleportation and Papyrus can "jump" over things.

Both of them have gravity manipulation, so sure they must often use it on themselves too, right? Imagine Sans walking off a cliff like Wile E Coyote and just... walking on air.

"SANS GET YOUR LAZY ASS OVER HERE I'M STUCK IN THE FLOOR AGAIN!!!!!"

If the situation is FUNNY, the two can get hit and crushed by anything and be completely fine (yes, that includes Mr. 1 HP), but if the situation is NOT funny, or moreso, if they're confronted by a human, they can be hurt and killed, obviously. Rule of Funny, basically.

Bursting out in little songs isn't that uncommon for them, and neither is changing the environment around them to match the song. Papyrus having Disney Princess vibes has taken over my mind for this one.

Why can they do this? Well, there's the "sciencey, playing with magic stuff" idea I proposed in another post, but then again, there are so many theories. Then again, I guess it's all just bullshit. Yup. It's just Skelebro bullshit. No more questions.

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im sorry mabel OWNS those 2000's emojis

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Have you ever seen someone call themselves the victim? That they didn't understand what they did wrong? Ik Tumblr isn't usually a vent app but fuck it we ball

I saw this kid I really don't like yapping online abt how he didn't know what he did wrong, that ppl lie abt him, that he wants people to come talk to him bc he can't apologize and change without it

I agree that if ppl never talk to you you'll never change, but it should be glaringly obvious what he did to me and to many other people he hurt. If he wanted to apologize he should've done so already, he knows where I live, go write a letter to me

I shouldn't have to explain why I was hurt and why I don't want to talk to him- I've been warning people so that they don't make the same mistake I did because everyone who's been his friend or so had gotten hurt. Badly. And the minute he SHOWS that he's CHANGED I will stop!

But he hasn't shown anything, he's gotten visibly worse and incredibly so! If he genuinly cannot see why I am or anyone else is upset and angry with him he is in a river in egypt- DENIAL

Idk, I just genuinely want him to get better. When we were kids and he wasn't kiiiinda not as bad I loved being his friend. But I feel like that little kid's dead, and now there's a shell of someone I once knew and recognized.

I do miss him, but I've been way better without him. Like genuinely these have been very very happy years in my life, even with all the chaos of trying to leave him behind. I've been through a lot and know (because he said so himself) that he still talks about me really sucks, and knowing he still hasn't changed sucks, and knowing he doesn't even think he was in the wrong sucks the most

Idk, just a rant, ifykyk