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sorry if i still owe anyone commissions and sorry for not posting overall, ive just not been well

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Haii, can I ask what brushes do you use? Absolutely adore your art and especially your Beetlejuice 💖

hiiiiii :3 i use Marc Brunet's brush pack, but mainly this one for sketching and lining, my colors are lazy and flat so i just use default bucket tool

i use this one for blending

those are my main go-to, however, i often switch around a billion brushes out of boredom

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im still getting lots of notes every day despite me not posting, and i just want to thank yall for support, it means a lot to me

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They are already selling data to midjourney, and it's very likely your work is already being used to train their models because you have to OPT OUT of this, not opt in. Very scummy of them to roll this out unannounced.

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im glad i already only make/post horribly cropped unfinished poorly drawn characters floating in the void, maybe that will break this ai bullshit

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man, can some nice wealthy people commission me to draw my favorite characters, life would be so much easier

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i miss my wife tails

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i wish i was just a cartoon looking 2d imp

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as holidays approach, im gonna plug my kofi here, just because https://ko-fi.com/lex_econ

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I don’t know how comfortable it is to read this here, but you asked to write to you and I decided that I would write...yes

You are also not required to respond to this ask, as it is not a question. My day is going well, but I feel like I'm starting to slip back into loneliness again. It so happened that I and my interests were always important only to me. And that's fine, but recently I shared one of the concepts with a friend... and only after a while it turned out that he didn't like it all. Again, I don’t understand why they lied to me. But this is not important, because these events are just a mechanism that serves my loneliness and...ugh. You also need to speak out, right? when your head is full of thoughts, it can lead to pain. I don't know if I could help...but I hope you find peace and..if loneliness is getting you down, I hope you find the right people.

im very sorry to hear you're going through this, genuinely hope you'll find peace and joy and be happy i understand to an extent, my closest friends do not share the same interests with me, and if we do have a common interest like games, it feels like (and i hate to say it) that they are "casual" enjoyers while i feel so deep and passionate about the medium im also a person who cannot talk about my interests even with closest friends if i dont know that they genuinely like the thing and express explicit desire to engage on that topic with me ( vampire rules, i dont come in if im not invited lmao), the only people i can have a genuine conversation with about my interests are, not surprisingly, my tumblr friends of which i have only a few its a me problem, and i truely want to be genuine and freely express the joy i feel about things and just not care, because life is so beautiful and people make beautiful things and it all makes me so happy, but i am forever a coward

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Hey I saw ur "lonely posting" for lack of a better term. I just wanted to say that your art is beautiful and I'm so glad you *are* getting attention for it. I have so many artists that I love (fandom specific or otherwise) on this here hellsite, and not many of them get tons of notes.

Remember that your art reaches so many people, people who are lonely too.

Apologies for the soap box but I just wanted you to know who deeply not alone you are and how easy you can and have touched people's hearts.

After all, you've made mine soar with joy ❤️

thank you for such a thoughtfull message i never cared for the amount of notes my art gets, i just want to find likeminded people and make others happy and maybe better myself as artist and as a person in the process messages like yours make me want to keep going

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read "my head is full of screams" on your post at first 'cause my eyes are shitty and I was like me too, dude. Anyway, I hope you're feeling better and that screams are out of the way.

my head is a jar of buzzing bees

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her favorite party ornament 💛 HAPPY FRIENDSHIPAVERSARY TO ONE AND ONLY @sin-sidejob

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I assure you... I am anything BUT a responsible adult... i have been faking it for years. Im bound to be found out.

you are very right and correct, i didnt mean it like adults dont watch shows or enjoy art, i meant that i never thought i'd deserve the attention it also saddens me that some of us have to sacrifice some things we enjoy in order to survive (aka going to work and having no energy afterwards) we'll make it though, we will prevail and prosper, life is beautiful

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do you like musicals? Even ones not on Broadway but posted on YouTube for people to enjoy? They are fun to watch, I highly recommend if your into musicals that could involve Percy Jackson or entirely new concepts that team starkid do. I'm sorry to hear today isn't good for you, but maybe this will help like it does for me!

i do enjoy musicals, cant say im as big of a fan as some people are (cough cough hamilton ), but fan nonetheless i have not seen much though, just Heathers, Beetlejuice, Spongebob and a few of Starkid ones, enjoyed all of em some musicals have been on my bucket list for a bit, i just need to find the time to watch em

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I can tell you about the weird morning i had the other day if you want?

I woke up at about 7 am, as i had to get my little off to school, i came down into the kitchen to start my coffee. And my apartment has this large glass window with a sliding door.

Garfeild window clinging to my sliding glass's screen was a black and white cat.

I knew this cat, She lives next door, some times visits me when im waiting on the bus for kiddo to get on, And then i help her get to her house cus she is a indoor kitty.

Apparently she had gotten out the night before, and when she heard me coming down for coffee had tried to make sure she was seen by me.

Took me a full few minutes to register that i was infact seeing a random cat "floating" as i have crap eye sight, trying to get my attention.

Anyway long story short i got her home so she was safe warm and happy and then finally got my coffee.

first, can i just say that its kinda crazy to me that people with children follow me, like wow a full on responsible adult likes my silly art, holy shit but yea, it sounds really nice that a cat made a little routine with you like that, its very sweet of you to take care of it too thank you for telling me, hope you and your family have a good day :)

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I hate those lonely feels, but hope you're starting to feel better. This anon just woke up and needs to get ready for a small lunch celebration for their grandfather's birthday. Salt, do not remember how old they're turning ... Still hope it'll be good food. Afterwards, hopefully, art and crafts time!

happy birthday grandpa! hope you have a nice day and the food is good im in a stage where nothing bad is happening for now, but my brain still feels slimy and gross, ill get through it, but sometimes you just never know when

just wanted to talk to people about silly stuff