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My mum can’t afford my meds rn lolll. Soooo I’ve been obsessively crocheting I made a hair bandana and a blanket tmr I’m making fake ivy for my walls. Also my little brother dumped my large thing of yeast in to a jar that had coloured water in it so I want to throw him out the window

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One of my Favourite things about magic is it’s all intentions. Like all of it it’s great

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My brain rn

Don’t kill your self,,, knit!!!😀

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This is making me feral

This is my aesthetic. I've found it at last. mountain road signs bearing sexual puns.

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they should invent a loneliness that’s bearable

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POV: the only thing keeping you alive is baking ur cat and the knowledge that if I kms it’ll be expensive for my mum and we can’t afford shit rn so deff not a funeral

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And for sure he second night in a row I can’t close my eyes. No matter how tired, I can’t sleep. My brain is working overtime and I truly wish it wasn’t. Anyways every time I close my eyes I want to kms so imma not sleep till 530 am again lol

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The sexy girl bots have found me. How do I remove them

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my Minecraft is on drugs

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I’m not getting better and I don’t know how. It all hurts all the ducking time and I can’t remember anything

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Yes it’s yell

Are you a “I don’t check my notifications. I have 2538 unread emails” mentally ill and/or neurodivergent person or a “ I have to check all my notifications because that little red bubble in the right corner of every app fucks with my vibe” mentally ill and/or neurodivergent person?

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Ladies and gentlemen ✨him✨

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How do you explain that your defective when they won’t hear you. I have to clean I’m supposed to clean and I feel so bad for not cleaning but I can’t I’m am stuck on my back like a bug and they keep telling me if you say you can’t then you won’t try. I am trying but I can’t. They don’t understand how much I can’t and I can’t deal with anyone in my room especially if they are touching my stuff. I have sat here sobbing because I can’t clean like a normal person. They won’t hear me they’ve closed their eyes. I’m just “lazy” and “being unfair”. There is no more juice left in the carton. And I want to die or relapse or something, I have to do something, I’ve put off drinking water even though I’m so dehydrated. I’m shaking and sobbing. But if I don’t clean social services will take me. I don’t want to leave but I can’t clean. It’s my fault why am I broken.

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My brother just said I feel like mildly microwaved milk. Than he handed me a Dr Pepper. That was a weird interaction.

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im committing criomeewsasw i wanna ngo hoaemkwmwwweww

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yhavingv a austims moment i want to home nowwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!\\ but I have to wait 30 or more minutes for my gramma to get home to take me to my houseseses

i want my mum to tajek me home like riought noiwwwewwqwwwwww

im being a little bithc but dstilll i wannna go homeeemememeeee i am uoppseetttttttt

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took my septum out for the first time in my grandmas bathroom whos house I am living at