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I feel like we don’t talk enough about Andrew’s “tell me no” after their first kiss, like Andrew likes Neil so much he doesn’t trust himself to stop, but he knows he would if Neil asked him to.

I think when Neil kisses him back Andrew realizes his feelings could be reciprocated and that scares him. Like I think a small part of him wanted Neil to reject him because he’s familiar with people rejecting him. Meanwhile, Neil makes an active effort to understand him and he stays with the foxes for him. I know a lot of people suggest Andrew stops because he felt that he made Neil uncomfortable, but by the way Neil reacts I would say it’s because Neil reciprocated the kiss and Andrew wasn’t fully expecting that.

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fox sleepover

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We owe you for capturing this Dan.

Cr: darri.ti (on ig)

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Jeremy finding Jean on the lawns again except this time Jean puts his notes away and lies down next to him. And Jeremy turns his head and stares at him curiously but Jean only offers a “English is a terrible language and should have never been invented”. And Jeremy laughs and the world narrows down to the two of them even though there’s music playing from somewhere and chatter of students all around. And Jeremy’s starting to drift between the gentle sounds of the breeze thru the grass and the sound of Jean’s breathing, until Jean says, “my sister …she liked to watch the sky.” And suddenly Jeremy is very awake. And torn between holding his breath and waiting for more or asking. But Jean is quiet so Jeremy stays quiet too, until Jean lifts his arm and points out a cloud and says “she’d say that one looked like a duck.”

And Jeremy stares and stares at the cloud, trying to make out a duck but he cannot see it for the life of him. And then Jean turns to him with a sort of wry smile on his face and says, “she’d tell you they were all ducks, if you let her. She went through a phrase.”

And Jeremy would whisper, “phase.”

And Jean would scoff, “English.”

And they’d stare up at the ducks together.

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I apologize in advance

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ao3 manhandling me into andrew minyard appreciation, practice sketch

(opened commissions)

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Fuck this entire world. He just wants a father. I am going to die

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I made this when I was reading the first book!

I had no idea of how the rackets were supposed to look like, so I just drew whatever this is in his hands lmaoooajsjjsjwj

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my dear friend Jeremy Knox

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I love this scene SO much

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andrew minyard :

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Time to surprise you with a spicy little drawing of Neil Abram Josten 💥🧡 All my "All for the Game" folks — this one’s for you! Hope you like it 😏🎨

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Will you teach me when he’s not watching? It could be our secret.

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quick drawing to celebrate that the sunshine court just got released in spanish!!!

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”Remember this feeling. This is the moment you stop being the rabbit.”