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[oh-no-its-hazel]

Diary Entry 1 ~ My best friend is a bully

Warning: these are not to aim at anyone or to hurt anyone, or even offend anyone, these are generally for me so I can rant No real names will be mentioned either.

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So when I was younger, there was this girl, she's called Olivia, the only way I could describe mine and hers friendship is, she was like a sister to me. We was like family together so you can imagine how close me and her was.

No matter what, everyone at school always saw her as the "goody good golden girl" only reason why is because she was never in trouble, she was the popular girl in the I guess you could say nerd group? She had long silky hair, hazel eyes and little freckles across her face, so a few people had a crush on her.

Anyway, one day I told her well confronted her that Im now emo, now she's always claimed that she was goth, and when people found out I was emo. I started having a lot more friends, and I was never that girl who loves using filters from Snapchat. It was just using a phone. A lot of people said my photos are photogenic. And a model. After I had more likes and I guess more attention, Olivia put on her facebook that she was jealous of me.

I got confused, why was she jealous? A few days after that I went Into school saying I was spreading rumours and lies about Olivia, my mouth dropped and was so confused. I never said anything about her? I confronted her about it and she goes right in front of everyone "you spoke about me, I hate you!" I was speechless. I never spoke about her.

This kept happening for a week, the lies kept getting worse and worse, I went up to her and asked her if me and her could speak things out as I know me and her both gone through some tough things. So, as normal we sorted things out.

I noticed something odd about her, she came up to me and her friends. And said

"Ugh I hate my mom"

We all asked why

"I tried committing suicide, and my mum walked in on me trying to climb out the window, she told me she didn't care and said to jump anyway"

Everyone was all like "oh no poor you Olivia, why would she do that"

But I knew something fishy was going on, I knew her mum would never do this. Then she started telling more and more things! She said things like

"oh my therapist locked me in the room", "my mum sat there while I was having a panic attack and said I can get over it"

I knew something wasn't right it was a gut instinct, then she dared to say "I don't want to have a mum, I wish she could die!" Right in front of my friend who's mum only just passed away from cancer!

This was getting way out of hand, so I went up to her little sister who was in year 7, and asked her all about what her mum did. She denied everything she said her mum would never do that to her. And that's when I knew Olivia was lying!

So I confronted her! And you know what she said?

"Pfttt Hazel please, everyone will believe me, and you better shut your f*cking mouth otherwise I'll ruin your life"

My mouth dropped when she swore as she never swears, I knew she was using her goody good too shoes little powers to ruin my life but I told everyone anyway that she was lying, no one believed me and Olivia did exactly what she said... Ruined my life..

So I spoke to her over Tumblr

Me: Olivia why would you do that?! Why would you be so cold hearted like that?

Liv: Because I hated you! I always hated you! Ever since you got all those friends!

Me: so you are jealous? You do realise this whole thing is messing up my mental health because you are being pathetic?!

Liv: Pfttt if you are so bothered by it, why can't you slit your wrist, you always do it for attention.

My blood boiled, so much, so what did I do? Took all the evidence and showed it to everyone! And showed them all how much of a cold hearted bitch she was!

Karma came straight to her, she got bullied, until she moved to pre 16 college.

Now its been 4 years since I spoken to her, and she still harassing me til this day! She's still trying to spread lies about me, shes still lying about everything. I just want her to leave me alone!