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Everyone loves to preach that "life is short!" no one so much loves to preach how dreadingly long it is.

Yeah sure, I look back at this time last year & it flew by, I lived fast.

Hindsight isn't always 20/20,

what about how everyday that I lived felt like an entire lifetime?

What about how everyday it didn't feel like I was the same person tonight as I was this morning?

Time moves slowly for me the hours drag on &

a constant sense of boredom consumes me.

I watch the hours go by,

I feel my white blood cells turn to red.

Don't take this the wrong way, for life does not bore me.

I'm curious & I'm passionate,

I love & I hate,

I'm merely referring to the neutral state between these human antics.

I'm referring to the constant void that is my consciousness.

Satisfaction is a boredom induced daydream to me, how could I ever expect to sustain a satisfaction, when with the 24 hours of the day, I am 24 different people.

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i have been so inconsistent with everything around me i feel so detached from reality forgive me for not being 100%

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#train #mine #lo-res

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#mine #mermaid

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