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offblog288 Ā· 17 days ago
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Yā€™all, look what I got for Christmas :,) Iā€™m so excited to read these, and I just wanted to share it here!
Thatā€™s all :))
(photo-quality ain't the best)
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offblog288 Ā· 21 days ago
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Iā€™ve been thinking about posting something Dwk-related for a while, but since Iā€™m not great at drawing, I thought Iā€™d try writing a fanfiction instead. I had the idea for a Vanessa lesbo fanfic or so, and honestly, itā€™s been fun so far :)
Now Iā€™m just not sure if I should only post it on Ao3 or share it here too. Iā€™ll consider it tho
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offblog288 Ā· 22 days ago
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offblog288 Ā· 3 months ago
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Stuck on the high way
I had the thought of the bunch doing a roadtrip and since Iā€˜m not really a fanfiction writer or a writer in general I did what I do best and just drew the concept. I had some real fun w/ this
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Oh and also look at Jojo sleeping in the backā€¦
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offblog288 Ā· 3 months ago
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The queen herself - Vanessa
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offblog288 Ā· 2 years ago
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Ghost (Simon Riley) NSFW alphabet
18+ stuff reading is on your own
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A = Aftercare (what they're like after sex)
- he likes to take time with you
- asking if you're okay, if you need something or if something feels wrong, and if it does he's the first one that looks what's wrong
- as I said, he likes to take time with you
- cleaning you up is important for him, not only is it important for your health (mentally and physically) but also is a very intimate moment
- after you both are clean, the sheets are fresh and everything's is as it was before he likes to lay beside you
- he just lays on his back, and if you want to cuddle you just have to take what you want
- with your head on his arm, your arm laying on his chest and one leg over both of his he gently strokes your back
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner's)
- he loves every part of you, but if he has to decide it's your titts and your eyes
- and if you don't have titts it's your ass and eyes
- he loves to bite in your nips and leaving hickeys on your titts
- but he also loves to look into your eyes while he fucks you sore
- he loves to see how love drunk you get when he hits your sweet spotsĀ  over and over again
- he also loves to smack your ass, to see how red it goes with one single hit turns him on... he's a little sadist
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He likes to cum in your face, not even your mouth but your face and chest. To see his cum dripping down your cheeks or your chin, running down your chest to your stomach could let this man cum again.
He marked you as his, and his only and it takes him a whole lot to not take a picture of you full of his cum, but if you allow him, he does.
But he doesn't plan on having baby's that fast with you, so if you have an uterus you either take the pill, he uses condoms (he doesn't like them that much tho) or you're lucky and can't get pregnant at all
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He get boners a lot, like a LOT. One of the reasons he wears pants that hide that or even something that hides his big friend in general
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
He doesn't have a lot of experience, had only a few before you and not once was it a relationship, just a quick fuck with mask and clothes on, but he learned fast, extremely fast. He knows how to fuck you, how to get your eyes rolled up, to get you screaming his name and to plea to let you cum.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
As I said, he loves to look into your eyes, it gives him that dominance and controlling feeling he needs to get off. So missionary... BUT he also loves doggy, again he likes the dominance he has over you but, thereā€™s another position he loves and thatā€™s when youā€™re riding him. So he has control over you and he can look into your eyes, such a win win situation for him
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Sorry but besides dad jokesĀ  in the begging he's dead serious. He doesn't like to joke around in general and in a moment he's so vulnerable it's a absolutely No Go for him. He may smile over a funny comment of you but he wouldn't make a joke on his own
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He's not hairy in general, he doesn't really have any leg hair at all, and the hair he has is soft and almost invisible the same goes for every other part of his body besides his head. But he also doesn't like the hair he has, so he shaves himself like every week to stay hairless (ofc not when heā€™s in the field but when heā€™s home)
He doesn't give fuck about you having hair, he loves you with it and he loves you without it
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He didn't need it when he was learning, but with you he needs it, it's like breathing air. He may like the rough sex most of the time but he also needs the slow and intimate moments.
He burries his head in your neck, pressing his body as much as he can against yours just to feel you, to smell you, to know you're here. To know you care for him, to know you're his and only his and that you'll never leave. It's important for him, without it he wouldn't stay.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
As I said, he gets boners regularly. Most of the time when he hears your voice and heā€™s already like a month away from you. What Iā€™m trying to say he can't control his body that good and it's enough to hear you to get him hard. He just desires you, every single part of you, he needs you like air and that he's most of the year away from you doesn't make it any better. So he asks if it's okay for you that he gets himself off with your voice
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Size kink, definitely. He likes to top his partner, be it in size or dominance. He also likes to blindfold you, so that you only feel what he's doing not knowing what he's about to do next
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
His house, like everywhere. Every single inch of his house is a good place do fuck you. Ofc there's parts of the house he likes more than others, for example the bedroom. The house is like Fort Knox but especially the bedroom is safe, so that's his favorite place to make you s-cream
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Simply you.
Youā€™re his motivation for everything, be it to live through the mission or be it in bed to make you cum. Itā€™s his personal goal to make you happy, to see that heā€™s the one that fills your eyes with love, with lust, with pride and desire.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
He wouldnā€™t dare to hurt you, not at all. He canā€™t control his body that good, just as I said but that belongs to his strength too. Heā€™s an monster when it comes to pure muscle strength even tho he doesnā€™t look like that, not really with his gear on at least. So he may use a knife to cut youā€™re clothes off but thatā€™s it, he may even wrap his hand around your throat but only enough so that you feel his hand, he wouldnā€™t squeeze cause again, heā€™s scared he might break your neck.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He preferred receiving before he meet you, not once got down for anyone. After meeting you it changed. He now prefers to give instead of receive, simply because he loves how he makes you feel, to see your teary lust filled eyes. He doesnā€™t complain if you ask him to give him a nice "giftā€œ, but you donā€™t really control the pace
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He can be whatever he needs to be. You want it fast and rough? Youā€™re sore after that. You want it slow and sensual? Watch this man fuck you for hours with the sweetest praises ever heard.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He learned with quickies, and to be honest he still likes them. You both are at home, about to go to a dinner with soap and his fiancĆ© and he sees you in your outfit for the night, watch him already fuck you with his eyes. He would bend you over the next surface he finds, mostly the kitchenette or something similar, asking if itā€™s okay for you if he fucks you right now.
Donā€™t worry, you both wouldnā€™t show up to soap and his fiancĆ©s house to late, youā€™re good in timeā€¦. Youā€™re just already filled to the prim- not with food tho
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Heā€™s already on high alert like 24/7, he wouldnā€™t risk to fuck you anywhere where people could possible see you. Heā€™s to scared of sniper or someone like that.
But thereā€™s an exception, when you happen to bring him to base or to meet him there after a long mission he likes to take you with him, mostly to either say goodbye or to say hello. He likes to fuck you in a small room, barely enough to fit the both of you and only he has a key to it- but you shouldnā€™t be too loud there, they may canā€™t see you, but they can hear you.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He can go for hours without to cum.
The first time he only let you cum once, not wanting to overwhelm you already but enough to make your head spin.
The times after that he starts to get more comfortable with you, so it wouldnā€™t stay with only one round per Love making session.
He can go for 3-5 rounds most of the time, but when he's exhausted it would be two or three rounds
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He doesnā€™t own any, he simply had persons before he meet you to get him offā€¦ so he saw the people he used to fuck as his toysā€¦
He doesnā€™t mind if you own them, heā€™s away for a long time and he knows you need to get off too. I mean, he prefers when you fuck yourself instead of letting another man/woman touch you. If you want to use toys while doing it with him heā€™s okay with that, toys are his supporters not his enemies.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Heā€™s a bitch, heā€™s not only unfair heā€™s worse. He loves to tease you, especially when you both have to go somewhere or when youā€™re about to cum. He loves to see your reed checks, your puffy eyes filled with the need to cum. He also loves to tease you while you both are with someone other (mostly soap, his fiancĆ©, price or even laswell with her wife), nobody would notice cause it only looks like he whispers something in your ear, not unusual for him to do cause he doesnā€™t like taking that much.
But fuck- he tells you stuff that makes your cheeks glow red as a Christmas ornamentā€¦ oh and donā€™t let anyone know what he told you
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Heā€™s not really loud, besides dark moans, grumbles, and growls from time to time. The only thing he canā€™t control is his breath, he breathes loudly, sometimes stop to not cum already.
But thereā€™s another sound, sometimes it happens that he whimpers, he doesnā€™t do that intentionally and he is embarrassed when it happens but that only means heā€™s overwhelmed with the feeling.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Most of the time people only call him ghost, and if heā€™s honest he likes that name more than his real one BUT if you whimper his name (Simon) or moan his name while he fucks you while your arms are wrapped around his neck and your face burried in his neck is something that drives him crazy. He also loves lingeries on you, especially red ones and- if you want to drive him even more crazy put one of his masks on and some black-red lingeries with a bit of his tactical gear. Believe me, youā€™re not leaving the bed till youā€™re sore and filled to the primā€¦
X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
Heā€™s a huge man, his dick is also huge. Heā€™s 8 inch long and heā€™s thick with two thick veins and 2-3 smaller ones. Heā€™s also circumcised
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
If he could, he would fuck you 24/7, it once was just for pleasure but with you itā€™s something more. For him itā€™s a way to show you how much he loves you, how much he desires you, how much you mean for him. For him itā€™s a way to connect with you like nobody else can.
So yeah, heā€™s pretty needy for you.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He canā€™t fall asleep right away, no matter how tired he is. He watches you when you fall asleep, smiling over your peaceful face while cuddling with him. It gives him a warm and loving feeling in his stomach, cause he knows your his, and heā€™s yours, that heā€™s the one that is able to be with youā€¦ his personal angel. He eventually falls asleep but he needs about 2-3 hours to do so
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offblog288 Ā· 2 years ago
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Ghost scenarios x reader
This was especially made for a very good friend of mine cause she made me a headcanon without the need to do it, and if youā€™re reading that darlin, I absolutely adore you! Youā€™re better than Iā€™ll ever be and you deserve better than I can serve, but I still hope you like it <3
Warning āš ļø. 18+ stuffļæ¼, toxic behavior, f reader
Scenario 1: Someoneā€™s flirting with you
- heā€™s always watching you when heā€™s around, not even a second youā€™re out of his sight. Not. A. Second.
- He always wears a mask, no matter if heā€™s on a mission or just casually grocery shopping with you
- heā€™s a pretty big guy, not a single soul would even dare to look at you under his watch
- but thereā€™s a few moments he does leave you alone
- you forgot something in your car and you canā€™t leave wherever youā€™re are right now? He leaves to bring it to you
- Or you need to go to the restroom but told him to wait for you at your table
- these are the only moments people find the balls to flirt with you while heā€™s around
- he is a ghost, he acts like one too
- but not only is he a ghost, heā€™s also a hawk with how good his eyes are, so seeing how uncomfortable you are from across the room is nothing special
- he appears out of nowhere
- not behind you, but behind the guy and most of the time it scares the assholes away without him using any words when you introduce him to the stranger as your boyfriend/fiancƩ/ husband
- he knows youā€™re a big girl so he doesnā€™t do anything other than stay by your side while you try to handle the situation.
- but his aura is already enough to scare well trained soldiers away, some idjit in a bar/ restaurant or shop is no threat, not even a bit
- if the idjit decides to not leave you alone after they know that youā€™re taken, he shoves you behind him to break the eye contact that scum has with you
- at this point every normal human being would accept that youā€™re not on the market and go
- and when they donā€™t, he just grabs you by your hand and leaves, not wanting to cause any troubles
- But you remember I said that he wears a mask like 24/7?
- well, thatā€™s an opportunity to insult him and people will take it
- he acts like he doesnā€™t care that they call him freak, even tho they see that you wear a mask as wellā€¦
- itā€™s more that he knows whatā€™s under his mask, what heā€™s hiding
- A reminder that he wasn't always as strong as he is today, and even after all those years, itā€™s a scar that never healed
- he himself think heā€™s a freak and even tho he knows you love him, thereā€™s always this question in his head when people say that you deserve betterā€¦ if someone normal guy would be better for you, someone less like him someone that is not a monster
Scenario 2: PDA
- heā€™s not a fan of it, at least not when youā€™re not home alone
- thereā€™s some reason for him to do not like it
- one of it is that he doesnā€™t want to show anyone that he is still capable of feeling something
- one of the others is that heā€™s paranoid
- heā€™s extra careful when he comes home to you
- he even drives 50-100 miles in the wrong direction or in big cycles till he knows he can disappear without anyone seeing him
- another would be that he wants to keep things private
- he feels awkward watching other people kiss or ā€žmaking outā€œ while being in public, it just gives him a ick
- of course he gives you a kiss if you ask him too but would rather give it you somewhere where nobody can see his face
- he leans down, hiding his face the best as he can before giving you a short kiss
- but thereā€™s rare occasions when he gives you a kiss on his own, mostly when youā€™re under a mistletoe around Christmas time
- besides kissing he would take your hand if you again ask him to do so
- but most of the time he just remains very close to you, always by your side just like a guard dog- well, he somehow is
- he can see in your eyes that you desire the same treatment soap gives his fiancĆ© and what his fiancĆ© gives him (when you happen to pick him up from the base, but thatā€™s rare)
- To see soaps fiancƩ kiss him, hug him to even see a bit too much pda for your liking wakes a deep desire in you
- it hurts him to see you like that, but he just canā€™t show you that when other people are around
A bit of a bonus :
- soap fiancƩ already scolded him to at least give you a hug
- he knows soaps fiancĆ©, and he knows that youā€™re friends with them too
- He just huffs, telling John to leash his fiancƩ only to pick you up and carrying you to the car
- he drives you home immediately
- there he can give you what you want
- and youā€™re not leaving the bed for the next hours
- whatever you ask him too, he will give it to you.
Scenario 3: Jealousy.
- he gets jealous very quickly
- you never ever notice that, not when heā€™s just ā€œnormalā€ jealous
- heā€™s good in keeping his feelings hidden
- he was almo- no, he was scared shitless the first time you meet soap
- he didnā€™t knew that soap had already a fiancĆ© when he first meet you so he remained VERY close to you, trying to make soaps jokes as lame as he can cause he knows, soap ā€œisā€(was) a big player and is a king in seducing
- it leaves a bitter and nasty taste on his tongue but he would NEVER admit heā€™s jealous, not in front of others at least
- he knows you deserve better than him, that someone like soap, a funny, caring and touchy man is better than a monster like him
- heā€™s kinda toxic to be honest
- it already makes him mad whenever you just smile over a comment from another person
- when youā€™re not around he will threaten everyone that even thinks about talking to you
- imagine seeing him flabbergasted when he comes home, youā€™re sitting on the floor in the middle of the living room, next to you three glasses two of em are filled with wine and with soap sitting next to you
- the first few seconds he just stares at you, till his eyes focus his soap thatā€™s next to you
- he definitely sees red, and wouldnā€™t it be for another person entering the living room with another glass and sandwiches in their hand he would have killed soap there and than
- after soap tells him that his fiancƩ is good friends with you, he just sits next to you, to embarrassed to do anything
- well - till he the moment he finally understands that soap drove there too and potentially leaked your home heā€™s NOT happy, not the slightest
- but back to just jealousy
- he really hates seeing you with person he thinks they could be better for you
- he hides you from price, not cause he thinks heā€™s a threat- no, simply cause heā€™s the only one that could see how jealous he really is
- but he NEVER thinks you would cheat on him
Scenario 4: Mornings and daily routine
- no matter if youā€™re an early bird or not, heā€™s ALWAYS awake before you even leave the deep sleep phase
- he never leaves the bed tho
- he just continues to hold you or to pull you closer to him, stroking over your cheek or kissing your forehead
- he always sleeps on his back, he never turns around nor does he move the slightest in his sleep
- itā€™s like laying next to a corpse ā€¦ you canā€™t hear him breath either
- he waits for you to wake up, so he can take you to his morning shower and to do the other basic stuff like brushing teethā€™s or using the toilet (he gives a fuck if youā€™re the one on the toilet or he is, he saw worse and youā€™re his partner, thereā€™s nothing to hide)
- he likes to pamper you
- after the ~hot~(cold) shower he demands youā€™re going back to bed for breakfast, he just wants to enjoy the moment of peace
- he makes the BEST tea, coffee and even hot chocolate! like for real he just knows stuff we donā€™t
- heā€™s your housewife *cough*
- after breakfast he just enjoy to hold you close to him, but if you need to go somewhere heā€™s going with you- or at least he put his clothes on too(more than just a boxer and a shirt )
- he helps you get dressed
- (he likes to undress you more)
- he runs his fingers along your leg, placing kisses all over your thighs while kneeling in front of you and trying to pull your jeans up
- he may not show pda when youā€™re not home, but he leaves big ass hickeys on your neck so that EVERYONE knows youā€™re taken
Scenario 5: Giving and receiving 18+
- 50/50
- He loves to eat you out
- and he knows exactly how to make you squirm beneath him
- heā€™s a bastard, he loves to hear you whimper for more and he will not do ANYTHING if you donā€™t plea
- and even tho youā€™re the one between his legs, this man will NOT give you the opportunity to top him
- he loves to see you struggling but wouldnā€™t do anything youā€™re not okay with
- but even tho heā€™s the og top, your pleasure comes for his own
- he doesnā€™t even care if he doesnā€™t cum or get any pleasure, he wants to know he did everything to make your thoughts blurry and foggy, thatā€™s what he wants
- he loves every inch of you and he will tell you that, heā€™s much into praise
(I may make a better version of 5. Later )
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offblog288 Ā· 2 years ago
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Ghost x Reader (How he meet you, and how he noticed heā€™s in love)
Made for: @unkown-off
- it would be Johnny that introduce ghost to you
- soap meet you outside the base, he was a bit lost since his phone died in a city he didnā€™t knew, in a county where he couldnā€™t understand anything that was written on the signs
- he instantly befriends you and stayed in touch even tho heā€™s quite a busy fella
- the first time meeting ghost would be awkward for all three of you
- to be real, ghost would mostly just stare at you, not blinking, no breathing just staring
- that creeps you out a bit
- soap would hit him playfully telling him to not scare his friends
- it takes ghost a shit ton of time to warm up to you
- not are you only a civilian, no, your younger than him, shorter than him, friendlier than him and youā€™re not British
- He wouldnā€™t let you touch him, at least not at first
- he acts around you a bit moreā€¦ friendlier than with soap or the others
- mostly because he doesnā€™t want to scare the living shit out of you
- he doesnā€™t talk about himself often, only listen to yourself and whatever is on your mind
- when heā€™s away he sometimes call you, mostly in the middle of the night
- he just enjoy to hear your soft voice
- that would be the moment he understands that he has feelings for you
- feelings he shouldnā€™t have
- after that he acts even more awkward around you
- soap and price notice that ofc but wouldnā€™t say a word
- your soaps friend
- price only sees you as a breathing target for bad guys
- he would recommend to hide yourself a bit better when you leave and enter the base
- price acts like heā€™s your dad
- heā€™s your cool dad
- itā€™s something that fucks Simon up
- he hates to see you interacting with the others so well
- he slightly has some issues
- he thinks the others would be way better for you than a monster like him, especially soap that is so much better than he ever could
- you have to confront him why heā€™s acting all that awkward
- he tries to explain himself but fails terrible
- he just canā€™t talk about his feelings
- but he can at least try to show them
- you notice flowers laying next to your front door
- he buys you a shit ton of stuff he thinks you like
- when heā€™s around he lets you color his tattoos
- he doesnā€™t quite fit into the cuddling stuff but he would try at least to give you hugs and slight touches
- he wouldnā€™t tell you his feelings for you
- not if he doesnā€™t have to
- but after a while he knew you had to know the truth
- heā€™s scared to confront you with that topic
- you mean so much to him, the thought of loosing you because he couldnā€™t hide his feelings anymore almost broke him
- he knows a lot of friendship break because one gets feelingsā€¦ he doesnā€™t want to loose you
- he try to make it less awkward in taking you out to a ā€œdateā€
- you donā€™t know itā€™s a date, he doesnā€™t know it too
- he just thinks itā€™s better to tell you outside while doing something
- he takes you to a picnic in the woods
- he trys to tell you his feelings, but stops cause he finds himself too awkward and says something about how beautiful the trees areā€¦ yeah, less awkward cough
- but you interrupt him, telling him that you have to tell him something
- watch this man go all into panic mode in less than a few seconds
- the moment you tell him that you have feelings for him makes his brain stop working
- you- you like him back?!
- donā€™t get me wrong, he stays awkwardā€¦ but now you own that awkwardnessā€¦
- You own a ghost
- and he knows he owns you too
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Hello can I have a MW2 matchup please?
I am a girl, 166cm tall and have a normal weight with a feminine body, my eyes are gray-blue and my hair is darkblond and long. I have no glasses or other impairments, my character is (Intj-t) I'm calm and melancholic, to my fellow men I am quite insensitive or even a bit apathetic. With new people I always show a critical look and am very selective. I see through the superficial very quickly and if I notice that someone is not good for me, I distance myself from the person.
But with people I trust and like, I also show my nice and loving side. (even if it is sometimes difficult for me to show it).And if I show it, then mostly by rather "smaller" touches like on the arm, back (neck), chest, hand or just standing a little close to the person and be with them. And if I do say it, then very direct but still emotional.
I am quite self-confident when I speak or do something, but when it comes to sexual relations I am still insecure (I am a virgin). Therefore I would say 60%(generally quite certain ["self-confident"] in the things I say/do and 40% in romantic/sexual or something with closer physical contact.)
Also, I would probably be more sociable when few/no one is around or near, because in my opinion that is something deep between two people, which I would like to enjoy then (probably then rather smaller touches when others are around).
Nevertheless it is with me often however still in such a way that I with me (self-esteem) and appearance still to fight have (I am insecure over my external appearance and doubt often also that my existence has a sense), for example if someone reduces me on my existence or appearance itself then with me noticeably ( I will try with this person as well it goes no more to speak or try contact with it to avoid, so that such a thing does not occur). Although I hate to show when someone manages to hurt me and therefore always try to maintain an emotionless mien/pokerface, but this can decay after a certain time (often saying these insults) and you can notice that it hurts me, what the person said to me.
And if my partner also has such problems as I have (or other psychological problems or with his physical looks), then I will prove him the opposite and try as well as possible with some kind words him these thoughts to get away .
Then briefly positive qualities about me, I have a great perseverance in terms of learning or work (eg "housewife" activities or even in the medical field, maybe that's a reason why I'm sometimes overprotective) and I can adapt well to a routine or my tasks that I should do. I am also not the type of person who complains, I can follow requirements without complaining (this does not mean that I cannot express my own opinion, I just know when it is good to mention it and when not). I always like to learn and I can accept improvements, and I am very loyal and always listen to their stories/problems.
Negative characteristics of me are that I am sometimes too honest or direct and thus unknowingly/unintentionally tell someone something that they would actually rather not have heard. Or I dissappears when I'm not ok, need space of everyone and being cold to everybody also to them I love (I always regret it, because I don't really want to be like that, but I need my "protective shield").
And I am also afraid that the people I love will be taken away from me, I already have a few and then they will be taken away from me? No, I am very selfish and try everything to prevent that.
Besides, my hobbies are reading and doing my routine well and I like nature (being outside at night) and also (pets) animals, I also like to take care of them and pet them. As for my music taste, it is quite wide I listen to everything. My clothing style is quite simple as I always wear long things and not skin showing, otherwise I feel uncomfortable and therefore prefer to keep my body "covered".
I'm sorry it's a lot of text and just do it if you want to and you have time for this, anyway thank you for reading this. :)
I had to think about your matchup really really hard, not that is was bad or that I didnā€™t know who I would pick for you, everything but that. I just wanted to take time with it, to be 101% sure what I want to write. I hope youā€™re not to angry with me
Iā€™m gonna match you with Ghost.
You and ghost share some personality traits, and overall I think you both would fit perfect.
You both are more in the quite and anti social side, you both rather enjoy your time alone than with people you canā€™t really connect.
Ghost can see a lot of himself in you, let it be his old self and his current one, itā€™s one of the reasons he took an eye of you.
Ghost doesnā€™t really speak, only when itā€™s needed so most of the time he would only listen to you, but again as I said when he needs to speak he does.
He knows your little issues with yourself, he knows every flaw you think you have and he will do everything to convince you otherwise.
Donā€™t get me wrong he wouldnā€™t sugarcoat his words, he would give you a fact after fact after fact explaining why you donā€™t have to be so hard to yourself.
BUT if he notice that his words are to harsh, he tries to do better and he will change for you, and only you.
When it comes to intimacy heā€™s quite experienced but it were always one night stands, nothing personal, just Sex. And even though your not his first time, your his first time in a relationship. As I said, it was always sex nothing more, so he would take time with you, especially with you being a virgin. If your not ready he wouldnā€™t force you to anything, he would even stop you, asking if you really want that or if you only want to do it for him.
Heā€™s not much into PDA, he hates it especially if you happen to be at the base, as a civilian or soldier it doesnā€™t matter, he will treat you like everyone else. Heā€™s just way to scared to loose you, to loose the only human that really mean something for him, that he loves.
But just like you, he would show his affection trough his actions. Standing next to you, close but not too close that anyone would notice but you. Slight touches when he walks past you or when heā€™s in public and without as mask (like a normal human being) he would take one of your fingers, holding it to have you close but not enough for everyone to notice.
He knows you better than you know yourself, so he would notice the slightest change in your mood or even just your eyes. If you happen to talk to a person and they insult you in a way any other person would think they mean it as a joke he notice the change in your eyes. Even though he doesnā€™t talk much, he would gladly talk the moment that asshead continues to shit talk you. Oh, and he knows how to use his voice, his height and his aura to make sure that assholes never tries to do smt like that again.
If it happens and he isnā€™t around he would notice your change too, he would ask you directly about it, wanting to know what happened. He knows he canā€™t just decide to hunt that asshole as ghost, he would loose his career and maybe even you, his enemies are everywhere. So he would ask you if he can accompany you the next time you have to meet with that aushole, and believe me, he would make sure that something like that never happen again.
He loves how you adapt to situations so quickly, how youā€™re willingly to learn new stuff or to actually listen to him.
He doesnā€™t think your honesty is something bad. He would rather hear a rough word that gets the job done than a sugarcoated one that doesnā€™t help. When you disappear he knows that he shouldnā€™t enter your space, as long as you donā€™t want him to enter it. He always disappears too if something wrong, so heā€™s definitely doesnā€™t judge you for that, but maybe he would try to at least give you some comfort while you shut yourself down on anyone. He knows that when your in your darkplace you say stuff you later regret, so he would make sure to bring you stuff like the book you love, or your tablet with snacks or a tea/coffee/hot chocolate anything he thinks might help you to be at least comfortable. Heā€™s a ghost, you wouldnā€™t notice it till the smell of your favorite snack/ drink enters your nostrils.
He lost so much, he would hide you like a gem.
Nobody, really nobody would know your name, how you look like, where youā€™re from or anything else. Nothing and nobody, not even price.
But he would make sure to somehow contact you while heā€™s away, fighting for his country, for you and for your safety. He knows his job is dangerous so it would only be a ā€œIā€™m alright" or "ā™„ļøā€ to let you know heā€™s safe.
He likes just to watch you doing stuff you enjoy, he doesnā€™t really has anything himself he enjoys besides watching you or listing to whatever you want to talk about.
But he likes your hobbies, but not really that you go outside at night, heā€™s just scared of you being hurtā€¦ he would train a dog and give it to you to know your save and that you can enjoy late night walks, watching stars or something like that (he said that, not me ;))
He would ask you if you want a cat or maybe rabbits to accompany while heā€™s away even though you have a Rottweiler that reminds you of your boyfriend.
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Afterword: I really really hope you liked your matchup :)
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