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Happy Anniversary

My husband @ofchaosncros,

Nine months flew by! I know that we have bumpy days. There's no one else I would rather spend forever with. I love you, baby.

Always,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

I've had a crush on you since we were kids. Now I get to spend forever with you. I love you so much.

Forever,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

You are my everything. I love you so much. I can't wait to see what's to come.

Always,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

There isn't a day that goes by that I haven't fallen in love with you. I love you so much, baby. Thank you for loving me back.

Always,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

I love you. You make my heart do flips. Thank you for making me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

Always,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

You are my world and there's never gonna be a day that I don't love you.

Yours,

Cilla

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Happy Anniversary

My Taz @ofchaosncros,

Eight months? Can you believe that? One more month and a baby will pop out! I am kidding. I love you so much. Thank you for being my king even on the bad days.

Love,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

You are the best husband a girl could ask for. I love you so much. Thank you for being you.

Love,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

I know that I'm a pain in your ass. I know I'm difficult and hard to love most hours. Thank you for loving me anyway.

Love,

Cilla

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My king of chaos @ofchaosncros,

I love you so fucking much. Thank you for loving me. This ride is about to get crazy.

Love,

Cilla

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To my king @ofchaosncros,

I love you so much thank you for everything that you do. I'm so glad that our story is coming together.

Always,

Cilla

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[I had to be careful about how I answered @ofchaoncro’s question because I didn’t want him pissed off. The best thing I could do was get my husband to stop driving.]

Baby, I know you love me, so can we stop and get food? I’m hungry. Please?

[I was hoping that would be enough to at least drop the bombshell about @ofinknsnark in a safe place. However, nothing could have prepared me for what would happen next. The prison was calling my phone again. This time it was Otto and I had to smile as we were connected.]

Hey, Pop!

[I wasn’t expecting Otto to be such an ass when he spoke.

“Hey, Cilla, have you talked to TabbyLu yet? What does Jax plan on doing about it?”

[I was afraid that my husband would flip his shit which is why I wanted to drive home. My mother thinks she knows me better than anyone but in reality, that title belongs to my father-in-law, Otto. I shifted in my seat trying to keep a watchful eye on my husband. He was extremely close to his sister, and I was shocked @ofcrosnharleys wasn’t dead yet.]

I haven’t talked to Tabs yet; I was more concerned about getting Taz home. As far as Jax goes? I could give two shits about what he chooses to do about it.

[Maybe I was being a bitch, but I hadn’t even had a chance to have a conversation with my husband yet and I didn’t feel that great. Once Otto got off the phone with me, my phone rang and this time it was my dad.

“Hey, Cilla baby, I won’t keep you on the phone. I just wanted to make sure you made it to Stockton. Please, let Taz drive home.”

 I made it, Daddy, and yes, Taz is driving. We will stop for food before heading home and go over to see TabbyLu. I love you, Daddy, and please remind people that I am not Gemma and I do not give a flying fuck what Jax does!

[My poor dad just chuckled.

“Okay, baby doll, Daddy loves you. Welcome home, Taz, missed you, son. Take care of your passenger queen over there.”

When the call ended, I turned my attention to @ofchaosncros.]

Jesus Christ, when did I become Gemma? To finally answer your question, the short answer is no. Not exactly, baby. Tabs was dropping the kids off for Jax, and the new prospect attacked her. She’s okay but she’s shaken up. Still, she went to work immediately, and I don’t know why. 

[I all knew for sure was, that I was hungry and tired and I just wanted to spend time with my husband.]

Bringing Home My Heart

[After everything that happened with @ofinknsnark bringing home @ofchaosncros was much needed. I didn't even tell @ofcrosnharleys I was bringing him home tonight. I took a deep breath as I pulled into the lot of Stockton State Penitentiary. I couldn't help my smile as the guard asked for my ID.

"Evenin' Mrs. Delaney, just pull in over there. They should be letting Travis through those doors any minute."

I smiled and thanked the guard before parking the car and getting out to wait for my husband.

I always find it awkward when people call him Travis because people around us never do. I was so excited that I started bouncing on the balls of my feet. I missed my husband, Tabby missed her brother and to be truthful, I was tired of being lonely.

When the door opened and @ofchaosncros came out I ran and jumped in his arms.]

Ready to get outta here, baby?

[Kissing my husband without a guard telling me what to do was so nice. When my phone ringing interrupted me? I whined before taking the call from my mom.]

Hey, Ma. Something wrong?

[My mother was driving.

"Hey, Baby doll, no. I was just making sure you made it to pick up, Taz."

My fingers ran over the back of @ofchaosncros' neck as I spoke.]

Yeah, Ma, I got him. He's right here.

The sigh of relief from my mom made me smile.

"Taz! Hi, baby boy. Do me a favor? Take the keys from Cilla and drive. She full of allergy meds and you know how she is."

I growled. I was pissed] MOM!

[The last thing I needed was for her to tell @ofchaosncrosthat someone attacked his baby sister.]

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Happy Anniversary

My Taz @ofchaosncros,

It feels like I've loved you for a whole lot longer than seven months. We have been through so much, but our love never falters. I love you.

Forever,

Cilla

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My king Taz @ofchaosncros,

I love you so much and I am finally getting my shit together here. Thank you for being so loving and patient with me.

Always,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

You are my rock, my love, and my safe space. I love you so much. Thank you for being my king.

Love Always,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros,

I love you so damn much and I love the idea of forever with you. Thank you for being my rock.

Always,

Cilla

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My Taz @ofchaosncros

I love you so much, baby. You make me mad a lot, but still love you. Now and forever.

Cilla