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Do you and Yuu hold hands, makeout, and do all things that lovers do?

❛ What I do with Yuu-chan is none of your business. ❜

Yes.

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Mouth agape, hands that tremor just a bit, Mikaela watches in amazement as the hands of his former childhood tormentor worked the signs with... well, not grace. But a fluidity that made his eyes widen, and slowly, his hands moved to respond, never letting his old, battered notebook stray too far.

「You know sign? When did you learn?」

Thoughts of grade-school haunted his mind; offers to be friends rejected, but how was he supposed to communicate his intentions? His notebook failed, and no matter how many times he signed, Yuichiro would never understand. It was a language barrier of the most painful sort.

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Hate was an incorrect word; Mikaela hated no-one (except perhaps himself, and Ferid). He merely disliked most breathing company, save for Yuichiro, but that was no fault of the Seventeenth Progenitor. He inclined his head in greeting, politely enough. ❛ ...Horn Skuld. ❜

He paused, and his eyes drifted; despite the dark night, he had no issue seeing. The perks of being a monster were great. ❛ There is something you can do for me, in fact. Tell me, why are you cooperating with these humans? ❜ He had his reasons (Yuu-chan), but he saw no reason to aid humans otherwise. In fact, if Yuichiro had not been so adamant about this particular group, he probably would have never been involved with them.

   Well, if Crowley was working with these humans, Horn supposed that she might as well. At the very least Horn was polite and courteous whenever something was directed to her. But for the most part she kept quiet unless she was with Chess and/or Crowley. Distrust with Ferid remained extremely high, especially after this. 

 Horn opted to act as the ‘guard’ of sorts for the group, keeping alert and watchful. hence what she was doing now, sitting out in the moonlight while Crowley was stuck with Ferid and Chess. As a shadow moved closer she turned her head, recognizing the blonde, though she didn’t know him well. “Mikaela Hyakuya. Is there something I may do for you?” Her head tilted a little bit, curious, before turning back to looking around. On the bright side, at least he didn’t seem to hate her. Or did less so than Ferid.

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“Look, you might not like me but we’re stuck in this.”

Mikaela didn’t like most people, in fact, be they humans or vampires; this particular human, however, pained him more than most, as his supply of blood had run too low for too long, and Krul was much too far away. Topping it all off, he was stuck with this human, whose blood pulsed beneath her skin, warm and inviting and- no, he can’t do that, can’t be a monster, what about Yuu-chan? Can’t leave the human alone, not surrounded by Horsemen. Can’t breathe with the smell of blood so inviting.

His eyes burned with a baleful hatred, as strong as the dry fire in his throat, and he hissed, ❛ I’ll be fine as long as you stay far away from me. We may be together, but as soon as those Horsemen are dead, I’ll be long gone. ❜

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“I would die for this cause.”

❛ ...I would love nothing more than that, Ichinose Guren. ❜ His disdain for this man ran deep, but the scowl that cut his lip against his fangs was too soft to be hatred.

❛ But Yuu-chan cares for you... for whatever reason. If you died, Yuu-chan would be sad. ❜ Crimson eyes glowered at the JIDA officer, a defined threat. ❛ So don’t even think about dying. ❜

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Meaningful Sentence Starters

“There’s something I really need to tell you.” “I honestly thought that things would be very different.” “Do you wish you could have done it differently?” “What exactly did you think was happening here?” “How do you decide when it’s enough?” “I would die for this cause.” “There are only a few things in this world that are truly important to me.” “Ideals have to count for something.” “Why should I be a nice person?” “This was meant to be easier.” “I have an idea that I need to share.” “Look, you might not like me but we’re stuck in this.” “You remind me of someone I once knew.” “How long does it take people to change, I wonder?” “There are no good choices here.” “There are days I think we’re just in over our heads here.” “How do you keep going when things get hard?” “Are you genuinely interested in me as a person, or is this a game too?” “I care what I look like because I care what people think of me.” “Why did you decide to do it?” “You know what I really regret?” “I’m still struggling to believe any of this is real.” “Are you certain this is what you really want.” “Tell me a dream? Or a secret?” “Do you think you would still be the same person if things had turned out differently?” “What I really meant to say was very different.” “I don’t know if you’ll like what I have to say to you, but I have to tell you anyway.” “You were never supposed to know.” “Why can’t you just follow instructions?” “Why can’t you just ignore instructions?” “What chains you to this life? What keeps you here?”

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Are you from Russia? ‘Cause you’re Russian my heart rate!

An exasperated smile showed just the faintest hint of pearly fangs, and the hafu quietly sighed. ❛ Yuu-chan... is that you? You know I’m half-Russian. But I’m not from Russia. ❜ A soft pause, before he added, ❛ I did visit there once, though. On a mission. ❜

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✝️ Koe no Katachi | A Silent Voice AU ✝️

「Can me and you be friends?」

The basics...

✝️ Mikaela is clinically, profoundly deaf; he can hear a bit with his hearing aids, like loud noises such as yelling, but it’s difficult for him to make out any words.

✝️ He was born that way, but his parents sent him to a Hearing school to ‘toughen him up’. But in a school full of people that cannot understand him, except via paper and pen, he was very much alone.

✝️ He met Yuichiro there; the young boys clashed over differences in both the ability to hear and the ability to communicate. Mikaela desired to be his friend, but Yuichiro never understood what he was signing.

✝️ The relationship degenerated in a short period of time into bullied and bully, and eventually, Mikaela transferred into a Deaf school, at the displeasure of his parents. The two parted ways, and never saw one another again until many years later.

✝️ Yuichiro was quickly turned into a scapegoat for Mikaela’s departure, even though the other students were also to blame, and he was isolated and suffered the same bullying he had once inflicted on Mikaela.

✝️ Yuichiro, in remorse, learned JSL to one day be able to communicate with the boy he’d bullied. However, the faithful reunion didn’t occur until the pair were both into their late teens.

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This blog is also a Thing, and I’ll be over here instead of sleeping working on a Koe no Katachi AU for @kingofgayandsalt.

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✝️Hogwarts AU Headcanons and Information✝️

✝️Mikaela was born to muggle mother and a wizard father. His father was once a prominent wizard in Russia; however, he retired young after an accident that killed many of his co-workers, and moved to Japan to settle down. His mother was unaware of his previous occupation, and when her toddler son began preforming magical feats, she went insane and threw him from a moving car. His father, now an alcoholic, did nothing to stop her. They both perished in a car crash shortly afterwards.

✝️Krul Tepes, one of the most prominent witches in the world, was in Japan for a business matter; she saw the crash and rescued him from death.

✝️Krul was also the one who, many years later, decided that a change of scenery would be best for him and sent him away to Hogwarts for his First year of Wizardry schooling.

✝️He was sorted into the Slytherin house shortly after his arrival. Mikaela has a rough time making friends, but his closest in his own house are a pair of curious individuals called Rene and Lacus.

✝️His closest friend, however and his maybe boyfriend is Yuichiro, a boy who had been in the same orphanage as he in Japan. By a twist of fate, they’ve encountered one another again in this strange English school, and Mika couldn’t be more relieved.

✝️Reluctantly, he does admit to tolerating Yuichiro’s friends. He likes them, but he’ll never say it.

✝️His best class is potions.

✝️Mika’s pet is a Snowy Owl, a parting gift given to him by Krul; she thought it best to give him something practical, but also elegant.

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"May I have permission to pet the mika?" Konoha asked

          The inquiry was met with absolute horror. ❛ Absolutely not. I don’t even know who you are. Keep your hands off of me. ❜

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Isn't Guren the best mom ever

          ❛ Yuu-chan... ❜ His voice was laced with exasperation, and undertones of fondness. No. That man was the pinnacle of a horrible role-model, and now Yuu was following in his footsteps on the path to destruction. And yet, Mika seemed never able to sway Yuu on this matter; despite his best efforts, a fond smile drew the edges of his lips upward.

          None of his words would ever tarnish the image Yuu had crafted in his mind of that filthy human, one of the comrades whom he held so dear. That man was a demon, and one that had caused the endless sorrow they now experienced. ❛ No. I don’t think that’s the way I would describe him. ❜

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✧ ( CRIMINAL  MINDS  SENTENCE  STARTERS.

warning:  death, murder, loss mention. change pronouns to your liking/as you see fit!

❛ Are you a genius or something? ❜ ❛ You look too young to have gotten into medical school. ❜ ❛ When you look long into an abyss, the abyss looks into you. ❜ ❛ Imagination is more important than knowledge. ❜ ❛ Knowledge is limited; imagination encircles the world. ❜ ❛ Your girlfriend thinks you’re going to break up with her.  ❜ ❛ I was a little bit of a nerd. Is that so surprising? ❜ ❛ Do you think it’s weird that I knew that ballad? ❜ ❛ Do you think that’s why I can’t get a date? ❜ ❛ We’re looking for a needle in a haystack. ❜ ❛ I got a list of things I want to try before it’s too late. ❜ ❛ What is food to one, is to others bitter poison. ❜ ❛ Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves. ❜ ❛ If I told you that, what would I have left for myself? ❜ ❛ It is those we live with and love, and should know, who elude us. ❜ ❛ What could you possibly learn that you don’t already know? ❜ ❛ In the end, it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years. ❜ ❛ I have other options besides shooting a man. ❜ ❛ The test of the morality of a society is what it does for its children. ❜ ❛ Do you ever ask yourself how you make a decision like that? ❜ ❛ What’s happened to that boy in the year I stopped looking for him? ❜ ❛ I mean, how do you give yourself that kind of permission? ❜ ❛ A year ago, I gave up on looking for him – there were so many other kids. ❜ ❛ Look, I know this job is important to you, but we’re important, too. ❜ ❛ That makes it sound like the bandit’s doing the stripping. ❜ ❛ Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of overcoming it. ❜ ❛ You tend to forget, don’t you? ❜ ❛ You really are afraid of the dark. ❜ ❛ It’s not so important who starts the game, but who finishes it. ❜ ❛ It’s not really the kind of thing that happens around here, you know? ❜ ❛ Ever talk to someone who wants to continually show you he’s smarter than you?  ❜ ❛ If men could only know each other, they would neither idolize nor hate. ❜ ❛ In order to learn the important lessons in life, one must each day surmount to fear. ❜ ❛ What if it’s not? What if next time he kills somebody? ❜ ❛ All secrets are deep. All secrets become dark. That’s in the nature of secrets. ❜ ❛ We all have secrets. Would you want us profiling you? ❜ ❛ We all have secrets. ❜ ❛ You trying to say something to me right now. ❜ ❛ Only if you’re hiding something. ❜ ❛ Are you saying I had nothing to do with making you who you are? ❜ ❛ To get away with murder, you simply don’t tell anyone. ❜ ❛ Call me first. I’d love to pick your brains. ❜ ❛ My hope is that one day you’ll feel the way I do too. ❜ ❛ If I ever find myself feeling the way you do, I’ll kill myself. ❜ ❛ Tired of people using religion… to justify the terrible things they do. ❜ ❛ Fantasy abandoned by reason produces impossible monsters. ❜ ❛ An earthly kingdom cannot exist without inequality of persons. ❜ ❛ It is a wise father who knows his own child. ❜ ❛ Within the core of each of us is the child we once were. ❜ ❛ If we knew each other’s secrets, what comforts we should find. ❜ ❛ There are no secrets better kept than the secrets that everybody guesses. ❜ ❛ Reason is not automatic. Those who deny it cannot be conquered by it. ❜ ❛ I think the truly natural things are dreams, which nature can’t touch with decay. ❜ ❛ Let us consider that we are all insane. It will explain us to each other. ❜ ❛ Cleanliness becomes more important when godliness is unlikely. ❜ ❛ Delay is the deadliest form of denial. ❜ ❛ The strength of a family, like the strength of an army, is in its loyalty to each other. ❜ ❛ In youth we learn; in age we understand. ❜ ❛ Fate is not satisfied with inflicting one calamity. ❜ ❛ We all live in a house on fire. No fire department to call, no way out. ❜ ❛ Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes they win. ❜ ❛ To lose a child is to lose a piece of yourself. ❜ ❛ How many more times will they be able to look into the abyss? ❜ ❛ Sometimes there are no words, no clever quotes to neatly sum up what’s happened that day. ❜ ❛ There is no lasting hope in violence, only temporary relief from hopelessness. ❜ ❛ I’m so sorry for your loss. And if you or your son need anything… ❜ ❛ Life is a game; play it. Life is too precious; do not destroy it. ❜ ❛ If I am what I have and if I lose what I have, who then am I? ❜ ❛ Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive. ❜ ❛ We will find you, you sick son of a bitch! ❜ ❛ Is that another promise? ❜ ❛ Whatever you are, be a good one. ❜ ❛ Without heroes, we are all plain people and don’t know how far we can go. ❜ ❛ I am invisible, understand, simply because people refuse to see me. ❜ ❛ I can’t talk you out of this. It’s a great life. ❜ ❛ There is no such thing as part freedom. ❜ ❛ Come near my team and I will end you. ❜ ❛ When I let go of what I am I become what I might be. ❜ ❛ The grave soul keeps its own secrets and takes its own punishment in silence. ❜ ❛ It is not his enemy or foe that lures him to evil ways. ❜ ❛ Sometimes human places create inhuman monsters. ❜ ❛ Bring the past only if you’re going to build from it. ❜ ❛ What it lies in our power to do, it lies in our power not to do. ❜ ❛ Nothing inspires forgiveness quite like revenge. ❜ ❛ You may leave school, but it never leaves you. ❜ ❛ Everybody wants to go to heaven, but no one wants to die. ❜ ❛ Three can keep a secret if two are dead. ❜ ❛ At the gambling table, there are no fathers or sons. ❜ ❛ Where there is anger, there is always pain underneath. ❜ ❛ Nothing fixes a thing so intently in the memory as the wish to forget it. ❜ ❛ All that we see or seem, is but a dream within a dream. ❜ ❛ Death ends a life, not a relationship.  ❜ ❛ There is no terror in the bang, only in the anticipation of it. ❜ ❛ The universe doesn’t like secrets; it conspires to reveal the truth to lead you to it. ❜ ❛ Fear is pain arising from the anticipation of evil. ❜ ❛ Alone we can do so little; together we can do so much. ❜ ❛ Forgiveness does not change the past but it does enlarge the future. ❜ ❛ A mother’s arms are made of tenderness and children sleep soundly in them. ❜ ❛ The past is never dead. It’s not even past. ❜ ❛ A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it. ❜ ❛ Deep vengeance is the daughter of deep silence. ❜

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*notices the mika* I shall protect you from yuu-chan's teases.

         ❛ I don’t need any sort of protecting. Let alone from Yuu-chan. ❜ Rather, he was the one who needed to protect Yuichiro.

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Mii-chan

          ❛ I already told you, don’t call me that, filthy human. ❜

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          So it’s your seahorse Li, back at it again with another blog, because I have zero impulse control. This time, it’s Mikaela Hyakuya. If you’d like to interact with this vampire boy, give this post a like or a reblog? I’d appreciate it.

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In another universe, we are lovers,  holding out for  one another. In another universe,  you kiss me with such abandon, I lose my breath. In another universe, I am looking for you.  In every universe, you are there  and I am close behind.

M.L. // hopeful for always (via where-wordsfail)