oculiusxcaeruleis
The Eyes of the Black God
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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But what if I revive this blog....haha just kidding...unless...
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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Send ‘a moment of weakness’
and the generated outcome will be used for a small drabble scenario or starter. { tw violence }
Your muse is emotionally compromised and breaking down.
My muse is emotionally compromised and breaking down.
Your muse is smashed drunk and incoherent.
My muse is completely drunk and incoherent.
Your muse is tied up (how and why is up to the mun)
My muse is all tied up (how and why is up to the mun)
Your muse is surrounded by thugs up to no good and mine happens to pass by.
My muse is surrounded by thugs up to no good and yours happens upon this.
Your muse is having a vivid nightmare and is shouting out brokenly.
My muse is having a vivid nightmare and is crying out in their sleep.
Your muse is being kept hostage and mine has just rescued them.
My muse is kidnapped and yours has just rescued them.
Your muse has been beaten badly and is in bad shape, mine happens to find them.
My muse is been beaten badly and is in bad shape, yours finds mine in this state.
Your muse falls very ill and continues activities even if they seem on the verge of passing out.
My muse is sick and continues daily routine even though they seem on the verge of passing out.
Your muse is in a frightened or nervous state (why is up to the mun)
My muse is in a frightened or nervous state (why is up to the mun)
Your muse is temporarily blind.
My muse is temporarily blind.
Your muse has suddenly sprained an ankle and can’t walk.
My muse has suddenly sprained an ankle and can’t walk.
Your muse has blackmail over mine.
My muse has blackmail over yours.
Mun chooses.
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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Anonymously or not, tell me who you ship my muse with.
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙  𝖜𝖊  𝖉𝖔  𝖎𝖓  𝖙𝖍𝖊  𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖘  𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖙𝖘.
these are taken from the show with the same title, may have triggering mentions, please read and reblog with caution, feel free to adjust any that you deem necessary.
tonight is a good night for the other guy, not me, to die.
this is not a joke!
they would call me the relentless because i would never relent.
being a vampire’s familiar is like being a best friend.
i would like us to get a colorful dust that sparkles.
get me some glitter.
i want to do something special for the immortal one’s arrival.
i am going to sprinkle it on my face and on my body. like twilight.
do you remember that first time we made love?
it was so passionate, i accidentally cut off your head.
all secret meetings take place in the fancy room.
you know what i’ve always wanted to try?
you’re protecting a vast empire.
we’ve been very careful not to stand out.
am i a morning person? that would be an enthusiastic yes.
we all know that sounds cool.
from panera bread you came, and to panera bread you shall return.
what is “arise” again? control-alt-seven?
my friends have noticed mood swings, unusual cravings -
it’s become pretty clear to me that i’m becoming a vampire.
i have this urge to turn my roommate to shreds…
the smell of beef and sulphur is overwhelming.
i could smell it on him, it comes from the groin.
i could sense he was getting more and more sad recently.
vampires have huge respect for owls.
they don’t give a “hoot” where they dump their scat.
vampires love virgins. it’s their favorite food.
fuck that guy for making me think i need to act more aloof!
vampire roommates… they’re forever.
what kind of goat sorcery is this?
i’m not really sure what my deal is.
i’m not going to do this if he’s pissing on the wall.
are you leaving with us?
we were so poor we used to used donkey dong for fuel.
i can’t stand up, if you know what i mean.
what the fuck would anyone want with canada?
i would like us to get a colorful dust that sparkles.
we should feast on virgin blood.
you might bite someone, and then you think ‘ooh, those are some nice pants!’.
vampires don’t like nuns.
when you become a vampire, you become very…sexy.
this is what happens when you’re a vampire. you have to watch everyone die.
we’re vampires. we don’t put down towels.
at first i wanted to kill him, but now i’m glad i spent time to get to know him.
ooh! bat fight!
just leave me to do my dark bidding on the internet!
at the start i was like ‘oh no, like i'm– i’m dead’.
it’s kinda affected my friendship with normal people and my family and stuff.
the movie ’twilight’. have you seen it?
what, i can’t sunbathe? i can’t watch daytime TV?
i’m over being a vampire. it’s shit, so don't…don’t believe the hype.
you have not done the dishes for five years!
it’s unacceptable to have so many bloody dishes all over this bench like there.
i’m so embarrassed when people come over here.
you bring them over, you kill them!
i think we drink virgin blood because it sounds cool.
the neighbors can see you flying around the house.
do you want to draw attention to this house, hmm?
you’ve got a whole documentary group following you around.
we’re werewolves, not swear-wolves.
shut up! you’re not twilight!
you can’t go to the ball as blade. he’s a vampire hunter.
you will not eat the camera guy!
you ruined it. i was in the zone.
what are you doing tonight? are you going to kill some perverts?
wait, let’s kill them.
i go for a look which i call dead but delicious.
get away from the sunlight!
why don’t you go smell your own crotches, huh?
more police will come. possibly even christains, which is totally the last thing we need.
we drank the blood of some people but the people were on drugs.
we drank – – we’ve done some drug blood.
you are supposed to support me when i want to kill someone!
someday they will all be dead.
how many more women have you slept with that just have long, dark hair?
this is horse piss. we are vampires.
you are a lying piece of old cabbage!
i mean, how old are you, nine – ninety?
do you have long left, do you think?
but a ghost? that’s where we draw the line.
maybe i should just bring a broom down here for you.
you have a very, very special power.
dracula’s in the house!
i’m sorry, vampires are real but ghosts are not?
i just want to make sure we’re on the same page.
witches are near.
the witches have been toying with our rugs again.
please get some witch-proof carpet tape and tape that rug down!
i am a little disappointed i didn’t get to be a american citizen.
i was really looking forward to buying a gun.
oh, you don’t need to be a citizen to get a gun. they’ll give those to anyone.
get up and stand on this ceiling like a man.
it’s quite amazing to see how far technology can go forward if you’re not paying attention.
i have been very unhappy since you left.
i just want to know what i can do to bring you back home.
it’s very difficult for me to say, so just let me get this out.
i smell death on you.
oh, that, that’s just my body spray. it’s axe.
you heard what he said. he knows we’re vampires.
we are just talking a nice shit together.
is there something you haven’t been telling us?
don’t care what the fuck your name is.
this was probably the way he wanted to go.
you know, when you care about someone and they just walk out the door.
that’s the tenth vampire i killed this month!
i can’t tell him i’m a vampire killer because then he’d have to kill me.
can you dust more quietly please? i’m trying to sleep.
all we need to do is send that to ten friends or foes by sunrise and the curse will be lifted.
where are we going to get the email addresses, the email address shop?
i’m guessing that’ll be closed this time of night.
i was just checking my emails, i didn’t know it would be full of curses!
i swear i am going to rip that man into shreds and make a dress out of it.
i’ve been watching a lot of shark tank lately.
there’s no such thing as vampire killers, you knob lord.
yes, i suppose i am a little bit stressed.
all i need is myself. i’m my own best friend now.
it’s like their souls are dead or something.
who doesn’t want to be a vampire?
you haven’t had an original idea since 1925.
come over here and put your neck in my mouth.
you have to get up and do it ��cause i can’t get up.
what is this feeling i am feeling?
grief. i don’t care for it.
would you mind staying with me for a few moments, just until i fall asleep?
i don’t wish to be murdered in my slumber.
that’s very frowned upon in the vampire community.
i want you to know that you are my friend.
okay, you’re getting into some of your personal issues now.
i found out that my own familiar was killing vampires.
we should finish each other off and tell no one?
why is there all this dust on the floor in the shape of a body?
were you trying to make a girlfriend out of dust?
i will kill you! i will absolutely kill you!
the issue here is that i’m an invader and i was invading.
if you’re going to eat a victim on my nice, clean couch put down some newspaper!
well, that didn’t go so great. i hit the main artery, so yeah, it’s a real mess.
don’t look, my sweet darling, it’s too dangerous.
vampires have had a pretty bad rep.
we’re not these mopey old creatures who live in castles- well some.
they’re like one big circle just biting each other’s dicks.
you know they don’t even wear shirts, they were blouses.
well, what’s your power?
i am an excellent crawler.
we will never forget that battle.
well, are you gonna be alright without me?
that is worse than a bible- that burns my eyes.
we are the bait but we’re also the trap.
i’m not a total monster.
i became a vampire at sixteen. that is why i always look sixteen.
i have received a message from a slouching beast in the night!
do you think i might have rabies now?
a church. makes me nervous to say the word.
i’m going to check my hotmail.
password? what is my password?
it’s a glitter portrait. it’s a portrait made from glitter.
look, its you! i made you a vampire.
i think he’s going to make me a vampire.
this is always really scary part for me.
so it’s 6pm in the night time… which is when i wake up. 
i don’t want to know about that. stop gloating.
what are you doing with your hand? how dare you!
do you have any proof of this wild accusation?
while you were out running your errand, we were in very serious danger.
we could have been killed tonight, did you know that?
this is my office, also known as the hunting ground.
energy vampires drain people’s energy just by talking to them.
i don’t know about you, old chap, but i have raging hard on.
my darling, every time dough boy turns up, you start crying.
i decided to bite her and we’re going to be together forever.
we just thought ‘to hell with it’ you know?
well, don’t appear as a mist on the lawn then, you prick.
you can’t be fighting with werewolves on the lawn.
you’re still angry about that vampire that tried to eat you, aren’t you?
you promised you would turn me into a vampire.
it has been so long, you look the same.
it’s like they’re vampires or something.
to be honest, i don’t really care about being a vampire.
when i turn into a bat, there’s no real skill to it at all, i just shout ‘bat!’
your screaming disturbed me from my slumber.
you wouldn’t like it if a spider came to your house and dusted, would you?
save your confession until after i am dead.
why the hell would you be here for me?
there’s a fucking ghost on the front lawn!
i’ll do this just to show you how dumb you are.
i was being a vapor and i got sucked into an air purifier.
five spits for an enemy, lilith.
i haven’t slept in seventy - two hours.
now we are ready to go into town and party.
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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(   *   & .   –   WLW  BOPS  ⚢  LYRIC  STARTERS .
*   just  a  bunch  of  girl  lovin’  girls  love  taken  from  multiple  songs   &   multiple  artists .   enjoy !
GIRLS  LIKE  GIRLS .
‘  stealing  kisses  from  your  missus ,   does  it  make  you  freak  out ?  ’
‘  does  it  make  you freak  out ?  ’
‘  got  you  fussing ,   got  you  worried .   scared  to  let  your  guard  down .  ’
‘  saw  your  face ,   heard  your  name   –   gotta  get  with  you .  ’
‘  girls  like  girls  like  boys  do .  ’
‘  girls  like  girls  like  boys  do   –   nothing  new .  ’
‘  isn’t  this  why  we  came ?  ’
‘  i’ma  take  your  girl  out .  ’
‘  we  will  be  everything  that  we’d  ever  need .  ’
‘  don’t  tell  me  how  i  feel .  ’
‘  i’m  real   &   i  don’t  feel  like  boys .  ’
‘  i’ve  been  crossing  all  the  lines .  ’
‘  i  kissed  your  girls   &   made  you  cry ,   boy .  ’
‘  tell  me  if  you  feel  it  too !  ’
VALERIE .
‘  sometimes  i  go  out  by  myself .  ’
‘  i  think  of  all  the  things ,   what  you’re  doing   &   in  my  head  i  paint  a  picture .  ’
‘  since  i’ve  come  on  home ,   my  body’s  been  a  mess .  ’
‘  i’ve  missed  your  ginger  hair   &   the  way  you  like  to  dress .  ’
‘  stop  making  a  fool  out  of  me .  ’
‘  why  don’t  you  come  on  over ?  ’
‘  did  you  have  to  go  to  jail ?  ’
‘  i  hope  you  found  the  right  man  who’ll  fix  it  for  you .   ’
‘  are  you  busy ?  ’
ROMAN  HOLIDAY .
‘  do  you  remember  the  taste  of  my  lips  that  night ?  ’
‘  i  remember  when  my  father  put  his  fist  through  the  wall  that  separated  the  dining  room .  ’
‘  i  remember  the  fear  in  your  eyes .  ’
‘  didn’t  know  where  we  were  running  to ,   but  don’t  look  back .  ’
‘  we  know  that  we’re  headstrong   &   our  heart’s  gone   &   the  timing’s  never  right .  ’
‘  the  timing’s  never  right .  ’
‘  for  now  let’s  get  away .  ’
‘  could  you  imagine  the  taste  of  your  lips  if  we  never  tried  to  kiss  on  the  drive ?  ’
‘  i  imagine  the  weight  of  your  ribs  if  you  lied  between  my  hips  in  the  backseat .  ’
‘  i  imagine  the  tears  in  your  eyes .  ’
‘  the  very  first  time  i’ll  sleep  without  you .  ’
‘  i’ll  be  miles  away   &   a  few  months  late .  ’
STRANGERS .
‘  you  don’t  kiss  me  on  the  mouth  anymore .  ’
‘  it’s  more  intimate  than  you  think  we  should  get .  ’
‘  you  don’t  kiss  me  on  the  mouth  anymore  ‘cause  it’s  more  intimate  than  you  think  we  should  get .  ’
‘  you  don’t  look  me  in  the  eyes  anymore ,   too  scared  of  what  you’ll  see   –  somebody  holding  me .  ’
‘  i’m  thinking  of  your  skin .  ’
‘  we’re  not  lovers ,   we’re  just  strangers .  ’
‘  we’re  just  strangers  with  the  same  damn  hunger  to  be  touched ,   to  be  loved ,   to  feel  anything  at  all .  ’
‘  you  don’t  call  me  on  the  phone  anymore .  ’
‘  you  don’t  let  me  have  control  anymore .  ’
‘  i  must’ve  crossed  a  line .  ’
‘  i  must’ve  lost  my  mind .  ’
‘  i  miss  the  mornings  with  you  laying  in  my  bed .  ’
‘  i  miss  the  memories  replaying  in  my  head .  ’
‘  i  miss  the  thought  of  a  forever ,   you   &  me .  ’
‘  all  you’re  missing  is  my  body .  ’
HEAVEN  IS  A  PLACE  ON  EARTH .
‘  heaven  is  a  place on  earth .  ’
‘  they  say  in  heaven  love  comes  first .  ’
‘  when  the  night  falls  down  i  wait  for  you .  ’
‘  when  you  walk  into  the  room ,   you  pull  me  close   &   we  start  to  move .  ’
‘  we’re  spinning  with  the  stars  above   &   you  lift  me  up  in  a  wave  of  love .  ’
‘  we’ll  make  heaven  our  place  on  earth .  ’
‘  when  i  feel  alone  i  reach  for  you   &   you  bring  me  home .  ’
‘  when  i’m  lost  at  sea  i  hear  your  voice   &   it  carries  me .  ’
‘  in  this  world  we’re  just  beginning  to  understand  the  miracle  of  living .  ’
‘  i  was  afraid  before ,   but  i’m  not  afraid  anymore .  ’
STOP  DESIRE .
‘  i  can’t  deny  i’m  begging  for  attention .  ’
‘  getting  tired  of  making  all  this  racket .  ’
‘  i’m  waiting  on  you  to  get  your  ass  in  gear .  ’
‘  i  don’t  wanna  be  so  invested .  ’
‘  i  played  it  cool   &   then  i  overdressed  it .  ’
‘  i’m  tired  of  this .  ’
‘  get  me ,   feel  me ,   love  me .  ’
‘  like  me ,   love  me ,   need  me .  ’
‘  you  can’t  stop  desire .  ’
‘  you’re  fuel  to  my  fire .  ’
‘  in  a  minute  i’ll  be  hoping  that  you’re  outside .  ’
‘  you’re  right  where  i  want  you ,   back  against  the  wall .  ’
‘  trust  me  when  i  promise ,   i’ll  never  let  you  fall .  ’
ON  YOUR  SIDE .
‘  if  we  knew  then  what  we  do  now ,   we’d  hold  our  hands   &   take  a  bow .  ’
‘  together  we  would  stand  our  ground   &   fight .  ’
‘  i  remember  that  night  we  got  drunk .  ’
‘  i  don’t  matter ,   babe .   cause  i’m  always  on  your  side .  ’
‘  life  isn’t  pretty ,   we  all  get  a  little  wrecked  sometimes .  ’
‘  people  think  you’re  out  of  your  mind .  ’
‘  trough  all  the  hard  times  i’m  on  your  side .  ’
‘  i  still  wear  your  t - shirt  out .  ’
‘  i  wonder  who  you’re  dreaming  of  tonight .  ’
‘  i  remember  the  night  when  you  packed  all  your  bags  in  the  doorway .  ’
‘  i  don’t  wanna  fight .  ’
‘  you  can  leave ,   but  remember ,   i’m  always  on  your  side .  ’
SHE  KEEPS  ME  WARM .
‘  you  say  i  smell  like  safety   &   home .  ’
‘  i  named  both  of  your  eyes  ‘ forever ’   &   ‘ please  don’t  go ’ .  ’
‘  i  could  be  a  morning  sunrise  all  the  time .  ’
‘  this  could  be  good .  ’
‘  i  can’t  change  even  if  i  tried ,   even  if  i  wanted  to .  ’
‘  my  love ,   you  keep  me  warm .  ’
‘  what’s  your  middle  name ?  ’
‘  do  you  fall  in  love  to  easily ?  ’
‘  you  like  kissing  girls ?  ’
‘  can  i  call  you  baby ?  ’
‘  people  stare  ‘case  we  look  so  good  together .  ’
‘  i’m  not  crying  on  sunday’s .  ’
‘  love is  patient ,   love  is  kind .  ’
TELL  HER  YOU  LOVE  HER .
‘  tell  her  a  story ,   tell  her  the  honest  truth .  ’
‘  you  treat  her  better ,   make  sure  to  see  it  through .  ’
‘  don’t  be  just  everything  she  wants ,   be  everything  she  needs .  ’
‘  when  she  says  she  loves  you ,   tell  her  you  love  her  too .  ’
‘  give  her  a  reason  to  love  all  you  do .  ’
‘  she’ll  tell  you  secrets   –   you’ll  tell  her  secrets  too .  ’
‘  she’ll  tell  you  all  her  hopes   &   dreams .  ’
‘  please  don’t  you  run  away  when  you  get  tired .  ’
‘  this  will  slip  away   &   start  a  fire  that  can  never  be  put  out .  ’
‘  don’t  you  run  away  before  you  tell  her  you  love  her .  ’
‘  when  she  says  she  needs  you ,   tell  her  you  need  her  too .  ’
‘  speak  what  your  heart  wants  to .  ’
‘  tell  her  she’s  lovely .  ’
GIRLS .
‘  i’ve  been  listening  to  your  breathing .  ’
‘  i’ve  been  staring  at  the  ceiling  for  so  long  hoping  you  would  come .  ’
‘  it  always  works  getting  me  aroused .  ’
‘  i  see  pictures  in  my  head  of  my  head  between  your  thighs .  ’
‘  i  can’t  make  it  go  away .  ’
‘  i’ve  got  the  girls  on  my  mind  all  the  time .  ’
‘  i  kissed  you  like  i  meant  it ,   but  i  know  you  never  felt  it .  ’
‘  i  never  meant  to  make  you  sad ,   but  i’m  sick  of  hiding  my  heartbeat .  ’
‘  i  came  to  the  conclusion  i  like  girls .  ’
WHAT  I  NEED .
‘  all  the  back   &   forth’s  getting  complicated .  ’
‘  running  me  around  got  me  frustrated .  ’
‘  that’s  why  i’ve  been  laying  low .  ’
‘  if  you  wanna  make  it  work ,   baby ,   gotta  say  it .  ’
‘  need  a  little  more  than  participation .  ’
‘  or  i  could  go  be  on  my  own .  ’
‘  i  would  kiss you ,   i’ll  lay  with  you .  ’
‘  you’re  broke .   no ,   i  can’t  fix  you .  ’
‘  but  babe ,   i  might  miss  you .  ’
‘  if  you’re  cold   &   needed  shelter ,   i’d  hold  you .  ’
‘  i  know  we’re  not  together ,   but  babe ,   i  won’t  forget  you .  ’
‘  what  i  need  is  for  you  to  be  sure .  ’
‘  i  only  want  a  girl  who  ain’t  afraid  to  love  me .  ’
‘  i  ain’t  putting on  a  show .  ’
‘  we  could  be  bigger   &   brighter  than  space .  ’
‘  real  love  is  sure .  ’
SLEEPOVER .
‘  i  don’t  wanna  talk  about  it ,   i  don’t  wanna  think  about  it .  ’
‘  i’m  just  feeling  low .  ’
‘  even  when  you’re  next  to  me ,   it’s  not  the  way  i’m  picturing .  ’
‘  do  you  wanna  be  friends  forever ?  i  can  think  of  something  better .  ’
‘  sleeping  here  right  next  to  me ,   but  will  you  ever  mess  with  me ?  ’
‘  at  least  i  got  you  in  my  head .  ’
‘  sleepovers  in  my  bed .  ’
‘  i  just  feel  alone .  ’
‘  you  will  never  understand .  ’
‘  even  when  you  hold  my  hand  i  just  feel  alone .  ’
‘  come  on ,   let’s  sleep  in  my  bed .  ’
‘  can  i  just  be  in  my  head  next  to  you ?  ’
‘  it  breaks  my  heart .  ’
‘  i  do  this  every  single  time .  ’
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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Flame alights upon my face, a spark ignites, again I brace…
For every surge of agony                                                               Another hurt is leaving me
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Flame alights upon my face, a spark ignites, again I brace…
For every surge of agony                                                               Another hurt is leaving me
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(crowsiin) ❰❰ EMBRACE ❱❱ Roisin was quiet as she awkwardly patted their head, careful not to lay a claw on them as she did so. “…one day it will be over. Yes.” She… didn’t elaborate on what that meant.
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The embrace caused Magdalene to flinch, though perhaps Roisin’s appearance had simply startled them more. They thought they were alone in the church, left to their thoughts. Perhaps someone had sent the girl to retrieve them. Miranda had a meeting between the lords today, and it had slipped their mind.
Today was...a difficult one for them.
They weren’t sure what brought it on. They had spoken to Miranda a little more harshly than intended. Simply trying to point out the potential they had lost in Lord Moreau because of what was frankly a poor decision. If Miranda had blessed him with the black god’s gift instead of the Cadou...
The look Mother Miranda had given them, that dagger sharp glare. It had reminded them of their father. It caused Magdalene’s breath to seize, for their limbs to go cold. Like a hare, staring down the dripping teeth of a wolf. Magdalene told themselves that they were no one’s prey.
No one aside from Miranda’s it seemed.
They had excused themself with all the grace they could muster. Fled back to the church to seek its peace and comfort. But they could not figure out why that brief moment, that slight reminder of their father, had sent them into such a spiral. It had brought back memories that hurt. The sting of a riding crop against their bare back, splitting skin and leaving scars. An endless rhythm until they had recited whatever chosen verses perfectly. Then a few more lashes simply for crying, for not baring the pain of their sin.
What had they said to father that day?
A question...
“Does god love all souls if he condemns those who do not agree to hell?”
It was their tongue, their way of speaking before thinking. A good Christian girl should always mind her manners, watch the tone she speaks in. Never question the Lord and his fickle, strange ways.
Magdalene is locked in a stand still with that memory. They do not realize they are shaking, nor do they realize they are crying until Roisin’s arms are around them, drawing them close. Patting their head in an awkward attempt at comfort. Magdalene bites their tongue, turning the sob that leaves their throat into a pathetic whimper. Their arms wrap around Roisin tight, resting their head on her shoulder. Their tears leave it damp.
They feel pathetic, but they cannot stop the tears.
“I’m sorry...I’m so sosorry...” the words leave their mouth in a panic. And it seems to be the only thing they can say.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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It is a startling scene.
That’s all Magdalene can think at first is that coming upon this was very...shocking. Was it a lycan? One of their alphas perhaps? The wound would suggest so. It was never shocking to find bodies littered in the snow, often animals.
Well...it wasn’t as though they had ever treated Roisin as more than a slightly smarter animal. Given their relationship, one would expect the crusader to walk away. To scoff, and be off to inform the Lords that their messenger was food for the wolves now. A bird torn to little bits by the prey far stronger than her.
Yet Magdalene does not walk away. Something...tugs at what little human heart remains. The emotions...pity, they feel it often. But this is not that. No the way their chest tightens, the way their breath catches in their throat. It aligns all to a mother’s panic. They felt it before, long ago when they woke in their bed to find their children not breathing, unmoving. Magdalene cannot begin to understand why they feel it for Roisin. She is an annoyance they should be happy to be rid of.
But the thought of losing her leaves a lump in their throat. The veil upon the Eyes head covers their facial expression, though Magdalene doubts Roisin can see them very well in the first place.
Magdalene kneels beside Roisin, and rips a part of their sleeve from their robes. They press it non too gently against the wound to staunch the blood flow. Their fingers gently trace Roisin’s cheek in a more gentle manner,
“You will be alright. I will bring you home.” its a whisper, but Magdalene does not know how to comfort. Not any longer.
They have to focus on taking care of the wound instead. If only Moreau still had his mind, they could move Roisin there for treatment. Their medical knowledge was limited but...they would do what they could.
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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An Extremely Self-Indulgent Meme
Physical prompts based around some of my favorite tropes / physical actions in threads. Send this   + reverse   to change which muse does which action.
tw for implied violence in some
❰❰ PIN ❱❱ sender pins receiver during a fight/training
❰❰ HURT ❱❱ sender is hurt protecting receiver
❰❰ CARRY ❱❱ sender carries receiver bridal style
❰❰ LIFT ❱❱ sender carries receiver over their shoulder
❰❰ MEDIC ❱❱ sender bandages receiver’s wounds
❰❰ SUPPORT ❱❱ sender comforts receiver after a loss / traumatic event
❰❰ THREAT ❱❱ sender holds a weapon up to receiver as a threat
❰❰ SAVE ❱❱ sender saves receiver’s life
❰❰ CRY ❱❱ sender cries in front of receiver
❰❰ DANCE ❱❱ sender invites receiver to slow dance
❰❰ HAND KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the hand or wrist
❰❰ CHEEK KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the cheek
❰❰ HEAD KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the forehead
❰❰ EMBRACE ❱❱ sender embraces receiver
❰❰ HANDS ❱❱ sender’s fingers graze the receiver’s fingers
❰❰ CUDDLE ❱❱ our muses cuddle
❰❰ BED ❱❱ our muses share a bed
❰❰ BRUSH ❱❱ sender plays with / brushes receiver’s hair
❰❰ GAZE ❱❱ our muses make extended eye contact
❰❰ ALMOST ❱❱ our muses almost kiss but don’t or are interrupted before they do
❰❰ ARGUE ❱❱ sender ends an argument with receiver with a kiss
❰❰ ARM ❱❱ sender puts their arm around receiver
❰❰ PULL ❱❱ sender pulls receiver close to them
❰❰ BACK ❱❱ sender touches receiver on the back
❰❰ SHOULDER ❱❱ sender touches receiver on the shoulder
❰❰ LEAN ❱❱ sender leans against receiver
❰❰ CARESS ❱❱ sender caresses the receiver’s cheek
❰❰ HAIR ❱❱ sender pushes receiver’s hair away from their face
❰❰ TILT ❱❱ sender tilts the receiver’s chin with their hand
❰❰ CHIN ❱❱ sender tilts the receiver’s chin with their weapon
❰❰ LEG ❱❱ sender’s leg touches the receiver’s leg under the table
❰❰ FOOD ❱❱ sender feeds the receiver
❰❰ WALL ❱❱ sender pushes the receiver against a wall
❰❰ FREE ❱❱ sender frees the receiver from restraints
❰❰ TACKLE ❱❱ sender hugs the receiver so hard they almost fall over / do fall over
❰❰ DYING ❱❱ sender finds the receiver near death
❰❰ PANIC ❱❱ sender comforts the receiver as they have a panic attack or get overstimulated
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⨳ — SEND 💖 TO HOLD MY MUSE’S HAND;
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🤍 + Heisenberg and Magdaline you wonderful, beautiful person...
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ah yes my one weakness...self indulgence
Who cooks meals for the other? I imagine this is actually something that Magdalene quite frequently takes care of should they ever actually be in a domestic relationship together. Magdalene was already quite used to cooking for their father, their previous husband, and their children. Cooking for Heisenberg wouldn’t be a big deal for them.
Who spams the other with memes? In a post game verse where they both survived and went on to adapt to modern life? You cannot tell me Heisenberg wouldn’t enjoy memes, and enjoy being able to annoy Magdalene with them at every opportunity 
Who likes to tidy around the house? Magdalene once again, simply because they are used to doing housework and actually don’t mind doing it. Doesn’t mean Heisenberg doesn’t help on occasion, but have you seen that man��s factory? Yeah Magdalene’s the one who does most of the cleaning for sure.
Who likes to play pranks on the other? HEISENBERG absolutely. Its always been a source of entertainment for him to fuck with Magdalene a bit especially since he knows he can get away with it longer than most other people.
Who asked the other to move in with them? I imagine them only living together again in the scenario where they both survived the events of RE8, but Magdalene would be the one to suggest they stay together somewhere rather than going their separate ways.
Who is in charge of the music during a car ride? Once again a post RE8 thing, but I imagine both have equal control over what’s playing in the car if they are driving anywhere.
Who is more likely to tickle the other mercilessly? Heisenberg is absolutely fine with risking his fingers. Magdalene needs to crack a smile and laugh every now and then in his opinion.
Who needs to hold the other during scary movies? Neither, as neither would be particularly horrified from scary movies considering where they come from. Horror movie monsters aren’t so scary when you are one.
Who has to help the other when it comes to technology? Magdalene i imagine would have to help Heisenberg adapt to modern technology since they’re the more experienced one with it. They weren’t left completely in the dark about the worlds technological advances like the rest of the village.
Who likes to get a bit frisky in public / an inappropriate setting? Heisenberg.
Who wakes up first, and do they wake up the other or let them rest? Magdalene wakes up first, and usually gives Heisenberg another 30 minutes to an hour before dragging him out of bed for the day.
Who is always taking pictures of the other when they aren’t looking. This isn’t something i could really see either of them doing tbh. Neither i feel is very sentimental, and pictures aren’t much compared to the real thing. 
Who always forgets their wallet and never ends up paying for anything?  Magdalene always makes sure they both have everything they need before leaving the house, so this is unlikely to happen.
Who can’t sleep because the other snores or moves too much at night? Magdalene has gotten slapped by Heisenberg enough times in their sleep that they instinctively sleep on the edge of the bed now. Doesn’t help that the man’s a fucking furnace and Magdalene can’t sleep with the heat.
Who is better at video games, and do they let the other win or show no mercy? I think Heisenberg might be the only one to entertain video games in a post game verse, but Magdalene would sit and watch him! Maybe play occasionally if they felt like it.
Who always gets up in the middle of the night to use the restroom and accidentally wakes up the other? Magdalene does not have an actual sense of grace when sleepy and desperately needing to pee. They normally trip over like five separate things before Heisenberg wakes up and tells em to keep it the fuck down. Which is usually followed by Magdalene throwing whatever they’ve tripped on (usually a pillow) at him.
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what does your muse consider the greatest challenge they’ve overcome?
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7 and 9? :0
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7.what does your muse consider their comfort zone, ie. safest place?
The alcove they keep above the church is actually what Magdalene considers their safe place. To them it is sacred, a place where they could truly be alone, and find their inner peace. Before the Cadou, before the mold, before Miranda, this is often where they would hide out to avoid their father. Mostly this was in their youth, but in the early stages of their marriage to Joseph, they would find themselves returning to the alcove as well.
It was once a shared space with their long forgotten sister, but Magdalene doesn’t like to linger on those memories. Still even now that hidden place above  the church means a lot to them, and its very rare they bring others there without some hidden motive to it.
9. what does your muse consider the greatest challenge they’ve overcome? 
Magdalene considers their greatest achievement to be overcoming their fears and accepting the Black God as their new god, and being one of the first to accept Miranda’s new religion. To most this may seem like just falling into a cult, and 90% of it was just that. Magdalene being driven to accept this as part of being one of the first villagers to be infected by the mold due to Miranda.
However, there is a more sacred reason why this is such a deep achievement for Magdalene.
This is them finding the strength to turn away from Catholic Christianity, and to separate themselves from a religion that traumatized them. To forsake God was something impossible in Magdalene’s eyes, but they did it. Their father had beat and burned this religion into them. Every psalm, every scripture, and every hymn. For Magdalene it took a lot of inner strength to finally admit that this faith had harmed them and they no longer believed in it.
That they thought it was cruel that they had to believe god took their children for a greater reason. 
Granted they can’t seem to admit that the Order of the Black God may be harming them mentally just as much as their previous faith did.
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oculiusxcaeruleis · 3 years ago
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