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Passion project

I haven’t been very active on my main accounts recently. Here, instagram and deviantart specifically. I have been working hard on my passion project Patient Zero, which is a psychological horror story based on my own mental illnesses/disabilities, trauma and life experiences. It tackles triggering and sensitive topics so please read the BYI if you’re checking out the blog

you can find it here @gorentaya

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artfight attack on @octentaya!

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Wife

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I love Tomuras pointy nose and i make a constant effort to draw him with a more triangular nose. Aya (and me irl) has a bridged rectangle nose and i dont know why but i find it cute how their shapes contast. Tomuras wavy hair with Ayas spiky straight hair. Even their colors go together nicely. Tomuras light hair and Ayas dark hair. Tomuras eyes being red and Ayas are green. Red and green is one of my favorite color combos

Thought id make a quick comparison to showcase the difference

(Aya goes by They/Them and He/Him)

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“I want to see the beach”

An unfinished comic from 2020. I had to go back and change Aya’s pronouns cuz even though this was made before I changed their gender, i had to change it. So thats why they are drawn in their old design but still being referred to they/them

I might go back and redo this comic one day. The idea i had for it was cute

Read from left to right

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My Hero Academia Sona

Name : Aya Dokusei | Dokusei Aya | ドクセイアヤ | 毒性彩 |

Kanji meaning: 毒性 (Dokusei) meaning toxic, virulent, poisonous. 彩 (Aya) meaning “Color”

Villain name : Retched

Nickname : ”Pama” (given by their daughter Hana instead of “mommy” or “daddy”)

Age : 25

Birthday : May 8th

Gender : Nonbinary trans masc 🏳️‍⚧️

Pronouns : They/Them and He/Him

Sexuality : Bisexual

Height : 177 cm

Diagnosis : ADHD, Dyslexia and severe anxiety.

Fighting Style : Long ranged support

Quirk : Toxic vomit

Their teeth and jaw are strong enough to break down any material, has a second stomach that is tolerant to all kinds of chemicals and toxic substances. They eat garbage such as plastic, iron, metal, cloth etc. Their body then composes it into a toxic, black sludge they can throw up at will. Touching it will badly poison you and the smell off it alone is enough to make you lightheaded. Unless you get treatment for it right away, it will be extremely detrimental. If you get it in your eyes it make you go blind. If you get a large amount of it on your arms or legs you could lose your mobility or give you a severe skin disease. In worst cases it can even lead to death, which is more likely if exposed to open wounds.

They can’t get affected by their own poison, but if they eat to much they may lose control of their vomiting. It will overflow, forcing them to empty out their stomach completely before it stops.

Aya’s quirk effects their body quite a lot. It makes their skin very oily and with time making their skin more and more green as the years pass. Their scleras also gets effected and turns gray. They sadly struggle with bad odor because of all the trash they eat. Aya take daily showers sometimes twice a day, and wears a lot of body products, perfume and deodorant to hide it. They deal with constant nausea, accompanied with never ending urges to consume everything around them. As a way to sooth their urges, they bite on their finger nails and the insides of their mouth as well as sucking on their hair.

Stats

Power : ✦✧✧✧✧ E

Speed : ✦✦✧✧✧ C

Technique : ✦✦✦✦✧ B

Intelligence : ✦✦✧✧✧ D

Teamwork : ✦✦✦✦✦ A

Created May 8th 2020 to be shipped with Tomura Shigaraki. Aya has helped me figure out my sexuality and gender identity. The character and ship has brought me so much comfort and helped me cope with multiple traumas.

(Will update this post once i have more things to add. You can find more info and all the art I’ve drawn of them on my Toyhouse https://toyhou.se/8753512.aya-dokusei )

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2021 vs 2023

The old one is from a short animation. I should try animating in the mha style again

Aya goes by They/Them and He/Him

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Im coping

The hug in the first frame makes me all warm looking at it. Pure comfort. (Aya goes by They/them and He/Him)

Still working on how to explain the lore well enough. Tld, Aya used to work alongside Tomura, but changed their mind after the re:destro fight. They hate heroes and swore to aid and follow Tomura on his journey. At first they were confident about it all, feeling secure in AFOs presence. But after he was imprisoned, they had a sudden realization that they weren’t invincible. Losing Magne to Overhaul, their daughter Hana being taken away by the pro heroes at some point, and witnessing their dear friend and husband suffer and get badly hurt they couldnt take it anymore.

That childish dream of destroying the hero society came crumbling down the moment they realized that the only thing they ever loved and care for could potentially be taken away from them.

“I no longer need the world to burn to be happy. All I truly need is my family. If i have to watch them end your life and take Hana away from me again… I wouldn’t be able to go on. I would rather die, Tomura.”

Of course Tomura was determined to continue and refused to back down.

This comic is when Aya and Tomura gets reunited for the first time after Tomura had been incubated in the tube.

One last time, they pleads for Tomura to just come home and run away with them. But yet again the answer is no. But he promises that he wont die and will return once everything is over.

Again im working on writing this all in a better way, there is so much lore i have for them my mind is a mess. But yea enjoy lol

Might open up some fake screenshot commissions soonish. We will see

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Faputa! Been busy with art fight but i finnished this before it started. Never watched Made in abyss but i asked on instagram for people to send me anime screenshots to redraw as a rendering practice

I liked the colors and lighting in this so it was perfect. Very happy with it💕

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I keep forgetting Tumblr is a thing lol. Ill trow my recent redraw of a redraw of a screenshot i did of RedTooth from Scissor Seven. I love him so mich, i should work on my self insert cuz i need to give this man a kiss

Here is the old art from October 2021 and the original screenshot from the show

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Happy birthday to my beloved gremlin hubby❤️

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My beloved My hero academia self insert has a new ref and design update!

They have come such a long way god damn. Made them almost three years ago and they have transitioned along with me. So fascinating to see. They used to be a creepy, Tomura fangirl who obsessed over him. He didnt like Aya at first lmao

So not only has Ayas design changed but their personality and relationship with Tomura. Aya has helped me a lot the past 3 years. Gave me a change to experiment with both my sexuality and gender identity. Gave me comfort through hard times. So while im not friends with the person who inspired me to create them anymore, i have to thank them. Cuz Aya means the world to me❤️

Here is their Toyhouse profile✨

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I redownloaded Dislyte after a long time of not playing, and i just adored Eiras Fever skin so much i had to draw Tomura in it. When i see a pretty red outfit i immediately just want to draw him in it.

I did remove the roses on the dress just cuz 1. Im lazy and 2. I felt like it got too cluttered. I also changed the colors of the shoes, so like- its Eiras dress but a bit altered still

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Im gonna make a genshin AU for Aya and Tomura as well. Im gonna TRY to make it mh last, cuz i cant keep doing this bruh😭

How am I supposed to keep up with all these AUs idk but im having fun so oh well

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I cant stop maiing AUs for them, i just keep getting ideas. Pirate AU, and if you ask me this is my best designs for them so far hehehe

In this AU they are enemies to lovers

(Aya goes by they/them and he/him)

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Remade this meme since Aya and Tomura has had massive development!

This is just my interpretation of Tomura as a character, specifically for my story with him. Im fully okay if people dont agree with my interpretation of him, but i still would like to share my headcanons💕 This is my comfort idea of Tomura Shigaraki in a relationship.

I made Tomura taller becaaause, im 177cm and his canon height is 175cm and I’ve always imagined him a bit taller than me. Feels weird him being shorter than me lol. Only made them 5 years older for the sake of plot convenience involving their daughter.

I like to think Tomura doesnt care about gender or sexuality labels. He wears what he wants and people can call him whatever they like, cuz he just doesnt care. He doesnt care what other peoples genders are either sexually, he doesnt find anyone sexually attracted until he has fallen in love with them. And he hates most things and people in the world. So it takes a very long time for him to even open up to someone.

His awkwardness level would be higher in the beginning, since i see him being socially awkward in general, but with experience he will get more confident in a relationship. I am definitely projecting my neurodivergency onto him as well, since i have ADHD, imagining him with it as well makes me happy. Having issues sitting still, fidgeting when restless, stimming when stress or overwhelmed (like scratching his neck). Having hyper fixations with video games and such.

While he comes off as scary to most people, behind close doors with his lover he is very affectionate, romantic and even vulnerable at times.

Both of their jealousy levels would be higher if they had a reason to be jealous. But the two of them are very loyal to each other, and they haven’t really had anyone try to flirt or take them away from each other.

The two started off rough, but once they opened up to each other they realized how similar they were in many ways. Their relationship is very balanced regarding roles, taking turns being the dom and the sub. Since im a dom irl, and Tomura is the only id feel comfortable being a sub for, i like the idea of them both being switches and taking turn.

I project a lot of myself onto him. Its funny, we both have a beauty mark on the right side of our faces, mine on my lip and his on his chin. I even have a small scar on my lip although it’s subtle. Im a grooming victim which he is as well, although mine was sexual and his was not. And of course, i see neurodivergency in him as well, due to him scratching his neck when he is stressed which to me could be taken as stimming. I bite my finger nails when im stressed, cuz my stress sits in my teeth, it almost feels like my teeth itch when im stressed. Him being a video game nerd, talking about strategies as if it was in a video game, think it be so cute if he was ever asked about his favorite game he would just sit and ramble about it for hours.

This is my silly lil ship and relationship headcanons for my silly lil comfort gremlin man haha. Feel free to share your own headcanons, i love all versions of him and love to read about what others think of him. I have my own made up little fantasy about him, but im very interested in what others fantasize about too👁

Might add more to this post eventually but for now, have these small notes in the meantime!