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And then suddenly you’re in my dreams again..

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Cause maybe deep inside you, you really want to find him.

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Is it a relief or a disappointment?

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When are you going to leave my heart?

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And that is why God put me here. We will not be able to see each other..

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Yes I promised. I promised I will never cry again for the same reason this year. I promised that I will never return to memory lane. Yet here i am, trying to pull myself together. Why? Why do you have to be in my life again.

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When? Im so tired 😭

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With each passing day, I understand things clearly.

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Pulling yourself together because you don’t want people to know you’re struggling

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When will it be me?

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Just when I was getting my hopes up, God pulled me back harder. I know it’s a redirection. Still can’t accept the fact that he blocked me. I know all of us have our own reasons yet I still can’t understand why?

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“Our own selves make us most unhappy, and that’s why we’re so anxious to lose them, don’t you think?”

– The Secret History

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digging mouse

bought a new mouse today and I'm so happy. it's a real deal.. yey!!

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Pain is a long process. People don’t understand what you feel because they don’t want to.

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You don’t know what pain is. You just know how to inflict it to other people. You don’t care about the repercussions you’re just delighted that it was not you.

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To avoid disappointment, stop seeing the good in people and start seeing exactly what they’ve shown you.

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It's the 4th of May, and I'm still in love with you.