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—Harman Kaur

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Match made in heaven💜

One year ago today I met my "Daughter" ...

the first time. My wonderful little girl. In this year, I can’t believe it’s a whole year already… In this year we’ve gone from our first careful steps, to becoming so close it still surprises me. This shy increadibly cute little girl I found online, on Fetlife, was looking for a Daddy just like I was looking for my Babygirl. I sent her a long letter from start in mid March last year. She was so cute, seemed to have a kink pretty similar to mine and she lived in Stockholm as well. No answer for two weeks, she saw it but took time to work up courage to answer. Then it came, we clicked from start and the closer to seeing each other we came the more I realized that she hadn’t exaggerated when she said that she is a very shy little girl. She is, but was even more so then. This year I’ve seen her come out of her shell more and more week by week. She is also beautiful enough to, still to this day, actually make my chest hurt sometimes when I see her.

Cute and beautiful are usually very different things in my mind, but when I look at her they become one and the same. The first time we met, a year ago today, she was so nervous. We’d come to know eachother pretty well through long chats before but this was a very big thing for her. Young shy girl, virgin still but with many kinks in her little brain. We were in no hurry though. My goal one was to get to know her a bit to see if we clicked like we hoped. And also to try to make her feel safe so we could get to know each other a bit more. She hadn’t even kissed for real. That day we watched a movie together and kissed some. I had her help me give my naked cat a shower as well since I knew she liked animals. I didn’t want her to feel she had to come up with tings to say or do, better to have something to do already. It was so brave to meet me like that as it was. It’s still something I’m proud of her for, I know now what a fight she must have had with herself to get her feet to bring her to me that day. We live separate lives in our everyday life. She still lives with her parents and is still in school at 18 years old, so even if I was free we know it would’ve been very difficult to actually be together for real. It is what it is, and we are both in it for the dd/lg and father/daughter parts. I love her like a daughter and crave her like a father shouldn’t. The fact that our lives only allow us to meet when noone knows, 1-3 times a week, just makes things hotter once we are together. No father and daughter could meet like we do in the open after all. 3 months after we met the first time she gave her virginity to me, but by then we had done everything else. We were in no hurry and I wanted her first time to be good. I fully realize the situation with our age gap so one thing I wanted to make sure was that she really wanted it to be me, and not later on regretted it. But we grew tighter and tighter and I learned more and more that she knew very well what she wanted and how. That is needed for a good Dom, especially a Daddy such. And even more so because she is so young. I need to know what I can do and not, and since she was so inexperienced I was very careful to not pass any limits. She has pretty few actually. She deep throated me first time she had a cock in her mouth thinking all girls could be throat fucked. Sucking cock is a big thing for her, she loves to serve so she had started to train with objects and fingers in her throat since she was 11! And she is better than any mouth I ever knew, she’s been since a week after she did it the first time. She told me when she was ready to take me in her pussy and that day we took it slow, step by step. When she was really wet and open I put her on her back and told her to look me in the eyes as I slowly pressed myself into her a little bit and stopped. I will never forget how she looked that second, and her eyes… I wouldn’t trade that memory for anything. And I still to this day feel so honored for what she gave me that day. 4 months after that she had stretched her ass enough for Daddy to fuck that as well. And I don’t pressure her to do anything. We do what we both feel like. I see it like this: She has all power and I have none. Within what she allows, I have TOTAL power though. Power that is loaned to me, but it’s not mine. Now we play with everything from vanilla Sex to bondage, some humiliation, diapers or whatever we feel like. But the sex is far from everything. She’s become my daughter and I her father in most things. I love reading fairytales for her, have her adore me like a little girl, take her to the doctor or support her when she’s sad. I could not be without those things with her. I love to fuck my Princess and whore ofc, but it would be worth nothing if I didnt get the other parts as well. It’s just me. And her for that matter. We are Daddy Dom and “Little” pretty much to our cores, so as her “fences” has moved out and created a bigger field for me to play on with her, we’ve moved forward and play with every idea that excites us. I love her, I really do. Or, rather… I love you, Sessan (my name for her), I know you will be reading this after all. 💖 I love your beautiful and careful mind that sees the world clearer than most, even though you don’t really feel the world is made for you. I love your dirty mind that plays so well with Daddys. I’d move mountains to make your life what you want it to be. And I know you love me like Daddys little princess, and serve me as my whore out of a need to be good for me, Kitten. We are a match made in heaven as it should be. Thank you for our first year. Now for the next!

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Right. Birthday. Actually, I do have a thing. [A thing. Date?] Nice attempt at casual.

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Cole and Dylan Sprouse, 1999

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I’m not just falling in love with you. I’m falling into you. You’re an ocean, and I’m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. Like you said, it’s scary in a way, but it’s also the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.

Jasinda Wilder, Falling Into You (via recoveryisbeautiful)

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Pool day part 2!

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I really don't want to know, but hey if only you knew too. 😌

I'm almost impressed by your ability to read a book by looking at its cover you must save a fortune on library fees, I know what I need to know, thanks for caring😌

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You're being naive if you think this is heading anyway but bad.

Oh fuck off😂

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I’m allowed to be angry about what happened. I am allowed to be angry about what you did.

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This is like daddy's car😳🙊😍

New Herbie has arrived!

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I’m fucked up. I’m faded. I’m so complicated.

The Chainsmokers (via forgottenfeeelings)