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hi. it's been a long time since i was last on Tumblr. i haven't been doing well the past few months. i got into college (finally), and finals just ended. i haven't felt great since classes ended.

i'll be leaving this account alone for a while. i plan on coming back, but i'm not really sure when. i hope my works are still circulating the fandom and are still providing comfort and/or entertainment to beloved readers everywhere.

thank you for giving my account love and support.

— cain.

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vere to mc: ais can take it as much as he gives it, if you know what i mean ;)

later, ais to mc: i have a pretty good method of shutting vere up, if you know what i mean ;)

mc's journal: "vere and ais dtf w/ each other"

mc: ...and this is supposed to help me cure my curse...how???

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reblog if you're a fucked up creature 👍🏾

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hello dashboard of the little internet people in my device, i hope you didn't forget about me.

i am simply slumbering in a coffin while my spirit types away on this rectangular glowing black box, and this other rectangular glowing black box that folds :D

— cain

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Sometimes I want to bite people like a sexy, lustful vampire but other times I want to bite people like a rage-fuelled, savage beast. Depends on the day.

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my dashboard has been taken over by touchstarved but that's fine. i may be stuck in time with last legacy but touchstarved is also cool

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The real reason Cyno told so many jokes during windblume…

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I hate that the stock response for "I'm lonely/I feel undervalued by my loved ones/I want a romantic partner" is "well do you value YOURSELF? You need to learn to enjoy being alone!" as if lonely people aren't very intimately familiar with being alone. Self esteem and love are important but they're not substitutes for companionship or friendship or romance and pretending that loneliness is a personal failure that can be fixed by self-improvement feels not only delusional but pretty cruel

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sage sprites!

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hi it's Cain and i'm still alive

i'm getting caught up with work and looking for college applications so i haven't had the time to fix my blog. when i get some free time, i'll try to fix things and also hopefully write something :p

take care 💕

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I’m uglyish but I pull it off

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any room can be a panic room if you just give me a fucking second

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i love that the english language has evolved in such a way that saying “shit fucks” is a positive thing

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staff: we have an update!

all of tumblr:

staff: you can now make polls!

all of tumblr:

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What the past couple days have felt like