nypdfinnhudson

[nypdfinnhudson]

The doctor just gave me a new prescription of meds. Side effect, insomnia. 

 Why not? 

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Bring it! 

Race you there!

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Cutie. 

@Quinn

 Weirdo.

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issac-hudson: 

What have you been doing thats made you so tired?

New heart medication that I have been reacting to. 

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alexanderhudson: 

You alright Dad?

Yeah, I just haven’t been getting as much sleep as I hoped. I’ll be up an running after a nice thirty minute nap. Maybe forty five.. 

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mrsquinnhudson:

 Why are you so tired?

The new meds the doctor put me on is keeping me up basically all night.

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rhiannonhudson:

 Pizza and movies on the couch? 

Yes please. 

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mrsstjames:

 Are you really that tired? 

No.. Yeah.. Sorta.. I just don’t get enough sleep at night. 

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Noted. 

@Quinn

  You are, but it’s still a weird word that I don’t like. 

[nypdfinnhudson]

Well now you just made that awkward. Well at least I would be.. Right..? 

@Quinn

  Do not call yourself that. It gives me high school flashbacks. 

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Oh look...a bed. An hour...all I need is an hour. 

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rhiannonhudson:

 I’m refusing to have this conversation with you. I’m not going to do it. Nope. Not happening. There’s no winning dad. That’s what you don’t get. I’ve tried to do everything my power to try everything in my imagination. It’s like i’m continually beating my head against a wall over and over and over again. I reward him for going to school. I do fun shit with him. I punish him. I try to be a fucking parents and it gets me nowhere. I’m to the point where i just want to go back to my old life. Before all this shit. Before Matt…before all of it. 

I don’t want to have this conversation with you either for fucks sake. You’re my daughter. I was supposed to save you from this stuff. But I failed. There is no such thing as winning when you are a parent. I get that well enough Rhiannon. Honestly that feeling isn’t going to go away. But you have to pull through. Now is not the time to give up. I know baby girl, there is a lot of people that want to go back. Hell, I wish I could go back. I never wanted to end up like this. But we are here, in the present. As much as I’d like to help you go back, I can’t. 

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@Quinn

Hey now, that is no way to talk to your baby daddy!

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@Rhiannon

It’s hilarious. 

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Does this mean baby number five?! @mrsquinnhudson @rhiannonhudson @issac-hudson

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My next question is are you still messing with that shit? Because I really don’t want you to lose him. I am not trying to bring this up to hurt you Rhiannon. He’s acting like this because he had to be an adult before he was adopted. It’s gonna take some adjusting. He won’t snap into this compliant kid overnight. Maybe you should reward him with that, for a few weeks at most. But just don’t hand it to him, or let him take it into his own hands. 

  Well thanks. I appreciate that. He doesn’t even want to be here. He doesn’t even want to be with me so I don’t know why I even try. I should of just let him stay with Jake. 

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mrsstjames:

 I could really use some help. I want to change some things and put a studio down the basement but Jesse really doesn’t get how to do that. 

Aren’t you busy with you desk duty? Not that I won’t take you up on it. 

Then say no more, I will do what ever you want. No questions and no fighting included. This actually sounds like a lot of fun for me. Jesse could keep his dancing skills, and I can have my handy skills. It’s just how the universe works. 

Desk duty is only two to three times a week for me. So It’s really slow at the moment. Don’t worry about it Rach.