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My idea of good company is the company of clever, well-informed people who have a great deal of conversation; that is what I call good company.

(Jane Austen)

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I hope you all find someone that calms your soul.

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heaven

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Moodboard inspired by @podraje

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A Good Person (2023)

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How I have grown.. ~

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𝅘𝅥𝅮 Taeyeon - Letter To Myself 𝅘𝅥𝅯

Please don't doubt yourself

Get closer to happiness little by little

With an unchanging smiles

Our time to shine bright

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Sendirian

Harus berapa kali lagi ku ungkapkan dan jelaskan kepada dunia bahwa diri ini sudah sangat muak. Bukan maksud untuk tidak mensyukuri hidup –maafkan hamba Ya Allah- hanya saja sepertinya tidak ada yang mengerti tentang diri ku. Di sisi lain aku ingin menjadi seseorang yang misterius. Jika aku menjelaskan tentang ku sepertinya akan membuat orang lain muak tetapi kalau tidak bercerita rasanya hati serta pikiran ku sangatlah tidak nyaman. Serba salah bukan? Berarti aku harus menentukan pilihan. Benar.

Ada saat dimana aku merasa sangat bahagia dan ada kalanya merasa sangat menyedihkan. Menyedihkan bukan sedih. Perubahan suasana hati ku juga sangat cepat. Seperti roller coaster yang naik turun dengan begitu cepat dalam hitungan detik. Kenapa orang-orang bisa sangat mudahnya mendapatkan tempat bercerita sedangkan aku sulit sekali rasanya? Padahal saat orang lain butuh tempat cerita. Aku menaruh perhatian pada mereka. Atau mungkin aku yang tidak menyadari perhatian yang diberikan karena bagi ku rasa perhatian itu kurang dan tidak seperti yang diharapkan? Kalau begitu berarti di sini yang egois adalah aku.

Tetapi aku benar-benar merasa sendirian saat ada banyak orang di sekitar ku.

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Charles Bukowski, Barfly

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Wait. I just realized this scene deeper than I've imagined..

Barbie (2023), dir. by Greta Gerwig

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“Be polite in your sadness, classy in your pain, and grateful amidst your tears; for sorrow, just like joy, is a gift from God. It will only last for a little while then depart, carrying with it the details of it’s visit.”

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Jalan sehat Agustus-an 2024 🇮🇩

The moon in the morning. Can you see that? Sorry, my camera is "off"

Me and my crochet pouch (made by myself btw 😉)

Another nice pictures

The afternoon sky

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In these pages, I first understood what it meant to be another person. True empathy. Even if I was just a fledgling being constantly adapting, I could always dip my toes into the lives of others. It wasn’t imagination, as such, because I was there. These characters sunk their teeth somewhere inside my soul, and I was glad of it. No greater teacher existed. 

- Ophelia Penning

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From Up On Poppy Hill Wallpapers ❀

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OPHELIA (details)

But long it could not be Till that her garments, heavy with their drink, Pull’d the poor wretch from her melodious lay To muddy death.

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Ophelia (2018) // November Nights, Arden Mae // House of the Dragon (2022-) // Persephone Returns, Emily Rose Cole // Ophelia, Friedrich Wilhelm Theodor Heyser // Mystery of Love, Sufjan Stevens // Fire with Fire (1986) // Spring and All, Cathy Park Hong // On-drakón (2015) // The Complex Sentence, Tony Hoagland // The Musketeers (2014-2016) // [from a letter], Sylvia Plath // 1883 (2021-22) // The Leaving Season, Jihyun Yun // Dorian Gray (2009) // The Lady of Shalott, Alfred Tennyson // Anne of Green Gables (1985) // Advantages of Being Evergreen, Oliver Baez Bendorf // Ophelia, John Everett Millais // Hamlet, William Shakespeare // Melancholia (2011) // Wild Geese, Mary Oliver // Revenge of the Sith (2005) // Summer Morning, Mary Oliver