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ntoxicatedcherri · 4 days ago

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Uuuugh this just made me miss him more 😩😩😩 they need to send my man back

ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི 、𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍: you find yourself crying during sex as jaehyun pounds ( makes love to you ) before he leaves for the military. you just want him to come back already— even as he’s inside of you.

content ── wc、1.2k. pwp. fem! reader. lowercased. boyfriend!jaehyun. establish relationship. black intended. sweet, emotional sex. unprotected sex. daddy kink ( reader calls jae dada ). pet names.

kiana’s notez . . . ☘︎ ݁˖ in honory of jaehyun’s enlistment.. this was meant to be brainrot oh my godddd! i did a lil too much, i might make a rougher version in brainrot form. we miss you jae, come back home daddy :(

you were in your apartment in la, and your boyfriend jaehyun had been visiting back and forth for the last few days, making the most of his time in the states for his video shoot. long distance was never an issue for you two— jaehyun's busy schedule kept him occupied. always making time to text or call you every day, while you were a homebody who owned a boutique for a living. with the freedom to fly out at almost any time to see him whenever he had the time to make the most of yours.

right now you were in your feelings, laying under him completely naked. although he was here now, you already craved him so much knowing that he would be gone doing his military service. somehow it felt farther in distance than when he was performing on stage across the globe. plus you haven’t been fucked in a while, and he was finna double it once he flew back to korea. that shit was lowkey cruel now that you thought about it. they really about to take your man.

“you really finna leave me like this dada?” you asked jaehyun with a pout, your voice laced with desperation, need, and disappointment. your stomach fluttered as he rubbed his soft pink tip against your tiny, hooded clit. the base of his shaft between your wet, puffy folds. it made you upset cause you craved more, he was taking his time, and he was leaving.

“i know baby, i know,” he said softly, his gaze meeting yours. those soft eyes he gave you when he fucked you or was about to fuck you were all so familiar, now holding a hint of regret in them. he didn’t want to leave you either but he knew that the quicker he enlisted, the quicker he’ll be back to you. getting the obstacles out of the way so that he could spend as much time as the world gave him when he came back.

“the sooner i go, the sooner i’ll be out,” he leaned in closer burying his face in your neck, laying hot kisses against your skin. his hand rubbed up and down your thigh, which was spread wide open for him. “and when i return, i promise to make up every moment we missed.”

as you were lost in thought, savoring the way his kisses felt on your neck, he entered you slowly. causing you to instinctively grip his bicep and look between your bodies where you were joined, feeling your breath get caught in your throat.

your perfectly manicured acrylic french tips wrapped around the firm muscle trying to ground yourself. “mmh fuck wait,” you moaned out softly, your voice mixed with pleasure and surprise. as you scooted yourself up the mattress just an inch.

but damn, it hit you hard that it had been so long since the last time you were fucked just by how you barely managed to take a few inches. you almost swore you were a virgin again just now.

you could practically see the way his thick dick forced its way past your entrance as if your pussy was trying to resist him— his tip popping its way in. the sight instantly turned you on, him too, hearing the way he groaned at the site. his hand going down to rest on top of your pelvis, his thumb going to part one side of your folds as he inched his way inside.

“you good mama?” jaehyun asked softly looking up at you, his voice written in split worry but it was clear he was restraining himself. his gaze followed yours again, watching intently as he slowly eased himself out a few inches, the both of you holding a breath that you didn’t know you were holding.

the brief spare you thought he had given you to catch your breath was short-lived when just as you were about to reply he fully thrusted back in filling you completely, forcing a moan from your chest.

"fuckkk," you cried out. "jae, you're too big." the words tumbled from your lips before you could stop them. you could feel the intense pressure building in your lower belly, a delicious ache that spread through your core.

clearly, it wasn’t a question but a gentle warning for preparation for what was about to come. “i’ve missed you so much, baby. let me show you just how much.” he mumbled with a shaky breath, dripping with arousal. his words sent shivers down your spine, you really did miss him— just as much if not more.

every movement of his thick shaft dragged across your sensitive, velvey walls, sent waves of pleasure coursing through your body.

desperate for something to anchor you, your other hand shot out to grab the sheet beneath you. your fingers curled tightly into the fabric, knuckles turning white as you held on, bracing yourself as he sped up his sharp thrusts.

“you missed me too hm? missed the way i make love to you?” he asked, his voice husky with pure desire. the rhythmic sound of skin on skin filling its way into your bedroom. the soft, wet plapping noises of his thick balls slapping against your pussy made it oh so erotic, fucking waves of arousal out of you.

“such a good girl for not giving my pussy up, can feel how tight you are,” he let out throaty groans driving his hips into yours. wrapping his hand behind your neck as he rested his forehead on yours, forcing you to keep eye contact. he fucking loved you.

the way your breasts bounced rhythmically with each powerful thrust, his unoccupied, large hand going down to hold your waist. the steady, consistent sound of the bed frame colliding with the wall echoed throughout the dim lit room. the candle that you had lit, the way his dick touched your soul, and the way your breath mixed with his throughout pants and moans were too much for you.

as the sensations overwhelmed you a wave of emotion in its purest form slipped over you, cause you to sniffle softly. a single tear trailed its way down your cheek, it was almost bittersweet in a way. “what’s wrong baby?”

your voice thick with emotion, barely above a whisper, almost pleading, “don’t leave me dada, ‘m gon miss you.”

his hand slid up your body, his thumb brushing tenderly across your cheek, gently wiping the tear away. his eyes filled with love and compassion, as he murmured reassuringly, “you don’t gotta cry baby, i gotchu,” he kissed your cheek, trailing pecks across your face until he reached your lips. kissing you lovingly deep, his lips moving in slow harmony against yours. “when i come home it’s all on me baby, whatever you wanna do, whatever you want, i promise.”

he never ever broke his promises.

you could feel the way his thrusts slowed once he found that squishy cave in your pussy, focusing on it with deliberate precision. rolling his hips with intention, making sure the head of his dick caressed that sensitive spot within each movement. making your thighs shake and tremble with uncontrollable pleasure.

forcing you. . . pushing you to moan so sweetly for him as you felt yourself getting closer to the edge. shamelessly babbling out “i love you’s” and “i miss you’s”.

“i love you jae,” you said at that same exact moment you felt yourself coming, creaming around his dick. your voice all shaky, filled with love, staring into his eyes.

leaving wet, audible pecks against your glossy lips before his response came without hesitation. voice low and tender, filled with an equal measure of love.

"i love you too, baby, so much. more than you could ever know.”

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ntoxicatedcherri · 5 days ago

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I’m so down bad for Jae and this just made it fuxking worse 🥴🥴🥴

1-800 PHONE A HOE📞 ⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚

{Paring: Idol Jaehyun x Sex Worker Blk Fem! Reader

{Genre: smut, just jaehyun breaking the bank for that good kitty 🐱💓

{Synopsis: All jaehyun wanted to do was relieve his pent up stress and desire, so what better than calling up his favorite little play thing.

{Warnings: Big dick Jaehyun, desperate Jae rough sex, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it), oral (f&m receiving), , multiple orgasms, creampie, squirting, dirty talk, degradation, breeding kink, cum eating, daddy kink. Let me know if I skipped anything:)

Jaehyun bowed, as he thanked the producer and the camera crew, as they wrapped up the video shoot for his new music video. Jaehyun couldn’t be happier that it was finally over, and now he can focus on his very hard problem, that problem being his raging boner that he’s been hiding all day from his staff members.

All he wanted to do was fuck some good pussy and get the best nut of his life, and he happen to know someone that would get the job done real good, and some more. Jaehyun remembers it like it was yesterday, when he first met you. Him, Johnny, and Taeyong had went to a strip club in L.A, just looking to have a good time, have some drinks, and possibly take a beautiful girl home. You were one of the top strippers at the nightclub, swirling effortlessly around the pole, light on your toes as you made it clap nicely in front of all the horny men in the club.

It was your aura, your beauty, and the sex appeal you let off in the air was so addicting, and Jaehyun wanted it all. His knees almost gave out when you made eye contact with him, grinding your curvy body against the pole as you eye fucked the shit out of him. Not long after you came over to his section, introducing yourself and asking if he would like a private lap dance in the vip lounge. Of course he accepted the offer with no hesitation, breaking you off with a $500 tip, and taking you back to his hotel room where he railed the fuck outta you.

Since that day forward, Jaehyun couldn’t get you out of his head, sure he had other hoes on his line down to fuck whenever but they weren’t you. Only you could make him cum so hard, only you had him whining like a bitch when you sucked on his heavy balls, and stroked his hard cock till he came on your face. To say Jaehyun was happy as hell, when his request to film his music video in L.A was accepted he fucking was. Only thing on his mind was seeing you again and fucking your tight wet cunt.

ミ★

Finally he was free, his personal driver dropping him off at his private accommodation. He was so fucking hard, and sexually frustrated it didn’t make any sense. He groaned as he plopped down on his king size bed, the friction from his jeans rubbing against his stiff hard on causing a little shock of pleasure through his body. He needed to fuck asap, so he hurriedly fished his phone out of his pocket, scrolling through his contacts to find your number. He had you saved as “Pink💗” being that it was your stage name and he couldn’t raise any suspicion.

He took a deep breath before typing out his messages and sending it to you, he just hope he doesn’t make you feel uncomfortable, or worse you don’t remember him.

Jaehyun: HI 👋 don’t know if you remember me, but we met at the club a few months back uhh we kinda fucked😅…

Jaehyun felt like an idiot, his stomach turning with nervousness and he suddenly feels like he’s made a big fool out of himself. He thinks to himself, you probably fuck plenty of guys, like hell is he special enough for you to remember a stranger you fucked two months ago but you did.. His heart dropped when his phone dinged with a reply from you.

Pink💗: Of course I remember you, that dick was too fucking good not to😏

He felt his cock twitch in the confines of his boxers, beads of pre cum dripping from his slit, staining his boxers.

Jaehyun: Fuck really?😩 figured you forgotten about me since that day. Being that you didn’t text me, even though you gave me your number👀

Pink💗: 😭 I don’t chase no man honey boo, I like for the men to chase me 🤭

Jaehyun: Well shit baby, I’m chasing and I’m currently in LA so was wondering maybe you wanted to slide to my crib?👀😏

Pink💗: Depends baby, how much you tryna spend on this pussy🫦🐱 you know I’m expensive daddy

Jaehyun: $1k? $2k? Name your price baby I’m willing to spend however much to get inside that sweet little pussy of yours angel😅

Jaehyun: I’ll make it $3k if you wear that pink little skimpy lingerie you wore on the first day we met, and if you let me nut inside you 😩🙏🏽😅

Pink💗: Send the addy💋

Jaehyun: *Sends Address*

ミ★

After he sent you the address, he went and took a quick shower, making sure he smelled nice and clean before laying a fingertip on you. He decided there was no need to dress up, being that his clothes wasn’t going to be staying on long anyways. He decided on a white tank, gray Nike shorts, and his freshly washed hair falling nicely down his face.

Not long after the doorbell rang, he tried to keep his composure playing it cool as he opened up the front door. His breath hitched, and the air being knocked out of his lungs as he takes in the sight of you clad in a baby pink robe, your long blonde bust down frontal flowing nicely down your back, and of course your gorgeous face making him feel hot all over. You smirked at his flustered state, it was just something about a fine ass man like Jaehyun being all desperate for a bad bitch like you that turned you on to the max.

Without exchanging any words, you grabbed his hand leading him up to his bedroom, you pushed the door open, and dragged him to the bed pushing him down on it. He nearly whimpered and you went to straddle him, kissing on his neck and grinding your pussy on his very stiff erection.

“Shit baby girl, that feels so good” he groaned, gripping your waist tighter as he guided your movements of you dry humping him. You bit your lip to conceal the moan that threatens to escape from your mouth.

“Mm did you miss this pussy daddy” you purr, rubbing your hands down his chest, your long acrylics sending a chill down his spine. You stood up from the bed, untying the string of your robe, letting it fall to the floor. Jaehyun literally moans out loud, at the sight of you in that skimpy ass baby pink lingerie set that he loves far too much. You crawl back onto the bed towards him, tugging at his shorts for him to take it off.

He gets the message, lifting his bottom for you to pull his shorts to his ankles. You moaned at the sight of his thick long cock, standing tall and proud angry red tip leaking out pre cum.

“Gonna let me suck your cock baby huh?” You asked, as you stroked his hard length slowly. His hips bucked up, moaning out loud at feeling of your small hand wrapped around his heavy dick.

“Fuck please, please suck my fucking cock” he whined, desperately bucking his hips towards your lips, you chuckled at his desperation before teasing his tip, kitten licking at it while still stroking his shaft a little faster. He lets out a strained groan, grabbing ahold of your hair, as he tries his hardest not to fuck up into your mouth.

“Ohhh my fucking god sugar, please put in your mouth suck on it please” he whimpered, already feeling so sensitive. You obliged, slowly taking him into your mouth, swirling your tongue around the base of his cock bobbing your head up and down. He grips the sheets tightly, his fists turning white as he tries to ground himself from busting too quickly.

“Shiittttt, that’s right dirty fucking slut, suck that fucking dick fuck! Nasty little bitch like having a cock in her mouth huh” he grunts deeply, his degrading words turning you on to the max, if it were anyone else you would have told them off, but it’s just something about the way Jaehyun treats you like a whore that makes your pussy throb and leak through your panties.

“Ah shit! Oh fuck- I-I��m c-close I’m so fucking close” he whimpered, when he you started to bob your head faster, giving him the sloppiest, nastiest, wettest head of his life. Spit drips down from the corner of your mouth, your eyes tearing up as you deep throat as much of his dick as you can, looking up at him with your innocent little eyes.

“AHGHH FUCK I’m gonna cum, gonna let me paint your pretty little face white huh mama?” You hummed in agreement at his desperate request, the vibration of you moaning around his cock, sends a shock wave of pleasure through his body. After a couple of more thrusts inside your throat, he’s letting out a guttural whine, as he pulled his dick out cumming all over your face and tongue.

He falls back onto the mattress, chest heaving up and down, and his breathing is uneven as he tries to calm himself down from the intense orgasm he just had. You chuckled at his fucked out expression, climbing back on top of him, as you start to kiss on his neck again and rub your hands all over his abs. You yelped as he suddenly flipped you over, spreading your legs and staring at your wet pussy.

“Fuck you gonna let daddy eat this sweet cunt?” He smirked, putting his face into your pussy sniffing and rubbing his thumb against your sensitive bundle of nerves. You whined, desperately bucking your hips, the feeling of his thumb rubbing against your clit being a little too overwhelming for you.

“Yes daddy please eat my pretty little pussy, wanna feel your tongue deep inside me” you moaned out, rubbing your hand through his hair. He pulled your panties to the side, cursing under his breath when a string of your sticky arousal clings to your baby pink thong. Jaehyun licks his lips before diving into your pussy, licking and sucking on your clit.

Your legs are shaking, you’re pulling on his locks like crazy, and you’re desperately grinding your pussy on his face getting lost in the feeling of his tongue and soft lips working wonders on you. Your eyes roll to the back of your head, the band in your stomach threatening to snap. Jaehyun was eating your pussy, like it was his last meal on earth, fucking his tongue into your tight hole, swirling it all around. A couple more flicks and sucks to your puffy clit, has you creaming all over his face.

“Goddamn you a munch, shit ate that kitty so good baby boy” you breathed out, legs still shaking from your intense high. Before you could even catch your breath, Jaehyun is coming on top of you spreading your legs wide and binding them together. He literally folds you in half before sinking his thick cock inside your tight wet pussy. You screamed at the sudden intrusion, his big fat cock filling you up to the hilt.

“Oh fuck Jae, so fucking big, yes gimme that fucking dick” you clawed at his back scratching him up and holding on to him tight, as he sets a brutal pace fucking into you so roughly, the headboard of the bed slams against the wall.

“Fuuuuck, tight little cunt squeezing the fuck outta me baby I can barely move” he moaned loudly, his thrusts growing more desperate, you whined when he hit that spot inside your gummy warm walls, making your eyes roll to back of your head as you feel your 2nd orgasm of the night approaching you.

“Nghhh shit Jae, don’t stop fucking me please want your big load inside me” you begged shamelessly for his cum, your legs feeling numb and the feeling of his thick cock drilling your tight walls has you seeing stars. He puts his big strong hand around your neck, choking you as he pounded into you like you were nothing but a fucktoy.

“OMMFF damn baby you gonna milk this cock, gonna let me fill this pussy up with my cum” he whined, his strokes grew erratic, desperately chasing his high as he fucked you like his life depended on it. You cried out as your climax hit you like a tidal wave, creaming and squirting all over his dick. The clenching of your tight spent pussy sends Jaehyun into a frenzy, his high approaching rapidly.

“AGHHHH I’m gonna stuff you full of my cum right now baby, gonna plug you up full of my milk precious darling” he delivers a couple more harsh strokes to your throbbing spent cunt before letting out a guttural grunt, cumming deep inside your womb. Your shivered at the feeling of his hot cum flooding your insides, you couldn’t think of a better feeling than getting creampied.

He collapsed on the other side of you, both of you trying to calm down from your intense highs. You smiled weakly at him before laying your head on his chest. It was times like this with Jaehyun that genuinely fucked with your head. You wouldn’t admit but honestly you were falling for Jaehyun. It was the way he made you feel in bed, even though he fucked you like a rag doll he still always made sure you were comfortable and feeling good.

Your thoughts was interrupted, when Jaehyun got up from the bed, his naked body on full display, you bit your lip at the sight of bare ass. Jaehyun grabbed his phone, opening cash app and sending you the $3k he promised. Your phone buzzed out of nowhere, you weakly grabbed your phone from the night stand, seeing the notification from cash app that $3k was deposited into your account.

Then realty hit you, Jaehyun will never see you as anything more than a guaranteed booty call, a hoe on speed dial. You swallowed the lump that started to form in your throat, trying your best to ignore the ache in your chest. Jaehyun got back into the bed, pulling you close to him as he wrapped his arms around your waist. Not long after he drifted off to sleep, leaving you lost in your thoughts.

Just like the first night you guys slept together, you woke up to no sign of Jaehyun but a letter resting on the night stand with a glass of orange juice and breakfast. The letter states the same exact words he said to you the morning you guys first slept together

“𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗱𝘂𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗱. 𝗣𝗹𝘂𝘀 𝗜’𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗦𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗵 𝗞𝗼𝗿𝗲𝗮 𝘁𝗼𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝘀𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗯𝘆𝗲𝘀, 𝗜’𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗶’𝗺 𝗶𝗻 𝗟.𝗔 𝗼𝗿 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂’𝗿𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗻 𝗞𝗼𝗿𝗲𝗮 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹”

𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛.

Tears start to form in your eyes but you quickly wiped them away, you really fooled yourself thinking that Jaehyun would see you more than just a hookup, more than just a stripper and a sex worker. You put on your big girl pants and got your shit and left his place not looking back. You don’t know when you see Jaehyun again, but when the time comes you will always be ready to serve him, because that’s what hoes do.

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙀𝙣𝙙…

A/n: Omg my first ever non enha ff🤭 so I know this is not super good bc honestly this is one of my lazy works like I did not even put too much effort into this one😅. But FAWKK I need Jaehyun so bad like! I hope you guys like it and don’t be shy to reblog and leave comments, also this is not proofread🫣

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ntoxicatedcherri · 8 days ago

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This masterlist contains mature (18+) content, including explicit themes, horror elements, and intense emotional scenes. And, as always, these are written with Black Women in mind. Anyone can read but be respectful of who I am representing in this space. Please proceed with caution and enjoy the ride! ❤️‍🔥-smut 🖤-horror 💔-angst 💝-fluff

NCT 127/DREAM/WAYV ❤️‍🔥Toxic- Jaehyun

ATEEZ

❤️‍🔥🖤-Mirror, Mirror- Yunho (Coming Soon)

STRAY KIDS MONSTA X

TAEMIN ❤️‍🔥 Enthrall pt. 1

JACKSON WANG ❤️‍🔥🖤Marked

#kpop x black character #kpop x black reader #lee taemin #jackson wang #nct #nct 127 #wayv #nct dream

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ntoxicatedcherri · 8 days ago

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This is an AU: 18+ ONLY!!! NO MINORS!!!! Written for black!reader/black!oc. Reader has a name because it was easier since I converted this from my main blog but you can imagine it as reader or OC since I only used vague descriptors. (if you see other names in, again this is a conversion from my other blog.)

Mentions a toxic relationship (nothing violent). It’s kinda dark but not in a noncon/dubcon way. Minor (if you could even call it that) manipulation but it’s not too extreme, I promise. Mentions alcohol consumption, unprotected sex (be smart and wrap it up people).

Shaye wasn’t supposed to be here. She said it was over six months ago. The last time was to be the last.

Yet here she was in his bed.

"Damn baby, I love this pussy so much."

Jaehyun.

He was always so vocal. So dirty. So nasty.

She loved the way Jaehyun touched her and kissed her. He was the only man who could make her scream his name all night. He had a way of making her feel like she was the most special woman in the world. His hands on her body caused heat to rise on her skin.

"I missed you so much." His sultry voice sang in her ear.

Six months was a long time to go without the best dick Shaye had ever had. Night after night, she tossed and turned, trying to keep herself from reaching out to him. But the carnal desire overwhelmed her.

“You always feel so good, baby.” Jaehyun moaned.

He had Shaye’s legs around his waist with his hand on her neck. His strokes became sloppy as he drove deeper inside her. Shaye’s nails dug into his back, making him arch into her more. She could feel him deep in her stomach.

“So beautiful. You’re taking me so well.” Jaehyun whispered in her ear.

“It’s too much.”

The feeling of him stretching her was sending Shaye to her limit. He had her approaching her fourth orgasm of the night.

“Then cum for me.”

Jaehyun angled his hips and slammed into her harder. She screamed as she came. Jaehyun continued to fuck her through it. He gently bit her lip as his orgasm rocked through him. His body relaxed as he slowly pulled out of her.

The room was silent except for their labored breathing.

“Oh shit, that was amazing.” Jaehyun sighed. His fingers massaged the flesh of her hip. He leaned over, taking her ear between his teeth. She could feel his hard dick prodding against her leg. He’s always been a machine and could go for however long she wanted. It was one of the things that made her so addicted to him.

"Yeah, it was." Shaye admitted.

She pulled the sheets up to her chest and moved to the edge of the bed. She could feel Jaehyun staring at her, and she did your best to ignore it.

“You’re regretting it.” It wasn’t a question.

Shaye didn’t try to deny it. Jaehyun was always able to read her like a book. He said that her silence spoke more than her mouth did.

“I should go”

Shaye went to sit up, but Jaehyun grabbed her and pulled her back to him. The warmth of his body consumed her.

“Come on baby. Don’t be that way.”

“Jaehyun, I can’t keep doing this. I’ve been by your side for so long, just letting you use me for whatever you want. It’s not fair to me”

“Shaye, please don’t do this. I want you. I need you. Don’t leave me again…Please”

Jaehyun cupped her face and kissed her softly before moving to her neck, making her weak.

Shaye’s body flew into autopilot and immediately relaxed into him more. He always had a way with words. No matter what happened in that year, he could always make her return to him.

He climbed on top of her, draping her leg over his shoulder. His warm hands massaged her thighs, making her crave him again.

“You left me, Shaye. Tell me you won’t leave again.”

“Jae-”

“Shaye.” Jaehyun moaned before slipping inside her. She grabbed onto his shoulders as he filled her up. His steady pace of thrusting into her made her wetter and wetter with every stroke. The feeling was paradise.

“Tell me.” He whispered against her lips.

Jaehyun reached down between the two of them and began rubbing her clit. Shaye held tight onto his body as he plunged deeper inside her. Jaehyun fucked her speechless. The only sound was her breathy moans.

“Shaye, I adore you. Tell me you won’t leave me.”

“I won’t leave you.”

This was not how Shaye imagined this…situationship would go. Fighting and fucking constantly. She thought being in love with someone would somehow be uncomplicated. She knew it could be with a different man. She wanted to give up. She needed to let Jaehyun go, but her body’s desire for him outweighed the logic.

“Promise me, baby.”

“I promise.”

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Jaehyun hated crowds. He would rather sit at home and drink. But Johnny managed to drag him out to Club Slate. They were having one of their weekly themes, Glam Night, and everyone was dressed to the nines. There were sequins, feather boas, and tuxedos all around. Even though he wasn’t in the mood, he still opted for a black and gold tuxedo to fit the theme.

Jaehyun sat at the bar, whiskey in hand, looking around at everyone. Johnny was busy flirting with a woman sitting next to him. Her bright red dress had a heart-shaped neckline and sat right above her knees. Every now and then, she would glance over at him. Jaehyun knew she wanted a threesome but he wasn’t interested.

Not tonight, anyway.

Johnny’s boisterous laughter was floating above the music in the club. Jaehyun was glad his friend was having a good time. He knew that before the night was over, Johnny would have this woman writhing under him. Jaehyun smirked at the thought. Johnny was definitely a ladies’ man and didn’t shy away from it. Jaehyun took another swig from his glass, the brown liquor heating up his body.

“Jeong Jaehyun”

Jaehyun slammed the glass down onto the bar. He was hoping to lay low but as his luck would turn out, he’d end up somewhere someone would recognize him. He slowly turned around in his barstool and found himself face to face with a familiar set of brown eyes.

“Shaye Thompson”

Shaye stood in front of him, her arms folded under her breasts. Her velvet black dress had a plunging neckline that hid nothing and her arms being folded only pushed them up more. The split in her dress stopped just below her right hip. Her thigh chain glimmered in the neon lights. Her gold heels gave her frame a little more height but Jaehyun knew he’d still have a height advantage over her.

Jaehyun’s eyes trailed the body he used to rub his hands over. He knew every curve and crevice of this woman. And then it all went to shit.

There was too much stupid shit they couldn’t get over. And both of them had egos out of this world. If they weren’t arguing, they were fucking. If they weren’t fucking, they were arguing. Shit wasn’t always bad but when it was, it was bad as fuck.

“Never thought I’d run into you here, let alone see you again” Shaye stated.

“Same. I thought our last time was our last time”

“It was. I was kind of hoping it wasn’t you but let’s be honest, I know that body from anywhere”

Shaye reached past him, grabbing his whiskey glass. She threw back the remnants of Jaehyun’s drink before placing the glass back on the bar. She cocked her head at him before walking back onto the dance floor.

“Was that who I thought that was?” Johnny leaned over to Jaehyun.

“Yes indeed it was. Miss Shaye” Jaehyun turned around on the stool and faced the bar. He held up his glass, signaling another drink.

Once the glass was full, Jaehyun threw the entire thing back. He never thought he would see her again. The last time he saw her, he was sneaking out of her house in the middle of the night. Leaving her naked body between her sheets.

Jaehyun didn’t want to admit that it bothered him to leave her but he didn’t want to allow himself to be in a committed relationship. He wasn’t ready to give her that. He wanted them to keep enjoying each other sexually. Deep down, he knew that was never going to be enough for her. She needed more than just his body. She needed his heart.

Jaehyun watched her on the dance floor. Some guy had his hands on her hips grinding into her ass. She was looking right at him. Jaehyun knew she was trying to make him jealous by throwing her ass back on some random person.

Jaehyun glared. Shaye smirked.

“Damn, you ok?” Johnny asked.

“I’m fine”

Shaye swayed her hips to the music, making sure to keep her eyes on Jaehyun. She wasn’t interested in the guy she was dancing with but she needed something to get a reaction out of him.

There was something about the way Jaehyun touched her that she didn’t know she missed. She closed her eyes and thought of how he would have her on her knees, choking on his long dick. He would grip her braids as he fucked her face. Tell her she was a good girl as she swallowed his cum.

Shaye bit her lip as she imagined it. Her hands traveled along her body, over her breasts and hips.She could feel this man touching her but it’s not who she wanted. Her body was with..whatever this guy said his name was but he mind was on Jaehyun.

Jaehyun sat fuming.

Watching her touch herself with this prick’s hands all over her body. His body. Jaehyun had run his tongue along every inch of Shaye. He had his claim on her. But that must’ve been relinquished when he left her.

“You know I don’t get in your business but you’re sitting over here mad that she’s out there with someone else” Johnny pointed out.

“She’s a grown woman. She can do what she wants”

“Yeah she can. And so can you. So you either sit here, mad like a little bitch. Or, you go get your woman”

Jaehyun’s tongue poked his cheek.

He knew Johnny had a point. Things weren’t always perfect but damn they had some good times. Jaehyun stood up from the bar stool and walked out on the floor. His eyes were directly on Shaye. He approached her and stood right in front of her.

Shaye could feel his presence. She decided to keep her eyes closed, pretending to not notice.

“Excuse me man, can I help you?” the guy asked.

Jaehyun’s eyes shot up to him and back to Shaye. Before she could process the situation around her, Jaehyun’s hand was around her throat and he was dragging her off of the dancefloor. He had no regard for the crowds of people around, he nudged his way through them. He pulled her through an empty hall and slammed her against the wall.

“Jaehyun, what the fuck?” Shaye groaned.

“You think you’re so fucking funny. Shaking that ass on some random motherfucker” Jaehyun snarled.

“Aww. Is that baby jealous?” Shaye mocked him.

Jaehyun tightened his grip against her neck. Shaye’s eyes widened slightly at his aggression.

“Does it look like I’m fucking around with you little girl?”

“It’s been awhile since I’ve heard that Jae. You must’ve forgotten, you left me. I’m single and I can do whatever the fuck I want”

“Oh is that so?”

Jaehyun pushed his body against hers. His fingers found their way through the split of her dress. He was met with the warm flesh of her bare pussy.

“No panties? You still are the filthy slut I remember” Jaehyun smirked.

“I was your filthy slut”

“You still are” Jaehyun plunged his fingers deep inside of her. Shaye’s back arched off of the wall. She grabbed onto his arms as his fingers continued to pump in and out of her. Jaehyun dropped his hand from her throat and buried his face into her neck. The soft touch of his lips sent chills down her spine.

“Fuck Jae. I’ve missed you” Shaye admitted.

“I’ve missed you too princess. Fuck, I’ve missed you”

Jaehyun curved his fingers upward towards her G-Spot. Making gentle “come here” motions with his fingers. Her breathing turned into panting. Shaye hadn’t felt this good in a very long time. Men have tried and have failed. None have even come close to him.

“You want the dick baby?” Jaehyun asked.

“Mmm..Yes. Please”

“Good girl”

Jaehyun pulled his fingers out of her and placed them in his mouth. He moaned at her sweet taste. Damn he missed this. He unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. Pulling them down to the middle of his thighs, his hard dick sprang free. Jaehyun hitched her leg around his waist. He pushed himself inside of her. She was tight and warm. He sighed at her snug fit. They hadn’t seen each other in so long but he remembered the way she felt as if they just fucked yesterday.

“Shit baby. This pussy wet as fuck” Jaehyun groaned.

“Fuck baby, we need to be quick before someone sees us”

Jaehyun held onto her leg as he stroked in and out of her. Her soaking pussy made his penetration easy. Her hands grabbed at his arms. Bucky placed his forehead on hers, looking her in the eye.

“I don’t give a fuck. Let them see. Let them see how well I fuck you. Let them know that I’m the only man that can get you there”

Jaehyun sped up his strokes. It never took him long to get Shaye close to orgasming. He knew every spot and how to hit it. Shaye’s bottom lip quivered. It felt like old times. Jaehyun fucking her ruthlessly. He was never one to care about being seen or heard. He liked knowing someone could hear him giving pleasure.

“Go ahead and squeeze it with your pussy baby. I know you want to. You’re going to cum all on this dick aren’t you?” Jaehyun teased.

“Yes baby. Fuck, I’m going to cum”

“Go ahead and cum princess. You know I won’t stop until you do”

Shaye was becoming undone. She couldn’t hold it anymore. Her nails dug into the fabric of his jacket as she rained down on him. Her breathing became constricted as he guided her through it.

“That’s it baby. Let it go” Jaehyun snapped his hips harder. Her tight cunt was hugging him. He bit down on his lip, his orgasm coming quicker.

“You want it in you or on you?”

“In me” Shaye sighed.

Jaehyun’s mouth fell open. He released his nut in four long spurts. His breath was shallow and his chest rose and fell heavily. He placed a soft kiss on her lips.

“You need to come home with me,” Jaehyun whispered.

“Jae-”

“Come home with me” Jaehyun nibbled on her ear. Shaye was becoming weak in the knees. He knew every button to press and he was definitely doing it now. His hands were on her breasts, his mouth kissing everywhere.

“Jaehyun, I shouldn’t. We both know how this is going to end”

“You and I both know I’m not asking you. Come home with me. I need you in my bed, riding my face. Don’t you want that baby? Don’t you want to fuck my face with that dripping wet pussy?”

Jaehyun had already chipped away her resolve. He had already fucked her, what was one more night?

“Ok..But just for tonight”

Jaehyun laughed sarcastically.

“Oh honey, we both know that’s a lie”

“No, Jaehyun seriously. Just one”

His lips were back on her neck. Little bites here and there were dragging her back to the past. Those memories of him working her body all came rushing back again.

“Ok, Ok..Maybe two”

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Light crept into the room, shining in Shaye’s face. She slowly opened her eyes, patting the now cold spot in the bed next to her. She sat up in the bed and sighed. Even in his own home, he left her the next day. Shaye tossed the blanket aside. She felt like she could kick herself for having that moment of weakness.

Jaehyun knew every button to push and every knob to turn. And she fell right for it. She picked up her phone and opened the Lyft app. There was no need for her to stick around here.

“What did you expect, Shaye? What did you really expect?” Shay picked up her dress from the floor, groaning from the dull ache in her muscles. Her dress was slightly ripped on the side from Jaehyun’s impatience of getting it off of her.

The door to the bedroom slowly started to open, making Shaye pause her movements. Jaehyun pushed the door the rest of the way open. He was holding a yellow dress in his hands.

“I thought you’d want this since I messed up your other one” he held the dress out to her.

“Thank you”

Shaye took the dress from him. The fabric was soft to her touch however, the article of clothing wasn’t familiar to her. She looked up at him, eyeing him suspiciously.

“Did one of your many conquests leave this behind?” Shaye joked.

“No. I went out and bought that for you while you were sleeping” Jaehyun looked genuinely hurt that she would think he’d give her another woman’s clothes. He wasn’t perfect but he wasn’t that much of a lowlife loser.

Shaye felt a little bad about her accusation but after everything that had gone on between the two of them, she couldn’t expect too much from him. She pulled the dress onto her body. She noticed that Jaehyun never took his eyes off of her.

“That yellow is a nice color on you” Jaehyun complimented.

“You hit your head this morning?” Shaye asked, putting on her shoes and grabbing the rest of her things off of the floor.

“No. I’m just giving you a compliment”

“Well save it. One night of fucking isn’t going to change anything” Shaye taunted

“It was supposed to be two”

“That’s not happening”

Jaehyun wiped his hand down his face. He knew this conversation wasn’t going to be an easy one but one that he needed to have. There’s a lot of things he needed to say to Shaye. But the first thing out of his mouth needed to be an apology.

“Shaye, about that night-”

“Don’t. That was the past and there’s no need to continue to dwell on it”

“No Shaye, I need you to listen to me”

“I’m done listening to you Jaehyun. Listening to you is what got me here last night. Thank you for the dress but I need to go”

Shaye tried to walk past him but he grabbed her arm and pulled her back to him. He gently pushed her against the frame of the door, trapping her body between his and the wall. He held her chin, his thumb caressing her bottom lip.

“Please listen. I shouldn’t have left you that night and I shouldn’t have done what I did to you last night. I know things between us were never perfect but I would like to make that up to you. I would understand if you walked out that door and never wanted to see me again but I’m asking for a second chance. I want to do things right by you Shaye. All I’m asking is that you give me one more shot to get this right” Jaehyun pleaded.

Shaye pushed Jaehyun away from her. She heard every word he was saying to her but she’d seen this performance many times. They’d argue, he’d say or do something that would piss her off, he’d apologize, and she’d forgive him. That was the vicious cycle they tried to make work.

“Jaehyun. as sweet as all that sounds, I’ve heard all of this before. Things are not going to change between us. As much as I’d like to believe it would, I know that it won’t”

“Shaye please-”

”No, Jae. You made me promise not to leave you, only for you to turn around and leave me. How is that fair?’

Jaehyun sucked his teeth. A childish habit of his that Shaye always hated. He always resorted to childish behavior when he didn’t get his way.

“You’re never going to grow up”

”I could”

”I can’t go on your word alone”

Shaye walked away from the room and headed to the front door. Every space in his house brought back both pleasant and painful memories. The arguments. The sex. The date nights. The fights. Everything happened in this small space that put her in a whirlwind of emotions.

“Hey Shaye, is this really goodbye?” Jaehyun called after her.

Shaye stopped in her tracks, her hand on the door.

“It really is” Shaye walked out of the door without a second glance, pushing Jaehyun into the farthest corner of her mind.

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Shaye looked around at all the bodies pressed together on the dance floor. After her last encounter at Club Slate, she had her reservations about coming back. The last thing she wanted to think about was her encounter with Jaehyun here but the walls were screaming to her. Her mind flickered back to his hands between her thighs as he had her pressed against the wall. It’s something she didn’t want to relive but she couldn’t help it. She could only think to drown those thoughts in alcohol.

Shaye sighed, thinking about how her best friend, Tracie, told her she owed her this outing for abandoning her for some dick. Throwback night was Tracie’s favorite at Club Slate and it used to be Shaye’s. The dj would play all of the music their parents used to play during their basement parties when they were kids. It was also the kind of music she and Bucky would listen to all of the time.

She tossed back her double shot of Hennessy. Trying to form a cloud in her mind. She thought about sending Tracie a text, letting her know that she’d be going home instead of hanging around but could she really get away with leaving her again? Tracie was never one to get black out drunk but the buddy system was something Shaye needed to stick to. Especially after last time.

Shaye slid off of her bar seat and headed towards the crowd when a hand grabbed her around the waist. She turned around and found herself facing a man with a familiar face. She couldn’t place where she last saw him but she did know him.

“Um..Hi…”Shaye’s voice trailed off. She couldn’t remember the guy’s name. She was usually pretty good with names and faces but this one had her stumped.

“I’m Aaron. You and I were dancing here a few weeks ago when your boyfriend showed up. I hope I didn’t get you in trouble” He smiled.

Shaye laughed internally. That’s who he was? And the fact that he thought Jaehyun was her boyfriend was even more laughable but after that show they put on, it would make sense for someone to think that.

“Hey Aaron. Sorry about that and that guy is definitely not my boyfriend. He’s just someone I used to know”

“Well he must’ve been someone special. He managed to get you away from me”

“I wouldn’t say special. We just have a long history. Well, it was nice seeing you again. Have a good night”

Shaye pushed past Aaron and walked onto the crowded floor. Bodies were bumping into hers. She just wanted somewhere she could sit and drink without being bothered. She found a vacated couch and sat down. This night was not what she expected. But what did she really expect coming back here?

“This next song is dedicated to Miss Shaye Thompson. You’re the most special woman in the world and for you, I’d move mountains to show my love. From Jaehyun”

Use Your Heart by SWV began playing over the speakers. Shaye looked wildly around the room. Jaehyun is here? How did she not see him before? Everyone else around her began dancing with one another. This song brought back so many memories for her. She and Jaehyun used to dance to this song all the time. This was their song.

“Alone, you and I intertwine. Refreshing conversation for the mind. As we stare we both seek and hope to find real love, purified” his smooth voice sang in her ear.

“Why are you here?” Shaye asked.

Jaehyun circled around the couch and sat down next to her. He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and pulled her closer to him.

“Don’t act like you don’t love this song” Jaehyun teased.

“You didn’t answer my question. Why are you here?”

“Well I am a grown man and I can go wherever I want. Is that not true?”

“Yes that it is true-”

“Then that’s why I’m here”

Silence fell between the two of them. The only sound to be heard is the beautiful music flowing around them. Shaye bit down on her bottom lip to keep it from trembling.

Jaehyun was hitting her with a low blow dedicating this song to her.

“I remember dancing with you to this song in my living room. It was comfortable. Natural. And the next thing we knew, we were on my floor with those pretty brown legs wrapped around my neck. You came six times from head alone” Jaehyun’s fingers danced along her bare thighs, slowly creeping to her embarrassingly wet pussy.

“And then, when I was inside you. That was heaven. You remember that baby?” Jaehyun whispered.

“Of course I do”

“Then stop playing these games and come back to me. You know you want us as much as I do”

“Jaehyun-”

“I don’t want to hear anything else but ‘yes’ from you. Please baby, don’t do this to me”

Shaye fought with herself. She knew she shouldn’t break so easily but Jaehyun wasn’t an easy guy to resist. He knew her well enough to where he didn’t need to put in too much effort to have her back eating out of the palm of his hand.

“I’ll do whatever you want and be whatever kind of man you want me to be, baby. Just come back to me”

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Shaye’s legs shook as Jaehyun’s tongue swirled around her clit. She had a handful of his hair, gently tugging as his tongue sucked and flicked at her dripping cunt. Jaehyun moaned as she came into his mouth for the third time. He could never get tired of eating her out.

He slipped his finger inside of her, bringing her closer to another orgasm. Shaye’s whole body was shaking. Jaehyun was always a very generous lover with Shaye. He made sure she got hers before him every single time. Even if that meant two for him and four for her.

His jaw dropped as he felt her nut on his finger. He slowly pulled out his finger, looking at it glisten. He popped the digit into his mouth, enjoying her essence.

Shaye could feel her muscles relax. Her orgams rocked through her body so heavily, she was surprised that she had any strength left.

“You taste so good, baby. That pussy is always so good” Jaehyun sighed.

”Jae, you always make me feel good”

Jaehyun traced patterns on her thigh, before he draped her legs over his shoulders. Jaehyun slipped inside of her, moaning at her warm feeling. Jaehyun snapped his hips against her, grunting with every stroke.

”Fuck baby” Jaehyun reach down and wrapped his hand around Shaye’s neck and squeezed slightly. ”Stay with me baby. Never leave me”

”No, no. I won’t leave, baby. I won’t leave”

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Jaehyun groaned as he stretched his sore muscles. That had to be some of the best sleep he’d gotten in a while, and it was all thanks to Shaye. He finally had her back all to himself and he was smiling on the inside.

He felt like a kid on Christmas finally getting his gift after he’d been told no. And Shaye was indeed the gift that would keep on giving.

Jaehyun reached out to pull her closer to him, only to feel a piece of paper where her body once lay. Jaehyun sat up, grabbing the paper to read it.

This will never happen again.

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Three Months Later….

Shaye sat in her car, forehead pressed against the steering wheel. Her car’s battery died and her insurance company told her that it would take about an hour and a half for someone to get to her.

Shaye was irritated.

Her phone was on fifteen percent and it looked like it was about to rain. She debated walking to the nearest gas station but it was late. Too dangerous for her to walk anywhere by herself. She looked around, really taking in her surroundings. She knew what she could do to help her situation but..it was risky.

Jaehyun

She knew that if she were to call him, he would come to her aid but she also knew that Jaehyun had a way of getting what he wanted from her. He always did.

Yes, calling Jaehyun was risky but it was better than sitting in her car on the side of the road.

Shaye grabbed her phone. Even though she told herself that she was done with him, she still had his number saved. She couldn’t bring herself to delete it. As if the universe was bringing her to this very moment. Before she could stop herself, she pressed the call button.

She bit down on her bottom lip as it rang one time. Two times. Three times. Shaye sighed. This was stupid. She was getting ready to hang up when his voice came on the line.

“Shaye?” she could hear his smile through the phone.

“Yeah, it’s me”

“It feels so good to hear your voice” Jaehyun sighed.

Shaye could feel herself falling for him again.

“I’m sorry to call you so late but my car battery died not too far from you and my phone is about to die as well-”

“Where are you exactly?”

Shaye could hear the rustling of his clothes.

”I’m near that convenience store you like. Maybe a block away”

”Listen, I’m not home right now. I’m thirty minutes away, can you wait for me, pretty girl?”

Shaye could hear laughter in the background of Jaehyun. Distinct laughter. The laughter of a woman.

”Jae, if you’re busy I can just wait for the car company to come to me”

”I’m never too busy for you. Send me your location, I’ll be there as soon as I can”

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This was weird.

It didn’t take Jaehyun long to get to Shaye. When he arrived, it had already started to rain. He grabbed his umbrella and approached her car. He gently tapped on the glass to get her attention.

It was after midnight and he could see the exhaustion in her eyes.

“Hi baby,” Jaehyun whispered.

“I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have called you”

“I’m glad you did. Come on, let me get you home”

The car ride wasn’t easy for Jaehyun. Shaye’s sweet scent of peach and vanilla was driving him crazy. She was wearing a little red dress that was riding up her thighs and it was bringing back all of the memories he had of before. He wanted to touch her so bad.

Shaye had called her insurance back to let them know that she had left her location and would rather have her car towed to her home. He wanted to talk to her but he didn’t know what to say. He wanted to be mad at her. It’d been three months since he’d heard from her and she called him out of the blue for help. Part of him didn’t want to answer the phone but there was a part of him that beamed when he’d seen her name pop up on his phone.

He reached over and placed his hand on her thigh. He could feel her body shiver under his touch. He slid his hand higher, feeling the goosebumps form on her skin.

”Shaye, I-”

Before he could finish his sentence, his phone rang. And thanks to the Bluetooth in his car, Shaye was able to see that Arielle was calling him.

He could see her eyes cutting over to him.

“Aren’t you going to answer it?” Shaye shied away from his touch.

”Uh..no..It’s not important”

The rest of the ride was in silence. Jaehyun knew that phone call made the entire situation more weird. There was so much he wanted to say. So much he wanted to do. He wanted to feel her lips against his while he wrapped her legs around his waist.

He wanted her.

When he pulled into the driveway of Shaye’s house, she didn’t waste any time getting out of the car.

“Thanks for the ride” Shaye quickly closed the door behind her. She was quickly trying to get to the door, as the rain was falling harder.

Jaehyun stepped out of the car and jogged behind Shaye to catch her. He grabbed her wrist and turned her to face him. Shaye pulled out of his grasp and pushed him away from her.

”At least let me walk you to the door,” Jaehyun offered.

”No”

”Shaye,-”

”No, Jaehyun”

”So that’s it? You call me in the middle of the night because you need help, and you won’t even talk to me?”

”Good night Jaehyun”

Shaye ran up the steps and slammed the door behind her.

Jaehyun took a deep breath. He refused to let this night end like this. He craved her more than anything at this moment.

Jaehyun opened the door to his car and laid on the horn. He didn’t care if it was late and her neighbors were trying to sleep. He needed her to listen to every word he had to say to her. He needed her to know that he never stopped thinking about her.

”Shaye Thompson! I know you can hear me. I will stand out here all night, screaming your name until you talk to me!” The rain pelted Jaehyun harder. He honked his horn three more times.

”Shaye! Come and talk to me. Baby, please!”

Jaehyun was prepared to stand outside all night. If her neighbors wanted to call the police on him? That’s fine. He didn’t care about being a disturbance.

“Shaye!”

The front door to Shaye’s house opened. She hurried over to him and shoved him against the car.

”Are you crazy? I have neighbors, Jaehyun”

”I don’t give a fuck. We need to talk, Shaye”

”There’s nothing to talk about. I appreciate you for giving me a ride, but don’t you have somewhere to be? Isn’t there a woman waiting for you?”

Jaehyun smirked. He could hear it in her voice, the way she spoke about Arielle. She was jealous.

”Aww, is that baby jealous?” Jaehyun mocked her the same way she mocked him.

Shaye shook her head and turned away from him. Jaehyun stepped in front of her, blocking her way.

”Move”

”No, not until we talk”

”What the hell do we have to talk about?”

”I’ve missed you”

Shaye scoffed and stepped around Jaehyun. He grabbed her and pulled her back to him. She pushed him off of her and slapped him. Jaehyun bit the inside of his cheek. He reached inside of the car and turned it off. He turned back to Shaye and cupped her face, kissing her deeply.

”Get off of me”

Jaehyun kissed her harder. Shaye pushed against his chest but it only made him pull her closer. He could feel her body’s response to him, her relaxing into his embrace. Quickly, his hands were back on the side of her face. He pulled her closer to him and deepened the kiss. Her lips tasted the same they always did, sweet. They were still full and pillowy soft. Jaehyun always wished to have this moment back. And here he was with her.

“Jaehyun,” Shaye moaned.

”I’m here baby”

Jaehyun walked Shaye back to the house. Once inside, he kicked the door closed behind them.

Shaye pulled away from him. Jaehyun looked down at her with a pout. She grabbed onto the front of her shirt and made him follow her to her bedroom.

“I knew you still wanted me,” Jaehyun smirked.

“I hate you”

Shaye pushed Jaehyun onto the bed and climbed on top of him. Fuck, he missed this feeling. The warmth of her body, despite the wet clothes, was turning him on. He wanted her, now.

Jaehyun grabbed the bottom of her dress and pulled it over her head. His eyes fell to her beautiful breasts. He snatched her bra down and suckled her brown nipple into his mouth. He moaned at the taste of her.

”You’re just as sweet as I remember. I’ve missed you so much baby. You don’t even know”

Jaehyun was in bliss as his hands roamed her body. Shaye pushed him back onto the bed, forcing him to look up to her.

”This changes nothing, Jaehyun. I hate you. So so much”

”Yeah? Hate me some more”

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Shaye’s hands clung to the sheets. Jaehyun’s hand was gripping the back of her neck as he snapped his hips into her. Her face was buried into the pillows, muffling her screams. The sweat was dripping down his chest and onto her back. His hand came down roughly on her ass. He bit down on his lip, watching her ass jiggle against him as he continued to fuck her from behind.

“You’re so tight, baby. Every time I fuck you, you feel better and better” Jaehyun grunted.

Shaye’s legs were becoming weaker by the second. Jaehyun planted his foot on the bed for better leverage. Shaye’s nails dug deeper into the bed. She started to pull her body away from him when he grabbed onto her hips and pulled her back.

“Oh no baby, don’t run. You’re going to take all of this”

Shaye could feel him in her stomach. Jaehyun could hear her cries from the pillows. He wrapped his hand in her braids and pulled her up to arch her back.

“I wanna hear you baby. Go ahead and talk to me”

“Jae” Shaye sighed.

“Yeah baby. Come on, let me hear you”

“I love you”

Jaehyun’s movements slowed down slightly. Did she say what he thought she said?

“You..You still love me?” Jaehyun asked.

“Yes baby, I love you”

Jaehyun leaned down by her ear. His tongue lightly grazed over her earlobe. Jaehyun sped up his pace. Shaye telling him that she loved him, was going to send him over the edge.

“I’m so glad you said that baby. I love you too. You’re mine, baby. You’ll always be mine, baby. Say it. Let me hear it. Tell me you’re mine, baby”

”Yours,Jaehyun. I’m yours. All yours”

“Don’t leave me again. Shaye, I swear I will go to the ends of the earth to find you. Never leave me. Please” Jaehyun pleaded.

“I’m here with you baby. I’m never leaving you again”

Jaehyun continued his steady pace of thrusting into her. Shaye was getting wetter and wetter with every stroke. Jaehyun was in paradise. He buried his face in her neck, taking in her sweet scent.

Jaehyun reached down between them and began rubbing her clit. Shaye cried out as he plunged deeper inside her. Her nails scratched and clawed at the sheets. Jaehyun was going so deep inside of her, she was speechless. The only sounds were Jaehyun’s moans and their hips snapping into one another’s.

Jaehyun was reaching his peak. He could feel it in the pit of his stomach. The way his body felt against hers was getting him high.

“Jaehyun, I’m about to cum”

“Cum baby, I wanna feel you cum on my dick”

Shaye gasped as Jaehyun brought her to her orgasm.

His vision darkened with only specks of light fluttering about. Jaehyun’s thrusts became sloppy. He could feel his orgasm building. His grip tightened on her hips as his strokes sped up.

“I’m going to cum baby. I’m going to fill you up”

“Please please please. Fill me up”

Jaehyun released his heavy load inside of her. He took a deep breath and slowly pulled out of her. His body collapsed next to her’s. His breathing was labored and shallow. Shaye turned over and ran her fingers through his hair, scratching his scalp.

Jaehyun’s eyes fluttered closed.

“Promise that you'll always be mine" Jaehyun whispered.

"I'll always be yours"

“Promise me”

“I promise”

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