ntoxicatedcherri

[ntoxicatedcherri]

This is an AU: 18+ ONLY!!! NO MINORS!!!! Written for black!reader/black!oc. Reader has a name because it was easier since I converted this from my main blog but you can imagine it as reader or OC since I only used vague descriptors. (if you see other names in, again this is a conversion from my other blog.)

Mentions a toxic relationship (nothing violent). It’s kinda dark but not in a noncon/dubcon way. Minor (if you could even call it that) manipulation but it’s not too extreme, I promise. Mentions alcohol consumption, unprotected sex (be smart and wrap it up people). 

Shaye wasn’t supposed to be here. She said it was over six months ago. The last time was to be the last.

Yet here she was in his bed.

"Damn baby, I love this pussy so much."

Jaehyun.

He was always so vocal. So dirty. So nasty.

She loved the way Jaehyun touched her  and kissed her. He was the only man who could make her scream his name all night. He had a way of making her feel like she was the most special woman in the world. His hands on her body caused heat to rise on her skin.

"I missed you so much." His sultry voice sang in her ear.

Six months was a long time to go without the best dick Shaye had ever had. Night after night, she tossed and turned, trying to keep herself from reaching out to him. But the carnal desire overwhelmed her. 

“You always feel so good, baby.” Jaehyun moaned.

He had Shaye’s legs around his waist with his hand on her neck. His strokes became sloppy as he drove deeper inside her. Shaye’s nails dug into his back, making him arch into her more. She could feel him deep in her stomach.

“So beautiful. You’re taking me so well.” Jaehyun whispered in her ear.

“It’s too much.”

The feeling of him stretching her was sending Shaye to her limit. He had her approaching her fourth orgasm of the night.

“Then cum for me.”

Jaehyun angled his hips and slammed into her  harder. She screamed as she came. Jaehyun continued to fuck her through it. He gently bit her lip as his orgasm rocked through him. His body relaxed as he slowly pulled out of her.

The room was silent except for their labored breathing.

“Oh shit, that was amazing.” Jaehyun sighed. His fingers massaged the flesh of her hip. He leaned over, taking her ear between his teeth. She could feel his hard dick prodding against her leg. He’s always been a machine and could go for however long she wanted. It was one of the things that made her so addicted to him.

"Yeah, it was." Shaye  admitted.

She pulled the sheets up to her chest and moved to the edge of the bed. She could feel Jaehyun staring at her, and she did your best to ignore it.

“You’re regretting it.” It wasn’t a question.

Shaye didn’t try to deny it. Jaehyun was always able to read her like a book. He said that her silence spoke more than her mouth did. 

“I should go”

Shaye went to sit up, but Jaehyun grabbed her and pulled her back to him. The warmth of his body consumed her. 

“Come on baby. Don’t be that way.”

“Jaehyun, I can’t keep doing this. I’ve been by your side for so long, just letting you use me for whatever you want. It’s not fair to me”

“Shaye, please don’t do this. I want you. I need you. Don’t leave me again…Please”

Jaehyun cupped her face and kissed her softly before moving to her neck, making her weak. 

Shaye’s body flew into autopilot and immediately relaxed into him more. He always had a way with words. No matter what happened in that year, he could always make her return to him.

He climbed on top of her, draping her leg over his shoulder. His warm hands massaged her thighs, making her crave him again.

“You left me, Shaye. Tell me you won’t leave again.”

“Jae-”

“Shaye.” Jaehyun moaned before slipping inside her. She grabbed onto his shoulders as he filled her up. His steady pace of thrusting into her made her wetter and wetter with every stroke. The feeling was paradise.

“Tell me.” He whispered against her lips.

Jaehyun reached down between the two of them and began rubbing her clit. Shaye held tight onto his body as he plunged deeper inside her. Jaehyun fucked her speechless. The only sound was her breathy moans.

“Shaye, I adore you. Tell me you won’t leave me.”

“I won’t leave you.”

This was not how Shaye imagined this…situationship would go. Fighting and fucking constantly. She thought being in love with someone would somehow be uncomplicated. She knew it could be with a different man. She wanted to give up. She needed to let Jaehyun go, but her body’s desire for him outweighed the logic. 

“Promise me, baby.”

“I promise.”

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Jaehyun hated crowds. He would rather sit at home and drink. But Johnny managed to drag him out to Club Slate. They were having one of their weekly themes, Glam Night, and everyone was dressed to the nines. There were sequins, feather boas, and tuxedos all around. Even though he wasn’t in the mood, he still opted for a black and gold tuxedo to fit the theme. 

Jaehyun sat at the bar, whiskey in hand, looking around at everyone. Johnny was busy flirting with a woman sitting next to him. Her bright red dress had a heart-shaped neckline and sat right above her knees. Every now and then, she would glance over at him. Jaehyun knew she wanted a threesome but he wasn’t interested. 

Not tonight, anyway.

Johnny’s boisterous laughter was floating above the music in the club. Jaehyun was glad his friend was having a good time. He knew that before the night was over, Johnny would have this woman writhing under him. Jaehyun smirked at the thought. Johnny was definitely a ladies’ man and didn’t shy away from it. Jaehyun took another swig from his glass, the brown liquor heating up his body.

“Jeong Jaehyun”

Jaehyun slammed the glass down onto the bar. He was hoping to lay low but as his luck would turn out, he’d end up somewhere someone would recognize him. He slowly turned around in his barstool and found himself face to face with a familiar set of brown eyes. 

“Shaye Thompson”

Shaye stood in front of him, her arms folded under her breasts. Her velvet black dress had a plunging neckline that hid nothing and her arms being folded only pushed them up more. The split in her dress stopped just below her right hip. Her thigh chain glimmered in the neon lights. Her gold heels gave her frame a little more height but Jaehyun knew he’d still have a height advantage over her. 

Jaehyun’s eyes trailed the body he used to rub his hands over. He knew every curve and crevice of this woman. And then it all went to shit.

There was too much stupid shit they couldn’t get over. And both of them had egos out of this world. If they weren’t arguing, they were fucking. If they weren’t fucking, they were arguing. Shit wasn’t always bad but when it was, it was bad as fuck.

“Never thought I’d run into you here, let alone see you again” Shaye stated.

“Same. I thought our last time was our last time”

“It was. I was kind of hoping it wasn’t you but let’s be honest, I know that body from anywhere” 

Shaye reached past him, grabbing his whiskey glass. She threw back the remnants of Jaehyun’s drink before placing the glass back on the bar. She cocked her head at him before walking back onto the dance floor.

“Was that who I thought that was?” Johnny leaned over to Jaehyun.

“Yes indeed it was. Miss Shaye” Jaehyun turned around on the stool and faced the bar. He held up his glass, signaling another drink.

Once the glass was full, Jaehyun threw the entire thing back. He never thought he would see her again. The last time he saw her, he was sneaking out of her house in the middle of the night. Leaving her naked body between her sheets.

Jaehyun didn’t want to admit that it bothered him to leave her but he didn’t want to allow himself to be in a committed relationship. He wasn’t ready to give her that. He wanted them to keep enjoying each other sexually. Deep down, he knew that was never going to be enough for her. She needed more than just his body. She needed his heart.

Jaehyun watched her on the dance floor. Some guy had his hands on her hips grinding into her ass. She was looking right at him. Jaehyun knew she was trying to make him jealous by throwing her ass back on some random person. 

Jaehyun glared. Shaye smirked.

“Damn, you ok?” Johnny asked.

“I’m fine” 

Shaye swayed her hips to the music, making sure to keep her eyes on Jaehyun. She wasn’t interested in the guy she was dancing with but she needed something to get a reaction out of him. 

There was something about the way Jaehyun touched her that she didn’t know she missed. She closed her eyes and thought of how he would have her on her knees, choking on his long dick. He would grip her braids as he fucked her face. Tell her she was a good girl as she swallowed his cum. 

Shaye bit her lip as she imagined it. Her hands traveled along her body, over her breasts and hips.She could feel this man touching her but it’s not who she wanted. Her body was with..whatever this guy said his name was but he mind was on Jaehyun. 

Jaehyun sat fuming. 

Watching her touch herself with this prick’s hands all over her body. His body. Jaehyun had run his tongue along every inch of Shaye. He had his claim on her. But that must’ve been relinquished when he left her.

“You know I don’t get in your business but you’re sitting over here mad that she’s out there with someone else” Johnny pointed out.

“She’s a grown woman. She can do what she wants”

“Yeah she can. And so can you. So you either sit here, mad like a little bitch. Or, you go get your woman”

Jaehyun’s tongue poked his cheek. 

He knew Johnny had a point. Things weren’t always perfect but damn they had some good times. Jaehyun stood up from the bar stool and walked out on the floor. His eyes were directly on Shaye. He approached her and stood right in front of her. 

Shaye could feel his presence. She decided to keep her eyes closed, pretending to not notice.

“Excuse me man, can I help you?” the guy asked.

Jaehyun’s eyes shot up to him and back to Shaye. Before she could process the situation around her, Jaehyun’s hand was around her throat and he was dragging her off of the dancefloor. He had no regard for the crowds of people around, he nudged his way through them. He pulled her through an empty hall and slammed her against the wall.

“Jaehyun, what the fuck?” Shaye groaned.

“You think you’re so fucking funny. Shaking that ass on some random motherfucker” Jaehyun snarled.

“Aww. Is that baby jealous?” Shaye mocked him.

Jaehyun tightened his grip against her neck. Shaye’s eyes widened slightly at his aggression.

“Does it look like I’m fucking around with you little girl?”

“It’s been awhile since I’ve heard that Jae. You must’ve forgotten, you left me. I’m single and I can do whatever the fuck I want”

“Oh is that so?”

Jaehyun pushed his body against hers. His fingers found their way through the split of her dress. He was met with the warm flesh of her bare pussy.

“No panties? You still are the filthy slut I remember” Jaehyun smirked.

“I was your filthy slut”

“You still are” Jaehyun plunged his fingers deep inside of her. Shaye’s back arched off of the wall. She grabbed onto his arms as his fingers continued to pump in and out of her. Jaehyun dropped his hand from her throat and buried his face into her neck. The soft touch of his lips sent chills down her spine.

“Fuck Jae. I’ve missed you” Shaye admitted.

“I’ve missed you too princess. Fuck, I’ve missed you”

Jaehyun curved his fingers upward towards her G-Spot. Making gentle “come here” motions with his fingers. Her breathing turned into panting. Shaye hadn’t felt this good in a very long time. Men have tried and have failed. None have even come close to him.

“You want the dick baby?” Jaehyun asked.

“Mmm..Yes. Please”

“Good girl”

Jaehyun pulled his fingers out of her and placed them in his mouth. He moaned at her sweet taste. Damn he missed this. He unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. Pulling them down to the middle of his thighs, his hard dick sprang free. Jaehyun hitched her leg around his waist. He pushed himself inside of her. She was tight and warm. He sighed at her snug fit. They hadn’t seen each other in so long but he remembered the way she felt as if they just fucked yesterday.

“Shit baby. This pussy wet as fuck” Jaehyun groaned.

“Fuck baby, we need to be quick before someone sees us”

Jaehyun held onto her leg as he stroked in and out of her. Her soaking pussy made his penetration easy. Her hands grabbed at his arms.  Bucky placed his forehead on hers, looking her in the eye.

“I don’t give a fuck. Let them see. Let them see how well I fuck you. Let them know that I’m the only man that can get you there”

Jaehyun sped up his strokes. It never took him long to get Shaye close to orgasming. He knew every spot and how to hit it. Shaye’s bottom lip quivered. It felt like old times. Jaehyun fucking her ruthlessly. He was never one to care about being seen or heard. He liked knowing someone could hear him giving pleasure.

“Go ahead and squeeze it with your pussy baby. I know you want to. You’re going to cum all on this dick aren’t you?” Jaehyun teased.

“Yes baby. Fuck, I’m going to cum”

“Go ahead and cum princess. You know I won’t stop until you do”

Shaye was becoming undone. She couldn’t hold it anymore. Her nails dug into the fabric of his jacket as she rained down on him. Her breathing became constricted as he guided her through it. 

“That’s it baby. Let it go” Jaehyun snapped his hips harder. Her tight cunt was hugging him. He bit down on his lip, his orgasm coming quicker.

“You want it in you or on you?”

“In me” Shaye sighed.

Jaehyun’s mouth fell open. He released his nut in four long spurts. His breath was shallow and his chest rose and fell heavily. He placed a soft kiss on her lips.

“You need to come home with me,” Jaehyun whispered.

“Jae-”

“Come home with me” Jaehyun nibbled on her ear. Shaye was becoming weak in the knees. He knew every button to press and he was definitely doing it now. His hands were on her breasts, his mouth kissing everywhere.

“Jaehyun, I shouldn’t. We both know how this is going to end”

“You and I both know I’m not asking you. Come home with me. I need you in my bed, riding my face. Don’t you want that baby? Don’t you want to fuck my face with that dripping wet pussy?”

Jaehyun had already chipped away her resolve. He had already fucked her, what was one more night?

“Ok..But just for tonight”

Jaehyun laughed sarcastically.

“Oh honey, we both know that’s a lie”

“No, Jaehyun seriously. Just one”

His lips were back on her neck. Little bites here and there were dragging her back to the past. Those memories of him working her body all came rushing back again.

“Ok, Ok..Maybe two”

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Light crept into the room, shining in Shaye’s face. She slowly opened her eyes, patting the now cold spot in the bed next to her. She sat up in the bed and sighed. Even in his own home, he left her the next day. Shaye tossed the blanket aside. She felt like she could kick herself for having that moment of weakness. 

Jaehyun knew every button to push and every knob to turn. And she fell right for it. She picked up her phone and opened the Lyft app. There was no need for her to stick around here.

“What did you expect, Shaye? What did you really expect?” Shay picked up her dress from the floor, groaning from the dull ache in her muscles. Her dress was slightly ripped on the side from Jaehyun’s impatience of getting it off of her. 

The door to the bedroom  slowly started to open, making Shaye pause her movements. Jaehyun pushed the door the rest of the way open. He was holding a yellow dress in his hands.

“I thought you’d want this since I messed up your other one” he held the dress out to her.

“Thank you”

Shaye took the dress from him. The fabric was soft to her touch however, the article of clothing wasn’t familiar to her. She looked up at him, eyeing him suspiciously. 

“Did one of your many conquests leave this behind?” Shaye joked.

“No. I went out and bought that for you while you were sleeping” Jaehyun looked genuinely hurt that she would think he’d give her another woman’s clothes. He wasn’t perfect but he wasn’t that much of a lowlife loser.

Shaye felt a little bad about her accusation but after everything that had gone on between the two of them, she couldn’t expect too much from him. She pulled the dress onto her body. She noticed that Jaehyun never took his eyes off of her.

“That yellow is a nice color on you” Jaehyun complimented.

“You hit your head this morning?” Shaye asked, putting on her shoes and grabbing the rest of her things off of the floor. 

“No. I’m just giving you a compliment”

“Well save it. One night of fucking isn’t going to change anything” Shaye taunted

“It was supposed to be two”

“That’s not happening”

Jaehyun wiped his hand down his face. He knew this conversation wasn’t going to be an easy one but one that he needed to have. There’s a lot of things he needed to say to Shaye. But the first thing out of his mouth needed to be an apology.

“Shaye, about that night-”

“Don’t. That was the past and there’s no need to continue to dwell on it”

“No Shaye, I need you to listen to me”

“I’m done listening to you Jaehyun. Listening to you is what got me here last night. Thank you for the dress but I need to go”

Shaye tried to walk past him but he grabbed her arm and pulled her back to him. He gently pushed her against the frame of the door, trapping her body between his and the wall. He held her chin, his thumb caressing her bottom lip. 

“Please listen. I shouldn’t have left you that night and I shouldn’t have done what I did to you last night. I know things between us were never perfect but I would like to make that up to you. I would understand if you walked out that door and never wanted to see me again but I’m asking for a second chance. I want to do things right by you Shaye. All I’m asking is that you give me one more shot to get this right” Jaehyun pleaded.

Shaye pushed Jaehyun away from her. She heard every word he was saying to her but she’d seen this performance many times. They’d argue, he’d say or do something that would piss her off, he’d apologize, and she’d forgive him. That was the vicious cycle they tried to make work. 

“Jaehyun. as sweet as all that sounds, I’ve heard all of this before. Things are not going to change between us. As much as I’d like to believe it would, I know that it won’t”

“Shaye please-”

”No, Jae. You made me promise not to leave you, only for you to turn around and leave me. How is that fair?’

Jaehyun sucked his teeth. A childish habit of his that Shaye always hated. He always resorted to childish behavior when he didn’t get his way.

“You’re never going to grow up”

”I could”

”I can’t go on your word alone”

Shaye walked away from the room and headed to the front door. Every space in his house brought back both pleasant and painful memories. The arguments. The sex. The date nights. The fights. Everything happened in this small space that put her in a whirlwind of emotions. 

“Hey Shaye, is this really goodbye?” Jaehyun called after her.

Shaye stopped in her tracks, her hand on the door.

“It really is” Shaye walked out of the door without a second glance, pushing Jaehyun into the farthest corner of her mind.

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Shaye looked around at all the bodies pressed together on the dance floor. After her last encounter at Club Slate, she had her reservations about coming back. The last thing she wanted to think about was her encounter with Jaehyun here but the walls were screaming to her. Her mind flickered back to his hands between her thighs as he had her pressed against the wall. It’s something she didn’t want to relive but she couldn’t help it. She could only think to drown those thoughts in alcohol.

Shaye sighed, thinking about how her best friend, Tracie, told her she owed her this outing for abandoning her for some dick. Throwback night was Tracie’s favorite at Club Slate and it used to be Shaye’s. The dj would play all of the music their parents used to play during their basement parties when they were kids. It was also the kind of music she and Bucky would listen to all of the time.

She tossed back her double shot of Hennessy. Trying to form a cloud in her mind. She thought about sending Tracie a text, letting her know that she’d be going home instead of hanging around but could she really get away with leaving her again? Tracie was never one to get black out drunk but the buddy system was something Shaye needed to stick to. Especially after last time.

Shaye slid off of her bar seat and headed towards the crowd when a hand grabbed her around the waist. She turned around and found herself facing a man with a familiar face. She couldn’t place where she last saw him but she did know him.

“Um..Hi…”Shaye’s voice trailed off. She couldn’t remember the guy’s name. She was usually pretty good with names and faces but this one had her stumped.

“I’m Aaron. You and I were dancing here a few weeks ago when your boyfriend showed up. I hope I didn’t get you in trouble” He smiled.

Shaye laughed internally. That’s who he was? And the fact that he thought Jaehyun was her boyfriend was even more laughable but after that show they put on, it would make sense for someone to think that. 

“Hey Aaron. Sorry about that and that guy is definitely not my boyfriend. He’s just someone I used to know”

“Well he must’ve been someone special. He managed to get you away from me”

“I wouldn’t say special. We just have a long history. Well, it was nice seeing you again. Have a good night”

Shaye pushed past Aaron and walked onto the crowded floor. Bodies were bumping into hers. She just wanted somewhere she could sit and drink without being bothered. She found a vacated couch and sat down. This night was not what she expected. But what did she really expect coming back here?

“This next song is dedicated to Miss Shaye Thompson. You’re the most special woman in the world and for you, I’d move mountains to show my love. From Jaehyun”

Use Your Heart by SWV  began playing over the speakers. Shaye looked wildly around the room. Jaehyun is here? How did she not see him before? Everyone else around her began dancing with one another. This song brought back so many memories for her. She and Jaehyun used to dance to this song all the time. This was their song.

“Alone, you and I intertwine. Refreshing conversation for the mind. As we stare we both seek and hope to find real love, purified” his smooth voice sang in her ear.

“Why are you here?” Shaye asked.

Jaehyun circled around the couch and sat down next to her. He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and pulled her closer to him.

“Don’t act like you don’t love this song” Jaehyun teased.

“You didn’t answer my question. Why are you here?”

“Well I am a grown man and I can go wherever I want. Is that not true?”

“Yes that it is true-”

“Then that’s why I’m here”

Silence fell between the two of them. The only sound to be heard is the beautiful music flowing around them. Shaye bit down on her bottom lip to keep it from trembling. 

Jaehyun was hitting her with a low blow dedicating this song to her.

“I remember dancing with you to this song in my living room. It was comfortable. Natural. And the next thing we knew, we were on my floor with those pretty brown legs wrapped around my neck. You came six times from head alone” Jaehyun’s fingers danced along her bare thighs, slowly creeping to her embarrassingly wet pussy.

“And then, when I was inside you. That was heaven. You remember that baby?” Jaehyun whispered.

“Of course I do”

“Then stop playing these games and come back to me. You know you want us as much as I do”

“Jaehyun-”

“I don’t want to hear anything else but ‘yes’ from you. Please baby, don’t do this to me”

Shaye fought with herself. She knew she shouldn’t break so easily but Jaehyun wasn’t an easy guy to resist. He knew her well enough to where he didn’t need to put in too much effort to have her back eating out of the palm of his hand.

“I’ll do whatever you want and be whatever kind of man you want me to be, baby. Just come back to me”

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Shaye’s legs shook as Jaehyun’s tongue swirled around her clit. She had a handful of his hair, gently tugging as his tongue sucked and flicked at her dripping cunt. Jaehyun moaned as she came into his mouth for the third time. He could never get tired of eating her out. 

He slipped his finger inside of her, bringing her closer to another orgasm. Shaye’s whole body was shaking. Jaehyun was always a very generous lover with Shaye. He made sure she got hers before him every single time. Even if that meant two for him and four for her.

His jaw dropped as he felt her nut on his finger. He slowly pulled out his finger, looking at it glisten. He popped the digit into his mouth, enjoying her essence. 

Shaye could feel her muscles relax. Her orgams rocked through her body so heavily, she was surprised that she had any strength left. 

“You taste so good, baby. That pussy is always so good” Jaehyun sighed.

”Jae, you always make me feel good”

Jaehyun traced patterns on her thigh, before he draped her legs over his shoulders. Jaehyun slipped inside of her, moaning at her warm feeling. Jaehyun snapped his hips against her, grunting with every stroke.

”Fuck baby” Jaehyun reach down and wrapped his hand around Shaye’s neck and squeezed slightly. ”Stay with me baby. Never leave me”

”No, no. I won’t leave, baby. I won’t leave”

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Jaehyun groaned as he stretched his sore muscles. That had to be some of the best sleep he’d gotten in a while, and it was all thanks to Shaye. He finally had her back all to himself and he was smiling on the inside.

He felt like a kid on Christmas finally getting his gift after he’d been told no. And Shaye was indeed the gift that would keep on giving.

Jaehyun reached out to pull her closer to him, only to feel a piece of paper where her body once lay. Jaehyun sat up, grabbing the paper to read it.

This will never happen again.

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Three Months Later….

Shaye sat in her car, forehead pressed against the steering wheel. Her car’s battery died and her insurance company told her that it would take about an hour and a half for someone to get to her.

Shaye was irritated.

Her phone was on fifteen percent and it looked like it was about to rain. She debated walking to the nearest gas station but it was late. Too dangerous for her to walk anywhere by herself. She looked around, really taking in her surroundings. She knew what she could do to help her situation but..it was risky.

Jaehyun

She knew that if she were to call him, he would come to her aid but she also knew that Jaehyun had a way of getting what he wanted from her. He always did.

Yes, calling Jaehyun was risky but it was better than sitting in her car on the side of the road.

Shaye grabbed her phone. Even though she told herself that she was done with him, she still had his number saved. She couldn’t bring herself to delete it. As if the universe was bringing her to this very moment. Before she could stop herself, she pressed the call button.

She bit down on her bottom lip as it rang one time. Two times. Three times. Shaye sighed. This was stupid. She was getting ready to hang up when his voice came on the line. 

“Shaye?” she could hear his smile through the phone.

“Yeah, it’s me”

“It feels so good to hear your voice” Jaehyun sighed.

Shaye could feel herself falling for him again. 

“I’m sorry to call you so late but my car battery died not too far from you and my phone is about to die as well-”

“Where are you exactly?”

Shaye could hear the rustling of his clothes.

”I’m near that convenience store you like. Maybe a block away”

”Listen, I’m not home right now. I’m thirty minutes away, can you wait for me, pretty girl?”

Shaye could hear laughter in the background of Jaehyun. Distinct laughter. The laughter of a woman.

”Jae, if you’re busy I can just wait for the car company to come to me”

”I’m never too busy for you. Send me your location, I’ll be there as soon as I can”

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This was weird.

It didn’t take Jaehyun long to get to Shaye. When he arrived, it had already started to rain. He grabbed his umbrella and approached her car. He gently tapped on the glass to get her attention.

It was after midnight and he could see the exhaustion in her eyes.

“Hi baby,” Jaehyun whispered.

“I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have called you”

“I’m glad you did. Come on, let me get you home”

The car ride wasn’t easy for Jaehyun. Shaye’s sweet scent of peach and vanilla was driving him crazy. She was wearing a little red dress that was riding up her thighs and it was bringing back all of the memories he had of before. He wanted to touch her so bad.

Shaye had called her insurance back to let them know that she had left her location and would rather have her car towed to her home. He wanted to talk to her but he didn’t know what to say. He wanted to be mad at her. It’d been three months since he’d heard from her and she called him out of the blue for help. Part of him didn’t want to answer the phone but there was a part of him that beamed when he’d seen her name pop up on his phone. 

He reached over and placed his hand on her thigh. He could feel her body shiver under his touch. He slid his hand higher, feeling the goosebumps form on her skin.

”Shaye, I-”

Before he could finish his sentence, his phone rang. And thanks to the Bluetooth in his car, Shaye was able to see that Arielle was calling him.

He could see her eyes cutting over to him. 

“Aren’t you going to answer it?” Shaye shied away from his touch.

”Uh..no..It’s not important”

The rest of the ride was in silence. Jaehyun knew that phone call made the entire situation more weird. There was so much he wanted to say. So much he wanted to do. He wanted to feel her lips against his while he wrapped her legs around his waist. 

He wanted her.

When he pulled into the driveway of Shaye’s house, she didn’t waste any time getting out of the car.

“Thanks for the ride” Shaye quickly closed the door behind her. She was quickly trying to get to the door, as the rain was falling harder.

Jaehyun stepped out of the car and jogged behind Shaye to catch her. He grabbed her wrist and turned her to face him. Shaye pulled out of his grasp and pushed him away from her.

”At least let me walk you to the door,” Jaehyun offered.

”No”

”Shaye,-”

”No, Jaehyun”

”So that’s it? You call me in the middle of the night because you need help, and you won’t even talk to me?”

”Good night Jaehyun”

Shaye ran up the steps and slammed the door behind her. 

Jaehyun took a deep breath. He refused to let this night end like this. He craved her more than anything at this moment.

Jaehyun opened the door to his car and laid on the horn. He didn’t care if it was late and her neighbors were trying to sleep. He needed her to listen to every word he had to say to her. He needed her to know that he never stopped thinking about her.

”Shaye Thompson! I know you can hear me. I will stand out here all night, screaming your name until you talk to me!” The rain pelted Jaehyun harder. He honked his horn three more times.

”Shaye! Come and talk to me. Baby, please!”

Jaehyun was prepared to stand outside all night. If her neighbors wanted to call the police on him? That’s fine. He didn’t care about being a disturbance. 

“Shaye!”

The front door to Shaye’s house opened. She hurried over to him and shoved him against the car.

”Are you crazy? I have neighbors, Jaehyun”

”I don’t give a fuck. We need to talk, Shaye”

”There’s nothing to talk about. I appreciate you for giving me a ride, but don’t you have somewhere to be? Isn’t there a woman waiting for you?”

Jaehyun smirked. He could hear it in her voice, the way she spoke about Arielle. She was jealous.

”Aww, is that baby jealous?” Jaehyun mocked her the same way she mocked him.

Shaye shook her head and turned away from him. Jaehyun stepped in front of her, blocking her way.

”Move”

”No, not until we talk”

”What the hell do we have to talk about?”

”I’ve missed you”

Shaye scoffed and stepped around Jaehyun. He grabbed her and pulled her back to him. She pushed him off of her and slapped him. Jaehyun bit the inside of his cheek. He reached inside of the car and turned it off. He turned back to Shaye and cupped her face, kissing her deeply.

”Get off of me”

Jaehyun kissed her harder. Shaye pushed against his chest but it only made him pull her closer. He could feel her body’s response to him, her relaxing into his embrace. Quickly, his hands were back on the side of her face. He pulled her closer to him and deepened the kiss. Her lips tasted the same they always did, sweet. They were still full and pillowy soft. Jaehyun always wished to have this moment back. And here he was with her. 

“Jaehyun,” Shaye moaned.

”I’m here baby”

Jaehyun walked Shaye back to the house. Once inside, he kicked the door closed behind them. 

Shaye pulled away from him. Jaehyun looked down at her with a pout. She grabbed onto the front of her shirt and made him follow her to her bedroom.

“I knew you still wanted me,” Jaehyun smirked.

“I hate you”

Shaye pushed Jaehyun onto the bed and climbed on top of him. Fuck, he missed this feeling. The warmth of her body, despite the wet clothes, was turning him on. He wanted her, now.

Jaehyun grabbed the bottom of her dress and pulled it over her head. His eyes fell to her beautiful breasts. He snatched her bra down and suckled her brown nipple into his mouth. He moaned at the taste of her.

”You’re just as sweet as I remember. I’ve missed you so much baby. You don’t even know”

Jaehyun was in bliss as his hands roamed her body. Shaye pushed him back onto the bed, forcing him to look up to her.

”This changes nothing, Jaehyun. I hate you. So so much”

”Yeah? Hate me some more”

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Shaye’s hands clung to the sheets. Jaehyun’s hand was gripping the back of her neck as he snapped his hips into her. Her face was buried into the pillows, muffling her screams. The sweat was dripping down his chest and onto her back. His hand came down roughly on her ass. He bit down on his lip, watching her ass jiggle against him as he continued to fuck her from behind.

“You’re so tight, baby. Every time I fuck you, you feel better and better” Jaehyun grunted.

Shaye’s legs were becoming weaker by the second. Jaehyun planted his foot on the bed for better leverage. Shaye’s nails dug deeper into the bed. She started to pull her body away from him when he grabbed onto her hips and pulled her back.

“Oh no baby, don’t run. You’re going to take all of this”

Shaye could feel him in her stomach. Jaehyun could hear her cries from the pillows. He wrapped his hand in her braids and pulled her up to arch her back. 

“I wanna hear you baby. Go ahead and talk to me”

“Jae” Shaye sighed.

“Yeah baby. Come on, let me hear you”

“I love you”

Jaehyun’s movements slowed down slightly. Did she say what he thought she said?

“You..You still love me?” Jaehyun asked.

“Yes baby, I love you” 

Jaehyun leaned down by her ear. His tongue lightly grazed over her earlobe. Jaehyun sped up his pace. Shaye telling him that she loved him, was going to send him over the edge.

“I’m so glad you said that baby. I love you too. You’re mine, baby. You’ll always be mine, baby. Say it. Let me hear it. Tell me you’re mine, baby”

”Yours,Jaehyun. I’m yours. All yours”

“Don’t leave me again. Shaye, I swear I will go to the ends of the earth to find you. Never leave me. Please” Jaehyun pleaded.

“I’m here with you baby. I’m never leaving you again”

Jaehyun continued his steady pace of thrusting into her. Shaye was getting wetter and wetter with every stroke. Jaehyun was in paradise. He buried his face in her neck, taking in her sweet scent.

Jaehyun reached down between them and began rubbing her clit. Shaye cried out as he plunged deeper inside her. Her nails scratched and clawed at the sheets. Jaehyun was going so deep inside of her, she was speechless. The only sounds were Jaehyun’s moans and their hips snapping into one another’s. 

Jaehyun was reaching his peak. He could feel it in the pit of his stomach. The way his body felt against hers was getting him high.

“Jaehyun, I’m about to cum”

“Cum baby, I wanna feel you cum on my dick”

Shaye gasped as Jaehyun brought her to her orgasm. 

His vision darkened with only specks of light fluttering about. Jaehyun’s thrusts became sloppy. He could feel his orgasm building. His grip tightened on her hips as his strokes sped up.

“I’m going to cum baby. I’m going to fill you up”

“Please please please. Fill me up”

Jaehyun released his heavy load inside of her. He took a deep breath and slowly pulled out of her. His body collapsed next to her’s. His breathing was labored and shallow. Shaye turned over and ran her fingers through his hair, scratching his scalp.

Jaehyun’s eyes fluttered closed.

“Promise that you'll always be mine" Jaehyun whispered.

"I'll always be yours"

“Promise me”

“I promise”

[ntoxicatedcherri]

Warnings: 18+ only! This fanfiction contains intense and potentially distressing content, such as morally gray situations, smut, mentions of drug use (taking too many sleeping pills-no death) marriage, forced marriage, and allusions to abuse. The FL's partner controls what and how much she eats, so please be careful when reading. Mentions of weightloss are included as well. Also, there is a sex scene with FL and her partner, while it is a forced marriage, it was not noncon. I don't want anyone to be confused when reading that part. She is bored, not forced. While no non-consensual acts are depicted, it explores dark themes that may be unsettling for some readers. I advise exercising caution and considering your comfort level before proceeding

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I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream

Iris has been in the spotlight for as long as she can remember. Her parents were once prominent figures in her town of Paradise Cove but when her father was convicted for embezzlement, her mother did what she thought would be best to secure her daughter's future; sign a marriage contract for her to marry Mayor Donovan Mitchell's son, Damien. Iris had to grow up knowing that her future was already decided for her. When she turned twenty-three, Damien moved her into his home.

The announcement was made. The invitations were sent out. In three months, she was going to be Mrs. Damien Mitchell. But all that glitters isn't gold. Damien has been possessive and abusive, and her pending marriage was enough to make her go insane. She wanted to run away but she couldn't. She would wish for things to be different. Quieter. Peaceful. But she knew that that would never be her life.

What she didn't know?

Someone heard her. And wants to give her the life she dreams of.

Iris sighed as the wind caressed her skin. Butterflies of orange, red, and blue danced in the breeze as she lay back in the tall grass to watch them. The peace she felt in this moment was unmatched. She had been outside for hours, exploring the woods when she happened upon a tiny cottage during her adventures.

She wasn't sure how she ended up here, but she was grateful she found it.

The hills glimmered in the sun as if they were made of emeralds. Fish of all colors of the rainbow jumped from the sapphire river. It was almost as if they were putting on a show for her.

The birds overhead sang their song. It was a chirp she had never heard before.

Seong....Seong...

Hwa..Hwa..

They flew by in colors of green and purple. Playfully chasing one another.

Iris was sure she had found paradise.

The clouds began to turn from their blissful pink to a cozy purple.

Plop

The first drop of rain landed on her nose. Iris sat up and held out her hand as more rain drops began to fall on her. But it wasn't uncomfortable. The rain was soothing as she wrapped her hands around herself to take residence in the tranquility.

She lay back in the wet grass. The precipitation feeling as if it's washing her troubles away from her.

So, this is solitude?

Iris closed her eyes and allowed herself to be at rest. Her body felt like it was floating on a cloud. These were the moments she prayed for.

Thwump

Iris's eyes popped open at the sudden sound.

Thwump Thwump

She sat up and looked behind her. She could barely make him out through the rain, but she could see his form carrying what looked like logs toward the cottage.

Iris was so caught up in her own world, she hadn't even begun to wonder if someone was inhabiting the cottage. She sat back and watched him carry the wood, a few pieces slipping from his grip and hitting the ground- the source of the sound she heard.

"Would you like some help?" She called out before she could think about whether it was a good idea.

His head snapped over in her direction. He lifted his hands to his forehead to shield his vision from the rain, no doubt trying to see who was calling out to him. He waved his hand over to let her know that it was okay for her to approach him.

Iris stood up and grabbed the bottom of her dress and ran toward him. As she got closer to him, she could make out his features. His dark hair was pulled back into a low ponytail. Hisbaby pink sweater fluttered in the wind while the cuffs on his khakis darkened from the soggy grass.

Iris wasn't cold before, but now suddenly, the wind began to chill her. She wrapped her arms around herself. The smile on his pink lips began to fall as his dark brown eyes took in her shivering frame. He reached out for her once she was close enough to him. He grabbed her hand, not caring that some more pieces of wood fell to the earth.

"Let's get you inside sweetheart" His silvery voice washed over her.

He led Iris inside the stone cottage. The outside was quite deceptive, considering the inside was massive. The smell of tomatoes and garlic met her as he was leading her through the kitchen to the living room. He placed the wood logs next to the already roaring fireplace. The flames of blue dancing as they warm the space.

The man wrapped a blanket around Iris. She couldn't put her finger on it, but she trusted him. He smiled down at her, his hands rubbing her arms to warm her cold body.

"You're freezing, sweet angel."

"I know I should've come inside but I couldn't help myself. I love being outdoors."

He chuckled.

"No need to apologize, Iris. Let's take these clothes off and get you into a nice bath. I have dinner cooking for you. Lamb Scottadito, your favorite."

Iris moaned at the mention of her favorite dinner. She looked up at him and smiled. He always knew how to make her happy. Iris followed him down the hall to the massive bathroom.

The tub sat on the far-left side of the bathroom. Eucalyptus and lavender hung from a planter on the wall. Vanilla candles were lit, setting an ambience in the room. Iris was in awe of her surroundings.

He sat at the edge of the bathtub and filled it with water. The scent of honeysuckle and orange filled the room. He held out his hand to her and she joined him next to the bathtub.

Iris suddenly became aware of her dress clinging to her body. He smiled up at her as he slipped her dress from her shoulders. Iris grabbed onto her dress. She couldn't explain why she was feeling self-conscious.

"It's okay, my love. It's only a bath" His smile was devastatingly beautiful. Iris felt her face warm under his gaze. It was adoring. Almost like he loved her for years.

He scrubbed her skin with oils of jasmine and citrus. Iris's eyes fluttered closed in relaxation. She giggled as he scrubbed her toes. He laughed before placing a soft kiss on the ball of her foot. He slipped his tongue between her toes.

"Oh honey, you don't have to kiss my feet" Iris sighed.

"You are my goddess. I will kiss the very grounds your feet have blessed."

His hands trailed from her neck to her shoulders. He gently massaged her skin sending an electric feeling through her body. She could feel his hands slowly moving from her shoulders to her breasts. His thumbs grazed over her hardening nipples.

"Wait, baby. The food. What about the food?" She exhaled.

"It'll be fine, my love. Just let me pleasure you."

Iris felt his hands on her thighs. He pushed them open and caressed her folds. Iris gasped at the new sensation. His fingers delicately picking her apart. His fingers brushed that sensitive nub between her legs.

"Oh" She gasped.

He slipped his fingers inside of her, reaching for that spongy wall. Iris grasped onto the sides of the tub. He pushed her to the verge of climax. He traced his nose along her jawline, making Iris drop her head to the left.

"Say my name sweetheart. I need you to say my name" He groaned against the skin of her neck.

His name? What was his name?

Iris drew a blank. His fingers were still working inside of her. She could feel her climax creeping up on her. He grabbed her face with his free hand, making her look him in the eye.

Those brown gems were looking into her soul. His thumb trailed along her bottom lip, flicking his tongue across it soon after. Iris's mouth fell slack. He took that opportunity to claim her mouth. He moaned at the taste of her tongue.

He held her by the back of her neck, deepening the kiss. Iris could hardly keep her eyes open. Her breath quickened while his fingers continued to bring her the most intense pleasure of her life.

"Please, goddess. Bless me, please. Say my name." He begged.

Iris couldn't find her voice. Between his begging and his fingers working her pussy, she couldn't focus. She could see the look of concern gracing his features.

"Sweetheart? Are you okay?"

Her body spasmed from the orgasm that began to rock her body. Her legs shook under the water. He smiled softly at her for a moment.

"Angel? My name?"

Iris could feel her body getting heavy.

No. No. No. Please not yet. Angel, don't leave me. Please, stay with me. Don't go.

His voice sounded distant, although he was right next to her. She couldn't control the black vignette forming around her vision.

His voice sounded underwater. His touch had become that of a ghost. Her name was the last thing she heard before succumbing to the darkness.

****************

Iris awakened to the sun shining brightly in her eyes. The white curtains were pulled open by Damien's housekeeper, Penelope. The older woman tied the curtains to their posts on either side of the floor to ceiling windows.

"Good morning, Miss Iris. Damien has requested that you join him for breakfast on the balcony in the next hour. I've put your toiletries and clothes in the bathroom, that way you can immediately get started."

Penelope turned and headed toward the double doors of the bedroom. When she opened it, the sounds of a bustling home could be heard. Pots and pans banging in the kitchen, water running, voices speaking loudly to one another.

"Oh, Miss Iris?"

"Yes Penelope" Iris yawned, rubbing the sleep from her eyes.

"You must wear your hair in a bun. He wants to see your full face today."

Penelope closed the door behind her, leaving Iris alone. She looked around at the room. The mahogany wardrobe took up the entirety of the wall. It was the only contrast to the snow-white room. There wasn't even a piece of lint on the carpet.

Iris dreamed in lilacs and powder blues. Damien was black and white. Always.

This was not the life she wanted but it was the only one that she would come to know.

She knew she couldn't stay in this room for too much longer. To Damien, an hour meant thirty minutes and the last thing she wanted was for him to come looking for her.

She slipped out of the king size bed and walked into the en suite. The simple black dress hung against the closet of the bathroom. Iris ran her finger across the (expensive) garment. It was not her personal style, but she had to relinquish that.

The scent of her lavender body wash brought a calming over her. She closed her eyes and let the suds wash over her. She closed her eyes and let her hands roam her body. When she reached her stomach, her mind drifted somewhere else.

Just let me pleasure you.

She could feel his hands on her. The way he worked his fingers inside her, she could feel her legs turn to jelly.

"Please, goddess. Bless me, please. Say my name." He begged.

It was almost as if he was right in her ear. Kissing her. Breathing her in. It was too much. Iris's eyes popped open at the sound of her body wash falling to the floor, pulling her from her thoughts. She hurried and finished showering. She wasn't sure how much time had passed but she didn't want to risk staying too long.

But she couldn't help but wonder about the man from her dreams.

Who was he?

***************

Damien sat at the table on the balcony. He was wearing a navy button up with khaki pants. His sandy brown hair blew in the wind. His glasses were sitting low on the bridge of his nose.

He was too busy reading something on his phone to notice that Iris had appeared. The table was covered in an array of food. Yogurt parfait, Vegetarian omelets, bowls of various fruits, and overnight oats. He had her on a strict diet for their upcoming nuptials. No meat, alcohol, sweets, or anything else that would bring her any kind of joy. He told her that she could enjoy sweets when the wedding came.

She sat down and placed a tea bag into her cup and poured her water.

"Good morning" Damien stated, not looking up from his phone.

"Good morning"

"I'm looking over the photos we took for the wedding. You know the ones for the centerpieces? And I must say, we look great together. Three more months and then you're mine forever."

Damien placed his phone down on the table. His eyes looked over Iris's appearance. She knew that was analyzing her. Looking for any sign of imperfection. Iris looked away from his scrutinizing gaze.

"Look at me, Iris"

She looked up at him. He reached across the table and grabbed her hand. His thumb rubbed the back of her hand. Something so intimate made her feel nothing. He lacked warmth.

"You look beautiful."

Iris forced a smile.

"Come here" He patted his leg. Iris walked over to him and sat down on his lap. He titled her chin up, so she was looking at him. His eyes scanned her face. He traced his thumb along her bottom lip. Her heartbeat sped up.

"You know, ever since you moved in-I've been so happy. Everyone is saying we are the perfect couple and that this is going to be the wedding to beat all weddings. Are you excited?"

Iris nodded her head in agreement. Damien reached down and squeezed her leg, still smiling at her.

"Answer me when I talk to you sweetheart" Iris cringed at the pet name. He made it sound like a curse.

"Yes Damien. I am excited."

He released his grip on her leg. She fought the urge to rub the spot from his touch. He helped her up and signaled for her to return to her seat, slapping her harshly on the ass. Iris bit down on her lip to keep from yelping.

"Good. Now eat up. I plan on fucking you before I live for my meetings."

***********

Iris stared up at the ceiling. Damien dug his nails into her thighs as her legs were wrapped around his waist. The force of his body caused the bed to smack against the wall. Sweat dropped from his chest onto hers. He was so caught up in his own pleasure, he didn't notice that she wasn't mentally present.

He had returned from his meetings and decided that he needed to claim her body again. She didn't get the chance to finish her eggplant parmesan.

His body collapsed on top of hers. She waited for his breathing to slow down before she gently nudged him off her. He sat up and reached for his glasses and his phone.

"Go to bed. You have a dress fitting in the morning."

Iris rolled her eyes as he left the room. She turned over to her side and closed her eyes. She wished for a way to escape the unfortunate fate her mother resigned her to.

************

The smell of bread baking brought Iris to the kitchen. There was a large pot on the stove, the scent of herbs and spices soothing her. Iris looked around for her lover, but he was nowhere in sight. She opened the door, stepping outside. Her periwinkle dress tickled her ankles as she walked through the tall grass. The waves of orchids swayed in the breeze.

The azure sky was clear. Not a cloud in sight. Those birds of orange and red appeared before her.

Seong...Seong....

Hwa..Hwa..

Their song was still foreign to her, but she enjoyed it. They jumped along the ground, trying to lead her somewhere. Iris followed them through the grass and to the woods. The grass was soft against her bare feet. The trees were covered with emerald moss.

Iris followed the birds until she arrived at a clearing.

And there he was.

He was standing shirtless, looking out at the river. He looked so much at peace.

Seong....Hwa

The birds chirped louder than usual.

He turned around and as soon as he saw her, he smiled. He reached his hand out to her. Iris raced over to him and jumped into his arms. He giggled as she inhaled his scent.

"Hello to you too, my goddess"

"I've missed you so much honey" Iris didn't realize she was so emotional until a tear slipped down her face. The smile from his face fell. He pulled her closer to him and rubbed her back.

"Ssh ssh, it's okay sweet angel. I'm here. What's wrong?"

"I don't know. I just don't want to be without you."

"Oh sweetheart, you will never be without me."

He lifted her chin and kissed her softly on the lips. His tongue slipped across her lips, begging Iris for entrance, which she excitedly obliged. Iris wrapped her arms around his neck as he lifted her, wrapping her legs around his waist. He grabbed onto Iris's hair and pulled gently, showing her neck to him. He sucked on the sweet flesh of her neck, making Iris moan.

"Say my name angel. Please"

"I-I don't know it."

"Listen to the birds angel."

Iris closed her eyes to try to focus on the birds' song, but it was difficult due to his continued fixation on her neck. He laid her in the grass and pushed her dress up to her waist. Iris grabbed onto his shoulders, back arching from the ground.

"Baby...." Iris sighed.

"Say my name. Please"

She could hear the birds singing in her ear. Their song was becoming clearer.

Seong...Seong...Hwa...Hwa...

"Seonghwa"

Something in her snapped. A wave of emotion washed over her. She suddenly couldn't think, see, hear, or feel anything but him. It's like his very being has penetrated her soul.

She laced her fingers through his hair, his soft lips searing her as his mouth worked on her neck. She was sure bite marks would be left on her brown skin.

He groaned as he slipped his finger between her thighs, feeling her slick drip down on him. Iris's back arched off the ground, making her body flush against his. Her breathing was shallow as he worked his fingers in her dripping pussy.

"You did it angel. You said my name."

Now, I'm bound to you...

Iris's eyes popped open. She could feel the wetness under her ass as she rolled over in the bed. She could feel her face get hot in embarrassment. Did she just have a wet dream about a man from her imagination?

Iris rolled out of the bed and grabbed her blanket and sheets. She tossed them in the hamper and headed to the bathroom. The last thing she wanted was for Damien to take this as an open invitation to fuck her.

She found a bottle of body wash that she had never used before. She assumed Penelope must have placed this in her shower. Iris popped the top and poured the liquid onto her Luv Scrub Mesh Body Exfoliator. The scent of jasmine and citrus was familiar. She closed her eyes and allowed the fragrance to envelope her.

"Hey angel, let me help you."

Iris jumped at the sound of his voice.

There's no way. Is he really?..

She turned around slowly, to see Seonghwa standing behind her-a bright smile on his face. Her eyes trailed down his body. He was so tall and lean, and his skin was taut against his muscles. She did her best to keep from looking down further, but her restraint was nonexistent.

His dick was long and thick. His veins were prominent, and his dick was pointing right at her.

He caught her gaze and smirked.

"That part comes later my goddess. Let me wash you first."

He grabbed her body exfoliator from her and turned her around. He worked her body wash onto her body, just like that first night. Iris thought it was a dream but he's right here in the shower with her. How was that possible?

He kissed her body in between scrubbing it. He kneaded the flesh of her hips and kissed down her back. Seonghwa turned her around and pushed her against the wall. He dropped to his knees and looked up at her. The amount of adoration in his eyes was something Iris had never seen before.

"I'm grateful for you angel. Without you I'm nothing. Please, allow me to show you how grateful I am."

Seonghwa placed your left leg over his shoulder. Iris felt her body elevate at the feeling of his tongue on her. He swirled his tongue around her clit and tongue-kissed her pussy. Iris laced her fingers through his hair, pulling gently.

Seonghwa moaned at the taste of her, He looked up at her, keeping eye contact as he continued to tongue fuck her. This was a sensation that Iris had never felt before. Damien had always made sure that he was satisfied. Her pleasure was never his priority.

This was something Iris wanted to relive over and over again. The way Seonghwa's tongue swirled around her sensitive bud. The way he sucked on her labia. It drove her wild.

"Am I pleasing you, my goddess?'

"Fuck...yes Seonghwa." Iris whimpered, biting down on her lip.

"I want to hear you, angel. Sing for me my love."

Iris's grip tightened on Seonghwa's hair. He groaned at the sharp pain. He shook his head between her plush thighs, slapping her skin with his damp hair. Iris felt her stomach tighten. This was that feeling she had been chasing in the duration of her relationship with Damien.

"Let go my angel. Rain on my face. Bless me. Please"

"Miss. Iris? Are you alright?"

Iris's eyes snapped open at the sound of Penelope's voice. She was standing with her back against the shower wall, her hand between her thighs. Seonghwa was just here with her leg over his shoulder. She could feel him. It was all so real.

Did I imagine that?

"Miss Iris? Do I need to get Damien?"

"No. I'm okay. I'll be out in a second."

Iris hurried and turned the water off. The whole situation was bizarre. Was her imagination getting that far away from her to where she wasn't only dreaming about this man, she was imagining him here with her. What if Damien had come for her instead of Penelope? That could have been dangerous for her.

Iris stepped out of the shower and wrapped herself in her towel and then her robe. When she opened the door, Penelope stood there with her gaze to the floor.

"Damien had a light breakfast prepared for you this morning ahead of your fitting. He was hoping to see you this morning before his meeting, but I'll tell him you're a little ill this morning."

"Ill? But I'm not-"

"I understand this situation is less than ideal for you but if you're going to fantasize about another man, please do it when Damien is not in the home. It's for your safety. Your clothes are on the bed. Along with fresh sheets. I will see you in the dining room."

***********

The dress fitting went exactly as Iris thought it would. The seamstress complimented her on her weight loss. Iris faked her gratitude, as usual. If only Damien had allowed for the dress to be sized up, instead of her sizing her body down against her will. But the seamstress didn't know that, and she never will. No one will.

When Iris arrived home, Penelope told her that Damien would be home late because he had a meeting that was pushed back.

Iris smiled internally. A little more time away from him always made her happy. Penelope explained to her that there was a gift for her in the bedroom. Iris excused herself as Penelope yelled after her that lunch would be ready in the next thirty minutes.

There were flowers and a small black box sitting in her bedroom when she stepped inside. She placed the flowers on the nightstand and opened the box. A small black necklace and note was inside.

Just a little something to show you that you belong to me. Always.

Damien

She held the necklace up to her neck in front of the mirror. She noticed how snug it was and that there was also a small pink tag.

Iris looked it over and saw that her name was etched into the tag.

This is a fucking collar.

She threw the collar against the wall and collapsed onto the bed. This was what she'd have to live with until her dying breath. Why would her mother do this to her? Was this really what she thought would be best for her?

Curling into a ball, tears began to fall from her eyes. She felt like she was going to break.

"Goddess?"

Iris squeezed her eyes shut. She couldn't do this now. As much as she'd like to fall into her world of dreams, she couldn't let him see her like this.

"Angel? What's wrong?" She could feel him caress her cheek with his fingertips. It was such a soft touch.

"Goddess, please talk to me" He stroked her back, his finger gently massaging her.

"Why can't you be real? I really wish you were real" Iris whispered out. He paused. Iris truly wished this part of her fantasy was real. Why couldn't he be the one she was going to marry?

"I'm as real as you want me to be, angel" Seonghwa traced small circles on her thighs. The sudden feeling sent shivers down Iris's spine. He was so gentle with her. Iris sighed at his soft touch.

Seonghwa's fingers lingered on her thighs more before squeezing them between her thick thighs, pushing them apart. He slid her yellow sundress up to her waist. The familiar warm feeling began to take over Iris. The urgent feeling of want and need started to prick her skin. She needed to touch him.

"Seonghwa...I wish I could stay only with you."

"You can, angel. I'll never leave you. You can stay with me."

"I can't. I'm supposed to get married soon."

Seonghwa's fingers stopped. Iris knew he would just disappear from her words. She was ready to feel his absence and succumb to the darkness that would be her future. Iris slowly opened her eyes to see his steel blues staring back at her. He didn't look angry by her admission. He looked heartbroken.

"Married? But...I thought you loved me."

Iris sat up and cupped Seonghwa's face. She could hear the pain lingering in his voice and it shattered her heart into pieces, "I do. I love you so much baby."

"Then marry me instead. I will love you forever sweet goddess. I'll worship at your feet every morning and praise you with my tongue every night. Marry me goddess. Make me yours"

"Seonghwa, I wish it were that easy."

"I want to serve you. I want to give you everything you need and see to your every pleasure. I want to be between your legs, singing your praises every night, my goddess. Don't you want that from me?"

His words were so tempting. Iris wished there was a way she could let him give her everything. She could feel it in his words, that he would bring her the moon and stars if he could.

"There's no way."

"But there is, angel. I can help you sleep. A deep sleep that will keep us together forever"

Iris bit down on her lip. She was sure there wasn't a way to escape Damien, but her imagination manifested itself with a way out. She wasn't sure if she was going insane or truly being offered an out of this relationship, but it wouldn't hurt to see if there's some truth to what Seonghwa was saying to her.

"Will it hurt?"

Seonghwa smiled at her and cupped her face. He kissed her softly on the lips and Iris felt her body start to get weak. Whatever he was doing to her was making her feel as if all of her problems were melting away. Damien, Penelope, her mother. They were all blurring into the background of her life.

"I would never hurt you, my sweet angel."

**********

"Sir, we found a high concentration of Doxepin when we ran the drug test. That's used for people who have insomnia but usually for only three months. How long has she been on this drug? Dr. Alden asked.

Damien scratched the back of his neck. He didn't remember Iris mentioning any issues with sleeping, but he also didn't make it his mission to find out if there was anything going on with her. His main concern was getting her down the aisle as soon as possible.

Which is why he didn't really know how to react when he saw her unconscious body lying on the bed when he arrived home earlier than expected.

"I'm not sure. It's possible she may have said something to the housekeeper Penelope. I'll have to call and ask her. Will she be okay?"

"The amount she took wasn't enough to kill her, which is good. However, we aren't able to tell when she'll wake up. We must be patient and hope that she doesn't stay this way for long."

Damien looked down at Iris's sleeping form. She looked so peaceful and almost looked as though she was smiling. He grabbed onto her wrist and squeezed. He leaned down to whisper in her ear,

"Make sure you wake up soon. I have to claim you legally, Iris."

*********

Iris giggled as Songhwa led her through their cozy cottage. He stumbled over his feet in excitement, leading her down the hall to the bedroom. Iris was in awe as she stepped inside. The windows covered the entirety of the wall. It was covered in plants and flowers. Jasmine, lilies, honeysuckle, roses, and tulips in all colors of red, pink, yellow, purple, and white. It was beautiful.

The bed was centered in the room, big and inviting. Seonghwa stepped in front of her, the top three buttons of his pristine white shirt revealing his beautiful body to her.

He waved his hand and bowed to her as she looked around the room.

"I hope it is to your liking, my goddess. My love. My life. My Iris"

"It's beautiful Seonghwa" Iris sat down on the massive bed. The blankets felt like clouds.

"You look amazing, angel" Seonghwa's eyes ran over the snow-white dress that stopped above her thighs, which contrasted to her brown skin. Her hair was braided and cascading down her back, adorned with flowers and gold beads. The blue sky had begun to darken, the clouds opening with tears of joy of their union.

"It's raining," Iris smiled.

Seonghwa returned her warm smile. "My goddess, as beautiful as you look in that dress, I need to see your body. I need to show you how grateful I am that you chose me to serve you for the rest of our lives."

Seonghwa kneeled before her and pushed her dress above her head. Her full breast bounced as they were now free from the garment Seonghwa eyed her, his browns full of desire. Iris had never felt so adored.

"I'm going to kiss you here," Seonghwa trailed a finger down her now soaking panties. "And then, I want you to use me. Make my body your toy."

Iris ran her fingers through Seonghwa's hair. His eyes fluttered closed in utter bliss. He rested his cheek against her bare thigh and sighed. The heat from his skin was soothing to her.

Seonghwa pushed her back on the bed and slid her panties down her legs. He inhaled the scent of her arousal. His tongue glided over her clit. Iris's hips bucked at the sudden contact. Seonghwa spread her open with one hand and slid his fingers in with the other, stretching her thoroughly. The feeling of his tongue sliding in and out of her, balance between kissing, sucking, and licking. His fingers spreading and stretching, pushing her to cum for him.

She screamed. She cried. Too much pleasure.

She locked her legs around his head, feeling her body begin to shake from her orgasm. But Seonghwa didn't stop. He continued to suck on the sweet taste of her pussy as her juices dripped down his chin.

"Do you want me?"

"Yes. I want you" Iris sobbed.

He growled as he pushed her legs open. He quickly undid his pants, throwing them to the side.

"Forgive me my goddess, but I can't wait" Seonghwa sank into her in one swift motion. Iris's back arched from the bed. He leaned down, kissing Iris passionately, sharing her sweet taste with her. With each stroke, Seonghwa sent her into orbit. Her head was spinning from the euphoria. The sound of his balls slapping against her and her squelching, joined the sound of the rain.

Iris could feel him deep in her stomach, exactly where she needed him. She wrapped her arms around him, pulling his body closer to her. He buried his face in the crook of her neck, inhaling her floral scent.

"Can't...Slow...Down" His labored breathing was hot against her skin. His hips never slowed their pace. He continued to rock into her, sending her toward her orgasm. Iris's legs began to shake uncontrollably.

"Don't. Please don't" She was close, ready to explode and give him what he desired. Tension filled her stomach, her climax quickly approaching, sending her a wave of immense pleasure.

"Iris!" He roared. He pumped into her hard and purposefully. He groaned at the feeling of her pussy squeezing him as she came around him. He soon followed her, pumping her full of his cum. His hips snapped repeatedly, making sure every drop of him was buried deep in her womb.

His breathing slowed as he rested his forehead against hers. Iris gently traced circles on his sweaty back. This was something she had never felt before. This was beyond sex. A bond that was now total and complete.

"That was amazing, Seonghwa. I've never felt anything as amazing as that. Thank you"

"No, thank you my angel. You've blessed me with your body."

He looked up at Iris, his brown eyes clouding over with lust. She could feel him getting harder. He took her full breasts in his hands, sucking on her chocolate kiss nipples. Bliss consumed his features. He slowly slid back inside of her. Iris's nails dug into Seonghwa's back. He hissed in both pain and pleasure.

"Goddess, yes!" Seonghwa cried out, tears slipping from his eyes. Iris reached up, wiping away his tears.

"Do that again, please. Scratch me. Bite me. Mark me. Make me yours completely, please." Seonghwa begged. Iris happily obliged him, sinking her nails further into his flesh, probably drawing blood.

"Seonghwa, I love you. I love you so much" Iris sighed.

"I love you too, sweet angel."

He continued to rock his hips into her. Crying, praying, and blubbering about how beautiful she is and how he is blessed to be in her presence. This was something Iris knew she could only dream of. It's as if her heart brought this man to life and he burned himself into her soul.

"Promise me that you'll never leave me goddess. Stay with me, please"

Iris's nerves were sparking with life. Her body contorted as Seonghwa pulled another orgasm from her, but the fire ignited in her didn't fade.

"Give me everything, Seonghwa. I want it all, please."

"I'll give you whatever you want, my angel. I won't stop. I'll keep worshiping your body any way you want" Seonghwa's hips stuttered as he pumped his cum inside of her. Iris's legs tightened around him as her orgasm rocked through her body. It was so intense; it blackened her vision.

Seonghwa hissed as he slipped out of her, his dick sensitive from lovemaking. He nipped her collarbone, making her laugh at him. He lay down next to her, draping his arm over her waist.

"Thank you, goddess. I swear I'll serve you for the rest of our lives."

"I love you so much Seonghwa."

"I love you goddess. Say my name again, please" He nuzzled his face into her neck. Iris shivered, still sensitive from the multiple orgasms.

"Seonghwa" she sighed.

He moaned at the sound of his name. Iris felt him hardening against her again. They'd made love only seconds ago, but it felt like eternity.

Seonghwa rose from the bed and kneeled in front of her. He looked up at her, devotion is his eyes that were slightly puffy from his tears.

"I've seen it through your eyes. How cruel he was to you. I noticed that you jumped when I appeared behind you in the shower. It was fear. I want to show you the pleasure of a man being there but first, I want you to enjoy being in control. I want you to tie me to the bed. Sit on my face and make me drink you, I promise not to miss a drop. Ride my face until you want more from me. Then I want you to use me. My body is yours to do whatever you want, goddess. I want only to give you pleasure. I'm yours."

Iris leaned down to Seonghwa and kissed him roughly on the lips. Desire erupted inside of her as if she didn't just have him inside of her moments ago. But he made her insatiable. She needed him. She craved him.

"Yes, Seonghwa. You're mine"

Forever.

[ntoxicatedcherri]

WARNINGS: 18+ ONLY!!! NO MINORS ALLOWED!!!

Daddy!Dom Yunho, Submissive!Wife OFC. Unprotected sex (be smart), vaginial sex, fingering, spanking, aftercare (because it's important duh) and that's about it.

**converted from my old blog**

Nina sat on the edge of the bed. She knew when Yunho got home, she was in major trouble. He'd told her multiple times not to send him sexy photos while he was working. But she couldn't help herself. She had just bought some new lingerie and she was excited to show him. 

But today of all days, he also had an important meeting with his publicist and those photos made that meeting a tad unbearable for him. She tried to apologize to him when he called her afterward but all he told her was, "you'll pay for it when I get home". 

Which was soon. 

She heard the door slam downstairs and his keys clank inside of the bowl next to the front door. She bit her lower lip as she waited to hear his footsteps come up the stairs but that didn't happen. 

"Nina Elbeshir-Jeong, come downstairs now" Yunho demanded. The tone in his voice was serious and it frightened her. She wanted to move, the anger in his voice was obvious, but she couldn't find the strength. 

"Nina, I swear to god if I have to come up there-"

"I'm coming" Nina called out. 

She raced to the stairway, looking down at him. His emotions were written all over his face. Upset and horny. She fiddled with the ties of her new silk robe. She gave him a weak smile that wasn’t returned. Yunho was livid.

His eyes followed as she walked down the stairs. She took every step carefully and he was running out of patience. 

When she approached him, he grabbed her face with one hand, firm grip on her cheeks. 

"Princess, doesn't daddy let you do whatever you want to do? Hm? You shop with a black card. Fly from here to Paris and everywhere in between whenever you want. Spa days. Girls trips. Dinner dates every week. Right?" Yunho asked, the answer obvious. 

"Yes daddy," Nina replied. 

"Then why would you break my one rule for you? Why would you do that princess?" 

"I'm sorry daddy. I was just so excited to show you what I bought. Don't you like it?" Nina asked.

He sighed. Of course he liked it. He knew she had gone through the trouble of putting on her make-up, fixing her hair, and setting up the tripod. But Yunho had to remind her of what happens when she disobeys him. He had to. 

"Oh honey, I love it but daddy still has to punish you. I have to show you what happens when you break the only rule"

"But I won't do it again daddy. I promise" Nina pleaded.

"Ssh ssh"

Yunho kissed her softly while removing his tie from around his neck. He used it to tie her hands in front of her. He pulled her by the restraints over to the couch and pushed her over the arm, ass in the air. 

He placed a kiss on both cheeks before swatting his hand against them. 

"Ow daddy that hurt" Nina whined.

"Oh no baby. You broke the rule like a big girl, take your punishment like one"

Yunho brought his hand down on her bare flesh again. Nina whimpered, pulling her bottom lip between her teeth. 

“Count” Yunho demanded.

“Two” Nina moaned.

“Louder” Yunho slapped his hand against her harder.

“Shit! Three!”

Tears pricked Nina’s eyes. Her shouts made his dick rock hard. Yunho continued until Nina counted to twenty-five. It’s not often he had to spank her but every time he did, it turned him on. Her legs were weak and her ass was on fire. She rested against the arm of the couch. Yunho ran his hand along her ass. Nina hissed in pain.

Yunho ran his hand up her back and looked at the lingerie she was wearing. She chose a sheer pink robe with crystal bra and crotchless panties. The pink complemented her brown skin beautifully. 

Yunho trailed his finger between her thick ass cheeks and into her wet and waiting pussy. Nina moaned as his fingers circled her clit. He slipped them inside of her. Her pussy was warm and inviting. 

“Daddy are you going to untie me? I wanna touch you”

“No baby. Only good girls get to touch daddy”

“But I said I was sorry and I took my punishment”

“I don’t care”

Nina pouted at the rejection. He moved his hand to his pants and unzipped them, pulling out his pulsing hard dick. His tip was glistening with precum. He lined himself up with her entrance and pushed himself in. 

“Don’t get too excited baby. This is for daddy”

He grabbed onto Nina’s hair, forcing an arch in her back. Yunho slapped her right ass cheek, watching it jiggle as he pounded into her. 

“You are so fucking wet baby”

Alternating his strokes between ruthless fucking and sweet love making, Nina was teetering to the edge. Yunho snapped his hips into her harder and harder. Nina felt her orgasm approach as Yunho’s movement never faltered. 

“Oh shit. I feel that pussy baby. You wanna cum, huh?”

“Yes”

“Do not cum until I tell you to”

“But daddy-”

Yunho grabbed onto her neck, forcing her face into the couch. With his other hand, he held on to her waist. The sound of her wet pussy filled the room.

“Be a good girl and listen. I said ‘do not cum until I say so’. If you cum little girl, I’m going to tie you up to the bed and edge you until you’re screaming and the neighbors file a complaint. You can only cum when I say so”

Nina bit down on her lip. She could feel that she was drawing blood. She wanted to cum so bad and she knew she couldn’t hold it for too much longer. Yunho’s stomach muscles began to contract. He laid his body on top of her while he continued to fuck her. His strokes became sloppy. He could feel his nut building stronger. Nina’s legs began shaking from her orgasm threatening to drag her. 

“This pussy is so good baby. Go ahead and cum baby. Nut all over this dick” Yunho grunted.

Nina screamed into the couch cushions as she came. Her breathing was shallow and her ass still burned due to Yunho’s continuous fucking.

“Shit baby, daddy’s going to cum” Yunho moaned. His mouth fell open as his seed spilled inside of Nina. He slowly pulled out of her and tucked himself back in his pants.

“Let me get you an ice pack”

“Thank you daddy”

Yunho walked into the kitchen to retrieve the ice pack. While he was away, Nina stayed in her position. She didn’t want to risk upsetting him further. He returned with an ice pack wrapped in a paper towel. He sat down on the couch and grabbed onto her restraint, pulling her to him so that she was on all fours. He placed the pack against her burning flesh. 

Nina flinched at the sudden chill. He removed his tie from around her hands and she laid down on his lap. His fingers played with her hair as he hummed a random melody.

“Do you promise to be a good girl from now on?” He asked.

“Yes daddy”

“Good. Because if you don’t, your punishment is going to be much worse”

[ntoxicatedcherri]

I miss Jaehyun so damn much 😔

[ntoxicatedcherri]

"x black reader"

[ntoxicatedcherri]

Awww this was just the cutest and foulest ever lol ☺️☺️

Cuddling w/ Sunghoon

Warnings: a little swearing

Pairing: Park Sunghoon x black Reader

Word count: 387

a/n: I wrote this 3 in the morning pls excuse my mistakes

Once he gets you in his grip you’re not getting away any time soon

So what you had to do before cuddling you better had finished it

How he gets you? You may wonder

His long ass legs…

His favorite cuddling position when both your laying on your side and your cuddled into his chest with his leg wrapped around your waist

Oh, and when he gets sleepy he just starts rambling on about…well nothing 🤣

“Omg babe so if two mind readers read each other’s minds…then who’s mind are they reading?”

“Sunghoon I thought you said you were going to sleep” you yawned untangling your limbs turning your back towards him.

“No no I am, come back” he whined pulling you back to him.

He loves loves LOVES when you wear his sweatshirts while cuddling/sleeping but sometimes you get really hot when you sleep so you settle for sleeping in one of his shirts

And playing in his hair is a must!

He can’t and will not fall asleep unless you’re playing with his hair or rubbing his back

Now that the cute stuff is over let’s get to the real shenanigans that go on during cuddling 💀✋🏽

He literally lets it rip and the most random times-

You hate it

You could be just dozing off and you will smell something so foul 😭

“SUNGHOON! Did you just fart?!”

“…maybe” he laughs quickly taking the covers wrapping it over your head.

“ew, you smell so bad! Please let me out!” You cried kicking and yanking the covers failing to escape.

“My EYES, their burning!”

“Hehehe I don’t smell anything”

What an evil mf 😭

Oh and don’t get me started on you both sleeping wild

the amount of times you kneed him in the crotch is hilarious

Only to you though, he’s not amused 🙊💀

“Y/n if you knee me in my junk one more time I’m pushing you off the bed”

“Oh my bad”

It’s not on purpose you just kick your knee up in your sleep sometimes 🤷🏽‍♀️

*does it again*

“That’s it!” He forcefully pushes you and you fall off with a loud thud

“You’re an asshole” groan laying there

Cute right? 😌

Lol

Even though you guys don’t cuddle/ sleep like a cliche couple you always have fun spending time with each other 🤣

Enha Masterlist

©heejayy 2021 — any reposts or translations of my works are strictly prohibited unless granted permission.

[ntoxicatedcherri]

This screams Jungwoo to me 😮‍💨

I’m writing a fic rn for nct, but I can’t decide who fits the theme more ~.~ so I’ll let y’all pick. Please tell me who you think it’d fit more, feedback is always appreciated and welcomed🩷

WIC 👇

[“Well, if you want me to stay so bad, beg me to stay.” You replied in a joking manner.

You expected for him to whine, and complain, and say that he was being serious. Thinking that he’d just you to stay the night again, as he disregarded your playful request.

But instead, he dropped to his knees, looking up at you with his face flushed and desperation in his eyes as he caressed the back of your thighs and asked; “Please stay with me, I need you here tonight. I’ll do anything, just stay with me, please?”]

[ntoxicatedcherri]

Periodic rent-lowering-gunshots:

Fiction is not reality.

You can enjoy things in fiction that would be awful in the real world. Like playing a murderhobo in a game! In the real world, being or supporting a murderer-thief would be pretty damn awful, while in the game it's just good fun. Same with anything else you choose to do with the pixels on the screen, like kinks that don't affect anyone real, so they're okay in fiction, but would be pretty damn bad in real life.

No one else is responsible for your online experience. They are required not to harass you, but they are not and never will be obligated to not post about ships, kinks, or tropes you dislike just to avoid you seeing them. It's up to you to blacklist words or phrases, block tags, or even block users as needed to avoid seeing content that upsets you.

No one can force you to read anything against your consent. Any content you don't like seeing can be instantly avoided by closing out of the offending post/fic.

You are not owed an online experience free of discomfort.

Nothing that happens in your imagination can ever make you a bad person. Words you write or read about fictional characters will never make you a bad person.

The claim that media consumption influences real-life behavior is intellectually dishonest and serves only to excuse the behavior of real offenders.

Fiction is a safe way to explore horrifying or confusing concepts. Therapists agree that fiction, even (or especially) about taboo topics is a good coping mechanism, especially, but not exclusively, for trauma survivors. Fiction is to adults what play therapy is to children. This doesn't stop being true if the work in question is of a sexual nature.

Sex isn't an inherently worse or better motivation than anything else. A work written to create feelings of arousal isn't dirty, shameful, or in any way less pure than works written to entertain, provoke moral questions, or for other reasons. And worth noting is that multiple purposes can exist in the same story, especially fanfiction.

You aren't entitled to an explanation for why someone reads, writes, or otherwise enjoys certain works, kinks, tropes, ships, etc.

[ntoxicatedcherri]

WARNINGS: 18+ ONLY!!! NO MINORS ALLOWED!!!

Daddy!Dom Yunho, Submissive!Wife OFC. Unprotected sex (be smart), vaginial sex, fingering, spanking, aftercare (because it's important duh) and that's about it.

**converted from my old blog**

Nina sat on the edge of the bed. She knew when Yunho got home, she was in major trouble. He'd told her multiple times not to send him sexy photos while he was working. But she couldn't help herself. She had just bought some new lingerie and she was excited to show him. 

But today of all days, he also had an important meeting with his publicist and those photos made that meeting a tad unbearable for him. She tried to apologize to him when he called her afterward but all he told her was, "you'll pay for it when I get home". 

Which was soon. 

She heard the door slam downstairs and his keys clank inside of the bowl next to the front door. She bit her lower lip as she waited to hear his footsteps come up the stairs but that didn't happen. 

"Nina Elbeshir-Jeong, come downstairs now" Yunho demanded. The tone in his voice was serious and it frightened her. She wanted to move, the anger in his voice was obvious, but she couldn't find the strength. 

"Nina, I swear to god if I have to come up there-"

"I'm coming" Nina called out. 

She raced to the stairway, looking down at him. His emotions were written all over his face. Upset and horny. She fiddled with the ties of her new silk robe. She gave him a weak smile that wasn’t returned. Yunho was livid.

His eyes followed as she walked down the stairs. She took every step carefully and he was running out of patience. 

When she approached him, he grabbed her face with one hand, firm grip on her cheeks. 

"Princess, doesn't daddy let you do whatever you want to do? Hm? You shop with a black card. Fly from here to Paris and everywhere in between whenever you want. Spa days. Girls trips. Dinner dates every week. Right?" Yunho asked, the answer obvious. 

"Yes daddy," Nina replied. 

"Then why would you break my one rule for you? Why would you do that princess?" 

"I'm sorry daddy. I was just so excited to show you what I bought. Don't you like it?" Nina asked.

He sighed. Of course he liked it. He knew she had gone through the trouble of putting on her make-up, fixing her hair, and setting up the tripod. But Yunho had to remind her of what happens when she disobeys him. He had to. 

"Oh honey, I love it but daddy still has to punish you. I have to show you what happens when you break the only rule"

"But I won't do it again daddy. I promise" Nina pleaded.

"Ssh ssh"

Yunho kissed her softly while removing his tie from around his neck. He used it to tie her hands in front of her. He pulled her by the restraints over to the couch and pushed her over the arm, ass in the air. 

He placed a kiss on both cheeks before swatting his hand against them. 

"Ow daddy that hurt" Nina whined.

"Oh no baby. You broke the rule like a big girl, take your punishment like one"

Yunho brought his hand down on her bare flesh again. Nina whimpered, pulling her bottom lip between her teeth. 

“Count” Yunho demanded.

“Two” Nina moaned.

“Louder” Yunho slapped his hand against her harder.

“Shit! Three!”

Tears pricked Nina’s eyes. Her shouts made his dick rock hard. Yunho continued until Nina counted to twenty-five. It’s not often he had to spank her but every time he did, it turned him on. Her legs were weak and her ass was on fire. She rested against the arm of the couch. Yunho ran his hand along her ass. Nina hissed in pain.

Yunho ran his hand up her back and looked at the lingerie she was wearing. She chose a sheer pink robe with crystal bra and crotchless panties. The pink complemented her brown skin beautifully. 

Yunho trailed his finger between her thick ass cheeks and into her wet and waiting pussy. Nina moaned as his fingers circled her clit. He slipped them inside of her. Her pussy was warm and inviting. 

“Daddy are you going to untie me? I wanna touch you”

“No baby. Only good girls get to touch daddy”

“But I said I was sorry and I took my punishment”

“I don’t care”

Nina pouted at the rejection. He moved his hand to his pants and unzipped them, pulling out his pulsing hard dick. His tip was glistening with precum. He lined himself up with her entrance and pushed himself in. 

“Don’t get too excited baby. This is for daddy”

He grabbed onto Nina’s hair, forcing an arch in her back. Yunho slapped her right ass cheek, watching it jiggle as he pounded into her. 

“You are so fucking wet baby”

Alternating his strokes between ruthless fucking and sweet love making, Nina was teetering to the edge. Yunho snapped his hips into her harder and harder. Nina felt her orgasm approach as Yunho’s movement never faltered. 

“Oh shit. I feel that pussy baby. You wanna cum, huh?”

“Yes”

“Do not cum until I tell you to”

“But daddy-”

Yunho grabbed onto her neck, forcing her face into the couch. With his other hand, he held on to her waist. The sound of her wet pussy filled the room.

“Be a good girl and listen. I said ‘do not cum until I say so’. If you cum little girl, I’m going to tie you up to the bed and edge you until you’re screaming and the neighbors file a complaint. You can only cum when I say so”

Nina bit down on her lip. She could feel that she was drawing blood. She wanted to cum so bad and she knew she couldn’t hold it for too much longer. Yunho’s stomach muscles began to contract. He laid his body on top of her while he continued to fuck her. His strokes became sloppy. He could feel his nut building stronger. Nina’s legs began shaking from her orgasm threatening to drag her. 

“This pussy is so good baby. Go ahead and cum baby. Nut all over this dick” Yunho grunted.

Nina screamed into the couch cushions as she came. Her breathing was shallow and her ass still burned due to Yunho’s continuous fucking.

“Shit baby, daddy’s going to cum” Yunho moaned. His mouth fell open as his seed spilled inside of Nina. He slowly pulled out of her and tucked himself back in his pants.

“Let me get you an ice pack”

“Thank you daddy”

Yunho walked into the kitchen to retrieve the ice pack. While he was away, Nina stayed in her position. She didn’t want to risk upsetting him further. He returned with an ice pack wrapped in a paper towel. He sat down on the couch and grabbed onto her restraint, pulling her to him so that she was on all fours. He placed the pack against her burning flesh. 

Nina flinched at the sudden chill. He removed his tie from around her hands and she laid down on his lap. His fingers played with her hair as he hummed a random melody.

“Do you promise to be a good girl from now on?” He asked.

“Yes daddy”

“Good. Because if you don’t, your punishment is going to be much worse”

[ntoxicatedcherri]

Warnings: 18+ only! This fanfiction contains intense and potentially distressing content, such as morally gray situations, smut, mentions of drug use (taking too many sleeping pills-no death) marriage, forced marriage, and allusions to abuse. The FL's partner controls what and how much she eats, so please be careful when reading. Mentions of weightloss are included as well. Also, there is a sex scene with FL and her partner, while it is a forced marriage, it was not noncon. I don't want anyone to be confused when reading that part. She is bored, not forced. While no non-consensual acts are depicted, it explores dark themes that may be unsettling for some readers. I advise exercising caution and considering your comfort level before proceeding

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I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream

Iris has been in the spotlight for as long as she can remember. Her parents were once prominent figures in her town of Paradise Cove but when her father was convicted for embezzlement, her mother did what she thought would be best to secure her daughter's future; sign a marriage contract for her to marry Mayor Donovan Mitchell's son, Damien. Iris had to grow up knowing that her future was already decided for her. When she turned twenty-three, Damien moved her into his home.

The announcement was made. The invitations were sent out. In three months, she was going to be Mrs. Damien Mitchell. But all that glitters isn't gold. Damien has been possessive and abusive, and her pending marriage was enough to make her go insane. She wanted to run away but she couldn't. She would wish for things to be different. Quieter. Peaceful. But she knew that that would never be her life.

What she didn't know?

Someone heard her. And wants to give her the life she dreams of.

Iris sighed as the wind caressed her skin. Butterflies of orange, red, and blue danced in the breeze as she lay back in the tall grass to watch them. The peace she felt in this moment was unmatched. She had been outside for hours, exploring the woods when she happened upon a tiny cottage during her adventures.

She wasn't sure how she ended up here, but she was grateful she found it.

The hills glimmered in the sun as if they were made of emeralds. Fish of all colors of the rainbow jumped from the sapphire river. It was almost as if they were putting on a show for her.

The birds overhead sang their song. It was a chirp she had never heard before.

Seong....Seong...

Hwa..Hwa..

They flew by in colors of green and purple. Playfully chasing one another.

Iris was sure she had found paradise.

The clouds began to turn from their blissful pink to a cozy purple.

Plop

The first drop of rain landed on her nose. Iris sat up and held out her hand as more rain drops began to fall on her. But it wasn't uncomfortable. The rain was soothing as she wrapped her hands around herself to take residence in the tranquility.

She lay back in the wet grass. The precipitation feeling as if it's washing her troubles away from her.

So, this is solitude?

Iris closed her eyes and allowed herself to be at rest. Her body felt like it was floating on a cloud. These were the moments she prayed for.

Thwump

Iris's eyes popped open at the sudden sound.

Thwump Thwump

She sat up and looked behind her. She could barely make him out through the rain, but she could see his form carrying what looked like logs toward the cottage.

Iris was so caught up in her own world, she hadn't even begun to wonder if someone was inhabiting the cottage. She sat back and watched him carry the wood, a few pieces slipping from his grip and hitting the ground- the source of the sound she heard.

"Would you like some help?" She called out before she could think about whether it was a good idea.

His head snapped over in her direction. He lifted his hands to his forehead to shield his vision from the rain, no doubt trying to see who was calling out to him. He waved his hand over to let her know that it was okay for her to approach him.

Iris stood up and grabbed the bottom of her dress and ran toward him. As she got closer to him, she could make out his features. His dark hair was pulled back into a low ponytail. Hisbaby pink sweater fluttered in the wind while the cuffs on his khakis darkened from the soggy grass.

Iris wasn't cold before, but now suddenly, the wind began to chill her. She wrapped her arms around herself. The smile on his pink lips began to fall as his dark brown eyes took in her shivering frame. He reached out for her once she was close enough to him. He grabbed her hand, not caring that some more pieces of wood fell to the earth.

"Let's get you inside sweetheart" His silvery voice washed over her.

He led Iris inside the stone cottage. The outside was quite deceptive, considering the inside was massive. The smell of tomatoes and garlic met her as he was leading her through the kitchen to the living room. He placed the wood logs next to the already roaring fireplace. The flames of blue dancing as they warm the space.

The man wrapped a blanket around Iris. She couldn't put her finger on it, but she trusted him. He smiled down at her, his hands rubbing her arms to warm her cold body.

"You're freezing, sweet angel."

"I know I should've come inside but I couldn't help myself. I love being outdoors."

He chuckled.

"No need to apologize, Iris. Let's take these clothes off and get you into a nice bath. I have dinner cooking for you. Lamb Scottadito, your favorite."

Iris moaned at the mention of her favorite dinner. She looked up at him and smiled. He always knew how to make her happy. Iris followed him down the hall to the massive bathroom.

The tub sat on the far-left side of the bathroom. Eucalyptus and lavender hung from a planter on the wall. Vanilla candles were lit, setting an ambience in the room. Iris was in awe of her surroundings.

He sat at the edge of the bathtub and filled it with water. The scent of honeysuckle and orange filled the room. He held out his hand to her and she joined him next to the bathtub.

Iris suddenly became aware of her dress clinging to her body. He smiled up at her as he slipped her dress from her shoulders. Iris grabbed onto her dress. She couldn't explain why she was feeling self-conscious.

"It's okay, my love. It's only a bath" His smile was devastatingly beautiful. Iris felt her face warm under his gaze. It was adoring. Almost like he loved her for years.

He scrubbed her skin with oils of jasmine and citrus. Iris's eyes fluttered closed in relaxation. She giggled as he scrubbed her toes. He laughed before placing a soft kiss on the ball of her foot. He slipped his tongue between her toes.

"Oh honey, you don't have to kiss my feet" Iris sighed.

"You are my goddess. I will kiss the very grounds your feet have blessed."

His hands trailed from her neck to her shoulders. He gently massaged her skin sending an electric feeling through her body. She could feel his hands slowly moving from her shoulders to her breasts. His thumbs grazed over her hardening nipples.

"Wait, baby. The food. What about the food?" She exhaled.

"It'll be fine, my love. Just let me pleasure you."

Iris felt his hands on her thighs. He pushed them open and caressed her folds. Iris gasped at the new sensation. His fingers delicately picking her apart. His fingers brushed that sensitive nub between her legs.

"Oh" She gasped.

He slipped his fingers inside of her, reaching for that spongy wall. Iris grasped onto the sides of the tub. He pushed her to the verge of climax. He traced his nose along her jawline, making Iris drop her head to the left.

"Say my name sweetheart. I need you to say my name" He groaned against the skin of her neck.

His name? What was his name?

Iris drew a blank. His fingers were still working inside of her. She could feel her climax creeping up on her. He grabbed her face with his free hand, making her look him in the eye.

Those brown gems were looking into her soul. His thumb trailed along her bottom lip, flicking his tongue across it soon after. Iris's mouth fell slack. He took that opportunity to claim her mouth. He moaned at the taste of her tongue.

He held her by the back of her neck, deepening the kiss. Iris could hardly keep her eyes open. Her breath quickened while his fingers continued to bring her the most intense pleasure of her life.

"Please, goddess. Bless me, please. Say my name." He begged.

Iris couldn't find her voice. Between his begging and his fingers working her pussy, she couldn't focus. She could see the look of concern gracing his features.

"Sweetheart? Are you okay?"

Her body spasmed from the orgasm that began to rock her body. Her legs shook under the water. He smiled softly at her for a moment.

"Angel? My name?"

Iris could feel her body getting heavy.

No. No. No. Please not yet. Angel, don't leave me. Please, stay with me. Don't go.

His voice sounded distant, although he was right next to her. She couldn't control the black vignette forming around her vision.

His voice sounded underwater. His touch had become that of a ghost. Her name was the last thing she heard before succumbing to the darkness.

****************

Iris awakened to the sun shining brightly in her eyes. The white curtains were pulled open by Damien's housekeeper, Penelope. The older woman tied the curtains to their posts on either side of the floor to ceiling windows.

"Good morning, Miss Iris. Damien has requested that you join him for breakfast on the balcony in the next hour. I've put your toiletries and clothes in the bathroom, that way you can immediately get started."

Penelope turned and headed toward the double doors of the bedroom. When she opened it, the sounds of a bustling home could be heard. Pots and pans banging in the kitchen, water running, voices speaking loudly to one another.

"Oh, Miss Iris?"

"Yes Penelope" Iris yawned, rubbing the sleep from her eyes.

"You must wear your hair in a bun. He wants to see your full face today."

Penelope closed the door behind her, leaving Iris alone. She looked around at the room. The mahogany wardrobe took up the entirety of the wall. It was the only contrast to the snow-white room. There wasn't even a piece of lint on the carpet.

Iris dreamed in lilacs and powder blues. Damien was black and white. Always.

This was not the life she wanted but it was the only one that she would come to know.

She knew she couldn't stay in this room for too much longer. To Damien, an hour meant thirty minutes and the last thing she wanted was for him to come looking for her.

She slipped out of the king size bed and walked into the en suite. The simple black dress hung against the closet of the bathroom. Iris ran her finger across the (expensive) garment. It was not her personal style, but she had to relinquish that.

The scent of her lavender body wash brought a calming over her. She closed her eyes and let the suds wash over her. She closed her eyes and let her hands roam her body. When she reached her stomach, her mind drifted somewhere else.

Just let me pleasure you.

She could feel his hands on her. The way he worked his fingers inside her, she could feel her legs turn to jelly.

"Please, goddess. Bless me, please. Say my name." He begged.

It was almost as if he was right in her ear. Kissing her. Breathing her in. It was too much. Iris's eyes popped open at the sound of her body wash falling to the floor, pulling her from her thoughts. She hurried and finished showering. She wasn't sure how much time had passed but she didn't want to risk staying too long.

But she couldn't help but wonder about the man from her dreams.

Who was he?

***************

Damien sat at the table on the balcony. He was wearing a navy button up with khaki pants. His sandy brown hair blew in the wind. His glasses were sitting low on the bridge of his nose.

He was too busy reading something on his phone to notice that Iris had appeared. The table was covered in an array of food. Yogurt parfait, Vegetarian omelets, bowls of various fruits, and overnight oats. He had her on a strict diet for their upcoming nuptials. No meat, alcohol, sweets, or anything else that would bring her any kind of joy. He told her that she could enjoy sweets when the wedding came.

She sat down and placed a tea bag into her cup and poured her water.

"Good morning" Damien stated, not looking up from his phone.

"Good morning"

"I'm looking over the photos we took for the wedding. You know the ones for the centerpieces? And I must say, we look great together. Three more months and then you're mine forever."

Damien placed his phone down on the table. His eyes looked over Iris's appearance. She knew that was analyzing her. Looking for any sign of imperfection. Iris looked away from his scrutinizing gaze.

"Look at me, Iris"

She looked up at him. He reached across the table and grabbed her hand. His thumb rubbed the back of her hand. Something so intimate made her feel nothing. He lacked warmth.

"You look beautiful."

Iris forced a smile.

"Come here" He patted his leg. Iris walked over to him and sat down on his lap. He titled her chin up, so she was looking at him. His eyes scanned her face. He traced his thumb along her bottom lip. Her heartbeat sped up.

"You know, ever since you moved in-I've been so happy. Everyone is saying we are the perfect couple and that this is going to be the wedding to beat all weddings. Are you excited?"

Iris nodded her head in agreement. Damien reached down and squeezed her leg, still smiling at her.

"Answer me when I talk to you sweetheart" Iris cringed at the pet name. He made it sound like a curse.

"Yes Damien. I am excited."

He released his grip on her leg. She fought the urge to rub the spot from his touch. He helped her up and signaled for her to return to her seat, slapping her harshly on the ass. Iris bit down on her lip to keep from yelping.

"Good. Now eat up. I plan on fucking you before I live for my meetings."

***********

Iris stared up at the ceiling. Damien dug his nails into her thighs as her legs were wrapped around his waist. The force of his body caused the bed to smack against the wall. Sweat dropped from his chest onto hers. He was so caught up in his own pleasure, he didn't notice that she wasn't mentally present.

He had returned from his meetings and decided that he needed to claim her body again. She didn't get the chance to finish her eggplant parmesan.

His body collapsed on top of hers. She waited for his breathing to slow down before she gently nudged him off her. He sat up and reached for his glasses and his phone.

"Go to bed. You have a dress fitting in the morning."

Iris rolled her eyes as he left the room. She turned over to her side and closed her eyes. She wished for a way to escape the unfortunate fate her mother resigned her to.

************

The smell of bread baking brought Iris to the kitchen. There was a large pot on the stove, the scent of herbs and spices soothing her. Iris looked around for her lover, but he was nowhere in sight. She opened the door, stepping outside. Her periwinkle dress tickled her ankles as she walked through the tall grass. The waves of orchids swayed in the breeze.

The azure sky was clear. Not a cloud in sight. Those birds of orange and red appeared before her.

Seong...Seong....

Hwa..Hwa..

Their song was still foreign to her, but she enjoyed it. They jumped along the ground, trying to lead her somewhere. Iris followed them through the grass and to the woods. The grass was soft against her bare feet. The trees were covered with emerald moss.

Iris followed the birds until she arrived at a clearing.

And there he was.

He was standing shirtless, looking out at the river. He looked so much at peace.

Seong....Hwa

The birds chirped louder than usual.

He turned around and as soon as he saw her, he smiled. He reached his hand out to her. Iris raced over to him and jumped into his arms. He giggled as she inhaled his scent.

"Hello to you too, my goddess"

"I've missed you so much honey" Iris didn't realize she was so emotional until a tear slipped down her face. The smile from his face fell. He pulled her closer to him and rubbed her back.

"Ssh ssh, it's okay sweet angel. I'm here. What's wrong?"

"I don't know. I just don't want to be without you."

"Oh sweetheart, you will never be without me."

He lifted her chin and kissed her softly on the lips. His tongue slipped across her lips, begging Iris for entrance, which she excitedly obliged. Iris wrapped her arms around his neck as he lifted her, wrapping her legs around his waist. He grabbed onto Iris's hair and pulled gently, showing her neck to him. He sucked on the sweet flesh of her neck, making Iris moan.

"Say my name angel. Please"

"I-I don't know it."

"Listen to the birds angel."

Iris closed her eyes to try to focus on the birds' song, but it was difficult due to his continued fixation on her neck. He laid her in the grass and pushed her dress up to her waist. Iris grabbed onto his shoulders, back arching from the ground.

"Baby...." Iris sighed.

"Say my name. Please"

She could hear the birds singing in her ear. Their song was becoming clearer.

Seong...Seong...Hwa...Hwa...

"Seonghwa"

Something in her snapped. A wave of emotion washed over her. She suddenly couldn't think, see, hear, or feel anything but him. It's like his very being has penetrated her soul.

She laced her fingers through his hair, his soft lips searing her as his mouth worked on her neck. She was sure bite marks would be left on her brown skin.

He groaned as he slipped his finger between her thighs, feeling her slick drip down on him. Iris's back arched off the ground, making her body flush against his. Her breathing was shallow as he worked his fingers in her dripping pussy.

"You did it angel. You said my name."

Now, I'm bound to you...

Iris's eyes popped open. She could feel the wetness under her ass as she rolled over in the bed. She could feel her face get hot in embarrassment. Did she just have a wet dream about a man from her imagination?

Iris rolled out of the bed and grabbed her blanket and sheets. She tossed them in the hamper and headed to the bathroom. The last thing she wanted was for Damien to take this as an open invitation to fuck her.

She found a bottle of body wash that she had never used before. She assumed Penelope must have placed this in her shower. Iris popped the top and poured the liquid onto her Luv Scrub Mesh Body Exfoliator. The scent of jasmine and citrus was familiar. She closed her eyes and allowed the fragrance to envelope her.

"Hey angel, let me help you."

Iris jumped at the sound of his voice.

There's no way. Is he really?..

She turned around slowly, to see Seonghwa standing behind her-a bright smile on his face. Her eyes trailed down his body. He was so tall and lean, and his skin was taut against his muscles. She did her best to keep from looking down further, but her restraint was nonexistent.

His dick was long and thick. His veins were prominent, and his dick was pointing right at her.

He caught her gaze and smirked.

"That part comes later my goddess. Let me wash you first."

He grabbed her body exfoliator from her and turned her around. He worked her body wash onto her body, just like that first night. Iris thought it was a dream but he's right here in the shower with her. How was that possible?

He kissed her body in between scrubbing it. He kneaded the flesh of her hips and kissed down her back. Seonghwa turned her around and pushed her against the wall. He dropped to his knees and looked up at her. The amount of adoration in his eyes was something Iris had never seen before.

"I'm grateful for you angel. Without you I'm nothing. Please, allow me to show you how grateful I am."

Seonghwa placed your left leg over his shoulder. Iris felt her body elevate at the feeling of his tongue on her. He swirled his tongue around her clit and tongue-kissed her pussy. Iris laced her fingers through his hair, pulling gently.

Seonghwa moaned at the taste of her, He looked up at her, keeping eye contact as he continued to tongue fuck her. This was a sensation that Iris had never felt before. Damien had always made sure that he was satisfied. Her pleasure was never his priority.

This was something Iris wanted to relive over and over again. The way Seonghwa's tongue swirled around her sensitive bud. The way he sucked on her labia. It drove her wild.

"Am I pleasing you, my goddess?'

"Fuck...yes Seonghwa." Iris whimpered, biting down on her lip.

"I want to hear you, angel. Sing for me my love."

Iris's grip tightened on Seonghwa's hair. He groaned at the sharp pain. He shook his head between her plush thighs, slapping her skin with his damp hair. Iris felt her stomach tighten. This was that feeling she had been chasing in the duration of her relationship with Damien.

"Let go my angel. Rain on my face. Bless me. Please"

"Miss. Iris? Are you alright?"

Iris's eyes snapped open at the sound of Penelope's voice. She was standing with her back against the shower wall, her hand between her thighs. Seonghwa was just here with her leg over his shoulder. She could feel him. It was all so real.

Did I imagine that?

"Miss Iris? Do I need to get Damien?"

"No. I'm okay. I'll be out in a second."

Iris hurried and turned the water off. The whole situation was bizarre. Was her imagination getting that far away from her to where she wasn't only dreaming about this man, she was imagining him here with her. What if Damien had come for her instead of Penelope? That could have been dangerous for her.

Iris stepped out of the shower and wrapped herself in her towel and then her robe. When she opened the door, Penelope stood there with her gaze to the floor.

"Damien had a light breakfast prepared for you this morning ahead of your fitting. He was hoping to see you this morning before his meeting, but I'll tell him you're a little ill this morning."

"Ill? But I'm not-"

"I understand this situation is less than ideal for you but if you're going to fantasize about another man, please do it when Damien is not in the home. It's for your safety. Your clothes are on the bed. Along with fresh sheets. I will see you in the dining room."

***********

The dress fitting went exactly as Iris thought it would. The seamstress complimented her on her weight loss. Iris faked her gratitude, as usual. If only Damien had allowed for the dress to be sized up, instead of her sizing her body down against her will. But the seamstress didn't know that, and she never will. No one will.

When Iris arrived home, Penelope told her that Damien would be home late because he had a meeting that was pushed back.

Iris smiled internally. A little more time away from him always made her happy. Penelope explained to her that there was a gift for her in the bedroom. Iris excused herself as Penelope yelled after her that lunch would be ready in the next thirty minutes.

There were flowers and a small black box sitting in her bedroom when she stepped inside. She placed the flowers on the nightstand and opened the box. A small black necklace and note was inside.

Just a little something to show you that you belong to me. Always.

Damien

She held the necklace up to her neck in front of the mirror. She noticed how snug it was and that there was also a small pink tag.

Iris looked it over and saw that her name was etched into the tag.

This is a fucking collar.

She threw the collar against the wall and collapsed onto the bed. This was what she'd have to live with until her dying breath. Why would her mother do this to her? Was this really what she thought would be best for her?

Curling into a ball, tears began to fall from her eyes. She felt like she was going to break.

"Goddess?"

Iris squeezed her eyes shut. She couldn't do this now. As much as she'd like to fall into her world of dreams, she couldn't let him see her like this.

"Angel? What's wrong?" She could feel him caress her cheek with his fingertips. It was such a soft touch.

"Goddess, please talk to me" He stroked her back, his finger gently massaging her.

"Why can't you be real? I really wish you were real" Iris whispered out. He paused. Iris truly wished this part of her fantasy was real. Why couldn't he be the one she was going to marry?

"I'm as real as you want me to be, angel" Seonghwa traced small circles on her thighs. The sudden feeling sent shivers down Iris's spine. He was so gentle with her. Iris sighed at his soft touch.

Seonghwa's fingers lingered on her thighs more before squeezing them between her thick thighs, pushing them apart. He slid her yellow sundress up to her waist. The familiar warm feeling began to take over Iris. The urgent feeling of want and need started to prick her skin. She needed to touch him.

"Seonghwa...I wish I could stay only with you."

"You can, angel. I'll never leave you. You can stay with me."

"I can't. I'm supposed to get married soon."

Seonghwa's fingers stopped. Iris knew he would just disappear from her words. She was ready to feel his absence and succumb to the darkness that would be her future. Iris slowly opened her eyes to see his steel blues staring back at her. He didn't look angry by her admission. He looked heartbroken.

"Married? But...I thought you loved me."

Iris sat up and cupped Seonghwa's face. She could hear the pain lingering in his voice and it shattered her heart into pieces, "I do. I love you so much baby."

"Then marry me instead. I will love you forever sweet goddess. I'll worship at your feet every morning and praise you with my tongue every night. Marry me goddess. Make me yours"

"Seonghwa, I wish it were that easy."

"I want to serve you. I want to give you everything you need and see to your every pleasure. I want to be between your legs, singing your praises every night, my goddess. Don't you want that from me?"

His words were so tempting. Iris wished there was a way she could let him give her everything. She could feel it in his words, that he would bring her the moon and stars if he could.

"There's no way."

"But there is, angel. I can help you sleep. A deep sleep that will keep us together forever"

Iris bit down on her lip. She was sure there wasn't a way to escape Damien, but her imagination manifested itself with a way out. She wasn't sure if she was going insane or truly being offered an out of this relationship, but it wouldn't hurt to see if there's some truth to what Seonghwa was saying to her.

"Will it hurt?"

Seonghwa smiled at her and cupped her face. He kissed her softly on the lips and Iris felt her body start to get weak. Whatever he was doing to her was making her feel as if all of her problems were melting away. Damien, Penelope, her mother. They were all blurring into the background of her life.

"I would never hurt you, my sweet angel."

**********

"Sir, we found a high concentration of Doxepin when we ran the drug test. That's used for people who have insomnia but usually for only three months. How long has she been on this drug? Dr. Alden asked.

Damien scratched the back of his neck. He didn't remember Iris mentioning any issues with sleeping, but he also didn't make it his mission to find out if there was anything going on with her. His main concern was getting her down the aisle as soon as possible.

Which is why he didn't really know how to react when he saw her unconscious body lying on the bed when he arrived home earlier than expected.

"I'm not sure. It's possible she may have said something to the housekeeper Penelope. I'll have to call and ask her. Will she be okay?"

"The amount she took wasn't enough to kill her, which is good. However, we aren't able to tell when she'll wake up. We must be patient and hope that she doesn't stay this way for long."

Damien looked down at Iris's sleeping form. She looked so peaceful and almost looked as though she was smiling. He grabbed onto her wrist and squeezed. He leaned down to whisper in her ear,

"Make sure you wake up soon. I have to claim you legally, Iris."

*********

Iris giggled as Songhwa led her through their cozy cottage. He stumbled over his feet in excitement, leading her down the hall to the bedroom. Iris was in awe as she stepped inside. The windows covered the entirety of the wall. It was covered in plants and flowers. Jasmine, lilies, honeysuckle, roses, and tulips in all colors of red, pink, yellow, purple, and white. It was beautiful.

The bed was centered in the room, big and inviting. Seonghwa stepped in front of her, the top three buttons of his pristine white shirt revealing his beautiful body to her.

He waved his hand and bowed to her as she looked around the room.

"I hope it is to your liking, my goddess. My love. My life. My Iris"

"It's beautiful Seonghwa" Iris sat down on the massive bed. The blankets felt like clouds.

"You look amazing, angel" Seonghwa's eyes ran over the snow-white dress that stopped above her thighs, which contrasted to her brown skin. Her hair was braided and cascading down her back, adorned with flowers and gold beads. The blue sky had begun to darken, the clouds opening with tears of joy of their union.

"It's raining," Iris smiled.

Seonghwa returned her warm smile. "My goddess, as beautiful as you look in that dress, I need to see your body. I need to show you how grateful I am that you chose me to serve you for the rest of our lives."

Seonghwa kneeled before her and pushed her dress above her head. Her full breast bounced as they were now free from the garment Seonghwa eyed her, his browns full of desire. Iris had never felt so adored.

"I'm going to kiss you here," Seonghwa trailed a finger down her now soaking panties. "And then, I want you to use me. Make my body your toy."

Iris ran her fingers through Seonghwa's hair. His eyes fluttered closed in utter bliss. He rested his cheek against her bare thigh and sighed. The heat from his skin was soothing to her.

Seonghwa pushed her back on the bed and slid her panties down her legs. He inhaled the scent of her arousal. His tongue glided over her clit. Iris's hips bucked at the sudden contact. Seonghwa spread her open with one hand and slid his fingers in with the other, stretching her thoroughly. The feeling of his tongue sliding in and out of her, balance between kissing, sucking, and licking. His fingers spreading and stretching, pushing her to cum for him.

She screamed. She cried. Too much pleasure.

She locked her legs around his head, feeling her body begin to shake from her orgasm. But Seonghwa didn't stop. He continued to suck on the sweet taste of her pussy as her juices dripped down his chin.

"Do you want me?"

"Yes. I want you" Iris sobbed.

He growled as he pushed her legs open. He quickly undid his pants, throwing them to the side.

"Forgive me my goddess, but I can't wait" Seonghwa sank into her in one swift motion. Iris's back arched from the bed. He leaned down, kissing Iris passionately, sharing her sweet taste with her. With each stroke, Seonghwa sent her into orbit. Her head was spinning from the euphoria. The sound of his balls slapping against her and her squelching, joined the sound of the rain.

Iris could feel him deep in her stomach, exactly where she needed him. She wrapped her arms around him, pulling his body closer to her. He buried his face in the crook of her neck, inhaling her floral scent.

"Can't...Slow...Down" His labored breathing was hot against her skin. His hips never slowed their pace. He continued to rock into her, sending her toward her orgasm. Iris's legs began to shake uncontrollably.

"Don't. Please don't" She was close, ready to explode and give him what he desired. Tension filled her stomach, her climax quickly approaching, sending her a wave of immense pleasure.

"Iris!" He roared. He pumped into her hard and purposefully. He groaned at the feeling of her pussy squeezing him as she came around him. He soon followed her, pumping her full of his cum. His hips snapped repeatedly, making sure every drop of him was buried deep in her womb.

His breathing slowed as he rested his forehead against hers. Iris gently traced circles on his sweaty back. This was something she had never felt before. This was beyond sex. A bond that was now total and complete.

"That was amazing, Seonghwa. I've never felt anything as amazing as that. Thank you"

"No, thank you my angel. You've blessed me with your body."

He looked up at Iris, his brown eyes clouding over with lust. She could feel him getting harder. He took her full breasts in his hands, sucking on her chocolate kiss nipples. Bliss consumed his features. He slowly slid back inside of her. Iris's nails dug into Seonghwa's back. He hissed in both pain and pleasure.

"Goddess, yes!" Seonghwa cried out, tears slipping from his eyes. Iris reached up, wiping away his tears.

"Do that again, please. Scratch me. Bite me. Mark me. Make me yours completely, please." Seonghwa begged. Iris happily obliged him, sinking her nails further into his flesh, probably drawing blood.

"Seonghwa, I love you. I love you so much" Iris sighed.

"I love you too, sweet angel."

He continued to rock his hips into her. Crying, praying, and blubbering about how beautiful she is and how he is blessed to be in her presence. This was something Iris knew she could only dream of. It's as if her heart brought this man to life and he burned himself into her soul.

"Promise me that you'll never leave me goddess. Stay with me, please"

Iris's nerves were sparking with life. Her body contorted as Seonghwa pulled another orgasm from her, but the fire ignited in her didn't fade.

"Give me everything, Seonghwa. I want it all, please."

"I'll give you whatever you want, my angel. I won't stop. I'll keep worshiping your body any way you want" Seonghwa's hips stuttered as he pumped his cum inside of her. Iris's legs tightened around him as her orgasm rocked through her body. It was so intense; it blackened her vision.

Seonghwa hissed as he slipped out of her, his dick sensitive from lovemaking. He nipped her collarbone, making her laugh at him. He lay down next to her, draping his arm over her waist.

"Thank you, goddess. I swear I'll serve you for the rest of our lives."

"I love you so much Seonghwa."

"I love you goddess. Say my name again, please" He nuzzled his face into her neck. Iris shivered, still sensitive from the multiple orgasms.

"Seonghwa" she sighed.

He moaned at the sound of his name. Iris felt him hardening against her again. They'd made love only seconds ago, but it felt like eternity.

Seonghwa rose from the bed and kneeled in front of her. He looked up at her, devotion is his eyes that were slightly puffy from his tears.

"I've seen it through your eyes. How cruel he was to you. I noticed that you jumped when I appeared behind you in the shower. It was fear. I want to show you the pleasure of a man being there but first, I want you to enjoy being in control. I want you to tie me to the bed. Sit on my face and make me drink you, I promise not to miss a drop. Ride my face until you want more from me. Then I want you to use me. My body is yours to do whatever you want, goddess. I want only to give you pleasure. I'm yours."

Iris leaned down to Seonghwa and kissed him roughly on the lips. Desire erupted inside of her as if she didn't just have him inside of her moments ago. But he made her insatiable. She needed him. She craved him.

"Yes, Seonghwa. You're mine"

Forever.

[ntoxicatedcherri]

This is an AU: 18+ ONLY!!! NO MINORS!!!! Written for black!reader/black!oc. Reader has a name because it was easier since I converted this from my main blog but you can imagine it as reader or OC since I only used vague descriptors. (if you see other names in, again this is a conversion from my other blog.)

Mentions a toxic relationship (nothing violent). It’s kinda dark but not in a noncon/dubcon way. Minor (if you could even call it that) manipulation but it’s not too extreme, I promise. Mentions alcohol consumption, unprotected sex (be smart and wrap it up people). 

Shaye wasn’t supposed to be here. She said it was over six months ago. The last time was to be the last.

Yet here she was in his bed.

"Damn baby, I love this pussy so much."

Jaehyun.

He was always so vocal. So dirty. So nasty.

She loved the way Jaehyun touched her  and kissed her. He was the only man who could make her scream his name all night. He had a way of making her feel like she was the most special woman in the world. His hands on her body caused heat to rise on her skin.

"I missed you so much." His sultry voice sang in her ear.

Six months was a long time to go without the best dick Shaye had ever had. Night after night, she tossed and turned, trying to keep herself from reaching out to him. But the carnal desire overwhelmed her. 

“You always feel so good, baby.” Jaehyun moaned.

He had Shaye’s legs around his waist with his hand on her neck. His strokes became sloppy as he drove deeper inside her. Shaye’s nails dug into his back, making him arch into her more. She could feel him deep in her stomach.

“So beautiful. You’re taking me so well.” Jaehyun whispered in her ear.

“It’s too much.”

The feeling of him stretching her was sending Shaye to her limit. He had her approaching her fourth orgasm of the night.

“Then cum for me.”

Jaehyun angled his hips and slammed into her  harder. She screamed as she came. Jaehyun continued to fuck her through it. He gently bit her lip as his orgasm rocked through him. His body relaxed as he slowly pulled out of her.

The room was silent except for their labored breathing.

“Oh shit, that was amazing.” Jaehyun sighed. His fingers massaged the flesh of her hip. He leaned over, taking her ear between his teeth. She could feel his hard dick prodding against her leg. He’s always been a machine and could go for however long she wanted. It was one of the things that made her so addicted to him.

"Yeah, it was." Shaye  admitted.

She pulled the sheets up to her chest and moved to the edge of the bed. She could feel Jaehyun staring at her, and she did your best to ignore it.

“You’re regretting it.” It wasn’t a question.

Shaye didn’t try to deny it. Jaehyun was always able to read her like a book. He said that her silence spoke more than her mouth did. 

“I should go”

Shaye went to sit up, but Jaehyun grabbed her and pulled her back to him. The warmth of his body consumed her. 

“Come on baby. Don’t be that way.”

“Jaehyun, I can’t keep doing this. I’ve been by your side for so long, just letting you use me for whatever you want. It’s not fair to me”

“Shaye, please don’t do this. I want you. I need you. Don’t leave me again…Please”

Jaehyun cupped her face and kissed her softly before moving to her neck, making her weak. 

Shaye’s body flew into autopilot and immediately relaxed into him more. He always had a way with words. No matter what happened in that year, he could always make her return to him.

He climbed on top of her, draping her leg over his shoulder. His warm hands massaged her thighs, making her crave him again.

“You left me, Shaye. Tell me you won’t leave again.”

“Jae-”

“Shaye.” Jaehyun moaned before slipping inside her. She grabbed onto his shoulders as he filled her up. His steady pace of thrusting into her made her wetter and wetter with every stroke. The feeling was paradise.

“Tell me.” He whispered against her lips.

Jaehyun reached down between the two of them and began rubbing her clit. Shaye held tight onto his body as he plunged deeper inside her. Jaehyun fucked her speechless. The only sound was her breathy moans.

“Shaye, I adore you. Tell me you won’t leave me.”

“I won’t leave you.”

This was not how Shaye imagined this…situationship would go. Fighting and fucking constantly. She thought being in love with someone would somehow be uncomplicated. She knew it could be with a different man. She wanted to give up. She needed to let Jaehyun go, but her body’s desire for him outweighed the logic. 

“Promise me, baby.”

“I promise.”

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Jaehyun hated crowds. He would rather sit at home and drink. But Johnny managed to drag him out to Club Slate. They were having one of their weekly themes, Glam Night, and everyone was dressed to the nines. There were sequins, feather boas, and tuxedos all around. Even though he wasn’t in the mood, he still opted for a black and gold tuxedo to fit the theme. 

Jaehyun sat at the bar, whiskey in hand, looking around at everyone. Johnny was busy flirting with a woman sitting next to him. Her bright red dress had a heart-shaped neckline and sat right above her knees. Every now and then, she would glance over at him. Jaehyun knew she wanted a threesome but he wasn’t interested. 

Not tonight, anyway.

Johnny’s boisterous laughter was floating above the music in the club. Jaehyun was glad his friend was having a good time. He knew that before the night was over, Johnny would have this woman writhing under him. Jaehyun smirked at the thought. Johnny was definitely a ladies’ man and didn’t shy away from it. Jaehyun took another swig from his glass, the brown liquor heating up his body.

“Jeong Jaehyun”

Jaehyun slammed the glass down onto the bar. He was hoping to lay low but as his luck would turn out, he’d end up somewhere someone would recognize him. He slowly turned around in his barstool and found himself face to face with a familiar set of brown eyes. 

“Shaye Thompson”

Shaye stood in front of him, her arms folded under her breasts. Her velvet black dress had a plunging neckline that hid nothing and her arms being folded only pushed them up more. The split in her dress stopped just below her right hip. Her thigh chain glimmered in the neon lights. Her gold heels gave her frame a little more height but Jaehyun knew he’d still have a height advantage over her. 

Jaehyun’s eyes trailed the body he used to rub his hands over. He knew every curve and crevice of this woman. And then it all went to shit.

There was too much stupid shit they couldn’t get over. And both of them had egos out of this world. If they weren’t arguing, they were fucking. If they weren’t fucking, they were arguing. Shit wasn’t always bad but when it was, it was bad as fuck.

“Never thought I’d run into you here, let alone see you again” Shaye stated.

“Same. I thought our last time was our last time”

“It was. I was kind of hoping it wasn’t you but let’s be honest, I know that body from anywhere” 

Shaye reached past him, grabbing his whiskey glass. She threw back the remnants of Jaehyun’s drink before placing the glass back on the bar. She cocked her head at him before walking back onto the dance floor.

“Was that who I thought that was?” Johnny leaned over to Jaehyun.

“Yes indeed it was. Miss Shaye” Jaehyun turned around on the stool and faced the bar. He held up his glass, signaling another drink.

Once the glass was full, Jaehyun threw the entire thing back. He never thought he would see her again. The last time he saw her, he was sneaking out of her house in the middle of the night. Leaving her naked body between her sheets.

Jaehyun didn’t want to admit that it bothered him to leave her but he didn’t want to allow himself to be in a committed relationship. He wasn’t ready to give her that. He wanted them to keep enjoying each other sexually. Deep down, he knew that was never going to be enough for her. She needed more than just his body. She needed his heart.

Jaehyun watched her on the dance floor. Some guy had his hands on her hips grinding into her ass. She was looking right at him. Jaehyun knew she was trying to make him jealous by throwing her ass back on some random person. 

Jaehyun glared. Shaye smirked.

“Damn, you ok?” Johnny asked.

“I’m fine” 

Shaye swayed her hips to the music, making sure to keep her eyes on Jaehyun. She wasn’t interested in the guy she was dancing with but she needed something to get a reaction out of him. 

There was something about the way Jaehyun touched her that she didn’t know she missed. She closed her eyes and thought of how he would have her on her knees, choking on his long dick. He would grip her braids as he fucked her face. Tell her she was a good girl as she swallowed his cum. 

Shaye bit her lip as she imagined it. Her hands traveled along her body, over her breasts and hips.She could feel this man touching her but it’s not who she wanted. Her body was with..whatever this guy said his name was but he mind was on Jaehyun. 

Jaehyun sat fuming. 

Watching her touch herself with this prick’s hands all over her body. His body. Jaehyun had run his tongue along every inch of Shaye. He had his claim on her. But that must’ve been relinquished when he left her.

“You know I don’t get in your business but you’re sitting over here mad that she’s out there with someone else” Johnny pointed out.

“She’s a grown woman. She can do what she wants”

“Yeah she can. And so can you. So you either sit here, mad like a little bitch. Or, you go get your woman”

Jaehyun’s tongue poked his cheek. 

He knew Johnny had a point. Things weren’t always perfect but damn they had some good times. Jaehyun stood up from the bar stool and walked out on the floor. His eyes were directly on Shaye. He approached her and stood right in front of her. 

Shaye could feel his presence. She decided to keep her eyes closed, pretending to not notice.

“Excuse me man, can I help you?” the guy asked.

Jaehyun’s eyes shot up to him and back to Shaye. Before she could process the situation around her, Jaehyun’s hand was around her throat and he was dragging her off of the dancefloor. He had no regard for the crowds of people around, he nudged his way through them. He pulled her through an empty hall and slammed her against the wall.

“Jaehyun, what the fuck?” Shaye groaned.

“You think you’re so fucking funny. Shaking that ass on some random motherfucker” Jaehyun snarled.

“Aww. Is that baby jealous?” Shaye mocked him.

Jaehyun tightened his grip against her neck. Shaye’s eyes widened slightly at his aggression.

“Does it look like I’m fucking around with you little girl?”

“It’s been awhile since I’ve heard that Jae. You must’ve forgotten, you left me. I’m single and I can do whatever the fuck I want”

“Oh is that so?”

Jaehyun pushed his body against hers. His fingers found their way through the split of her dress. He was met with the warm flesh of her bare pussy.

“No panties? You still are the filthy slut I remember” Jaehyun smirked.

“I was your filthy slut”

“You still are” Jaehyun plunged his fingers deep inside of her. Shaye’s back arched off of the wall. She grabbed onto his arms as his fingers continued to pump in and out of her. Jaehyun dropped his hand from her throat and buried his face into her neck. The soft touch of his lips sent chills down her spine.

“Fuck Jae. I’ve missed you” Shaye admitted.

“I’ve missed you too princess. Fuck, I’ve missed you”

Jaehyun curved his fingers upward towards her G-Spot. Making gentle “come here” motions with his fingers. Her breathing turned into panting. Shaye hadn’t felt this good in a very long time. Men have tried and have failed. None have even come close to him.

“You want the dick baby?” Jaehyun asked.

“Mmm..Yes. Please”

“Good girl”

Jaehyun pulled his fingers out of her and placed them in his mouth. He moaned at her sweet taste. Damn he missed this. He unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. Pulling them down to the middle of his thighs, his hard dick sprang free. Jaehyun hitched her leg around his waist. He pushed himself inside of her. She was tight and warm. He sighed at her snug fit. They hadn’t seen each other in so long but he remembered the way she felt as if they just fucked yesterday.

“Shit baby. This pussy wet as fuck” Jaehyun groaned.

“Fuck baby, we need to be quick before someone sees us”

Jaehyun held onto her leg as he stroked in and out of her. Her soaking pussy made his penetration easy. Her hands grabbed at his arms.  Bucky placed his forehead on hers, looking her in the eye.

“I don’t give a fuck. Let them see. Let them see how well I fuck you. Let them know that I’m the only man that can get you there”

Jaehyun sped up his strokes. It never took him long to get Shaye close to orgasming. He knew every spot and how to hit it. Shaye’s bottom lip quivered. It felt like old times. Jaehyun fucking her ruthlessly. He was never one to care about being seen or heard. He liked knowing someone could hear him giving pleasure.

“Go ahead and squeeze it with your pussy baby. I know you want to. You’re going to cum all on this dick aren’t you?” Jaehyun teased.

“Yes baby. Fuck, I’m going to cum”

“Go ahead and cum princess. You know I won’t stop until you do”

Shaye was becoming undone. She couldn’t hold it anymore. Her nails dug into the fabric of his jacket as she rained down on him. Her breathing became constricted as he guided her through it. 

“That’s it baby. Let it go” Jaehyun snapped his hips harder. Her tight cunt was hugging him. He bit down on his lip, his orgasm coming quicker.

“You want it in you or on you?”

“In me” Shaye sighed.

Jaehyun’s mouth fell open. He released his nut in four long spurts. His breath was shallow and his chest rose and fell heavily. He placed a soft kiss on her lips.

“You need to come home with me,” Jaehyun whispered.

“Jae-”

“Come home with me” Jaehyun nibbled on her ear. Shaye was becoming weak in the knees. He knew every button to press and he was definitely doing it now. His hands were on her breasts, his mouth kissing everywhere.

“Jaehyun, I shouldn’t. We both know how this is going to end”

“You and I both know I’m not asking you. Come home with me. I need you in my bed, riding my face. Don’t you want that baby? Don’t you want to fuck my face with that dripping wet pussy?”

Jaehyun had already chipped away her resolve. He had already fucked her, what was one more night?

“Ok..But just for tonight”

Jaehyun laughed sarcastically.

“Oh honey, we both know that’s a lie”

“No, Jaehyun seriously. Just one”

His lips were back on her neck. Little bites here and there were dragging her back to the past. Those memories of him working her body all came rushing back again.

“Ok, Ok..Maybe two”

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Light crept into the room, shining in Shaye’s face. She slowly opened her eyes, patting the now cold spot in the bed next to her. She sat up in the bed and sighed. Even in his own home, he left her the next day. Shaye tossed the blanket aside. She felt like she could kick herself for having that moment of weakness. 

Jaehyun knew every button to push and every knob to turn. And she fell right for it. She picked up her phone and opened the Lyft app. There was no need for her to stick around here.

“What did you expect, Shaye? What did you really expect?” Shay picked up her dress from the floor, groaning from the dull ache in her muscles. Her dress was slightly ripped on the side from Jaehyun’s impatience of getting it off of her. 

The door to the bedroom  slowly started to open, making Shaye pause her movements. Jaehyun pushed the door the rest of the way open. He was holding a yellow dress in his hands.

“I thought you’d want this since I messed up your other one” he held the dress out to her.

“Thank you”

Shaye took the dress from him. The fabric was soft to her touch however, the article of clothing wasn’t familiar to her. She looked up at him, eyeing him suspiciously. 

“Did one of your many conquests leave this behind?” Shaye joked.

“No. I went out and bought that for you while you were sleeping” Jaehyun looked genuinely hurt that she would think he’d give her another woman’s clothes. He wasn’t perfect but he wasn’t that much of a lowlife loser.

Shaye felt a little bad about her accusation but after everything that had gone on between the two of them, she couldn’t expect too much from him. She pulled the dress onto her body. She noticed that Jaehyun never took his eyes off of her.

“That yellow is a nice color on you” Jaehyun complimented.

“You hit your head this morning?” Shaye asked, putting on her shoes and grabbing the rest of her things off of the floor. 

“No. I’m just giving you a compliment”

“Well save it. One night of fucking isn’t going to change anything” Shaye taunted

“It was supposed to be two”

“That’s not happening”

Jaehyun wiped his hand down his face. He knew this conversation wasn’t going to be an easy one but one that he needed to have. There’s a lot of things he needed to say to Shaye. But the first thing out of his mouth needed to be an apology.

“Shaye, about that night-”

“Don’t. That was the past and there’s no need to continue to dwell on it”

“No Shaye, I need you to listen to me”

“I’m done listening to you Jaehyun. Listening to you is what got me here last night. Thank you for the dress but I need to go”

Shaye tried to walk past him but he grabbed her arm and pulled her back to him. He gently pushed her against the frame of the door, trapping her body between his and the wall. He held her chin, his thumb caressing her bottom lip. 

“Please listen. I shouldn’t have left you that night and I shouldn’t have done what I did to you last night. I know things between us were never perfect but I would like to make that up to you. I would understand if you walked out that door and never wanted to see me again but I’m asking for a second chance. I want to do things right by you Shaye. All I’m asking is that you give me one more shot to get this right” Jaehyun pleaded.

Shaye pushed Jaehyun away from her. She heard every word he was saying to her but she’d seen this performance many times. They’d argue, he’d say or do something that would piss her off, he’d apologize, and she’d forgive him. That was the vicious cycle they tried to make work. 

“Jaehyun. as sweet as all that sounds, I’ve heard all of this before. Things are not going to change between us. As much as I’d like to believe it would, I know that it won’t”

“Shaye please-”

”No, Jae. You made me promise not to leave you, only for you to turn around and leave me. How is that fair?’

Jaehyun sucked his teeth. A childish habit of his that Shaye always hated. He always resorted to childish behavior when he didn’t get his way.

“You’re never going to grow up”

”I could”

”I can’t go on your word alone”

Shaye walked away from the room and headed to the front door. Every space in his house brought back both pleasant and painful memories. The arguments. The sex. The date nights. The fights. Everything happened in this small space that put her in a whirlwind of emotions. 

“Hey Shaye, is this really goodbye?” Jaehyun called after her.

Shaye stopped in her tracks, her hand on the door.

“It really is” Shaye walked out of the door without a second glance, pushing Jaehyun into the farthest corner of her mind.

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Shaye looked around at all the bodies pressed together on the dance floor. After her last encounter at Club Slate, she had her reservations about coming back. The last thing she wanted to think about was her encounter with Jaehyun here but the walls were screaming to her. Her mind flickered back to his hands between her thighs as he had her pressed against the wall. It’s something she didn’t want to relive but she couldn’t help it. She could only think to drown those thoughts in alcohol.

Shaye sighed, thinking about how her best friend, Tracie, told her she owed her this outing for abandoning her for some dick. Throwback night was Tracie’s favorite at Club Slate and it used to be Shaye’s. The dj would play all of the music their parents used to play during their basement parties when they were kids. It was also the kind of music she and Bucky would listen to all of the time.

She tossed back her double shot of Hennessy. Trying to form a cloud in her mind. She thought about sending Tracie a text, letting her know that she’d be going home instead of hanging around but could she really get away with leaving her again? Tracie was never one to get black out drunk but the buddy system was something Shaye needed to stick to. Especially after last time.

Shaye slid off of her bar seat and headed towards the crowd when a hand grabbed her around the waist. She turned around and found herself facing a man with a familiar face. She couldn’t place where she last saw him but she did know him.

“Um..Hi…”Shaye’s voice trailed off. She couldn’t remember the guy’s name. She was usually pretty good with names and faces but this one had her stumped.

“I’m Aaron. You and I were dancing here a few weeks ago when your boyfriend showed up. I hope I didn’t get you in trouble” He smiled.

Shaye laughed internally. That’s who he was? And the fact that he thought Jaehyun was her boyfriend was even more laughable but after that show they put on, it would make sense for someone to think that. 

“Hey Aaron. Sorry about that and that guy is definitely not my boyfriend. He’s just someone I used to know”

“Well he must’ve been someone special. He managed to get you away from me”

“I wouldn’t say special. We just have a long history. Well, it was nice seeing you again. Have a good night”

Shaye pushed past Aaron and walked onto the crowded floor. Bodies were bumping into hers. She just wanted somewhere she could sit and drink without being bothered. She found a vacated couch and sat down. This night was not what she expected. But what did she really expect coming back here?

“This next song is dedicated to Miss Shaye Thompson. You’re the most special woman in the world and for you, I’d move mountains to show my love. From Jaehyun”

Use Your Heart by SWV  began playing over the speakers. Shaye looked wildly around the room. Jaehyun is here? How did she not see him before? Everyone else around her began dancing with one another. This song brought back so many memories for her. She and Jaehyun used to dance to this song all the time. This was their song.

“Alone, you and I intertwine. Refreshing conversation for the mind. As we stare we both seek and hope to find real love, purified” his smooth voice sang in her ear.

“Why are you here?” Shaye asked.

Jaehyun circled around the couch and sat down next to her. He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and pulled her closer to him.

“Don’t act like you don’t love this song” Jaehyun teased.

“You didn’t answer my question. Why are you here?”

“Well I am a grown man and I can go wherever I want. Is that not true?”

“Yes that it is true-”

“Then that’s why I’m here”

Silence fell between the two of them. The only sound to be heard is the beautiful music flowing around them. Shaye bit down on her bottom lip to keep it from trembling. 

Jaehyun was hitting her with a low blow dedicating this song to her.

“I remember dancing with you to this song in my living room. It was comfortable. Natural. And the next thing we knew, we were on my floor with those pretty brown legs wrapped around my neck. You came six times from head alone” Jaehyun’s fingers danced along her bare thighs, slowly creeping to her embarrassingly wet pussy.

“And then, when I was inside you. That was heaven. You remember that baby?” Jaehyun whispered.

“Of course I do”

“Then stop playing these games and come back to me. You know you want us as much as I do”

“Jaehyun-”

“I don’t want to hear anything else but ‘yes’ from you. Please baby, don’t do this to me”

Shaye fought with herself. She knew she shouldn’t break so easily but Jaehyun wasn’t an easy guy to resist. He knew her well enough to where he didn’t need to put in too much effort to have her back eating out of the palm of his hand.

“I’ll do whatever you want and be whatever kind of man you want me to be, baby. Just come back to me”

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Shaye’s legs shook as Jaehyun’s tongue swirled around her clit. She had a handful of his hair, gently tugging as his tongue sucked and flicked at her dripping cunt. Jaehyun moaned as she came into his mouth for the third time. He could never get tired of eating her out. 

He slipped his finger inside of her, bringing her closer to another orgasm. Shaye’s whole body was shaking. Jaehyun was always a very generous lover with Shaye. He made sure she got hers before him every single time. Even if that meant two for him and four for her.

His jaw dropped as he felt her nut on his finger. He slowly pulled out his finger, looking at it glisten. He popped the digit into his mouth, enjoying her essence. 

Shaye could feel her muscles relax. Her orgams rocked through her body so heavily, she was surprised that she had any strength left. 

“You taste so good, baby. That pussy is always so good” Jaehyun sighed.

”Jae, you always make me feel good”

Jaehyun traced patterns on her thigh, before he draped her legs over his shoulders. Jaehyun slipped inside of her, moaning at her warm feeling. Jaehyun snapped his hips against her, grunting with every stroke.

”Fuck baby” Jaehyun reach down and wrapped his hand around Shaye’s neck and squeezed slightly. ”Stay with me baby. Never leave me”

”No, no. I won’t leave, baby. I won’t leave”

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Jaehyun groaned as he stretched his sore muscles. That had to be some of the best sleep he’d gotten in a while, and it was all thanks to Shaye. He finally had her back all to himself and he was smiling on the inside.

He felt like a kid on Christmas finally getting his gift after he’d been told no. And Shaye was indeed the gift that would keep on giving.

Jaehyun reached out to pull her closer to him, only to feel a piece of paper where her body once lay. Jaehyun sat up, grabbing the paper to read it.

This will never happen again.

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Three Months Later….

Shaye sat in her car, forehead pressed against the steering wheel. Her car’s battery died and her insurance company told her that it would take about an hour and a half for someone to get to her.

Shaye was irritated.

Her phone was on fifteen percent and it looked like it was about to rain. She debated walking to the nearest gas station but it was late. Too dangerous for her to walk anywhere by herself. She looked around, really taking in her surroundings. She knew what she could do to help her situation but..it was risky.

Jaehyun

She knew that if she were to call him, he would come to her aid but she also knew that Jaehyun had a way of getting what he wanted from her. He always did.

Yes, calling Jaehyun was risky but it was better than sitting in her car on the side of the road.

Shaye grabbed her phone. Even though she told herself that she was done with him, she still had his number saved. She couldn’t bring herself to delete it. As if the universe was bringing her to this very moment. Before she could stop herself, she pressed the call button.

She bit down on her bottom lip as it rang one time. Two times. Three times. Shaye sighed. This was stupid. She was getting ready to hang up when his voice came on the line. 

“Shaye?” she could hear his smile through the phone.

“Yeah, it’s me”

“It feels so good to hear your voice” Jaehyun sighed.

Shaye could feel herself falling for him again. 

“I’m sorry to call you so late but my car battery died not too far from you and my phone is about to die as well-”

“Where are you exactly?”

Shaye could hear the rustling of his clothes.

”I’m near that convenience store you like. Maybe a block away”

”Listen, I’m not home right now. I’m thirty minutes away, can you wait for me, pretty girl?”

Shaye could hear laughter in the background of Jaehyun. Distinct laughter. The laughter of a woman.

”Jae, if you’re busy I can just wait for the car company to come to me”

”I’m never too busy for you. Send me your location, I’ll be there as soon as I can”

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This was weird.

It didn’t take Jaehyun long to get to Shaye. When he arrived, it had already started to rain. He grabbed his umbrella and approached her car. He gently tapped on the glass to get her attention.

It was after midnight and he could see the exhaustion in her eyes.

“Hi baby,” Jaehyun whispered.

“I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have called you”

“I’m glad you did. Come on, let me get you home”

The car ride wasn’t easy for Jaehyun. Shaye’s sweet scent of peach and vanilla was driving him crazy. She was wearing a little red dress that was riding up her thighs and it was bringing back all of the memories he had of before. He wanted to touch her so bad.

Shaye had called her insurance back to let them know that she had left her location and would rather have her car towed to her home. He wanted to talk to her but he didn’t know what to say. He wanted to be mad at her. It’d been three months since he’d heard from her and she called him out of the blue for help. Part of him didn’t want to answer the phone but there was a part of him that beamed when he’d seen her name pop up on his phone. 

He reached over and placed his hand on her thigh. He could feel her body shiver under his touch. He slid his hand higher, feeling the goosebumps form on her skin.

”Shaye, I-”

Before he could finish his sentence, his phone rang. And thanks to the Bluetooth in his car, Shaye was able to see that Arielle was calling him.

He could see her eyes cutting over to him. 

“Aren’t you going to answer it?” Shaye shied away from his touch.

”Uh..no..It’s not important”

The rest of the ride was in silence. Jaehyun knew that phone call made the entire situation more weird. There was so much he wanted to say. So much he wanted to do. He wanted to feel her lips against his while he wrapped her legs around his waist. 

He wanted her.

When he pulled into the driveway of Shaye’s house, she didn’t waste any time getting out of the car.

“Thanks for the ride” Shaye quickly closed the door behind her. She was quickly trying to get to the door, as the rain was falling harder.

Jaehyun stepped out of the car and jogged behind Shaye to catch her. He grabbed her wrist and turned her to face him. Shaye pulled out of his grasp and pushed him away from her.

”At least let me walk you to the door,” Jaehyun offered.

”No”

”Shaye,-”

”No, Jaehyun”

”So that’s it? You call me in the middle of the night because you need help, and you won’t even talk to me?”

”Good night Jaehyun”

Shaye ran up the steps and slammed the door behind her. 

Jaehyun took a deep breath. He refused to let this night end like this. He craved her more than anything at this moment.

Jaehyun opened the door to his car and laid on the horn. He didn’t care if it was late and her neighbors were trying to sleep. He needed her to listen to every word he had to say to her. He needed her to know that he never stopped thinking about her.

”Shaye Thompson! I know you can hear me. I will stand out here all night, screaming your name until you talk to me!” The rain pelted Jaehyun harder. He honked his horn three more times.

”Shaye! Come and talk to me. Baby, please!”

Jaehyun was prepared to stand outside all night. If her neighbors wanted to call the police on him? That’s fine. He didn’t care about being a disturbance. 

“Shaye!”

The front door to Shaye’s house opened. She hurried over to him and shoved him against the car.

”Are you crazy? I have neighbors, Jaehyun”

”I don’t give a fuck. We need to talk, Shaye”

”There’s nothing to talk about. I appreciate you for giving me a ride, but don’t you have somewhere to be? Isn’t there a woman waiting for you?”

Jaehyun smirked. He could hear it in her voice, the way she spoke about Arielle. She was jealous.

”Aww, is that baby jealous?” Jaehyun mocked her the same way she mocked him.

Shaye shook her head and turned away from him. Jaehyun stepped in front of her, blocking her way.

”Move”

”No, not until we talk”

”What the hell do we have to talk about?”

”I’ve missed you”

Shaye scoffed and stepped around Jaehyun. He grabbed her and pulled her back to him. She pushed him off of her and slapped him. Jaehyun bit the inside of his cheek. He reached inside of the car and turned it off. He turned back to Shaye and cupped her face, kissing her deeply.

”Get off of me”

Jaehyun kissed her harder. Shaye pushed against his chest but it only made him pull her closer. He could feel her body’s response to him, her relaxing into his embrace. Quickly, his hands were back on the side of her face. He pulled her closer to him and deepened the kiss. Her lips tasted the same they always did, sweet. They were still full and pillowy soft. Jaehyun always wished to have this moment back. And here he was with her. 

“Jaehyun,” Shaye moaned.

”I’m here baby”

Jaehyun walked Shaye back to the house. Once inside, he kicked the door closed behind them. 

Shaye pulled away from him. Jaehyun looked down at her with a pout. She grabbed onto the front of her shirt and made him follow her to her bedroom.

“I knew you still wanted me,” Jaehyun smirked.

“I hate you”

Shaye pushed Jaehyun onto the bed and climbed on top of him. Fuck, he missed this feeling. The warmth of her body, despite the wet clothes, was turning him on. He wanted her, now.

Jaehyun grabbed the bottom of her dress and pulled it over her head. His eyes fell to her beautiful breasts. He snatched her bra down and suckled her brown nipple into his mouth. He moaned at the taste of her.

”You’re just as sweet as I remember. I’ve missed you so much baby. You don’t even know”

Jaehyun was in bliss as his hands roamed her body. Shaye pushed him back onto the bed, forcing him to look up to her.

”This changes nothing, Jaehyun. I hate you. So so much”

”Yeah? Hate me some more”

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Shaye’s hands clung to the sheets. Jaehyun’s hand was gripping the back of her neck as he snapped his hips into her. Her face was buried into the pillows, muffling her screams. The sweat was dripping down his chest and onto her back. His hand came down roughly on her ass. He bit down on his lip, watching her ass jiggle against him as he continued to fuck her from behind.

“You’re so tight, baby. Every time I fuck you, you feel better and better” Jaehyun grunted.

Shaye’s legs were becoming weaker by the second. Jaehyun planted his foot on the bed for better leverage. Shaye’s nails dug deeper into the bed. She started to pull her body away from him when he grabbed onto her hips and pulled her back.

“Oh no baby, don’t run. You’re going to take all of this”

Shaye could feel him in her stomach. Jaehyun could hear her cries from the pillows. He wrapped his hand in her braids and pulled her up to arch her back. 

“I wanna hear you baby. Go ahead and talk to me”

“Jae” Shaye sighed.

“Yeah baby. Come on, let me hear you”

“I love you”

Jaehyun’s movements slowed down slightly. Did she say what he thought she said?

“You..You still love me?” Jaehyun asked.

“Yes baby, I love you” 

Jaehyun leaned down by her ear. His tongue lightly grazed over her earlobe. Jaehyun sped up his pace. Shaye telling him that she loved him, was going to send him over the edge.

“I’m so glad you said that baby. I love you too. You’re mine, baby. You’ll always be mine, baby. Say it. Let me hear it. Tell me you’re mine, baby”

”Yours,Jaehyun. I’m yours. All yours”

“Don’t leave me again. Shaye, I swear I will go to the ends of the earth to find you. Never leave me. Please” Jaehyun pleaded.

“I’m here with you baby. I’m never leaving you again”

Jaehyun continued his steady pace of thrusting into her. Shaye was getting wetter and wetter with every stroke. Jaehyun was in paradise. He buried his face in her neck, taking in her sweet scent.

Jaehyun reached down between them and began rubbing her clit. Shaye cried out as he plunged deeper inside her. Her nails scratched and clawed at the sheets. Jaehyun was going so deep inside of her, she was speechless. The only sounds were Jaehyun’s moans and their hips snapping into one another’s. 

Jaehyun was reaching his peak. He could feel it in the pit of his stomach. The way his body felt against hers was getting him high.

“Jaehyun, I’m about to cum”

“Cum baby, I wanna feel you cum on my dick”

Shaye gasped as Jaehyun brought her to her orgasm. 

His vision darkened with only specks of light fluttering about. Jaehyun’s thrusts became sloppy. He could feel his orgasm building. His grip tightened on her hips as his strokes sped up.

“I’m going to cum baby. I’m going to fill you up”

“Please please please. Fill me up”

Jaehyun released his heavy load inside of her. He took a deep breath and slowly pulled out of her. His body collapsed next to her’s. His breathing was labored and shallow. Shaye turned over and ran her fingers through his hair, scratching his scalp.

Jaehyun’s eyes fluttered closed.

“Promise that you'll always be mine" Jaehyun whispered.

"I'll always be yours"

“Promise me”

“I promise”

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THIS

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I just came home from seeing NCT DREAM Mystery Lab: DREAM( ) SCAPE….it was beautiful. Makes me more upset that I’ve had to miss two opportunities to see them live but this more than makes up for that for me.

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This is the money Marge. Reblog for good fortune

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This masterlist contains mature (18+) content, including explicit themes, horror elements, and intense emotional scenes. And, as always, these are written with Black Women in mind. Anyone can read but be respectful of who I am representing in this space. Please proceed with caution and enjoy the ride! ❤️‍🔥-smut 🖤-horror 💔-angst 💝-fluff

NCT 127/DREAM/WAYV ❤️‍🔥Toxic- Jaehyun

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STRAY KIDS MONSTA X

TAEMIN ❤️‍🔥 Enthrall pt. 1

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