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Just love how anti-endos insist on claiming we are an endogenic system.

It's funny to us.

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@fenmere this made us think of y'all

20 months into dragon hrt:

last few months have been rough, but i can finally get come clarity in my head.. until i fully understand it, this magic requires my full concentration! (rt are greatly appreciated! :3)

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did you know that DID and BPD can have a comorbidity rate of up to 70%?

while there is no confirmed cause of bpd, it's likely that childhood traumas, especially trauma around abandonment and isolation (absent parents, lack of friends or connections, etc), are assumed to be a big risk factor. PTSD and BPD also have a comorbidity rate of about 20% - 35%.

while it can be debated, DID is also heavily assumed to be caused by trauma, and is also incredibly comorbid with PTSD. The fact both BPD and DID have similar causes in being trauma-based disorders, and also the fact they're both comorbid with PTSD, leads to them being comorbid.

DID and BPD also share a variety of symptoms and experiences, specifically with disturbances in identities. BPD comes with a lack of self-identity, while DID leads to the personality fragmented, which causes lack of self-identity.

BPD and DID also can both lead to emotional outbursts/emotional instability, dissociation (just at different levels of severity), self-destructive behaviors, and a history of instable relationships.

so, these similarities in both formation and symptoms, leads to the conclusion of comorbidity. according to studies, up to 70% of DID patients also experience a BPD diagnosis, and up to 74% of BPD patients also experience a dissociative disorder diagnosis.

further reading:

Three Cases of Dissociative Identity Disorder and Co-Occurring Borderline Personality Disorder Treated with Dynamic Deconstructive Psychotherapy

Borderline Personality Disorder on did-research.org

The Axis-I Dissociative Disorder Comorbidity of Borderline Personality Disorder Among Psychiatric Outpatients

Comorbid personality disorders and their impact on severe dissociative experiences in Mexican patients with borderline personality disorder

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Okay idk sorry we just kinda want to yap (positively) about plurality. Didn't know where to go so. We came here

So. We're a system. We know what, we're pretty sure, and from a Tumblr/online/if it's not harmful we don't care perspective, it's chill, normal, yeah it explains us.

But from a Psychology student perspective it is MINDBLOWING (to us)

We're doing a unit on memory rn, and. Just. Wondering how it all works in the context of plurality.

Are there multiple visuospatial sketchpads and phonological loops? Does each headmate share the same characteristics of the short/long term memory? Is the central executive able to assign tasks to different headmates' memory stores? Is there a shared CE or only one?

AGH we don't really want to continue with psychology past our current level but we want to do experiments! We want to test things! We're so curious ahhhh!

Okay sorry for yapping LMAO have a nice day you guys!! :]

You're fine we like getting posts like these! You brought up some interesting points about what you're learning and you did it in a way that doesn't exclude anyone.

It makes us wonder too how all that works. In the past we were attempting to go to college for neuroscience because the brain was a big interest of ours but life situations threw that idea out the window.

We're actually thinking of just studying neuroscience on our own for the fun of it. Brains are fascinating. Plurality to us is just another way they work.

Thank you for sharing your ramble here with us!

Hope you're having a good day as well, anon.

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Just so you know we don't openly engage in syscourse but we get real tired seeing how pro-endo CDD systems get excluded and fakeclaimed because we have no issues with endogenic and other system origins.

That last post is probably the only syscourse related crap you'll see on our blog. We will just continue to run our side blogs and keep it moving.

That being said we appreciate everyone who follows them and interacts with us.

Our community blogs are:

@editedantiendoposts, @pluralhottakes, and @noxsynpositivity.

If you don't want to be seen by us, feel free to block our main, which is THIS BLOG.

We don't block evade people who have the main blog blocked. Because we won't even be able to tell if we never interact.

We believe in tailoring your online experience. If you don't want to see us or don't want us to see you, block our main. It's okay.

Just I wish pro-endo folk with CDDs can stop being excluded for being pro-endo.

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First, this is the internet. Secondly that post is about me in a sense because you're lumping all people with CDDs into one category when you actually mean anti-endos. You're talking about anti-endos. You glossed over the entirety of what I said to point out block evasion instead of addressing the points that were made.

If my MAIN account can still see you, it isn't block evasion. You don't know how Tumblr blogs work. If I was evading a block I would have made an entirely new account to respond to this. Side blogs can be blocked yes but unless you have the main blocked the main can still see and interact with you.

So this is not evading a block. Plenty of people might be following someone's main but have a side blog of theirs blocked because they don't want to see the content on that particular blog.

Let me go back to how you completely ignored everything I said to jump to saying I'm evading a block. Why post that if you weren't prepared for people to respond to it?

I don't understand why people, especially anti-endos post things that are straight up wrong then act surprised when they get responses.

This is all I'm saying on this.

Continue to prove the point a lot of pro-endos make about how anti-endos like yourself exclude pro-endo folk that have CDDs.

Taking and editing posts from CDD systems talking about their experience to make them "endo inclusive" is like (actually just is) taking a post from someone with PTSD talking about their experience with their trauma and making it inclusive to people without PTSD. It doesn't make sense, it's just insensitive.

Endos and CDD systems will always have different experiences. If an endo and a CDD system described their experiences to someone without hiding the bad parts (because being a CDD system comes with bad parts.), you would be able to tell the difference in minutes. To take a trauma survivors post and make it inclusive to people it doesn't apply to is next level "I'm uncomfortable when things aren't about me"

This is what people mean when they say endos invade CDD spaces. You (the people doing this) are making something that isn't about you into something that is because you are so desperate for everything to be about you that you can't stand to see people doing their own things. CDD systems deserve to be able to talk about their experiences EXCLUSIVE TO THEIR DISORDER without making it apply to people who don't have that disorder. That's like expecting someone with autism to make sure they talk about their experience in a way that includes people without autism.

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Headmate who reminds you to drink more water, despite being dehydrated themself

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i wanna draw my fursona with a huge gold chain that says "NIGGA" but I think this would kill my Tumblr audience.

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It has come to our attention that you wrote this post, and we know exactly which blog this is talking about. We're the system running @editedantiendoposts, and we are a system that has DID, therefore making us traumagenic with a CDD. How about being more specific here? We aren't editing posts from just any person with CDDs, we're editing posts from anti-endos. Mainly anti-endos who post their hate in the plural tags which are inclusive of endogenic and other system origins. And we repost positivity posts without the hateful tags attached to them.

We are so tired of looking at the tags about CDDs to see a good ton of them complaining about or hating on endogenic systems. People can talk about disordered experiences without dragging other system origins into the damn ground, like what you're doing here. We have experienced having things in common with endogenic systems. We all can struggle with life, and then some of us don't. We have felt more unsafe and unwelcome in anti-endo spaces. Anti-endos had us fake claiming ourselves. Anti-endos exclude any system with a CDD that does not agree with them when it comes to hating on endogenic systems, yet you want to claim that endos are invading spaces.

Please tell us how we're invading a space that excludes us for being pro-endogenic? Where's the invasion? Why don't you say what it is, it is exclusion. Pro-endos have to make community with endogenic systems because the anti-endos infesting the CDD community don't want us around because they can't understand how we can be supportive of everyone. Do you know how many pro-endo systems get fake claimed or told they're traitors to people with CDDs because they don't have issues with endogenic systems?

Also, please stop speaking for all of us. We all do not agree with you saying "Endogenic systems and CDDs have nothing in common with each other!" You are not the authority to determine this. Who put you in charge of who has what in common with who. Say that YOU don't have anything in common with them. Quit lumping all of us under your opinion. Not everyone agrees with you.

It's sad how you jumped to the conclusion of "an endogenic system must be writing this blog!" instead of thinking that hey maybe that person has a CDD, which is also you giving us an example of how anti-endos fakeclaim and assume that anyone who is doing anything supportive of endogenic systems must be endogenic themselves.

We're responding to you, so people will know that blog isn't run by an endogenic system at all. We're also responding to you to point out how pro-endogenic systems with CDDs like us get hate for being pro-endo.

Taking and editing posts from CDD systems talking about their experience to make them "endo inclusive" is like (actually just is) taking a post from someone with PTSD talking about their experience with their trauma and making it inclusive to people without PTSD. It doesn't make sense, it's just insensitive.

Endos and CDD systems will always have different experiences. If an endo and a CDD system described their experiences to someone without hiding the bad parts (because being a CDD system comes with bad parts.), you would be able to tell the difference in minutes. To take a trauma survivors post and make it inclusive to people it doesn't apply to is next level "I'm uncomfortable when things aren't about me"

This is what people mean when they say endos invade CDD spaces. You (the people doing this) are making something that isn't about you into something that is because you are so desperate for everything to be about you that you can't stand to see people doing their own things. CDD systems deserve to be able to talk about their experiences EXCLUSIVE TO THEIR DISORDER without making it apply to people who don't have that disorder. That's like expecting someone with autism to make sure they talk about their experience in a way that includes people without autism.

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An introduction of sorts

I want to start by saying hello to you. You can call us Nox if we don't indicate who's fronting. We're a 37-year-old system that has DID, making us traumagenic with a CDD. We're also pro-endogenic because we literally don't see a reason to hate on endogenic systems for existing. We've felt more welcome in mixed origin communities than we do around anti-endos, and believe me, we've been in their spaces before. We can tell the differences between the two of them.

Our body is African American, and we are a trans man. We're also married and have a cat daughter. Not to mention we also have borderline personality disorder and autism, if you must know. We used to involve ourselves in syscourse until a specific user (won't mention who they are) decided to include us in a document about the plural community saying that we're just here to get revenge and that we don't actually care about endogenic systems.

We do care about them, but understand that the things we did in the past may have left people feeling that way, but honestly, we're not here to hate anti-endos, we don't hate them, we hate the way they treat and talk about endogenic systems. Just because you're a trauma survivor does not give you the right to hate other people because their experiences are different than yours. We see endogenic systems as having one big thing in common with us: experiencing being more than one.

That's literally what plural is about when it comes to this community. Plural people all have the common experience of being more than one. And anti-endos want to cry "but alters aren't the only part of DID" and we're like duh everyone is aware of that. Endogenic systems may have day to day struggles. No one is required to put their negative business online to be valid, especially when people will take it and use it against you.

Notes under the cut!

Just to let you all know, we run @editedantiendoposts and @pluralhottakes. Because we're tired of seeing people talk about our blogs assuming they're run by an endogenic system.

Do not take any content from our blogs to repost in places like cringe subreddits because if we find our posts there, we will report them and tell people that you didn't have permission to post and if it isn't removed, we will take legal action. We do not give you permission to post anything we've written on either of them. Even if you censor out our name that still counts as posting our content without our permission.

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Need help or commissions!

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Requesting help for a friend

There’s a friend of ours who is in need of help getting back and forth to their new job. They are currently homeless and relying on this new job to get off the streets. Here’s a link to their Bluesky explaining their need.

Helping them means one less person fighting to survive! Here’s their Ko-fi if you’re considering donating!