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maybe the minor heart attack they gave buck is what caused the pulmonary embolism...

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very random bucktommy headcanon but some days i imagine them during those six months saying stuff like "i love your hands" "i love how you make coffee" "i love you naked" etc. all so casually before they say "i love you" proper. they don't even allow themselves to think of i love you as one unconditional statement, it's too early, it's gonna end anyway, it's yadda yadda, whatever their individual neuroses are that keeps them back from acknowledging it. while indulging in these most casual, almost stolen confessions...

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It’s just the beginning of an incredible romantic date

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En un páramo de luz, Despojados del dolor, Nos volvemos a encontrar

- Arrullo de estrellas by Zoé 🌅

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I don’t care if Lou would end up caked in foundation by the end of it I need to see Tommy suck on Buck’s titties in 4k at 8:30 EST.

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thinking about buck biting down on tommy's hip leaving them bruised with his teeth marks, just how tommy likes it

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UM HELLO NEW TATTOOSSS 🥵🥵

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holy fuck 🥵

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who gave Evan Buckley the right to look so goddamn pretty all the time

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thinking about the first time buck felt tommy’s erection, the realization of his sheer size, the thick line of heat pressed against him, the giddiness and then determination at the thought of getting his hands and mouth on it, of feeling it inside him

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Angela and Aisha were the ones filming at the bar today!

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Just got attacked by the image of Buck and Tommy fighting in Buck's new place, both of them crying, and Buck holding Tommy's face before saying "then don't leave anymore and stay!" with fat tears streaming down his face. And like, a beat passing and Buck kissing Tommy with force (is more sad than anything) and whispering "stay" over and over as he kisses Tommy's lips, the corners and his cheeks. Buck's hands moving down to hold onto the collar of Tommy's shirt while Tommy's arms wrap around him holding him tight. And yes they end up in bed together and yes during it Buck is holding onto Tommy like he might disappear and still whispering "stay". And Tommy holds Buck so tight he could cause marks, because under all of the beliefs and fears he has he wants to stay.

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buck and tommy could be exes to friends to lovers again did you ever think about that? they could be pretending that they could totally just be friends rn but in reality they’re both jealous losers who still have feelings for each other. i fear for whoever’s ankle is next.

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#something something Eddie denying Shannon Christopher as she begs because he doesn't know if he can trust her something something Eddie willingly offering Christopher to Buck because there's no one he trusts like him something something being ambushed vs deciding to do it something something mirror placement something something similar rooms surrounded by glass something something same color palette

2x10 “Merry Ex-Mas” -> 4x14 “Survivors”

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@bisexualmaddiehan spun the wheel and got: Other + Season 8 + Episode 9

Other: The Buddie of it all