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If I even get the slightest INKLING that you’re even entertaining the thought of going back to him...

I’ll cut you out of my life so fast, you won’t even notice until it’s far too late. Fucking try me.

EDIT: Here we are a year and a half later and she broke me twice more.

People, if they exhibit the sings of avoidant attatchment, drop everything and run. You will destroy yourself loving that which can't love you back.

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I don't wanna die alone

I don't wanna live forsaken

I refuse to let this go

Because my soul is breaking

I don't wanna let you know

That my heart is just so jaded

I refuse to let it show

I refuse to let it go

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like it's a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

I refuse

I've always walked alone

I chose the path less taken

I refuse to let you win

Life's a bitch and I've been shaken

It's not a joke at all

Inside my spirits fading

I refuse to take the fall

'Cause no one cares at all

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like it's a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

I refuse

'Cause at the end of the day I'm not you

I refuse

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like it's a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like it's a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

I refuse

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I think, I think too much

I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking

Maybe it's in my blood

Got a pain that I can't avoid, I think I'm breaking down

Hate every single second, minute, hour, every day

Person in the mirror, they won't let me feel a thing

Keep me focused on my problems, I'm addicted to the pain

Everybody's out to get you

I guess I never noticed how it came creeping in

My enemy emotion but I can't sink or swim

I say I'm feeling hopeless, they give me medicine

They give me medicine, they give me medicine

I think, I think too much

I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking

Maybe it's in my blood

Got a pain that I can't avoid, I think I'm breaking

Down, I think I'm breaking

Down, I think I'm breaking

I think, I think too much

I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking down

Lies, every time they ask me I just tell 'em that I'm fine

Try to hide my demons but they only multiply

Keep me running from the voices on repeat inside my mind

Everybody fucking hates you

I guess I never noticed how it came creeping in

My enemy emotion but I can't sink or swim

I say I'm feeling hopeless but no one's listening

But no one's listening, but no one's listening

I think, I think too much

I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking

Maybe it's in my blood

Got a pain that I can't avoid, I think I'm breaking

Down, I think I'm breaking

Down, I think I'm breaking

I think, I think too much

I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking down

I don't really like myself

I don't really like myself

I don't really like myself

I don't really like myself

I think I'm breaking down

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Right from the start

You were a thief, you stole my heart

And I your willing victim

I let you see the parts of me, that weren't all that pretty

And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh

Things you never say to me oh oh

Tell me that you've had enough

Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand

Where all of this is coming from

I thought that we were fine (Oh we had everything)

Your head is running wild again

My dear we still have everythin'

And it's all in your mind (Yeah but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh

You used to lie so close to me oh oh

There's nothing more than empty sheets between our love, our love

Oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

I never stop, you're still written in the scars on my heart

You're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust

I'll fix it for us

We're collecting dust, but our love's enough

You're holding it in

You're pouring a drink

No nothing is as bad as it seems

We'll come clean

Just give me a reason just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

That we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

That we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again

Oh we can learn to love again

Oh we can learn to love again oh oh

Oh that we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

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The secret side of me, I never let you see

I keep it caged but I can't control it

So stay away from me, the beast is ugly

I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls

It comes awake and I can't control it

Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head

Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key

I keep it caged but I can't control it

'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down

Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp

There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart

No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream

Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I've gotta lose control, here's something radical

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

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Aren't you somethin' to admire?

'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror

And I can't help but notice

You reflect in this heart of mine

If you ever feel alone and

The glare makes me hard to find

Just know that I'm always parallel on the other side

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'm here tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original

'Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample

And I can't help but stare, 'cause

I see truth somewhere in your eyes

I can't ever change without you

You reflect me, I love that about you

And if I could, I would look at us all the time

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'm here tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history

Tomorrow's a mystery

I can see you lookin' back at me

Keep your eyes on me

Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)

I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [10x]

Now you're the inspiration of this precious song

And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on

So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone

And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home

Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [8x]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you

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Oh well

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The secret side of me, I never let you see

I keep it caged but I can't control it

So stay away from me, the beast is ugly

I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls

It comes awake and I can't control it

Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head

Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key

I keep it caged but I can't control it

'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down

Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp

There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart

No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream

Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I've gotta lose control, here's something radical

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

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And we drink and get older

And some of us even try to get sober

Now here's to the assholes and the last calls

Well city kids, you get what you ask for

And acquaintances turn to friends, I hope those friends they remember me

Hold the night for ransom as we kidnap the memories

Not sure there is a way to express what you meant to me

Sit around a table and use those ears as the centerpiece

Sounds of the city on Capitol Hill

Where I question if what I'm seeing here is real

Cowboy boots doing lines at the bar

Where the time goes slow when you're drinking PBR

Sounds of the city on Capitol Hill

Where I question if what I'm seeing here is real

Cowboy boots doing lines at the bar

Where the time goes slow when you're drinking PBR

Hold on to what you were, forget what you're not

The streets were ours that summer, at least those two blocks

Reminisce on those days, I guess that's OK, you wonder why

Some grow up, move on, close the chapter, live separate lives

The twenty-something confusion before the suit and tie

Strangers become mistakes but those mistakes make you feel alive

Hindsight is vibrant, reality: rarely lit

Memories to collage, paste to the glue that barely sticks

Good Lord, they broke all my shields

Locked bathroom doors, graffiti, and high heels

Until you felt that altitude you don't know how high feels

Party mountain, some don't ever come down from around here

To be young again, I guess it's relative

The camera lights, the whiskey rise, sink into the skin

I fantasize about a second win

Grow a mustache, pick up another bad habit and let the games begin

Sounds of the city on Capitol Hill

Where I question if what I'm seeing here is real

Cowboy boots doing lines at the bar

Where the time goes slow when you're drinking PBR

Sounds of the city on Capitol Hill

Where I question if what I'm seeing here is real

Cowboy boots doing lines at the bar

Where the time goes slow when you're drinking PBR

So here's to the nights, dancing with the band

Strangers into girlfriends from a one night stand

Brought a little liquor and turn up the Johnny Cash

You could bring a receipt to Heaven but you cannot take it back

And this is life, this is real, even when it feels like it isn't

I'd be a goddamn liar to say at times I didn't miss it

So deuces, I turn my back as I walk into the distance

Dip my feet in every once in a while, just to say I visit

And we hold onto these nights

Trying to find out way home by the street light

Over time we figure out this is me, right

Learn a lot about your friends right around two A.M

And acquaintances turn to friends, I hope those friends they remember me

Hold the night for ransom as we kidnap the memories

Not sure there is a way to express what you meant to me

Sit around a table and use those ears as the centerpiece

Sounds of the city on Capitol Hill

Where I question if what I'm seeing here is real

Cowboy boots doing lines at the bar

Where the time goes slow when you're drinking PBR

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The best things in life

Come with a price

The star that burns so bright

Faded the fastest

You always feel it's right

Even when we end the fight

Welcome home

Home tonight

Oh oh welcome home tonight

Oh oh tonight

Words they don't know to make amends

All they do is push you to the edge

But it's not wasted

It's all done for you

It's all done for you, oh oh

It's all done for you

It's all done for you, oh oh

Oh oh

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uh oh

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♠️

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Is it still me that makes you sweat?

Am I who you think about in bed?

When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?

Well, then think of what you did

And how I hope to God he was worth it

When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin

I've got more wit

A better kiss

A hotter touch a better fuck

Than any boy you'll ever meet

Sweetie you had me

Girl, I was it, look past the sweat

A better love deserving of

Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat

No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating

Faster, faster

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Will you dance to this beat

And hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Will you dance to this beat

And hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us

Oh, cameraman, swing the focus

In case I lost my train of thought 

Where was it that we last left off? (let's pick up, pick up)

Oh, now I do recall

We just were getting to the part

Where the shock sets in

And the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick

I sure hope you didn't expect to get all of the attention

Let's not get selfish

Did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating

Faster, faster

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Will you dance to this beat

And hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Will you dance to this beat

And hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat

Dance to this beat

Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating

Faster, faster

Let's get these teen hearts beating

Faster

I've got more wit

A better kiss

A hotter touch a better fuck

Than any boy you'll ever meet

Sweetie, you had me

Girl, I was it, look past the sweat

A better love deserving of

Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat

No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get those teen hearts beating

Faster, faster

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Will you dance to this beat

And hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Will you dance to this beat

And hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Dance to this beat

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating

Faster, faster

Let's get these teen hearts beating

Faster

"Lying is The Most Fun a Girl Can Have With Her Clothes On"

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miss depression: *releases me for a quarter of a second*

me: wow. i feel so goo–

depression: Time’s Up Bitch.

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“Rage and caffeine. Deadly combo, I’m tellin’ you.” Yes, Ghosts can make coffee. Perfect coffee down to the molecular level.

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We make mistakes, We break a little every day, But where pieces die, Where parts of us fade, New beauty grows & glows, And it takes the pain away.